Chapter 10, Poor Charlie

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Love, Jessica Dildo.

When I got in the house I went up to my room to put my stuff away. I turned on my computer for research for a report I have to do. Since my computer takes for ever to load up I decided to go down in the kitchen and start dinner.

I was putting French fries in the fryer when Charlie came in.

"Hey, dad. Your home early."

"I didn't go to work today, remember. I had to go to the doctors."

"Oh, yea. I forgot. So how did it go?" By the look on his face it didn't go to well.

"Well, I found out that I have cancer. They said that they found it at a early stage, and that they will try to fix it, but they cant give a promise that I will be okay."

"Oh, Dad. It's going to be okay. I love you and I don't want anything to happen to you. They will try there best."
"I love you too, sweetheart. I'm going up to bed early. I'm going to skip dinner." Charlie said as he was heading up the stairs.

"Okay, dad. Good night, I love you."

"Good night, love you too."

I got the French fries out of the fryer and sat at the table eating while crying. I cant believe this was happening. I love Charlie. I wonder what kind of cancer he has.

I went up to my room and realized that my computer was still on. I forgot that I turned it on. I got it and looked up Darren Shan. I had to do a book report on an author that we liked. I liked his books Cirque Du Freak. I got as much information I could on him. It was about nine when I turned off my computer and took a shower. I made it a quick one so I wouldn't wake Charlie. When I got back into my room Edward was there lying on my bed. I wondered if he heard about Charlie.

"Hey, Bella. What's the matter?" Apparently he hasn't. My eyes must still have tears in them.

"Charlie just found out that he had cancer and they don't know if they will be able to help him. That has been one of my greatest fears, losing someone I love." I was on the verge of tears again.

"Oh, Bella. He'll be okay. I'm sure he will. Do you know what kind it is?"

"No. When he got home he told me that and he skipped dinner and went straight to bed. I don't know what I would do if I lost him. I love him." Now I was crying.

"It's going to be alright."

"I hope your right." Then he started humming my lullaby. "Edward?"

"Yes?"

"What made you decide to make this lullaby for me?"

"Well, I never felt this strong about anyone and the song just really came to me."
"Oh."

"Now, you need to go to bed." He started singing my lullaby. It took me a while to go to sleep. I was afraid that if I go to sleep then when I woke up Charlie would be gone.

"It's going to be alright." I kept hearing Edward say in my ear. After about an hour of thinking I finally went to sleep. Luck fully tomorrow was Saturday. I don't think I would be able to handle school right now.

I don't know if you find this a strong as I do. While I was writing this I was crying. My father also just found out that he has cancer and I am also afraid to sleep. afraid that when I wake up he will be gone. So..yea. Thank you for reviewing. Please keep doing it. For once I become happy.