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Edward POV.
I sit around waiting for Brooke to arrive, I sit mulling over my dream about her, the way our whole bodies were intertwined and well naked, the way we kissed, the way I held her, the way her body just fitted to mine, the way she allowed me to….damn! if only I wasn't a guy, in all fairness it is actually way to early and I'm still sitting in bed, not wanting to move just yet, just to remember the dream, I strive to remember every detail… "AAAH!" I groan and hold my messy hair in my fists tightly, I won't be able to look at her in the same way now and we've only been together for 6 days and a few hours, curse my teenage brain and body, I push the quilt back from me and go to the bathroom, I fill the basin with ice cold water and dunk my head into it to try and clear it, I open my eyes and stair at the floor under it, glass basin, I slowly allow the air to flow through my mouth and nose and watch the oxygen bubbles float to the surface as I exhale sharply releasing the rest of the oxygen from my body then snap my head from the waters surface, it really hasn't cleared my head at all, I pull the plug from the plughole and put it on the side, I dry off my face and the top of my chest from where the water ran down my neck to sit there, I ball my hands into fists again and cross them over and rest them on the basins' rim and bend down, stretching my back muscles and my leg muscles, I feel angry with myself for allowing myself to dream last night, how could I dream about her like that!? Yes of course I love her and I kind of would like that to happen just I wouldn't do that not yet at least, she's so sweet and innocent! The anger boils in my body and begins to rise, I smack the basin and storm out of the bathroom, I'll take an extra swim to beat off the anger and maybe even my reaction to the dream, I seriously couldn't release anything knowing she's going to be here in a few hours, I look at the clock as I pass, 6:30 am, wow I am actually glad I left my bed or I would have been waiting a long time, I grab a pair of swimming shorts and then change into them instead of the boxers I wore to bed last night, I take a towel from the airing cupboard and walk to the pool.
When I get there I drop the towel on the side and dive in and start swimming as fast as I can doing lengths back and forth, allowing the anger to be the source of energy, I manage to do 110 lengths on the pure anger alone, after that I take a slight break by just floating there idly, after a short while I go back to the swimming, after a further 90 laps, completing the 200 target I pull myself out of the pool and on the side where I lay my burning limbs against the cold floor, my breathing erratic from the cardio workout, "Enjoy that suicide attempt?" Alice says,
"When…did…you…get…here?" I pant,
"About 60 lengths in, how many have you done today?" she asks and hands me a bottle of water, she's unscrewed the cap, I pull myself up which is quite hard actually, "I also hope you'll have enough energy left so you can swim later",
"200, why are you up so early? And yeah I'll be fine" I answer, I drink the whole bottle in one,
"I heard your outburst in your bedroom coming back from getting a drink, thought I'd let you work off whatever it was off then I'd come rescue you if you needed it" she answers,
"Right" I answer, everything back to normal including my problem, which is thankful I don't think I could have stuck through the jokes Alice would have quipped,
"What was it over anyway?" she asks, still wearing her pyjammas,
"Nothing" I answer as cool as I could get my voice too,
"Edward, I'm your twin, I'm not stupid I can sense you're not right" she answers,
"Well nothing major then" I shrug, which hurts a little, defiantly muscle rub and a warm muscle soother bath before they come over,
"Why were you angry, tell me Edward or so help me!" she answers angrily,
"Ok! A dream that I'm angry with for allowing me to dream it" I answer,
"Was it about Brooke?" she asks, I look at her dead in the eye, HOW DOES SHE KNOW?! "I'll take that as a yes then, I think I can guess what you're worried about and don't worry" she says and stands, "I'm guessing she no doubt feels the same Ed, but please, at least wait, it's a little twisted this soon",
I hit the back of her knee as she turns away, she falters, "You mention this Ali…",
"I won't I promise Edward, I've kept bigger secrets than this" she answers and walks away, I pull my knees up and fold my arms and rest them on my knees and rest my head on my arm, I can't get Brooke out of my mind…at all, I just need to stop thinking sinful thoughts about her, it really isn't fair.
By the time they're due arrive, my muscles are all sorted and I'm on a good roll right now, no more anger or sinful thoughts, I decide to wear a pair of dark jeans with a navy tee, I find a new pair of swimming shorts, Emmett is also coming over today for Rose, the doorbell goes and Esme get's it, Emmett or Brooke? I walk to the door and stand by the second one,
"Edward!" Brooke beams, she looks, so beautiful! There goes my attempt at blocking out sinful thoughts, they rush into my head again, holding my naked body to hers, her breathing pattern as we become one as I slide into her…. Damn her!
"Hiyah Brooke" I beam, as Esme allows them in after hugging and kissing Brooke on the cheek friendly, she wraps her delicate arms around my waist, she's a little too short too reach my neck without stretching,
"Living room is on your first right" Esme smiles, I lead Brooke to the living room where she looks around, I notice a small hold all in her hand,
"Shall I take this poolside?" I ask her, a short walk to shout at myself,
"Ok" she smiles, I smile back as she hands me the hold all, I nod to her dad and step-mom as Jasper has gone to find Alice, already knowing his way around the house, I leave her hold all on a chair there, the pool all sorted for when we decide to go for the swim, I go back into the living room, where I sit next to Brooke, I rest my hand on hers and she then turns hers on the back and waits for me to intertwine our fingers, a short flash back of my dream flies through my head, yet again! I swallow hard then hesitantly lock our fingers together, she continues to look around as Carlisle walks in, he greets Sue and Charlie like friends obviously then smiles at Brooke,
"Hello Brooklyn" he smiles,
"Hello Dr. Cullen" she smiles,
"Please call me Carlisle if you're going to be part of our family" he smiles back, I roll my eyes, they've been waiting for me to get a girlfriend, now they're going overboard, great,
"Okay" she smiles back, at least his welcome is more contained than Esme's, he comes over and shakes her hand then sits with us as we wait for Emmett to arrive, Alice and Jasper join us shortly after.
"I'm just going to get changed" Brooke smiles to me as we go to the pool, Emmett has already dived in, well bombed in, Jasper's just left to change so now Brooke is,
"Ok" I smile, I kiss her quickly before she goes, I hover on the side until she reappears I turn as I hear the door go and she appears wearing a light green colored bikini, I nearly choke as I see her, she now looks indescribable, the way her body curves in all the right places, she smiles as she sees me, I smile back if not a little greedily, my dream really did not hold her in the right light or the being of her at all!
"Come on you two!" Alice calls from the pool, then as Brooke stands by me I push her in, not too hard but hard enough to get her in then jump in next to her myself, I prepare for the ribbing I'm bound to receive,
"Edward Cullen!" she yells at me, while Jasper, Alice, Rose and Emmett snicker,
"Yeah?" I answer innocently, looking at her with manipulative eyes and a confident, if not slightly cocky grin,
She looks at me then sighs, "But if you ever do that to me again!",
"Ok, I promise I won't" I answer, I pull her closer to me and kiss her, a little more fiercely than I had anticipated but she kisses back with just as much force, if only the others weren't here now and there had been a few more months since we met,
"Achem!" Jasper coughs, damn I forgot he was her brother, damn, damn, damn!
"Don't say anything as you are with my sister too" I say as we break apart,
"I won't but please" Jasper answers,
"Remember that next time you kiss my sister ok, or the phone calls and the cuddles" I reply,
Alice's eyes open wider than they should and Jasper blushes, "Well at least I wasn't the one bringing it up" Brooke smirks, Jasper splashes a wave of water at her, she raises her arms up as the water hits her, I smirk a little then Alice splashes water at me and we all end up having a water fight.
"Right girls, shoulders now and we'll settle this once and for all!" Emmett bellows, he goes under the water making Rose be on his shoulders even if she disagreed she screams as he does so, but he holds her safely, Alice climbs onto Jasper's shoulders easily, then I do the same as Emmett to make Brooke go onto my shoulders, she wobbles a little as I stand fully, she clutches at my hands as I hold them palm up to help her steady, she laughs as we do,
"You two first!" I say to Emmett and Jaz, allowing Brooke time to balance herself, having the others already used to the chicken fights, Rose and Alice look like they're battling with death! Though the stakes are set out in favor of Rose and Emmett, for the obvious reasons, they are both stronger and bigger than Alice and Jaz, although Jaz is quite strong and Alice can be if she needs to be,
"How often do these happen?" Brooke asks resting her hands on the sides of my shoulders as I hold her lower legs steadily,
"Uh…quite often" I smirk,
"I better get some practice then" she answers, she wobbles slightly again but recovers herself,
"YESSSS!" Emmett and Rose squeal as Alice falls off of Jasper's shoulders, "EDWARD AND BROOKE YOU'RE UP!",
"We can do it" Brooke beams,
"For sure we can" I answer equally enthusiastic as her although knowing we could be screwed.
We put up and good fight and luckily, Brooke manages to catch Rose off guard and knocks her off, "WOOOOP!" Brooke yells, I laugh then dip down into the water so she can stand, I slip out from underneath her, as I resurface I kiss her and I feel her hand brush against my crotch accidentally although I end up getting over excited again, oh shit! She stops kissing me then hugs me, I hold her back hesitantly, hoping she wouldn't notice anything, she pulls back and questions me with a look, I very nearly cringe, "Edward, what's wrong?",
"What do you mean?" I ask confused,
"The hug, it wasn't like normal hugs" she shrugs, "It doesn't matter" she shrugs off,
"Brooke, it's because…because…" I stammer, she touches a hand to my chest, over my heart, which makes me react even further, meaning if she comes any nearer she'll feel it and I'll send off the wrong signal completely,
"Edward, you don't have to tell me" she answers,
I groan, "It's because, seeing you like this, the proximity, it's just…" I start,
"I know where you're going with this…" she whispers then pulls my shoulders down and kisses me, I kiss her back and she holds herself closer, I groan a little but in a good way, she parts, "And Edward?..", she looks at me dead in the eye and whispers, "I feel about you the same way…", that stops me in my tracks and I smirk slowly, now, I'll just have to wait till the right amount of time and when she's ready, she grins happily then wades back to the others, I kind of just stand there, frozen..wow!
"Edward?" Alice asks,
"Yuh-huh" I reply and wade over,
"What's up?" she asks, Brooke smirks as I stand next to her, she holds a couple of my fingers, I smirk too,
"Nothing" I shrug, she eyes me suspiciously, then closes her eyes tightly, some weird thing she does and she knows what's wrong, she's even be known to predict things…it's kind of spooky, then again I can sort of read people, well, her eyes flash open and she grins at me, ignore her, ignore her, ignore her! Damn, damn, damn… Alice will know how I feel and what's going on by the time they leave.
"Try not to be too long" I smile to Brooke as I hold her waist outside the changing rooms, she looks up and into my eyes contently, resting her arms on mine,
"I will try my best Edward" she smiles back,
"Good" I reply cheekily, she laughs a little then pecks my shoulder,
"Before I die of hypothermia" she smirks, she twists from my grasp reluctantly, I allow my arms to drop to my sides and watch her as she walks into the room, I turn and go into ours, where Emmett and Jasper are hitting each other with soaked hand towels, still in their swimming shorts, like boarders,
"Guys seriously" I say as I see them,
"Aw c'mon Ed! Have a little fun once in your life!" Emmett bellows and catches Jasper across the back of his shoulders painfully, I wince on the contact of the towel on Jaz's skin, Jaz yells and makes weird noises in his breathing like ah's but with s's mumbled in there, I can't help but feel for Jaz at this point, Emmett has been a buggar since I met him in pre-school! He moved shortly after we did and ended up coming to Forks when he moved again!
Flashback
Back in Pre-school.
Kindergarten.
"Em, that's my juice carton and I'm thirsty!" I whine at him,
"I wanna feed the plants!" he whimpers,
"They don't drink orange juice carton's they drink water!" I reply and try to take my juice from him, but he's too tall, my bottom lip starts to quiver, or I make it quiver, he blinks at my reaction,
"Sorry Eddie" he sighs and hands it back,
"It's Edward" I reply still pouting then sit cross legged where I am and sip from the straw, a grin appears on Emmett's face, he grabs a handful of soil and sprinkles it on my head,
"Edward, you are now an orange flower!" he yells and runs off, I growl and chase after him.
End of Flashback.
"Earth to Eddie!" Emmett says waving a hand infront of my face,
"It's Edward, Emmett" I answer and wrap a towel around my waist, I pull off the shorts and dump them in the hamper, I then grab another towel dry off the top half of my body,
"Sure, sure, whatever man" he answers and Jasper catches him across the face,
"HA! NOW WE'RE EVEN! Now I'm getting changed, you dare hit me again and so help me I'll set Alice on you!" Jasper answers childishly, I smirk, Emmett hates it when Alice sets onto him for hurting Jaz,
"Okay!" Emmett answer panicked, I smirk as I towel dry my hair, I pull back on my tee then my boxers as I dry off my waist down, then the trousers, I leave my socks and shoes off and just carry them from the room, as I appear I jump as I see Brooke already standing there waiting for me her curly hair pulled back with hair grips, fully dried and her make-up back on,
"You took your time" she smirks,
"Emmett and Jasper were playing up and I ended up watching them" I smirk as I pull her closer by her waist, she beams and rests her hands palm down on my chest,
"I guess your normally the mature one?" she guesses,
"Normally, but I can be immature" I answer, I slip my hands around to hold her back instead of her waist, I brush my fingers lightly up and down, she shivers a little then blushes, I pause,
"What's wrong?" I ask,
She bites her bottom lip, then rolls her eyes, slowly and sighs, I continue to look at her questioningly, "It turns me on" she finally whispers, oh! "Light touches on my spine then across my lower back",
"Sorry, anymore?" I ask,
"Heck no don't be! You didn't know..not that I know of" she answers, I nod,
"What about you?" she asks quietly, how do I answer? In a way I'm really not sure, her? To be honest, until I met her I've been pretty dormant in sexual fantasies or beings…I mean I know all about the various things, just they haven't really interested me much, surprising with Ali and Rose around 24/7, she watches my face as I trail through my head,
"Well…you in general really…I haven't bothered in anything like that" I reply and wait for her reaction,
"Hmm" she mumbles,
"What?" I ask,
"Just..I've never known a guy our age to not be full of sex and whatever" she replies,
I contemplate her answer, "I know, I was getting worried I might be gay but obviously not" I shrug playfully,
She laughs, "Well I should hope not" she answers and drums her finger tips on my pecks, it tickles a little, I smirk as she continues, I take one hand from her back and run it carefully through her hair, she closes her eyes and moans a little happily, not like you would in bed for instance…although I guess you are happy then but..UGH! YOU GET ME! And im doing this and she can't even hear me anyway,
I chuckle lightly, "Oh! Do you work out a lot then?" she asks keeping her eyelids shut tightly,
"I haven't recently but I do now and again, well I swim a lot" I reply quietly,
"Awesome" she answers calmly,
"Why'd you ask?" I ask,
"Oh just that I noticed how toned and muscular you are in the pool" she shrugs and opens her eyes, they sparkle intensely,
"Emmett is more so" I reply,
She sighs and rolls her eyes, "I prefer you by miles",
I smirk and kiss her lightly, I pull her a little more closer to my body, as I do I feel her heartbeat on my chest, it's beating very fast, her breathing just as quick, she opens her mouth and nibbles my bottom lip, I respond by well pushing her back into the wall, she shifts her hands to my sides as I allow her to slip her tongue into my mouth to brush my tongue with hers, I shift my hands to hold her rib cage just underneath her breasts, I feel her smile against my lips,
"You can go higher if you want?" she muses, she returns to kissing me properly or with more passion,
I pause, "You sure?" I ask against her lips,
"Mmmhmm" she mumbles and kisses me again, I listen to what she said and I then shift my hands up to cup her breasts, as I hold them she lets out a light moan, I just hold them for a few seconds then as she gets used to it I gently stroke them, she slips her hands from my sides to leading one down, across my stomach, down the front of my body, down to my crotch, I part from her lips and then kiss her neck and collar bone, I keep my hands on her breasts the whole while, due to this, I become erect, I nibble on her collarbone a little and she moans again, she squeezes my erect length tighter, oh if only everybody wasn't home! And….it has been 6 days, this doesn't feel a hundred percent right! I look up at her face, she looks beautiful, just as always, she slides her hand away as I slide mine away, I bite onto my lip hard,
"Brooke, I think it's a little…" I start, she cuts across,
Nodding, "Too soon, I know but damn it Edward, I need you",
I grin, "I know, I know, let's just wait a few more weeks, not saying we can't touch or anything but not fully",
She nods "That sounds good",
"Well, I think we may be a little late for dinner" I say,
"What about Emmett and Jaz?" she asks,
"There's another exit" I smirk,
"Oh! I never noticed" she answers,
"Don't worry" I smile, I stand back a little and I look at her whole body, then hold out my hand, "Coming?",
"Of course" she smiles and takes my hand, she nestles into me I smile and wrap my arm around her and hold the top of her arm.
"So what did you think of the meal?" Esme smiles to Brooke as we finish eating,
"It was, very, very nice, thank you" she smiles back, clutching my hand under the table,
"No problem, enjoy the swimming?" she smiles again,
"Yes, it's so amazing that you guys have a pool" she smiles again,
"So glad you enjoyed!" Esme smiles back equally as happy,
"Oh Edward! We found the tent!" Alice smiles, they had planned a camping trip,
"Tent, what for?" Brooke asks me,
"What do you think a tent is for Brooke?" Jaz asks, she pokes her tongue out at him,
"We were thinking on going camping" Rose beams,
"In Forks?" Emmett booms,
"Yuh-huh" Alice answers,
"Do you wanna come?" I ask Brooke,
She beams, nods, then turns to Charlie, "Can I go dad?",
He looks at her for a moment, "I suppose so, when is it planned?" he answers a little sternly,
"Dad I'll be going too" Jasper answers,
"Couple of weeks" Alice shrugs,
"Ok" Charlie answers,
"Yay!" Brooke beams,
"Right well, we'll wash up you guys can go to the living room and we can have dessert" Carlisle smiles,
"Need any help?" Brooke asks, aw!
"Thank you for offering but we can manage" Esme smiles,
"Ok" she smiles back, I stand from my seat and then pull back Brooke's chair so she can get out, she clutches onto my hand as we follow the others to the hall,
"Can we go upstairs? Listen to music or something?" Rose asks,
"Suppose, you coming?" I ask Brooke,
"Do you mind dad?" she asks, he breaths in sharply,
"No, go on you" Sue answers and pulls Charlie with her, Brooke looks up at me and I lead her upstairs with the others, we go into my room, being the biggest, we all file in and I sit on the bed and allow Brooke to sit in-between my legs, I hold my hands palms up and she takes them and settles to lean back into my chest,
"What do you guys want on?" Alice asks,
"Don't mind" Brooke smiles, I shrug,
"Don't care" Emmett shrugs while Rose sits in his lap, she shrugs too,
"Okay" Alice answers,
"How big is the tent?" Brooke asks,
"It's huge! There are 4 separate compartments, 3 sleeping areas that fit 2 people in then a living area" she smiles,
"Cool" she answers,
"So that means we'll be in the same compartment" I whisper in her ear,
"Perfect" she answers quietly, I smile and then wrap my arms around her waist, the others sit on bean bags or the floor.
"Oh can we play truth or dare?" Alice beams,
"Okay" we all reply,
"Good! Me first! Edward truth or dare?" she answers,
"Umm, dare" I grin,
"Okay, I dare you to…umm…stupid I know but simple..kiss Brooke…properly!" she beams, I shrug and Brooke turns around in my arms and legs, she smiles then I kiss her, I lick her bottom lip and she allows me to search her mouth with my tongue, she tangles her hands into my hair while I hold my grip on her waist, I slide down so she ends up on her back, I run my hand up the inside of her leg and she moans softly,
"Uh, guys?" Jasper says, WHAT WHEN DID THEY GET HE-…!? Oh right,
"Ooops" Brooke smiles, she blushes as she sees Jasper's face, sort of distorted in anger I think,
"Sorry" I answer, seeing the looks on their faces also, I help Brooke sit up and she pulls the skirt of her dress right as I was in-between her legs her dress had slipped up, also when I ran my hand along her leg it had pushed it back also, unintentionally…I think
"Geeze you guys are seriously hooked aren't you?" Emmett says,
Brooke blushes and I sit cross legged, hiding another erection, why does she have to be so..so, well just her?! I have never, ever reacted like this before! EVER!
"Anyway" I cough, "Rose truth or dare?",
"Truth" she answers,
"Is it true that you and Emmett broke his third double bed in 2 months when his parents went away last year?" I grin, they both blush and Rose gives me death glares,
"Yes" she hisses,
Brooke smirks, she wraps her left arm around my waist and couches into me, I smile and rest my cheek on her head, she notices the reason why I sit cross legged, "You know, it could be better if you sit with your legs up",
"Maybe" I whisper back,
"Or…" she says,
"What?" I ask,
"I could sit across your lap?" she says,
"Okay" I answer hesitantly, I shift her to have her right side into my body and she cuddles into me again as she sits comfortably with her legs over the right side of me,
"I somehow don't think they want to play anymore" Alice smiles,
"Only if you don't mind" I reply,
"Naw! Course not!" Emmett answers,
"Although…OOF!" Jasper begins but Alice hits him in the stomach, "Ok" he chokes out clearly winded, she has more strength than she realizes! "Never mind" he coughs,
"How can sitting across my lap when I'm like this be comfortable?" I whisper to her as the others go round playing the game,
"I don't know but one, they won't notice anything and two it is actually comfy, in a way" she replies,
"Okay" I reply, I then start to lightly run my fingers through her hair calmly, not coming across any knots help, I think that'd be disastrous! I'd no doubt pull a massive lump of hair out if that happened, I ruined Alice's Barbie doll brushing it's hair once..WE WERE 4! And I was stuck with all girls..she burnt my G.I Joe man then though, I have never gotten her back for that actually,
"It feels really nice when you do that" Brooke whispers, I smile,
"Good, about the camping thing, are you sure you don't mind sleeping in the same compartment?" I answer,
"I'm fine with it, at least its in a few weeks also, it'll no doubt be nice to cuddle up to you to sleep" she answers, oh how I now long for the camping trip to hurry up! "Just one thing?",
"That is?" I ask,
"What about wild animals?" she asks,
I chuckle a little and she feebly taps my chest, "Not funny!" she pouts, I take her hand in my free one and clutch to it,
"There could be the odd fox but nothing serious really, no bears or wolves in town, unless you head up into the mountains but nothing" I answer her,
"Good, I don't fancy getting attacked by them" she answers, only now have I realize the different accent, it suits her so well, though, there are a few accents mixed in, probably due to traveling,
"I'd save you anyway" I reply and look at her truly,
"Course you would" she answers with a hint of sarcasm, I pull my eyebrows into a line and look at her slightly annoyed, "What?",
"You doubt me saving you from a say bear attack?" I answer,
"Not doubt but it'd seem more logical to run for your own life" she replies, how can she be so dumb! Since she spoke to me, she has been my life,
"Brooke, I'd rather save you" I reply bluntly, she smiles a little, then kisses the crook of my neck and nestles back there contently.
"Aww dad do we really have to go?" Brooke whines as she walks sluggishly down the stairs, me following behind holding her hand,
"Yes we do honey, you can always go out tomorrow" he replies,
"Mmph" she pouts and Esme laughs a little while Carlisle smiles with his arm around mom, "I guess I'll see you tomorrow",
"Of course" I smile back encouragingly, luckily she smiles back a little, she stands on tip-toes to kiss me, I kiss her back,
"See you" she says as I unwillingly pull my hand from her lower back, I brush it lightly, teasingly, she shivers and glares a little, then bites down on her bottom lip seductively, damn her!
"See you" I reply, "Love you",
Charlie immediately looks back up from the floor, ignoring our kiss, he looks a little shocked,
"Love you too" she answers, then Jasper says good-bye to Alice and they leave I wave from the terrace as they drive past, Alice pulls me back into the house and back upstairs to my room and locks the door,
"What are you going to do to me pixie?" I ask,
"About you and Brooke" she replies and crosses her arms stubbornly,
"What about us?" I ask,
"I know how you feel about her Edward" she answers, I roll my eyes,
"Duh Alice? I know too" I answer,
"Edward! I seen how you hold her, how you touch her and how you react to her" she answers,
I blush, "Alice that is private and incest!",
"You're my twin, I've seen you butt naked before you ass!" she answers,
"Shut up!" I snarl, why does being my twin have to be answer for everything?!
"No, okay even though I know the majority of how you feel for her, but tell me in full" she demands and sinks crossed legged onto the floor infront of me,
I sigh, "Well, when I seen her by her locker on the first day, well I didn't want the pile of textbooks to fall on her head, so I obviously stopped it happening, then well when I seen her, I was blown away, her voice so pure, her smile so serene, then when she taken off her sunglasses and seen her eyes I go lost and transfixed in them and by them instantly, when I helped her out with her car, I knew a little more it felt amazing so did the kiss when we got her car working, the date, well, I got lost in her, I mean she went out with me, the talking and today? Well, she has quite litrally taken over my being, Alice, she's just completely and utterly…beyond belief and right now? She is mine" I grin,
"She has brainwashed you" she answers,
"She can if she wants" I smile,
She rolls her eyes, "I guess I'm just happy that you are, jut don't turn it into an obsession" she sighs,
"I won't, I won't" I answer,
"And try not to get to turned on will you?" she answers slightly disgusted,
"If you don't like it, don't watch or look" I retort,
"Shut up!" she answers, "You're going to have to control yourself when we all go camping" she answers, she sits on a beanbag and pulls out a nail file from her pocket, I groan and lay back onto my bed and yank a pillow over my face, I just realized how bad that could turn out, me sitting there or laying there with her right there also, that could really get awkward,
"Ali?" I ask,
"Mmm" she answers,
"How will I be able to control myself in that close space?" I ask, I pull the pillow from me,
"I'm not sure, but I'm sure you'll manage it" she answers then leaves, oh she's great, very informative! UGH! I hover in my room for a while thinking of ways to tackle the excitement around her, she knows about it so it's a little easier but just the fact I could be having a tent of my own twenty four seven could get exceedingly awkward, then an image of her in that bikini flashes across my mind and I feel my crotch twitch, oh fab! How many bloody erections a day am I going to have with her? Too many that she'll know of that's for sure! I'll just have to somehow remember self-control, if she'll allow me,
"Edward?" I hear Esme ask quietly from the doorway, I sit up,
"Yeah mom?" I ask, I stuff the pillow into my lap, she smiles lightly and I blush, reminding myself of Brooke, FUCKING HELL! I curse in my head,
"She's a lovely girl, you've found a nice match for you, there's so much love between you, I can see that all ready" she smiles and comes in and sits in the wooden chair I have at my desk, Yeah love and too much frigging sexual attraction on my behalf, I'm not sure if Brooke is the same, well even though she said she did, I mean is she this bad?
"I know" I answer and beam proudly,
"You two sort of remind me of your father and I" she answers,
"How?" I ask, now listening,
"Well, when you both had eye contact you both just beamed and you glowed, the way you feel around each other or show what you feel is amazing, I didn't see it with the others so much" she answers, Hmm, I think I'll talk to Carlisle,
"How old were you both when you met again?" I ask,
"I was 17 your father 20" she answers, oh yeah age gap! Well I guess Brooke and I do but it's by months only,
"Right" I answer, "Thanks mom",
"No problem" she answers she goes to leave then, hmm short and sweet, that's what I like about mom, she doesn't hang around and when you talk to her she always leaves you thinking, "Oh and Edward?",
"Yeah?" I ask,
"No need to hide, we know all about teenage hormones" she says, OH MY GOD NO!
"Thanks mom" I mumble, blushing again.
I knock on dad's study just before going to bed to sleep,
"Come in Edward" he says, HOW DOES HE KNOW THAT?! HE'S ALWAYS RIGHT AHH!
"Okay how the heck do you do that?!" I ask as I walk in,
He smirks, "Just a talent" he smiles then looks up and sets down his pen as I sit infront of him, "What do you want?" he asks kindly,
"Well, I need to ask for some advice?" I start,
"About Brooklyn?" he asks, DAMN HIM DAMN HIM DAMN HIM!
I nod, "I…I…ugh…what I'm trying to say is that, when I think of her in certain ways, or earlier it was just thinking of her, I kind of get…well not kind of…turned on" I stutter and stammer then mumble the last part,
"Well, I can understand how that could be a problem, especially around her" he says, the doctor in him over taking, well in the authorative tone,
"She knows about the way I feel and or get, but it still feels in a way horrible to be like that over her" I answer,
"You told her about it today?" he asks,
I nod, "Yeah and she kind of…well…we sort of…had a moment…before dinner" I answer awkwardly,
"How do you mean?" he asks, he looks a little alarmed, then I would too, I was with myself personally,
"We kind of got too heated, nothing much happened really…well" I stutter and blush, he raises one eyebrow quizzically, I groan loudly irritated, I slump my head onto his desk and mumble, "We were kissing, passionately, I slid my hands to her rib cage, she said I could go higher so I did and well, ugh I held her breasts then she slid her hand down to my crotch",
I listen keenly for his reaction…I then peak and I see him smirking a little, "DAD THIS ISN'T FUNNY! I'M GOING TO LOOK LIKE A SEX MANIAC WHEN WE GO CAMPING!" I groan,
"You're a 17 year old boy Edward, it's natural, she'll understand, I bet she's going through similar problems herself but luckily girls can hide it much easier than we can" he replies,
"I guess, we did talk about it, she did seem understanding…that's when she told me she felt the same…so I guess that means she does" I reply,
"Was this in the pool, the incident?" he asks,
I shake my head, "She told me in the pool, quite nastily actually, not in the horrid sort of way..teasingly if you wish…we were dressed and about to come to the dinning room" I answer,
"Well, I think I've had enough details, all I can say is to think calmly and try not to let your mind wander too much, because, personally I think if it is only in the few weeks, the camping trip, it's still a little soon to have intercourse Edward" he replies matter of fact,
"Mmm, yeah defiantly, we spoke about that too" I answer,
"Talking about intimate things this early on?" he asks a little shocked,
"Mmm, it was after the incident, it was easy in a way really" I reply,
"Well if that's true, I think you'll both be fine whatever you decide to do" he says, "Just not too soon",
"You think?" I ask,
"Yes, you both seem to have a level head so far, obviously I'm speaking for what I know of Brooke" he answers,
"I know, thanks dad" I answer,
"Anytime son" he smiles, I stand then turn to go back to my room, bedtime!
"Night" I smile,
"Good-night Edward, always here if you want to talk" he answers,
I nod then leave to my room up on the 3rd floor, I pass Alice on the way,
"Did Carlisle help you out?" she asks,
"How do you know I talked to him?" I ask,
"I just know" she answers,
"Yes, he did in a way, goodnight Alice" I say and keep going to my room.
AN: WOOOOOOOOP! are ya ready for the next, i'll try tomorrow to not swamp you under, love you and wish me luck in my work yeah?! xD ha x