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Chapter 10 – Life is so complicated.

Sabrina's POV

It's been 2 weeks since mine and Kendall's break up and let's say we are not getting along. At. All. I am walking into the cafeteria and to the table I have sat at since I moved here. Kendall and I are both to stubborn to move as these are "Our seats". I sat down and the insults started. "Oh look what the cat dragged in" Kendall murmured as he stabbed his fork into his salad. His stupid vegetarian ways. (1) "Well at least I don't need to go on a diet to lose a load of fat" I fought back. Kendall isn't fat, Heck no. He has a sexy body. Wait what am I thinking! We hate each other; well he hates me anyway. "Yeah well at least Im not anorexic... oh and I don't go round making out with my boyfriends Enemies!" He yelled throwing his fork into the salad. "Dont you listen! I didn't kiss him! He wanted me to help him with something and then he kissed me! How stupid do you have to be to realise Im telling the truth!" I yelled at him "Oh please! You would lie your way out of anything! We both know you kissed Jett on your own free will... You so much pathetic it's unreal!" Kendall fought back. "Well Kendall you know what they say. "Like Father like son" I know that was a low blow but am hurt. I say things I don't mean.

A few weeks ago Kendall told me why I haven't met his dad yet. He told me because his dad was a very paranoid person and always treated his family like shit. He would hit Jen (Kendall's Mum) and Kendall all the time. He also Cheated on Jen numerous times and was possibly "he worst dad on planet earth"

"Im nothing like my father" Kendal said through gritted teeth. "Oh Please. You're paranoid as hell! But the truth hurts"

"Oh the truth hurts huh? Well you wouldn't know because I've never said one thing that is true to you!"

"OH yeah like when?"

"WHEN I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU! I ONLY DATED YOU BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE MY EX JELOUS! YOU WERE NOTHING TO ME! NOTHING!" Kendall screeched at me... Breaking my heart... again. "Yeah well then you'll be fine leaving me alone. I never want to see you again Knight. Ever" and with that I walked to the girl's bathroom, locked the door and cried.

Kendall's POV

I sat back down and Hit my head against the table several times. "Stupid, Stupid" I repeated to myself. Well I am. That was a lie. It was a lie when I said I never loved Sabrina and that I used her. It was a lie when I said I've never been honest with her. I loved Sabrina and I always will but she cheated on me. Why are we fighting so much! That is all I want to know. Maybe its fates way of telling us we shouldn't be together. No, no way. We are perfect for each other. "Is that true?" James asked me. When I looked up his eyes they were a little wider than normal. "No. Im not that selfish" I said throwing my food in the bin that was by our table. "Then why did you say it?" Logan asked looking in the direction Sabrina left. "Because you know me. You know I say things I don't mean when I'm angry" I said running my fingers through my hair.

No one's POV

Sabrina had cleaned herself up and was now walking down the deserted halls. It was 4th period and she was supposed to be in Spanish but she just couldn't face sitting next to Kendall. Sabrina was walking down when something caught her eye. She took a few steps back and looked at the poster that had caught her eye.

PERFORMERS NEEDED!

SINGER/DANCER/ACTOR/TALENTED PERSON NEEDED

TO PERFORM ON FRIDAY EVENING!

PLEASE CONTACT Mr. ABBOTT FOR MORE INFO!

This was her chance. She wanted to get over stage fright and she only had one reason why she was going to. Kendall. Kendall had wanted her to conquer her fears so she could be happy with her life, having nothing to fear or hold her back. Sabrina looked at her map and looked for Mr. Abbott's Room. Surprisingly enough *Not the sarcasm* It was the room for performing arts. Sabrina set out to find the room and knocked when she got there. "Come in!" She heard a voice call through the door. "Urrrm sir Im here because I saw the poster in the hall?" Sabrina said as if it was a question. "Ah Miss Sabrina Henderson. I have heard you have a great talent" He said putting his papers down and standing up taking off his reading glasses. "Who told you that I have a "Great talent"?" Sabrina asked quoting with her fingers. "Your sister. I would love to hear you sing on Friday. Get people to try something new. Just come into this room on Friday after school okay?" The teacher asked handing Sabrina a notice. "Sure. Thank you" Sabrina went to walk of the room when the teacher stopped her. "Sabrina. Why are you not in class?" He asked, looking down but keeping his eyes on Sabrina. "I-Urrrm—"

"Go to class. If I find out you didn't go there will be trouble" And with that Sabrina walked reluctantly to class. She knocked twice on the door and walked in. "Sorry Im late miss. I was with Mr. Abbott" Sabrina said looking at the floor. "It's okay Sweetie. Katie told me where you were. All that matters is that your here now. Just get your books out and Im sure Kendall can help you out" She said smiling sweetly at the shy teen. Kendall's Head snapped up when he heard his name. "No Kendall can't" He said looking at the teacher. "Kendall don't be rude. We are all friends here"
"Well Im not her friend" He said looking back down at his books. "Kendall if you carry on like this you will be out in Principle Jones' room" She said turning back to the board. As much as Kendall wanted to get away from Sabrina he couldn't get a detention or else his mum takes away all Hockey and music and his beloved guitars. He couldn't live without them. Sabrina walked over to her seat, Sat down and took her books out not sparing Kendall a glance. Sabrina went into her bag to get a pen and when she looked back a folded piece of paper was in front of her. She looked to her side but Kendall was just watching the teacher. She looked to Carlos on her other side and he was asleep on his desk. Typical. Sabrina opened the paper and read the note.

I don't hate you. I just ... Dislike you right now.

Sabrina wrote back.

I don't blame you.

I thought you would mouth of at me for something: L

No. I would be the same if I saw that picture. But I do wish you would let me explain.

I won't let you explain because Im scared.

Scared of what? :L

That it will hurt me more.

It won't. Please let me explain.

Okay...

Thank you. I didn't realise that he was Jett your "Worst enemy" We bumped into each other and started talking. I guess we kinda because Friends? Anyway he said he had an audition for a TV show and needed someone's help running lines. Being me I said yes. We went back to his and we ran lines. I didn't realise that the part he was rehearsing had a kiss in it. We were running it and He kissed me.. I tried to get him of I swear but he is heavy. I never meant to hurt you. You meant too much.

How did he get the picture then?

I don't know.

Sabrina I don't want to fight with you. But I can't get back together with you. You hurt me and I don't know if I could take it if you hurt me again. Im sorry x

Is okay. I get it. It's my own fault anyway. And thank you.

For what?

Kendall passed Sabrina the note and watched her open it. Sabrina read it and put it back down on Kendall's desk.

Kendall's POV

Great. What the hell was she saying thank you for? "Sabrina" I whispered to her. She didn't answer me. "Sabrina" I tried a little louder. Still no answer. Only one thing left to do. Poke her. I started poking her in the arm continuously. "Will you please stop that?" She whispered looking at me. "Not until you tell me why you said thank you" I whispered back still poking her arm. "It doesn't matter. Just stop or I swear to god you won't have a finger left to poke me" She threatened me. Sabrina wouldn't hurt a fly. I kept poking her and she grabbed my fingers and bent them back a little. "Please can you stop poking me?" She asked me sweetly. Ow my fingers hurt. "Yes, yes, yes, yes can you just let go" I said in pain. She let my fingers go and went back to work. I shook my hand trying to get rid of the pain. It really didn't work. Sabrina may have broke my heart. But I think I made a huge mistake. But she hurt me. I don't know what to do anymore.