daisuke wrapped his arms around you and you just felt so happy and complete. but you had to pull away. "daisuke, how come you still remember me? I thought you would have hated me after I left." he smiled and shook his head. "asami, I've known you for years now! I couldnt just forget you........because I love you.." you werent shocked. when you were a genin, you and daisuke were in the same squad. you had a crush on him and he had one on you, but neither of you knew. After you became chunnin and he didnt pass the test, you guys parted a little. but you two still had your feelings for each other. When you advanced to jounin, he was still a genin. you still confessed your love to him, but he said "asami, your a great ninja! and having a boyfriend like me would only bring shame to you. when I become a better ninja, then I will be able to love you back." he broke your heart but you still thought of him often. when you left, he was heartbroken! "do you love me too asami?" he asked. his eyes were hopeful and you didnt know what to tell him. deep down, you had always loved him but now you were in love with deidara. he saw your confusion. "you dont, do you?" he asked sounding extremely disappointed. you stepped back. "I did....once long ago....but now I cant love you now." you jumped back so there was some distance between you two. "wait! dont leave! I just want to talk! can we just catch up? like we used to when we were genin." he sounded hopeful. you looked at the sun "the village is probably awake by now, you should go back before they think I killed you or something!" he laughed. "its ok, I'll take care of it later." he offered his hand. "please asami....I just want to be with you for a few more moments." you couldnt deny him a few moments, so you walked back over to him and shook his hand as a truce.
you sat down and took off your hat and cloak. he just stared at you for a moment but then said "s-so how are things?" you smiled. "its good! sorry for all the commotion yesterday with the scroll." he laughed. "its OK! everyone started freaking out though! it was sucha mess!" then you 2 were quiet. "so....do you have a girlfriend now? I mean seriously! your hott!" you said. he blushed. "really? you think so?" you nodded. "of course! so...anyone?! anyone?!" he blushed more. "well, alot of girls have asked me out over the past 2 years but I never said yes." you tilted your head to one side. "why?" then his blush disappeared and he turned to you. "because I never stopped thinking about you. when you left.....I never got the chance to say good bye.." you frowned and turned away. "when someones running away from the anbu, they dont really have the time to say goodbye to their friends! especialy after they were accused of murdering everyone on purpose!" "I know it would bring back bad memories for you, but tell me why you did it! you just did it so suddenly! not like anyone hurt you or anything right?!" you turned back to him with a glare. "hey! where the hell were you for the last 2 years! were you there when they told me that I couldnt be in the anbu because they were scared of me[you later got in by hokage recommendations so you could join]?! were you there when they said I was a monster! were you there when everyone started shunning me! no! because you were too busy in your happy life! with your parents! who love you! and your friends!" you screamed. he was shocked. "I didnt k-know that!" you turned around. "of course you didnt! how could you!" you got up. "If you dont mind! I'll take my leave now!" but he grabbed you around the waist and wrestled you to the ground. he was ontop of you and said "you still owe me an explanation! why did you leave me?!" you smirked at him and said "that night, someone just pushed me too far! and when I got angry, my powers got out of hand and people just started dying..." you said. "why didnt you just explain to the hokage?" he asked. "do you think that arrogant asshole would have listened!" he was quiet. "thats what I thought! now get off!" but he didnt. his eyes were sad and he leaned down. "dont be like this asami....be the asami I love.." he whispered. you stopped struggling. "why do you still love me?! you loved asami sasaki, shinoni from the leaf village. but now I'm asami sasaki, s-class criminal for the akatsuki." you could see the tears in his eyes. he leaned down and kissed you. you were shocked and refused to kiss him back because he wasnt deidara. but after a while you gave in and you kissed him back. Eventually you two had to stop. "meet me again, here tonight. I want to know more about you." you werent comfortable with this. You had a boyfriend, yet you were making out with the guy you used to like. You were in the akatsuki but yet, you were sneaking off to see an anbu ninja. "I dont think I can." you said. "then I wont let you go!" you pushed him off. "stop talking nonsense!" you said. "or I'll follow you back to the akatsuki!" you had no choice. you wish this never happened! but you agreed. "tonight at 2:00 here." you said. he was happy. "I'll be waiting!" you ran off back home hoping he wouldnt be following you. "I feel like sucha jerk right now! what would I say to deidara! no! no! I'll end things with him tonight before deidei even gets home!" you still felt guilty.
you arrived home and everyone was gone! you spotted a note on the fridge. "asami if your reading this, then we're all gone. we're leaving the house to you for tonight and we're going on a guys retreat with pein. konan should be over to check on you to see if your ok and all. miss you already baby! LOVE HIDAN! p.s if sasori and deidara come back just tell them we'll be back soon. p.s.s tobi says hi." you looked at the note. "guys retreat?" you said.
for the rest of the afternoon you trained some, slept some, ate alot, and then watched some T.V. at 11:00 konan came to 'check' on you like a nanny. "how are you holding up asami?" she asked. "its great having a house to myself!" you said. she smiled and hung her cloak on the wall. she sat down with you and you two watched some T.V. After a while, you started to get bored and you asked her "hows life?" she laughed. "its good! you?" you shrugged. "its as good as it can get." "so hows living with the others?" she asked. you sighed. "they're all like kids! hidan walks around naked! tobi has me reading bedtime stories! kisame wont eat fish! itachi is obsessed with keeping his room hidden! kakuzu is greedy and wont give up a cent! sasori is obsessed with his dollys! a-and deidara is just....hes just.....well you know!" you said. konan looked confused then smirked at you. "whats this? asami?" you hugged your knees to your chest and blushed. "n-nothing!" you said. she put a hand on your cheek. "your cheeks are hott! blushing! blushing like crazy too! asami and deidara!" you put your hand over her mouth. "dont say that out loud! no ones suppose to know about me and deidei!" you said. she took your hand off and started cracking up. you screamed. "what would leader-sama say!" you asked. she shrugged. "hes moody! who knows!" "well this sucks!" you said. "when did you start liking him?" konan asked. you shrugged. "I-I dont even know! one night we were all just chiling and then me and deidara started talking and talking! then he told me why he joined the akatsuki and I felt so bad! I just went over and hugged him and yeah! then I asked him if I could be his girl! and he said yes! but then he had to leave on his mission! and now I feel like crap cuz I dont get to see him!" she patted you on the head. "good luck with that!" then she left. you sighed and thought to yourself "did konan come here to check on me or to make me feel crappy!" you looked at the time, it was 1:53. you should be meeting with daisuke soon. you checked to see if the coast was cleared, konan was long gone! you then ran to the meeting place. daisuke was already there. when he saw you show up, he was so happy! he ran over to you and hugged you tightly. "I thought you wouldnt show!" he said. you laughed nervously. "well I did!" "we have alot to catch up on!" he said. you frowned. "its so late! what if someone catches us! you should be getting some rest! if the others come home and I'm not there, bad stuff can happen!" you said imagining kisame accidently eating too much fish and killing himself! or maybe tobi lost his mask again! and hes killing everyone! the horror! or worst! if someone accidently stumbled into itachis room! he took your hands and squeezed them. "hey! dont worry so much! we wont be here long! I just wanted to see you again!" he sat down and you did the same. "so what are we talking about?" you asked. he didnt answer, he was just smiling and staring at you. you scooted back. "will you stop that! your freaking me out!" you said. he shook his head. "I'm sory! I just missed you so much! and now I get to see you and be with you! I'm just so happy!" you frowned and said "will you stop! I dont love you! and even if I do, we cant be! so just stop!" you said. he got up and walked over to you. "I'll find a way asami.....I'll find a way for you to love me back.... he wrapped his arms around you. "but I dont want to love you back! I want to love deidara and deidara only!" you thought.
After a while, he let go and you guys sat down to talk some more. The more you talked to him, the more you started to fall in love with him again and the more you started to get creeped out by how much he loved you and how he talked about finding a way for you and him to be togather. You 2 talked until the sun rose. "I have to go now." you said. "meet me again tonight!" you shook your head. "I said this will be my last meeting with you. it was nice seeing you again daisuke. but now lets move on with our lives." he shook his head and grabbed you. "why wont you meet me?! who'll care if you're gone?!" "deidara!" you blurted out. he let you go and seemed confused for a moment. but soon he caught on. "I know you love me asami! so meet me here tonight! I have a plan!" you slapped him. "I said no!" you turned and ran. but he followed. "stop it!" you said but he kept following. you stopped. "you dont want to do this! you'll get killed!" he said "I dont care! tonight!" you didnt know what to say. "I cant!" you continued to run and this time he didnt follow. You finally got home and felt so relieved. "I finally got away!" you walked inside and saw that everyone was back! they all were sleeping all over the living room. Itachi was sleeping on the couch with a plate of food on his lap. kisame was on the table, tobi sat against a wall without a mask or a shirt! hidan was sleeping on kakuzus lap on the recliner seat. you couldnt help but laugh. the living room was trashed so you cleaned up a bit. You looked at the calander and it was the 3rd day that deidara and sasori have been gone. so they should be home today! you smiled as you thought about seeing deidara again. You started to make breakfast and as you set up, itachi sat up and scratched his head. "asami?" you finished setting up then walked over to the couch. you leaned over the couch and said "good morning! how are you feeling?" he looked around. "the living room is clean?" you nodded and smiled. "sorry about all the trouble." "its alright" he got up and looked around "these guys are such.." then he took a pillow and threw it at kisame. kisame woke up and started screaming "what?! I dont want it OK?!" he got up and tripped on tobi, who he was now crushing. tobi pushed him off and he fell back onto kakuzu and hidan. they both started screaming at kisame, who was screaming at tobi who was screaming back at kisame. "will you all shut up!" itachi said. he tried to get up but he obviously had a huge hangover. You helped him up and he leaned on you, all the way to the table. everyone else was now done yelling and they all sat down to eat, except for tobi who was trying to walk upstairs but was having trouble. you ran over to him and he started to lean on you. "t-thank you..." he said. you helped him to his room and made him put on a shirt. you tucked him in and asked him "are you ok tobi? are you sick? your not yourself today, and it worries me." he smiled and said "its no big. I dont feel well, thats all." he sat up and you put your hand on his forehead. he had a fever. tobi smiled weakly then tried to get up. "its alright! I'll be fine. besides, I have a mission today!" you pushed him back down on the bed and sat on top of him. "dont make me hurt you tobi!" he was shocked but didnt have the strength to push you off, so he nodded. "what about my mission?" he asked. "I'll take it!" you said. he smiled. "thank you asami! now.....can you get off me?" you blushed but got off. "I'll get you some breakfast!" you ran downstairs and got some food for tobi! but when you got back uptsairs he was asleep. so you left the food on the nightstand and went down to get tobis mission done quickly so you wouldnt miss it when deidei came back.