Sesshomaru finally managed to get enough control of his beast to unpin Sky from the wall. He dragged her over to a chair and threw her into it. The chair looked to Sky as if it were meant for Rin to sit in.
Sesshomaru got onto his knees in front of Sky and grabbed her face. He brought their faces together and looked deep into her eyes for a moment before nuzzling into her neck once again. "Don't move until I say so. I am trying to calm my beast. If you do move, it could end up like before. When my beast decides to take over I don't have much control. I don't want to hurt you."
"I trust you, but can't we move. My back is killing me on this chair." Sky whispered into his ear.
"Wrap your legs around my waist."
Sky done as she was told; Sesshomaru picked her up and headed to the bed hoping this would calm his beast.
He laid her down and laid half his body on hers to keep her still. Then he went back to nuzzling against her neck. Her wet hair was in the way but his beast like it. After a few moments of just breathing in her scent, he stated kissing away the water. Sky tried to move only to be stilled by a growl. She could feel him running his tongue along her neck to the back of her ear. Every now and then he would slide his tongue across a place that felt good to Sky. She would tense and relax. She tried not to but she couldn't help it.
Sesshomaru had noticed this. He set out to find the spot that made his women cringe at a light touch. He knew the moment he found it. He kept going over that spot over and over again. He could feel Sky holding a moan in, so he bit that spot, not breaking the skin. Sky let out a soft moan.
"I knew you liked it." Sesshomaru said positioning his body completely over her but not letting his mouth leave that spot. "It's better if you just let it out." He said biting her once more to get a moan.
"Stop Sesshomaru." Sky said. She was starting to get scared. She understood what he had meant earlier about not being ready.
He growled and bit her to hurt. She muffled a scream. He kissed from that spot to her ear and down her jaw then to her lips. He swore she didn't taste this good when he had kissed her at the dance. He was fighting his beast for control. He knew if he got aroused that he would do something he would regret.
'Get back in your cage. You are not going to hurt Sky.' 'But she tastes so good. You know we both want her. You can feel it.' And he couldn't deny he felt his self grow and get hard. He knew his beast had won at this point. Breaking the kiss he looked into her eyes, "Sky, I'm sorry but I have lost control."
Sky watched as he told her he couldn't control himself. She watched as his gold eyes slowly turned red. She knew she was all alone with his beast now. "I know." Was all she said before he was completely gone.
Sesshomaru caught her lips again. He still couldn't believe how good she tasted. She wasn't responding the way he wanted so he ground his hips against hers. Her legs were closed together so it didn't help much.
Angry he grabbed one of her legs and threw it to the side. Then he ground his hips against hers harder than before. He wanted to make sure she knew exactly what she did to him. He moved to take off her shorts and panties when she grabbed his hand.
"Please don't do this." She begged when he stopped kissing her to look into her eyes.
He ground his erection against her hips again. "This, my dear, is your fault and you're going to be the one to fix it. I don't care how, but you are. You have three ways and one of them is going to fix it." He growled as he went to capture her lips again.
She knew what she was going to have to do. She didn't want too, but it would be easier to live with than losing her virginity to him like this and she just wouldn't have anal sex. That was disgusting.
Sesshomaru seemed to have the same idea. Without breaking their kiss, he picked her up and moved to sit on the edge of the bed. He wrapped her arms around his neck so he wouldn't have any interference with getting his pants down.
As he sat down, he pushed Sky to her knees. "Fix it." He growled shoving it into her mouth.
She began bobbing her head. She felt disgusted with herself, but isn't this what couples do? She heard him growl with pleasure. She began bobbing faster. His hands gripped the bed.
After a few more moments she felt him swell in her mouth. She used her hand to bring him over faster. Her grabbed her head and made her take all of him in as he came. He held her there so she would have to swallow all of his come.
When he finally let her go, she quickly spit him out. He put on his pants and picked her up to carry her back to his bed. She wanted to go to her room but she knew better than to ask because his eyes were still pink.
He pulled her to him. He wrapped his arm protectively around his waist. She lay there trying to decide if she was upset or not. She knew he probably wouldn't care if she was or not. She had been debating all of it; should she tell her dad, was she upset, did she like it; all for about thirty minutes when the worst of the storm outside hit.
She saw the lightening flash, that's what pulled her out of her dream, but she hadn't expected the thunder to be so bad. She turned into Sesshomaru and he pulled her closer into him with a laugh. "I didn't know you were afraid of storms."
Sky felt her cheeks get hot. She knew they were red from embarrassment but she didn't care. "I'm not. It just startled me awake." She said turning back around but the next clash gave her away.
He forced her to face him and pulled her close. "You are scared just admit it." He whispered.
"Why? It's not like you care what I say." Sky said trying to turn back over. By the way he released her as soon as she said it she wish she hadn't. She turn back to face him. His eyes were closed with a pained expression on his face.
She couldn't help it. She let her hand go and trace his magenta strips on his cheek. He opened his eyes at her touch. She was still looking at his strips; she didn't want to look at him yet.
"I'm so sorry. I should have never lost control. I should have let you leave when you asked me to stop." Sesshomaru whispered.
She finally looked at him. He looked like he was in pain. She decided she couldn't be upset, after all it was his beast that made her do it. And she thinks she may have enjoyed listening to him getting off on her sucking his dick.
"It's ok. I mean besides we are going to be mates right? So we can say I have a little experience now." She said giving him a big smile.
"You aren't mad?" he questioned.
Sky sighed. "That's why the thunder scared me. I was trying to figure out why I wasn't. I mean you scared me to death, but I guess I'm not mad because it wasn't like you to do something like that. I told you I trust you didn't I?" Sky smiled and snuggled closer to him.
"Yes you did, but I promise next time it won't happen like this." Sesshomaru said hugging her into him.
"Yes it will. You said next time we would be in heat and you wouldn't stop someone who insisted remember." Sky yawned into his chest.
"Who said I was going to wait that long? I have to repay you some way for what you done tonight and that's part of the reason I wanted us to talk today. I guess thinking about it excited my beast more than I thought it would." Sesshomaru explained.
"Thinking and talking about what? You lost me." Sky said snuggling even closer.
"Well I don't think we should wait until we are both in heat for me to take your virginity. If we wait until I'm in heat, then I won't have the patients needed to make sure you are ready before I begin. It will hurt longer than it should and you will swear I am ripping you a part. And I don't want to hurt you anymore." Sesshomaru whispered into her hair.
"It'll happen when it happens. It will all work out right somehow." Sky yawned.
"Yes I guess you are right. As long as you don't hate me everything is okay for now." Sesshomaru said closing his eyes.
Sky kissed him. "I don't hate you."
"I know, but sometimes a dog needs to be reminded he is wanted." Sesshomaru whispered kissing her again.
Sky laughed when he released her lips. "Glad I could help. Goodnight."
"Goodnight." Sesshomaru whispered pulling her close into his chest again before they fell into a peaceful sleep.