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Chapter 11
CPOV
I finally wake up and for the first time in a very long time a few of my muscles are very sore. I roll over and there curled up next to me is my Ana. She is so beautiful; she looks so calm and happy when she is thinking. I never would have thought that deep down she was a fire cracker, a true dom. trying to get her over her fears is going to be one hard task but I know she can do this. I need her to do this. Just for a little while. I need a break. I have work where I'm in charge, where I make all the decisions. I can't come home and keep making them. On the plus side this does give her more of a chance to be a "Free women" as she would say.
Ana starts to move and just when I look over at her, she's already staring at me. I think she is waiting for me to just fly off the handle. I just smile back at her. Were still in the playroom and on all accounts I should not even be looking at her. I instantly drop my gaze and lower my head. She raises her hand and gently runs her fingers through my hair. If I'm not wrong I think she likes being in control. But, I also think she is a little confused about what to do. I can't blame her. I remember I was scared shit-less when I started. No, don't think about that bitch. Don't let her in your mind gray. I know my mind is right.
"Come lets shower and get dressed we are going out." And with that she stands, puts her robe on and walks out. Just like the little love sick puppy that I am I follow her. We get to the bathroom and I stand there and wait for her instructions. She looks a little scared Come on baby tell me what to do I know you and your smart mouth can.
APOV
When we get to the bathroom I turn around and he's standing there head lowered. What the fuck, does he want me to keep this up? I don't know what to do. I have never done this before. Shit come one snap out of this scared shit. Think of all the things he does that bother you. Finally you're the one in control. Enjoy this for once. I know my inner goddess is right..
I turn around and start the water for the shower. I slip off what I have on and get under the water. I know he is still standing there and I smile to myself. He is good at this. I feel a small bit of power in all this. I know he won't get in till I tell him to.
Finishing up I step out and wrap a towel around me "Get showered and dressed you have 15 minutes." Then I just walk out and leave him to his shower. I know he wants to touch me. Tomorrow I will set some ground rules if I am doing this.
I know it's late but not too late. I mean its only 11. I call Kate and tell her to meet me at a trinity's. She is brining Elliot. I get dressed in a red dress that hits about mid length slip on some black pumps and grab my bag. I go down to the kitchen to wait. Dead on 15 minutes he's standing next to me.
"We are going out with Kate and your brother. No fighting and I want you on your best behavior. Now let's go."
"Yes ma'am" He follows right beside me as we enter the elevator I feel that oh so familiar spark. It happens every time. I turn to him and I know he feels it to. I launce myself at him pushing him agents the wall of the elevator I'm kissing him with need, love, and passion. I reach down and grab his cock, his breath hitches, I lean up and whisper in his ear "This is mine, it belongs to me and me only, and if you please me tonight I may let you cum."
With the doors open and I walk out smiling to myself. Damn that actually felt really good. Now I know why he likes it. I'm starting to actually get the feel for this. I need to do some more work and look some things up. But I really think I can do this. For both of us. We get in the car and I decide I'm going to drive and I know Sawyer is right behind us but I don't really care, for once I have free rein to do as I want. And tonight I want to party.