It's been weeks since your break-up and you still feel the pain. Alcohol is always in your system and it gives you the warm feeling you've been craving. Secretly, you're afraid to give up your liquid courage because you don't want to face your problems; your broken heart, your shitty grades, your broken family. It's easier to stay drunk because when you are drunk, you don't have a care in the world.
But now, you're left just wishing that you had him again. You've barely slept since your dreams are always filled with him. No matter what you did, everything always reminded you of him and how you used to be; that's the only downside to constantly being in a drunken state. Its times like these that you could almost feel his arms wrapped securely around your waist. You miss the warmth you felt when he was near you.
You miss how he made you laugh all those nights that you stayed up talking. It always amazed you how you managed to keep up with your school work because you were always with him instead of doing your work. But you kept yourself awake during classes while running on three hours of sleep at any given time. To you, it was always worth it.
He could always make you smile. You felt like you were on top of the world when he took your hand and pulled you to him. To him, you were the only girl in the world. You wish that he still looked at you like that. It made you feel special for once in your life. You were the only one in his eyes. Oh, how you miss those late night walks around the lake. The rush of sneaking out and the pounding of your heart as you saw the love in his eyes.