SWITCHING TO KEVS POV AGAIN CAUSE REASONS
The little dork seemed a little too eager and grabbed my body tightly. I was atop of him but I was extremely careful to make sure he did not take my full weight on his body. I pushed him into the couch and he giggled obnoxiously. A trait I had to shrug off as his embarrassment.
I was given a full view of the gap between his teeth. It had followed him into his teens though it only subtly remained. I was glad to still see it there, it being one of the characteristics of him I held a high fondness of. Pushing my lips to his I was shockingly met with his teeth pulling at them followed by his sucking on them sensually. I hadn't the slightest clue the Sock-head had it in him.
"Kevin…" He mumbled through my lips. I was breathless at his voice. I had to muster up the ability to sound even remotely put together.
"Yeah, dorky?" I playfully asked stopping.
"Don't hold back..." He pleaded. I began to feel my pours swell as sweat began to fall down my neck. What had gotten into the little dweeb?
I did as he asked. I bit and sucked his neck, I allowed my tongue to explore his mouth I even started to touch his shoulders and back curiously. Everything was perfect. He seemed pleased and I so desperately had desired for as long as I could remember to be able to experience him in this way. I went as far to very lightly brush my hand against the front of his pants. That's when it all went sour. My new found freedom easily taken away by a single sob.
"Edd?" I asked backing away and searching his face for answer.
"Don't stop!" He demanded through his tears. He attempted to pull me down back atop him but was just not strong enough to force me anywhere I didn't want to be.
"Look man, your obviously not ready… even for little things like this…" I assured standing up.
"How would you know?" He said lashing out at me. I was in utter confusion at his actions. I could feel guilt, anger and hurt overcome me.
"Look… Edd if you truly are ready for us to go a little farther why do I feel like you're trying to force this to happen?" I ask him accusingly.
He seemed to be ashamed and hid his eyes under his signature black ski-hat. He didn't say anything to me for a while but he did hug onto me.
"My sincerest apologies, Kevin. You are correct in your accusation. I was mistaken to attempt at speeding things up." He said slowly. He finished with a few words that were meant to be inaudible but I caught them anyways. 'I just desire to experience it with you prior' I did not question the statement. I was incapable of understanding what he was referring to.
"It's alright, man. Just don't go crying and scaring me like that again." I replied.
"Again I am very sorry. Would you mind if we didn't speak of this exchange again?" Double D inquired seemingly embarrassed by his actions and prior desperation.
"Shhh. Babe, don't be sorry." I cooed. "I just was a little afraid I had done something wrong." I paused for a moment unsure to continue but without too much thought I did. "I just am so terrified of doing the wrong thing and loosing you forever." I sighed.
"Kevin, you are perfect I assure you. If something goes astray between us it will be my fault." Edd said a little regret laced in his words.
The rest of our night was rather uneventful. We kissed a little but it was in a much more loving sense. The highlight by far being the horror movie session in which I was graced with the most adorable and clingy boyfriend ever imaginable.
The fear the horror movies had left him with followed him well into our time of rest and he remained to cling to me.
I knew scaring the crap out of the smaller boy was extremely thoughtless and selfish but the payout was just too much. Having the raven-haired boy clinging to me so tightly was a real treat. He made me feel like I was his sole protector and I could fight off any ghosts that might try to bring him harm in the night.
I was awoken later on by D's cries. I immediately began to console him to no avail. It was a little while later I realized the boy was in fact asleep.
I rolled him over on to his back and tried to gently wake him by pushing on his shoulder. The boy's tears stopped and he rolled over onto me gripping onto my arm.
It was hard to relax in this position. My punishment for the scare I gave him. Eventually I fell asleep to the sound of him breathing.
NOTE: I know that was extra short but I intend to post another chapter either immediately or very soon after. I have a big SCARY important English 101 research paper due soooooo…. That could interfere.
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