I bet everyone is wondering whats going on with these two. here's a little bit on the two mains of course. This one is a doozey.

Alexa-

a two weeks later.

It feels like I've been dreaming. It feels like I've been dreaming and im going to wake up in her arms and everything is going to go back to the way it was. I would hope so. So I left. Trisha, Casey, and Josh came with me and we brought reggie along just because I didn't want to leave her behind. She didn't protest or anything, she said 'just as long as we go together'. I think she feels even worst for leaving her then I do. I know Rayla would want me to take the safe route. If Claire found her before she came and found me then Claire would tell where I went and who with. Which in in all made me feel a little better. Hopefully she would be rayla an not something else.

We had been driving for weeks, josh drove mostly when it was our turn. We had to stop in a city for medical suplies mostly for Reggina, we had everything else we evere neeeded. The stars work a lot differently then Claire does. They'll drive until everyone is tired then stop for a while as long as the cloast is clear and were ways away from any nearest town. It feels like there's no one left. It feel like everybody is dead or something like it. Like this Viruss killed everything and everyone.

Josh left the truck to taylor as it was traded for the three giant drums. Claire gave us a shit ton of gas. We still have one barell left. In all honesty we need to stop in a city before we get stuck somewhere.

"what are you thinking about" josh asked as he look over at me briefly. "nothing really, just all the changes I guess. Have you talked to devin about this place I'm kinda confused" I stated as I looked at him for an answer. "its probly one of the safest places in the world. A bunch of retired and military cops ya know basicly anybody with training." josh explained, I looked at him and nodded my head then moved in my seat. I looked back at casey and trisha who were sleep. They normaly drove from the wee hours of the morning to the afternoon while we slept. Reggina was in the back laying on a few sleeping bags.

Reggina splet more then anyone I knew, and Nathan the emt didn't keep her super drugged up like betty did so i don't see how. HE probly trying to conserve. She has had a dream in while at least. I looked up to see the rest turn off, "yes a break" josh said as followed them to a curb. Three huge black SUV's and our little one. "…Casey trisha Get up" I said as I turned and shook casey's leg. Casey was the overdramatic one who always woke up shaking her head as if I was going to make her make her bed or something which normaly woke up trisha and then she would get moving. "how bout a little fun guys" devin said over the radio. "casey time to work on thoes sniping skills" tristian said as we stopped. I looked back again and the were both sitting up. Trisha kissed casey on the cheek, casey smiled an stopped what she was doing to look at her.

I wonder if it was something that Ray said to her the night before…well she left. I didn't really hang around her before but she didn't seem like the type to settle down then. So it must have been my Ray. I've only seen them fight once and it was over something stupid and only lasted a day. They're happy so I didn't feel ill about it, i actually don't mind Casey now that I've gotten to know her.

As we got out casey walked up to the SUV tristian was standing next to. Ben stood with him. Casey took her rifel out and followed the two of them around to another SUV. Devin walked behind them and jill walked in my direction. I turned and walked towards the back to check on reggina even though I knew she was still asleep. "how's she doing" jill asked. Nathan the one with medical training followed jill to me as I opened the door up.

Reginna squinted hard and opened her eyes. "Are we there yet?" reggina asked, she always joked like that knowing we weren't anywhere near close because she knew we were coming to check on her. She still isn't walking yet but she's starting to be able to hold herself up. She reached up for me. I took hold of her hands and pulled her up easily, Jill placed her hand on her back. Reggina winced in pain and put her arms back as I let go to brace herself. Reggina didn't say anything for moments there after. I walked to the side and leaned up against the back of the SUV. Trisha joined us.

"alexa you should see this. Casey is getting to be better the ben. It won't be long before she surpasses Tristian too she's a natural" trisha said excitedly. At least we have some good news for once. "what another gun men" reggina said as she looked down at her legs and worked on moving them. I walked with trisha as she continued talk about casey and her shooting. Jill stayed behind to look after reggie.

I watched from a distance as they had can set up on a far off log. It was still dark so I don't see how she was seeing them. They've only shot in the dark at least twice before but still its good training. Casey takes a shot an hits one of the far off cans. There a loud ping and the can goes flying off the log landing somewhere behind it. Devin walked up and gives Casey a pats on the back. "alright guys lets wrap it up" devin says as he looks around at all of us. Casey turns and she has the biggest smile on her face as she walked up to trisha next to me. They Kiss an of course it lingers, "ehh get a room" I said rolling my eyes an walking back to Ray's SUV. I looked back see Casey trying not to laugh. It like an on going joke or something between me an them. Josh said he caught Casey giving trisha road head last week. OF course they both deny it an casey said he was having a wet dream or something. No privacy, i'd kiss infront of evryone too if i was itchin for some good fuckin.

But other then that Life with the STARS was peachy. I didn't have to pick up a gun. All I really had to do was drive and look after reggina who was getting a little better every day.

RAYLA- around the same time

There was a harp pain up and down my arm. I didn't want to open my eyes because I knew where ever I was it was bright. "she's waking up" some one said. I opened my eyes slightly to noticed my vision was completely blured out. I couldn't see anything more then figures. I was in a all white room. They kept talking but I my hearing went in and out too. "give her another does of the halcinent. I don't want her awake just yet, I believe she's will be in the control group for Dr. Isacs. An he want to make sure her body has had time to ajust to one before he give her another" they say and my mind blacks out from something going in to my arm. What in the hell is going on. I hate being confused. I feel it as it feel like it takes over. An I black out.

I opened my eyes and sit up amediatly, I was in my old room at the dorms. I shook my head hard then look up at the wall. Yep there's my charlies angles poster. Yea I know how lame the movie was but thoes chicks were hot. Anyways its of cameron diaz dancing in her spidey undies. I saw it at a gag store and had to get it for alexa. "alexa" I called out still sleep ridden. "yes baby, im in here" she said as she walked out of the bathroom straightening her hair. Then she walked back in. I ran my hand though mine then looked up. What in the hell is going on. Something didn't feel right but I went with it. Only because i could see my bea standing in the bathroom mirror.

I got up and walked towards the bathroom. Alexa ran out and almost ran into me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and swung her around. She smelled fresh, she used my favorite perfume. "ok ok will you get dressed we going to be late" she stated. I didn't let her go as I shook her a little. But she didn't flinch. "would you let go an go get in the shower Ray" she ordered, I kissed her on the lips quickly. We were home? WHY ARE WE HOME?

"bea, what are we going to be late for" I asked as I let her go and grab my towale out of the closet. "we're going to your parents house for dinner remember" she said as if I had already knew she gave me this i can't believe you forgot look. "Reggina and frank are going too" she continued. An I thought for a second. Wait a minute now I know I'm dreaming. We only went to my parents house on holidays or emergency. On top of that REggie an frank was going too, wierd. I listened for a second to hear the sound of my dorm on a normal sunday after noon. Music blaring down the hall, people walking back and forth and talking. It was all normal. Why?

As I stood there I was blinded sided with a really deep kiss and grinding, she hasn't dont that in a while. "there is that a good enough baby" she said as she let go. She was breathing really hard as our foreheads touched. Feeling her hot breath on my lips I couldn't believe what my eyes were telling me. A dream couldn't be this good. "baby" she said after I didn't say anything. "yea" said as I loked over to the wall then back at her. "go get dressed, god whats with you today" she said as I had a feeling she was going to say that so I kissed her again sweetly without deepening it then walked into the bathroom. I don't know, mabey I dreamed the entire thing.

I turned on the shower leaving it cold thinking mabey it would wake me up. But of course it didn't and I came into realizing mabey I dreamt the entire thing. Mabey it was all just a bad dream. That I was back home in my dorm room and I was back with my girl. That everything was right and I was safe. Mabey.

I walked out of the bathroom in my jean and a sports bra. I remembered about the dinner that we were supposed to go to and never went to because of what happened an all. I wandered around the room for a minute looking aimlessly. "what are you doing" Alexa said as I walked over to the bed. She was sitting in a chair in front of the big mirror putting on her make up. I hated wearing make up but she normaly managed for me to put on eyeliner. She always said it was all I need cuase it would bring out my blue eyes. "your shirt is on the bed" she said not looking up. I walked over to the bed and pulled it on.

I walked back into the bathroom did my hair and walked out again. I went to slide into my flip flops, "ah put some shoes on" she said. She hated the fact that I wore flip flops everywhere so this was the perfect excuse for her to make me ware shoes. I picked up the socks on the bed and put them on then slid into my volcoms at the wall. "I'm ready" I said as I walked over to the door and looked out. Alexa stands grabs my keys and her purse then walks to me then past me. I slapped her on the ass she passed me. She giggles then gallops ahead of me.

I lock then close the door as I run after her. Dam she's in heals and can run a lil faster then me, but not for long. I catch up with her picking her up and taking a few steps to stop at the elevator. I drop her and push the button she laughs and wraps her arms around my waist. We wait as the elevator door opens. "Hey KIDS where you guys going on a school night" I look up to see trisha walking towards us. I smile, "parents house" I said and it was like enough said. trisha give a polite smile as the elevator door opens. I stick my free arm in against the door "hey there's a party this weekend at billy folks house outside the city. He told me to tell ya'll Casey is gonna be there" she said and I could feel alexa's grip and her body tense up. "yea, we'll prob go" I said as we walked in. "ight see you there" she said then walked away as the door closed.

For some reason my hand felt wetter then normal as I looked at blood poured from a cut in my palm. I shook it and it went away. I guess alexa saw me, her eyebrows furrowed. "baby are you ok" she asked an I looked back down at my hand and it was back to normal. So I didn't think anything of it. I smiled and she gave me an uneasy smile back by the time I went to go say something she was pulling me out of the elevator as we walked though an empty loby, to outside. As we walked up to my SUV that I always managed to park in front. I got in the drivers seat turned it on and we took off.

I pulled into my parents drive way and as we were getting out reggie and frank pulled in behind us. We got out and I waved then walked up to the front door. My mom met us before we could ring the doorbell. As we walked in I kissed my mom on the cheek and my dad hugged alexa. Suprisingly, I think they love her more then they love me. "you still keeping her in line" my dad would say, I give him a nervous laugh. "hey honey" my mom says to reggie as we all stand in the foyer. I hit frank in the arm as he stand next to me. Its strage how we have this love hate relationship. Well we used to hate each other, mainly I used too cause he broke my sisters heart once, that and I think she's in love with him just because he's English. The dude is extra fruity if you ask me and im gay as is. Are all Guys like that in England?

Eventualy we move to the dining table and eat. My mom and dad sit at each end and then its me and alexa I'm on the left of my dad. I'm sitting across from frank and reggie is closest to mom. We go on and on about school and they ask frank about his medical internship. Which usualy leads up to if he's planing on taking up residency. We have the same conversation at every dinner that they manage to make. "Rayla, can you pass me the gravy" my mom asks an I reach forward, take up the bowl and hand it to alexa sitting next to me. I smile as I look up at frank and my smile fades.

His face is dead pale almost blue. There is what looks like a bullet hole in his forehead, then he looks at me. "I think the wine is getting to you little sister" frank said in his accent that I hate and the rush of anger comes over me. I look into his eyes and their white, completely white. I blink really hard and alexa pulls my head towards her's. "Ray didn't you here me talking to you" she asked, and she can see the anger in my eyes as much as I can feel it. How long had she been calling me "baby whats wrong" she asked me. "nothing" I say as I pull down her hands and stand, walking away to the bathroom quickly. She says something in my defense about 'school stressing me out a little today' I hear the chair slide as she gets up.

i splash my face with water and I stand there with water dripping off my face as she opened the door a little wider. "I'm ok" I say before she could ask. I dry off and look in the mirror one last time sneek a look at my hand that was normal. "yea well your starting to worry me" she said as she wrapped her arms over my shoulders. It took me a second but I put my hands on her waist and leaned back against the door way. "yea well I don't want you to worry so I'm ok. Stop worrying so much" I said. She leans in to kiss me and deepens it. "yum mash patatoes" she said between a kiss and I kiss her lightly again and laugh. "CANT YOU TWO WAIT TILL YOU GET HOME" my dad calls out from the table I laugh an I pull her back to the table. "nope living room floor looks comfortable." I joked as I sat down in my chair with alexa two steps behind.

We joke and laugh and finish eating, then all the girls go one way, my father asks frank and i to follow him. We walked into his office and I looked around. He changed it a bit since I been here last. There were more books then before he added another wall and took out the window. There's a bar area now too. The bottles were all unlabled but im sure he knew what was in them. I guess he waited till he knew we would be out of the house for good. Teens and sticky fingers. My dad places his hand on my shoulder an looked at me. Oh boy here comes the long and important talk. "so did I ever tell you we thought you were going to be a little boy." he stated, I remember he said it once before but I didn't say anything I just nodded my head. "well then I was disappointed, but now its kinda like I have son" he said smiling. "meaning we can talk about pussy together" I said and he looks at me and laughs. Frank must have thought it was inaproapiate cause he just look at us. "ole loosen up boy" my dad looked then patted franks on the cheek and walked over to his bar. Yes this one isn't about me its frank's turn.

"the good shit" my dad said and I didn't here him cuss much so I figured it was the wine. Now I'm waiting from him to bust out the Cuban cigars and cards. Instead he takes out three glasses and put ice rocks in them. Then pours the golden brown liquid into the glasses a little under a half glass. I could tell he was about to give frank the are you to getting serious talk and I was along for the ride. Which he did.

As we each finish the last of the liquor in our glasses I expected it to be harsh and burn but somehow it was smooth, and I liked it. "well it was nice chatting with you frank" my dad said as he looks over franks shoulder to see my mother standing at the door. "the girls are ready to go" she said then walked away. As she walked away I see someone small walk behind her. I walk over to the door and look out but there no one in the hallway but my mom as she walks up to reggie and alexa who didn't see me. I looked back in to see my dad giving him a stern look. The hand shake must not have been manly enough. "ya coming frank" I say as I looked back into the hallway to see my alexa standing there smiling something really fake. I could tell how badly she wanted to leave. I walked backwards at first then turn so I could see her.

We're all standing at the door like we were when we first got here. My dad, handed frank this book while he was in the office. "I want you to read that not I'm not just giving it to you then I want it back" he stated. Frank nodds and walked out of the door. Alexa gives my dad a hug and then my mom. Alexa followed frank, they walk out first. "Ray now you take care of this girl ok" my mom said with a stern tone I hadn't heard since high school, she must really like her or something ."I will mom" I say as she holds my neck and kisses my forehead. "I love you girls be safe" she says as we walked back wards out of the door. The door closes and Reggie and I walked out together. "well that went better then I thought" I said as I stopped at my car. "what didn't think we could eat like a happy family." Reggie said as she smiled. "well it's the first time we didn't fight" I said a I go to grab my car handel. "yea whatever" reggie said then gets in and pulls out.

I looked back at my car to see its all grated up and coverd in metal. It look like my work but it confused me. Alexa reached forward and opened the door I opened it and got in. "there's something wrong" she said as she starred at me. "I'm fine. Probly just the drink" I said as I pulled out of the driveway and headed back to the dorm.

A few days later- friday

The next few days went by and I saw things but no one was around to see me freak out over happened more offten, i was getting scared. I'd gotten good at hiding it in front of Alexa, it didn't happen much when i was with her. As I sat in the lounge watching Tv with trisha I wondered when alexa would be back from the library. "what's been with you lately you've been acting a little weird" an I look over at trisha who must have talk to alexa or casey because I hadn't really been around her that much this week. "I'm fine, stressed cuz of finals ya know. That and alexa's been asking about getting an apartment close to campus" I explained because besides seeing the occasional zombies and having the strangest nightmares I don't think my life could get any better. It was closer to perfect and I didn't want to mess things up.

Trisha knows there more and she turns to ask me but I change the channel an jersey shore is on. One of her favorites I guess because she doesn't ask. "well I guess it must be that then. So ya'll are getting pretty serious. Soon you'll be buying cradles and wedding rings" she joked my eyes widened as she looked at me. "take that back that's just mean" I said quickly and she looks at me an laughs. Quickly her clothing changes into a black tie suit and her head changes to a guys head with shades and back to normal again. She notices and quickly starts laughing. As I see its just her, I give her the WTF look.

"ok now I see what she's talking about. Dude its like you zone out or something. I can see why she's worried" she adds. I look up at her, and she look normal but I don't want to look in her eyes. I just rub my eyes then forehead. I look over to see her with her phone out. "who are you calling" I ask as I look up at the TV. "no one, I'm txting alexa telling her your still doing the zone out thing and it lasted pretty long this time." she stated and I didn't argue with her. "what do you see when you zone out like that" she asked me.

I look up at her and hesitated, because I haven't even told alexa yet but I talk to her and casey more then I talk to alexa just because I don't want her to worry. Because I thought that was my job in the relations ship.

"Alexa thinks your having a break down because of school. So what do you see?" she repeated her question. I look up at her, "like I don't know. Its different every time…" I said then looked up and down the hall. "have you ever felt like you were dreaming that everything was so right but so wrong at the same time. But the dream isn't real and somehow you know" I ramble as she looked at me funny. "I feel like what I see is the world outside of this and because im in a dream and I cant snap out of this dream, but somehow i see them and things" I explain. "yea well mabey you should go talk to someone" she said and I shake my head no. I hate phcys they talk to much and judge people all the time. I'd be put in the looney been for sure.

"ya know we should go to that party tonight" I said trying to change the subject as I looked up to see alexa walking down the hall through the crack in the door. "yea its at billy's folks place" she stated as she looked at me still worried. "don't look at me like that" I said as I looked at my watch its still really early only 8. "pussy whipped too huh" she stated, "yea yea. I'll tell alexa. I'll talk to her on the way home tonight" I said as I stood. We pounded fist and she went back to watching TV.

I would have to coax her into this party mainly because who was going to be there. I've been to bill's place plenty of times before an I bet I could avoid casey enough to keep alexa happy but I'm sure I would run into her eventualy. "what up" paul said as he high-five me as I opened my door. So much for entering on a quite note.

Alexa looked up at me with an ear to ear smile. Even though she looked a little tired. "hey bae, whata-ya doing" I asked as I could clearly see she was taking out her books and getting ready to study. An let the coaxing beggin, I walked over to her and stood behind her. She leaned her head onto my stomach and looked up. "take a break tonight." I said and she rolled her eyes knowing what I was talking about. I walked around the side of her and turned her chair. "come on baby I need to study, I've got a big test Tuesday" she said as I nealed in front of her. "So…you've been so worried about me and school. Why don't we go do something that the both of us will enjoy. Come bae PWEASE" I said giving her the dimples and puppy look. I lay my head in her lap an look up.

At this point I got one more card to play and I didn't really want to do that untill I was at my wits end because i knew it would work. "well…no I really need to study" she said as she looked at me smiled rolled her eyes and tried to ignore me. I stood up on my knees an pulled the button and had her chair so it was at the bottom. Her neck was right at my lips. She yelped. I laughed a little then moved some of her hair out of the way and began kissing an nibbling at the back of her neck.

Alexa protested at first but I just moved to the other side, I looked at her in the mirror to the right as I noticed her eyes were closed. So as much as she said no and stop she was just saying it. I reached forward and slid my hand under her shirt to lightly caress her stomach. "come on baby please. I really have to study" she stated but it didn't sound like a complaint. I spun her around, I wasn't going to turn this into and argument because I wanted us to have fun. So teasin till I got my way and leaving her just on the edge will have to work.

I turned her to me so I was knealing her between my legs and she was already turned on. I stood pulling her up by her pants. Kissing her on the way and she followed me. They were light at first then I moved my toung into her mouth and circled it. She moaned something long as my hands came from her sides to playing with the line of her underware unbuckling her pants. Our kiss deepened. I backed her up against the wall and didn't mean to but she hit it kind of hard as I pressed my body against hers. We starred into each others eyes for moments and other then knowing that she wanted me, I wanted her and knowing I had her just where I wanted her all worked up. "I have to study she say's" I said softly. "I have a test on Tuesday she say" I taunt as she pulled my head to hers an she kisses me something ruff. Instead of letting her control my head knowing I already have the upper hand I grab onto her hands and put them above her head. Pinning her with my waist and holding her there.

"fine" she said, I kiss her one last time as I knew I won this battle but I'm sure I would get the brunt end of a her anger later. "I'll go get some food." she said as she kissed me lightly over and over again. I deepened it this time. Moving I went close to her ear nibbling on it still holding onto her hands tightly. "trisha txted me earlier" she said between moan and deep breaths and I took on hand down still being able hold both of her wrists they were so small.

"she said she was worried" she tried to say between hard breathing. I was trying to show her how interested I wasn't in the conversation as I continued to work on her ear an neck. If she didn't shut up about I was going to leave a hickie even though we agreed not to leave for the sake of school. "and she said you told her some…ooo" she said as my hand made its way into her unbuckled pants and down them. I moved my fingers an soft circles over her clit. The moan was getting softer and she finaly stopped talking as she hissed in a breath of air. Her leg had managed to wrap itself around my hip. Our hip moved side to side as she grinded against my finger. I could feel how wetshe was getting. I steadly kissed her as I worked my way with her. "I think I just want you" I said in her ear softly and moaned something fierce. I pulled back and dropped her hands. She starred back at me as I watched her.

"so we're going. Wouldn't want to disapoint trisha" I said as I looked at my watch. She gave me this evil look as she figured out what I was doing. I know I would pay for it at the party but I'll be drinking so it would make it fun. Also giving us something to look forward to.

The hours passed and I was able to get her off in the shower just because she said she would be a bitch at the party if I left her hanging like I did earlier. So we had fun before we finished getting dressed. Even after that it was like she couldn't get enough. the girl was more of a nympho then me tonight.

I hadn't seen anything wired since I saw trisha change into a suit. I've been normal since, its like being around alexa made everything normal. I felt normal being with her, at least when she's close.

"so you going to tell me about that dream you had last night" Alexa yelled across the room and over the music. "WHAT?" I yelled as I pretended not to hear what she said, I could see her reflection in the bathroom mirror. so she stood and turned the music off. She walked into the bathroom and hugged me from behind. "what happened in your dream last night? Do you remember?" she asked me as she rested her head on shoulder. I must have said something wierd. "yea I remember." I said shorting it. I didn't want to talk about it because I woke shaking in a cold sweat, I didn't want to talk about it because it was the same dream every night this week. Alexa had to wake me up lastnight. I ended rolling away from her and starring at the wall.

Looking to see she was fully dressed. and waiting on me. I felt as she moved her fingers in soft circles on my stomach. I was still shirtless and if she really wanted to I was vulnerable enough to take right here and now. She looked at mirror waiting for my explaination "no, your going to have to get me drunk first" I said smiling. She pouted a little then picked up my shirt and held it up for me to put it on. I slid my arms through and she buttoned it up from behind. She loved this shit, she brought it for me on our aniversary last year. She kissed me on the neck and left me in the bathroom. I washed my face so I could put a little make up on and as I came back up I saw myself standing in front of a mirror.

I was wearing what looked like white scrubs. My arms had markings all up and down them. There were several small holes in a circle. I looked as if I was sick. My hair stuck to my head matted an stuck with sweat. "baby you need help or are you just putting on eyeliner" alexa said as she appeared at the door way. I looked at her "nope" I said as I looked back to see myself normal. Same buttoned up shirt with a my hair all gelled. "if you stare any harder you'll break the mirror" alexa said. I smiled and shook my head trying to shake off what I just saw. "whatever" I said as I put on the eyeliner and walked out of the bathroom. She grabbed up one of her jackets and we left.

We got to billy's to see the yard overflowing with cars. It was a good thing his parents place was out in the middle of no where. I used to come here all the time when i was little. There was a pool in the back along with a pool house and if you walked down to the river there was a couple of boats and jet ski's. billy and I grew up together practicly, our mothers worked for the same company. Same ranking pretty much the same job it just my mother wanted us to have normal childhoods, in a normal sized house. They often took us to work, so we had to sit threw a boring meeting entertaining each other while sat in an office waiting.

Anyways, If I knew bill he would have all the expensive rooms locked up to a point to where you couldn't even look in them. There were four in total including his dads office. His parents had the house set up to where it was kid friendly done when billy was a baby. Everywhere else was acessable an not as expensive. If they didn't want him in a room they'd just close doors and lock him out. I always made fun of them for it called them ranglers. Who would of thought he would use it against them one day. But there was still a lot of rooms.

There was the living room, that you could probly fit my house in. it would be used as the main dance floor. Like usual it was blacked out with strobes for the party. the rest of the house was dimly lit. There was a double staircase and upstairs there were six more rooms plus the upstairs doorway to the family theater. he prob had one of three things he was playing. Either porn, the godfather or random you tube videos but my bet was the porn. One of the other rooms was his room. He prob had it locked off till he found a chick he could date for the night an two guest room people used frequently. It was still early though my guess was that he was in the basement surounded by his collage buddies actin like a big shot. He's going crumble when he's see me and alexa though.

As I walked up to the basement door one of the football players stood there like he was some sort of bouncer. He was even in all black. "whats going on you" he said in his deep booming voice it challenged the music in volume. Alexa smiled at him as she entwined herself into me. Bill made up this little code so not alot of people would flood his basement. "Tell carlos I said he's got enough to take him to the red room. ME and chicka here were checking out the sea walruses up here and got bored" I stated which would be enough passwords in one sentence overwhelm anyone. There was well over a hundred people up here, us being in the popular group of kids I want to go where the real party was. THE CAVE.

He opened the door and let us go in. there were still aloto of people down here to but not nearly as much. I'd say 20 pushing 25. The music wasn't as loud and you were able to move. I walked around for a second and figured he would be on his bed lounge thingie in the back. I walked past the little body guard thing and walked up to him to see him making out with some gurl. "wow it's a little early don't you think?" I said allowed he look up an she sat up along with him and low and behold for it to be casey. So much for avoiding her. "well look at what the cat dragged in" alexa said as she stood in front of me. Instinctively I had my arms around her and almost holding her back. Why do girls get so territorial. "I'd watch yourself with this one she tend to bite billy" casey said loud enough for alexa to hear an I feel her tense up in my arms even more. "casey mind your manners... and I'm a little thirsty, get me something huh…somthin strong" billy said and I breathed a sigh of reliefe. Mostly at the fact that I didn't have to say anything to her we were friends but not when alexa was around. Casey eyed me as she left. I looked back as she mouthed the word 'bitch' towards alexa.

Alexa sat on the edge of the bed so I sat behind her. I liked casey don't get me wrong, but I didn't want alexa biting my head off for something she said. "so how's the gurl who stole one of my besties away from me" he said. Alexa smiled, "a little less irritated thank you" she said as she thanked him for dismissing her. "figured I would come and say hi… didn't think youd be…busy already" I said pausing for dramatic effect. "yea well it didn't seem to pop off till late. An I needed some entertainment. The girl gets ruff" he stated an smiled. I knew I remembered from last year how casey was. I bet she's worst now with experience an all. But that's a whole other story. That and the girl filled out. Reggie hangs out with her more then I do. Speaking of, I was surprised I didn't see reggie down here. "yea well I'm going to go scope out a drink then go upstairs." I said as I stood up off the bed, I held onto alexa's hand as I saw casey turn an look in our direction. "I'll txt the bartender so he'll have something ready. Have fun ok, I'll see you later" he said as we turned. I waved my hand in the air as alexa led me to the bar on the other side of the room.

As we walked up to the bar I noticed Casey took the long way. Now who's avoiding who. Looking up at the bar it seemed as if everyone wanted a drink the same time. The bartender noticed us as we walked over an he set drinks in front of us as we sat down on a couple of empty stools. "Can I get a couple of shots of Jack too" I stated holding up four fingers. I took the drink, it was a martini. I sipped it and smiled, I wasn't sure if alexa drank martini's but she seemed to like it.

He came back with four shot glasses, "have a couple of beers ready for when were done with this" I asked him and he smiles and goes back to taking orders. I slide a shot in front of her an pick up one for myself. We do a lil cheers and I down mine setting it down to see her down hers. I take a sip of the martini then set it down on the bar too. "your really sexy when your agitated" I said as I take up her free hand. She looks at me then over my shoulder then down another shot and smiles. "oh yeah" alexa had this evil grin thing going. I give her a half smile. I take the other shoot then sip back to my martini.

"your not going to tell are you" alexa asks me kind of. I looked her and try not to roll my eyes. "I saw you when you were staring at yourself in the mirror. You looked afraid" she stated, and I leadned back chugging my martini. i set the empty glass down "do we have to do this right now. We're supposed to be having FUN remember" I said putting something on the word fun because we didn't get out an do it much. We were always studying. She sighed and nodded her head yes because I could tell she could tell I would have shut down and walked back upstairs. The bartender set two bud lights on the counter and walked away. She finished off what was left of her martini. "if you two starred at each other any harder youd think you were having some kind of stare down" I looked up to Trisha standing between us about a foot away.

I didn't know trish knew how to get down to this side of the party. "well you know" alexa said as she hugged trisha and grabbed her beer. "hey this is where the good shit is" she said as she walked over to eh bar and waved over the bartender. He walked over as he finished off making another drink. "a shot of patrone and a Majito" she said making it sound all sexy as she eye'd someone at the end of the bar. "yea well we're headed back up stairs. Some of us are not to fond of the crowd billy attracts" I stated as I stood. "right…see ya'll in a bit" she said looking at alexa as she's shaking her head. Then we walked away.

Back upstairs people started pouring in. some ended up in the back yard others stayed in the center dancing. The strobe lights were making so all you could really see were bodys as they moved and flashed you see someone there then they'd be gone. The music was so loud I couldn't hear my own thoughts almost. It was some newer song I didn't know but I liked it.

Alexa held my hand over her head mainly so she wouldn't lose me in the crowd. She was pulling us towards the center because she wanted to dance. She got the happy mode going I guess. Dancing would be good, dance of the buzz I got so mabey I could drive home. Once we got to the middle I noticed she had finished her beer. I finished mine and stuck it in my back pocket because we were no where near somewhere I couldn't leave it on the floor.

As we danced my hand moved up and down her side till I reached her stomach. Her head rested backwards on my shoulder as we both swayed to the beat of the music. My eyes were closed mostly because the strobes were irritating and not having to see how many people were in the area made me feel better.

Then I got the bright notion to want to look at her. It was that dark but I could probly catch a outline. Her hands we on my hips and I look up to see a guy in front of us. I looked down then back up again to see his neck was half eatin. I jumped, but it was to the beat of the music an closed my eyes again trying to make him go away. I kept dancing. Someone bumbed into my side pretty hard an I knew there was a lot of people but we weren't in tight dancing, we could still move like we wanted. I looked up to see more of them. They were all dead and they just starred at me. Alexa danced on me oblivious. I looked around to see them in a circle around us. I stopped moving and looked back at them. even without the strobes, I could see them.

They all had white eyes and were either bittin or had blisters or whatever. I stopped moving completely. Looked to my left then right and blinked hard. None of them went away they all just stood there starring. I held onto alexa instinctively pulling her closer to me. The ground rushed up, an then I was looking up at them with alexa's face right above mine. The dead sort of crowed around her and reached in towards me. Bloody hands they all had bloody hands half hands hole hand bitten hands. An i freaked. I screamed till everything whited out.

"1, 2, 3, 4, 5... And she awake" someone said. It sounded as if it bounced off the walls that were really close. I looked up as my vision sort of cleard to a man standing over me snapping his fingers. "sound response is normal" he said as he took something out of his pocket. I couldn't move my head but I could see it out of the corner of my eyes. I was laying flat on my back looking straight up. I couldn't move. There was another one in the room I could hear him walking towards me. The other one took out what look like pen and clicked it on to reveal it was a light. He shined it in my eyes, "pupil response is normal she's adjusting" he stated then looked up. I blinked hard a few times. Then looked across my body as best as I could.

This was worst then the dream. Then he looks at the other guy, "set the aniti-viruss and prep her for cryo" he stated. I tried to look and see what the other guy was doing. Blinked really hard but nothing went back to normal nothing changed and I was still in the white room. I managed to look at my arm. There were several tubes going into my arm. There was a clear tube, and a green tube then a bright red tube. I couldn't really feel my body. I know it was there I could hear my heart beating, but I think i was in some kind of sedated state. This stuff was definetly going into my arm.

My body felt as if my body was being chilled. My eyelid grew heaiver and I couldn't tell what was real. I don't know if I wanted to tell what was real. There was the home life I was used to before al this happened. Then there's this. I recognized it from the dreams but I put to and two together. I was dreaming, and this was real. I knew it was too good to be true, im sorry bea. I love you alexa.