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(BPOV)
When I got home with Emmett I couldn't even look at my mom I just sat out side in my tree. Everyone
calls me a monkey because when I have a problem or just need to relax and be alone I always go outside
and sit in my tree. I could live out there if I was could but I am not allowed. I sat there the rest of the day
until it was dark and I had to get down. After that I ate and went to bed. Tomorrow is going to be a hard
day and I know it. As I lay in bed I wondered what jess had told Edward. The thing I wondered about
Most was why Edward would be near tears about me at this point the only way I know I am worth
anything is Emmett and Charlie. I guess I will never know.
Next day of school
Everyone gave sympathetic looks. What did they know? I know ang wouldn't tell so who did? At lunch I
sit alone again and I knew everyone was watching me but I could tell only two pairs of eyes cared. One
pair belonged to ang. The other I don know. I looked in to every pair of eyes every time knowing that
person doesn't care. Then I reached Edward his eyes held curiosity, pity, and something I couldn't
recognize. I continued to eat my lunch in silence. When they called for trash and trays I was walking by
his table when I felt electricity in my arm when I looked down I saw that Edward was holding me in
place.
"Are you ok?" He asked.
"I think so but I don't see why you care no one else does. " With that I walked away. What I really wanted
to do was fall into his arms and share my whole life story, but I knew that wasn't really an option. As I sat
down I looked toward Edward and saw a single tear slide down his cheek. The pain in his eyes hurt me
more than I already did. Why did I always cause pain in the people I care about? When we were called to
line up I wanted to say I am sorry for causing him pain, but I couldn't my feet just kept moving. I wish I
could help him. When I walked into gym I was stopped by my coach and the boys coach.
"Bella we heard about your mom." They said both giving me sympathetic looks. I just nodded my head.
"Well we Wanted to tell you that you don't have to run to day unless you feel up to it." With that they
walked away. I knew I should run with the rest of the class but I had to many questions going threw my
mind and just didn't have the energy so I just sat and watched the everyone else run. I realized that we
had more people in the class than normal that is when I noticed Edward. What was he doing he has pe
next period. He was the first one to finish his mile even though I could have beat him. To my amazement
he came to sit by me.
"Hey." He said.
"Hi." I whispered shyly.
" Why do you think no one cares about you. Specifically me?" He asked.
"To be honest I didn't even know you knew I existed. As for everyone else I have friends but the only one
I know of that really cares about me is Angela." I told him not meeting his eyes. As I was talking he
moved his leg slightly so our knees were touching.
"Something you might not know is that I have known you existed since the seci\ond I saw." He wak\lked
away before I could respond. Why does he always do that great now I have more questions in my head?
Wait there was something I forgot to ask Edward.
"Edward?" I yelled. When he turned around he had hope in his eyes. "Why are you in this class now?" I
asked even though I could see the disappointment in his eyes. He started to walk back to me as he
answered.
"I got my schedule changed." I wanted to ask him why but class was about to end and I need to say a few more things. Now he was at my side. I turned to face him.
"I saw you cry at lunch." I told him. He looked ashamed. "I didn't hurt you I just told you the truth."
"Bella your words only hurt me a little but not because of what you said. It hurt because of the pain in your
voice. That is was hurt me enough to make me cry." I could hear the honesty in his voice. Then the bell
rang and he waited for me and we walked into o the building until we had to go separate ways.