AN: So I noticed I started a AN never finished it well wasn't much to say anyways.
Disclaimer I don't own Mai-Hime
Warning: Lets break down to the warnings there's religious themes in here. As well as there is pseudo/incest. As well as lastly there will be Futa my favorite. Maybe some typos, hey I'm writing this from my phone.
Waking up I noticed Shizuru left, picking up my phone I texted to ask about her whereabouts until my finger refused to press the send button. No why last night happened! Relax Natsuki you can send this. Throwing my phone across the bed in fustration, I rolled over to look at the ceiling replaying the last twenty-four hours. "What the hell am I doing?" Remebering Nao and what happened, really I needed to find out the reason why Shizuru and her didn't get along especially after one meeting. Then there was the fact that I just had dry sex with my sister, as much as it was morally wrong I hated myself for liking it. I needed help and I needed control,sure therapy was the answer, but how was I going to explain that the Clavicula Salomonis coming for my life and my Luiferian wife that's my half-sister?
"Ugh this is so wrecked!"
"Miss Kruger are you alright," asked the maids voice from beyond my door.
"Yes I'm fine." Getting up, I took to the shower with a mission in mind to speak to Nao I had a lot to apologize for. Then like magic my phone buzzed looking at the caller ID the name Idiot came up alerting me to Shizuru's name. Throwing the phone out of the way, I passed on to the bathroom not wanting to waste anymore time with her. It took seconds to make it to the shower as everything relaxed my body the stickiness from last nights mistake felt far away as soap came to my aid. Still as much as I felt free something was pulling me back as I thought to moments from yesterday concerning what I felt. Everything felt real and down right sexy, but it was a moment of weakness, then there was what I felt down below. "There's no way...It must've been a toy and a good one too." Washing up and stepping out of the shower, I didn't hear the sound of the bathroom door opening. Getting out right in front of me Shizuru sat with a wave and a smile.
"Ara hello Natsuki."
"AHHHHHH!" Slipping back, I felt myself fall backwards to hit the tub only to feel no pain what so ever. Feeling Shizuru's arm around my back and her soft smile beat down on me as she spoke, "Ara you need to be careful, I don't want you getting hurt." As she lifted me up, I shoved her out of my arms as I hardened niiples pressed against her chest alerting me. It was too intimate and I didn't want to fall into another moment, as I covered myself not wanting to Shizuru to see anything. "What the hell Shizuru!"
"Ara so loud is there really a need to yell?"
"Yes your in my fucking bathroom, can't I have a moment to myself?"
"Well, yes you can, I just wanted to tell you that I made you brunch." Giving a skeptical eyebrow as I knew Shizuru couldn't cook, if anything I knew she had help from the house attendants. "You make brunch? What did you make?"
"Avocado bacon and toast together with a slap of mayo, I heard from Kai it was your favorite." As my skepticism was at a all time high, I wondered what was going on as so far I knew Shizuru to be a creature of habit. Most of the time she survived on coffee or bitter tea, never once in out time living together did she make me breakfast. "You cooked breakfast? You can't cook Shizuru."
"Ara I can, with needed instruction I was able to get through it."
"Really?"
"Yeah really..."
"I don't believe you, if anything you got the maids to do it."
"Ara didn't..."
"It doesn't matter cause I'm not eating it and your leaving outta here."
"Why..."
"Whatever I'm out of here." Side stepping Shizuru it seemed like all of this was for the best, I felt guilty and dirty all over again, as much as I wanted another shower I couldnt risk Shizuru. I just needed time to decompress that was all. Everything was like a puzzle in my head and there had to be some kind of guide book for me to keep up with everything. As I finished getting dressed, I ran for downstairs with all of the help gone for the day everything was cleaned and the kitchen back to normal. Going to the refrigerator, I noticed a memo on the door telling me to go out to the patio. As I ran up to the glass doors and windows of the kitchen, I went to the yard that looked like a battlefield just a hand full of hours ago turn back to normal everything was normal. Walking out to make sure my eyes weren't playing games, I spoke to myself at the area around me. "How the hell did she do this?"
"Its called cestial magic." As I heard the crunch of toast, I looked back to see Haruka as she ate my meal that rested outside on the patio table. Rolling my eyes to her presence there was no way I wanted to deal with this right now one blonde was enough. "What are you doing here Haruka?"
"Oh just nothing enjoying the view and wow seems like Shizuru got a nice spread out here. Planning something romantic?" I didn't answer not wanting to add fuel to the fire, but from the little bit I did see I noticed that Shizuru really tired. My fuzzy moment was interrupted at the crunching of fangs against toast. "God this tastes like crap, is this the extent my sister can manage?"
"Who are you to talk? This wasn't made for you."
"Not like you wanted it."
"So you've been listening?"
"Yea I have you know its far more easier for me to tap into human perception than any other thing. Hell even bugs and small creatures are harder to tap into, shows how simplistic Earth is to Astaroth."
"Astaroth what the hell? Whatever what's your point?"
"Point is humans are trash. What you humans get off on your emotions making logical matters more complex. Where as us Luciferians don't take such an emotional trivial path."
"Tch...and I'm suppose to believe your bluff? If you think humans are low why can't you find Pandora?"
"Who says I haven't found it, and who says I haven't found the key to unlocking it."
"You said it all why else wouldn't you be here if not to psyche me out. Seems like you hit a wall Haruka."
"You must think of us Luciferians as lower to you humans; how cute its your arrogance. Believe me unlike your pursurers I'm a patient woman, but our father is not."
"I hope you wait until that thing you call a life ends. Don't think I haven't heard about your father and how he passed you on for title of the Usurper." I watched as Haruka rubbed her tongue against her fangs in annoyance, finally I got her number. As she laughed fangs and all making my small victory fall to pieces she commented, "You think that is what I'm after a petty title, you humans simple minded as always. I dont want the title of Usurper I want it all, why wait to have my father to appoint me when I can rule it all."
"So thats all Pandora is to everyone power. There's no way your going to get it and there's no way you can win against Shizuru."
"Really just what faith do you have in your wife? Is it the fact that you trusted a Nephalm over your own wife?"
"What the hell is that mean?" Not liking where this was going this hadn't been the first time since I heard the term Nephalm and it was something relating to Nao. "Hahaha this is priceless you mean to tell me that this whole time you believed your friend Nao to be human." As she took her phone out she snapped a picture as she gave a fanged smirk holding her laughter in. "What the hell are you talking about you better start speaking else I'll call Shizuru over."
"Hehehe man that was a good laugh and your face, this is a picture worth saving. In the spirit of great photography, I'll tell you. That thing you think is your friend is a spy a Nephalm, they're half-angels and human. " I couldn't believe what I was hearing there was no way that Nao was in this, Haruka had to be lying. Somehow my chest collided with uncertainity and disappointment.
"That's not true."
"Why would I lie? Really you think its a mystery why Shizuru doesn't like her? Shizuru may have that dirt you call human blood in her, but her Luciferian knows Nephalm trash when she smells it. That trash is Nao Yuuki, what do you think she was there to give you some kind of normalcy to this situation? They serve the enemy." As tears came up in my eyes, I did all I could as I shouted holding my head in pain.
"Shut up!"
"Ohhh and get this her mother is Constantine the arch angel, come now you couldn't see this coming! Wait don't tell me you were falling in love with that bastard, and with my baby sister as your wife. This is priceless and trutly comical, it seems long after my baby sister escapes the abuse from this wretched family you invent new ways to extend that."
"W-What do you mean?"
"I mean that whore you call a grandmother beat and abused my little sister for years and your the same as her. Your trash and I will purge your bloodline and make Shizuru see where hope ends with your humans, then I will kill her." Suddenly pain came to my head and another flash back this time more clear, it was Shizuru crying her face bruised and burn marks on her legs and arms. As the cigarette came closer to her she huddled up trying to escape as her hands where cuffed together, trying to escape the pain.
As the cigerette laid on her skin I felt everything, my head screamed until finally my mouth followed, "SHIZURU!"Calling her she was there instantly in my presence and in front of me and the pain gone. Through blurry vision I glared at Haruka, as I pulled up to my feet my head settled on Shizuru's heartbeat. Wiping the last of my tears on her jacket, I focused on everything. "Ara I leave for five minutes and here you are injecting your poison into my wife."
"Posion me no, I was simply informing young Natsuki here about the dangers of trusting others. As you know that one they call Nao Yuuki is Constantine's daughter and her half breed daughter at that."
"Still reguardless of how I feel or how you feel that is my wife's friend."
"Do you hear your yourself talk Shizuru? Your wife friends with a Nephalm not just any Nephalm a Nephalm who's mother that you killed. You rather put your mate in danger because of her "friendship" to this creature, no right minded Luciferian would let thier mate near a Nephalm."
"That maybe so but its about Natsuki's happiness. However, you and I have a big problem you hurt Natsuki and I will rip you apart after I deal with the Clavicula Salomonis."
"Is that so with what power do you have to stop me? Your link with your wife is too weak to call on your cestial form, yet alone the power of Astaroth." As Shizuru pulled away from me I felt cold as I watched her walk up to Haruka. My insides jumped as she punched the yellow-haired blonde with her stumbling back on one foot, I watched as a smirk came to her face as she rubbed her jaw. As she walked around Shizuru to hopefully take her leave she spoke, "Your going to regret that."
"I doubt it." With that she soon disappeared without a trace, stumbling to my knees the intensity locked in my bones making me weak. As she turned around as if I were pillow she carried me bridal style into the house. Sitting my down she got me a drink of water as I took it down greedily. "Natsuki I'm sorry I went to the office for a mintue, are you alright she didn't hurt you did she?"
"N-No she didn't..."
"Ara thank goodness," Shizuru spoke a hand to her heart as she settled down at the table within the kitchen, I spoke up first.
"Is what Haruka said true, a-about Nao being half-angel." As she looked away from me she nodded her head. "Hai I knew and that's why I watched over you closely when you were with her. I know I could never be your friend like she was so I let you guys befriend each other. So when we mated, all I wanted to do was protect you and make you happy regardless of my feelings."
"What are your feelings?" There again she looked like she did when she told me of the curse thst plagued her life. It was that fond smile, the smile I couldn't place still it was a smile of suffering, Shizuru was hiding something. Then there was last night to thing about and how my body felt, what did I feel and then there was the confusion with Nao. There was bo escaping it I was stuck within a supernatural situation, and then there was Shizuru's past. Everything was trival compaired to what what Shizuru went through, thats why I wanted to know. Taking my hand ans placing it over hers she looked up hopeful, so much so that I dared to find her cute. "Please tell me." Suddenly I felt my body move closer and along with hers as well, our lips hovering over each other.
"My feelings are irrelevant here," Shizuru whispered against my mouth the cool mint from her breath tingling my lips making my lick them before speaking our mouth so close. "Shizuru do you l-"
"Then like wild fire, the door to the front opened and voices echoed through the house. Slipping back first Shizuru and I rushed to the door. There in front of us was my parents, as they noticed us they ran up giving me a large hug as my body stiffed. As my father shook Shizuru's hand and my mother engulfing Shizuru in a large hug I watched the display. Noticing how they were alike with their mannerisms, it was true that Shizuru was my sister. Not liking how my mother acted so rational and blank-minded, I needed to get out of here.
"How are your girls doing," my mother asked. Rolling my eyes, I watched as Shizuru interacted with my mother then there was my father who acted like nothing was going on. Maybe he didn't care then again he must of knew of Shizuru being my sister the whole time.
"What about you Natsuki," my mother asked refocusing my attention.
"I'm outta here."
"N-Natsuki wait..."
Walking downstairs, I waved over the driver as he scurried to open the door for me as I got in. Shizuru rushed over with heels in hand panting as she ran after me making me hold the limo door open. When she got in she smiled at me the driver looked shocked to see the both of us together. I galred at him as he closed the door for us rushing to the drivers seat in front. "Ara no fair you were going to leave me there with them weren't you?"
"You seemed to have it covered with my mom. Driver take me to the pier." Crossing my arms, I pouted on as he nodded and setting up the blinder up to separate him and us. "Natsuki..."
"Don't Natsuki me, you go back to in there they're more than happy to see you."
"Thats not true Natsuki."
"Come on Shizuru you know it, as soon as you see mom things change. Also does my dad know about all of this?
"Yeah, but Natsuki mom loves us both."
"That's just classic," I spat rolling my eyes.
"Ara Natsuki what's really bothering you? You know you can talk to me anytime right?" It took my a while go relax as I dropped my arms no longer looking like a pouting child with my arms crossed. "Look I know I can talk to you, its just that I don't understand how you can be so fucking friendly with her. She basically left us to the wolves and hid and now she comes back all causal. It just ugh! It just pisses me off." I looked down as Shizuru took my hand in her larger one as she smiled at me. "W-What..."
"Nothing I'm just happy you opened up to me that's all. Look I know mom isn't the best person when it comes to these situations, but I think we should hear her out."
"See thats what I dont understand."
"Pardon?"
"Ugh I don't understand why you go to her when clearly she's wrong. Point is we were managing without her."
"Ara does my Natsuki not want to share me?"
"No I don't wanna share you damn it, at least not until I get this Luciferian mystic crap solved," I said with a blush.
"If it nakes you feelt better would you like me to stay away?"
"No..."
"Natsuki know this your my mate, and I want to see you happy despite whatever instinct pushes me." Thinking to what Haruka said, I suddenly wondered what Shizuru struggled with whenever she saw me with Nao. As my heart stood still and ached, I still didn't understand what I was feeling. Somehow Shizurus simple answer seemed it fit everything. I found myself wanting to know what Shizuru actually wanted and I hoped it was what my body wanted. "S-So your instincts is it something that you want?"
"What do you mean by that Natsuki?"
"What I mean if you give into your Luciferian instincts will it be something you truly wanted?"
"Well yes all Luciferians half and full breed, operate on our instincts its comprised of our most basic needs and wants. Feed, Mate, Kill and Breed is our basic coding all of that leads to our desires or at least those are my instincts."
"Is it hard to control all of that?"
"H-Hai everyday is a challenge; which leads me to the other night. About that I'm so-"
"No you don't need to apologize, you've saved me enough to have a slip up every now and again." With a blush I looked away there was no way I was giving Shizuru the right to fondle me. Still I knew she was trying that much I could tell, then again maybe I just wanted to feel what I did last night.
"Ara so the fondling of Natsuki is alright?"
"N-No its not alright I'm just saying that if things get intense for you maybe you can come to me."
"Ara its the same for me as well, whatever urges tou have come to me with them. I don't know much about mating from your side of things, but I will be attentive to all of it." Nodding I slid down the blinders to nods to the driver of my destination.
"So are you going off to find Nao?"
"Yeah, is that going to be a problem?"
"No its not."
"Your lying..."
"Ara is it that obvious?"
"Yeah it kinda is. Look I wanna figure all of this out as well, but you gotta start communicating with me more." As she nodded, I hoped that she got what I was trying to tell her. "So where are you off to?"
"Back to the office there's somethings that I need to do, if something happens call out to me I'll be there." Wanting to cool off the intensity of my conversation with Haruka and all of last night, maybe running away from Shizuru wasn't what I needed. What I really needed was some quality time with Shizuru. Talking to the driver, I watched as Shizuru witnessed the whole thing. "Is there business you have to handle to where you've canceled your plans with Yuuki-san?"
"Yeah I'm going with you to work, so yeah I guess there's business. Unless you don't want me to go,"I asked sheepishly.
"No your more than welcome to come Natsuki." I watched as Shizuru gave me a warm smile, but still I wanted to know more about her and that feeling from last night. Relaxing I took her hand, but not before leaning my head on her shoulder. At first I felt her body stiffen, then relax as my eyes closed and the limo rolled on.
AN: Hey Merry Xmas I hoped you enjoyed the fuzzy moment. Don't worry sex will come and drama and explanations.