(This chapter is um ... bad. So, please this is restricted to TEENS only!)

Chapter 10: (Too Sweet to Last)

Before I knew it, I found myself sneaking into the backseat of Alvin's car. It was black, leather, and cracked in a few places. Alvin soon climbed in behind me, closing the door shut and locking it before turning to look at me. I smiled uneasily at him before glancing around the car, trying to find my "surprise".

As I turned to look at Alvin again, I suddenly found myself locked on his lips. He had moved in and kissed me. A smile formed on my face as I pulled back, but his arms reached for my waist as he pulled me forward again, kissing me again and much more deeply.

The butterflies returned to my stomach as a flush of nervousness passed over me. Without thinking, I started kissing him back. No one could resist those perfect, sweet lips. Out mouth moved in sync, out kisses much sloppier than when we had other people watching us. The neatness didn't make them any less enjoyable though. In fact, it actually made them more enjoyable.

His hand started moving from my waist up my side, all the way up to my shoulder. I moved my hands from my lap to his neck, pulling him even closer as I turned my body into a much more comfortable position. The hand on my shoulder very slowly started to push my body down to lay with my back completely on the seat. Luckily his car was roomy enough for me to be comfortable as he leaned over my body, still kissing me.

I wasn't comprehending what was going on. My mind was drifting into some sort of fantasyland. Without even realizing, I lifted my dangling legs onto the seat, laying flat as Alvin also positioned himself to be laying completely on top of me, his hands on either side of my body to hold himself up. I felt almost trapped, pulling back to take in a deep breath of air.

He stared down at me, smiling from ear to ear. Still looking into my eyes, he moved his left hand from my shoulder down my side again to the end of my tank top. He slowly gripped it and started lifting it up my body as he leaned in for another kiss.

Feeling a sudden defense, I moved my own hand to stop his, pushing his kiss away as I stared back into his eyes deeply.

"Alvin, we're going way too fast." I said in a passive, nervous voice.

"Mhm…" He ignored me to continue moving my shirt higher and kiss me on the cheek. I knew at that moment that he probably didn't care about me. He was only using me. I dreamed of having this with someone who truly loved me back. That hope became impossible.

"…It's all too sweet to last." I whispered as my shirt was finally lifted over my head. He gave me a seductive stare before his face leaned down to my ear, softly saying those famous words of his. "It's alright."

So I put myself in his hands. My shirt disappeared to the front seat, Alvin's soon following it. Next to go was my skirt, his jeans, and soon enough, my bra. I felt completely exposed and embarrassed as he continued to kiss me, his lips moving down my face, neck, and chest. It was so hot in his closed up car, but we couldn't risk getting caught, so the windows stayed up.

His hand moved over my stomach, all the way down to the rim of my underwear. My eyes filled with both pleasure and fright as the small pair started moving down my legs.

I quickly stopped him.

"Alvin, wait!" No matter how much I thought I loved him … I didn't want to do it.

"Shh..." He gestured, his finger over my lips before moving it to peck me again. "I love you."

Was he just saying that for the sake of saying it? I gulped, a small unsure smile on my face as I replied, "…I love you too."

My underwear then disappeared followed by his boxers. He reached over into a pocket of the passenger seat and pulled out a condemn. Why did he have it stored in there? I don't know… but at least he was responsible?

…I hate remembering all this. The next thing I knew, love … or something ignited in my veins. Surprisingly, after only a few minutes alone in that car with Alvin, I prayed the feeling wouldn't fade. I didn't want it…but I did. I know, it sounds wrong and completely foolish but, I was basically living my dream. Gross? Maybe. Under aged? Obviously. How could I resist such a perfect boy? We didn't have a relationship or anything before that, which was the biggest problem that could come along.

And I soon learned that it wouldn't be the only problem.