Ewonsama: happy 8 13!
Leven: -glomps Ewon- My Roxas lol
Roxas placed his hand over the one in his hair, stopping Axel from moving it. "Well I know what I want but it scares me. I've never been in a relationship before. Just dates you know?" Roxas replied, smiling sleepily up at Axel. "I hope you get what I'm saying. If not then I'll just say it. I want to go out with you Axel. I want to be your boyfriend."
Axel could only stare. Did he hear right? Did Roxas say he wanted to be his boyfriend? His brain was trying to comprehend what his face already knew. He was finally getting what he had dream about since he had first started to have feelings for the blond. If Roxas wasn't there holding his hand, he knew he would have passed out.
"Axel, you okay?" Roxas asked worriedly when all he saw was Axel's red face and wide eyes staring at him.
Axel felt his heart leap into his throat. Could he have heard that wrong? "You...you want to be my boyfriend?" The question must have come out the wrong way because Roxas looked hurt. "Oh fuck no I didn't mean it like that!" The redhead wanted to face palm. Why did he have to suck so much at wording things? Instead he used his actions. Axel lifted Roxas up a bit and leaned down the rest of the way, sealing their lips in a simple kiss.
Roxas sat up after the kiss, blushing from the action. The blond got up from his spot and held out his hand for Axel to take. "Wanna help me clean up this mess so we can get to bed?"
Axel numbly nodded his head and grabbed Roxas's hand. The two worked in silence for the next five minutes with smiles on their faces. It wasn't until they were in Axel's room that the redhead said something, "So did you want to shower before we go to sleep?"
Roxas' face immediately turned cherry red. He gulped and shook his head while his hands waved in front of his body. "No, no. I'm good. I showered this morning and um. You can shower if you want too."
"Me too." Axel didn't say anything else as he went to his dresser and started pulling clothes out. "Do you think these will fit? I mean they're kind of big on me so..."
Roxas stared at the rather large shirt. He figured he must have kept his old clothing to sleep in himself. "Thanks." The blond took the shirt and left the room to change. While he did that Axel changed as well.
The redhead slipped on some shorts and a shirt just to cover himself up. He was well past sleeping shirtless with his new frame. He went as far as sleeping in just his boxers now. But for the sake of not wanting to expose Roxas to his flesh, Axel went for the clothes.
"If it's big on you then it's really big on me." Chuckled Roxas, walking back into the room with only Axel's long shirt barely going past the shorter teen's knees while the caller of the shirt exposed one of his shoulders. "But it feels comfy and that's all that really matters."
Axel had a hard time averting his eyes and closing his mouth. Roxas was absolutely mouth watering. Axel couldn't even start to believe that this angel was his boyfriend.
"Why are you staring at me like that?" Roxas asked, his face changing color again. He wasn't sure how he felt about the way Axel was practically drooling or that his shorts were starting to grow a tent. Something Axel didn't even notice himself.
Axel closed his mouth and awkwardly coughed. "Nothing. Sorry. Do you want something more your size? I don't know why I gave you something so big."
Shaking his head, Roxas averted his eyes from Axel's form. "Maybe you should reconsider a shower. It looks like you need it to cool off." Roxas said casually point down. "Or maybe I should put more than just a shirt on."
"Huh?" Axel looked down and almost died. "Shit! I'm so sorry! I...I'll go." The redhead quickly made his exit and rushed to the bathroom to take Roxas's advice. God why did he always have to be awkward and mess things up? Roxas probably thought he was some perverted creep now.
Once clean, Axel slowly wandered back to the room. He peeked around the corner to see where Roxas was at and to his surprise, the blond was sitting on his bed with a book in hand. Axel's eyes widen as he realized what said book was. 'Oh god why?!' He screamed internally as he read the title, Sensitive Pornography.
"R-Roxas, what are you reading?" Axel carefully asked. Great first he gets a boner over the blond and next said blond finds his porn. Yup Roxas probably thought he was a mega pervert now.
"Something called Sensitive Pornography. I have to say, this is really, er, wow." Roxas said turning a page, ignoring the way Axel gapped at him. "I had no idea you like this kinda stuff Axel. Or that you would have anything like this."
Axel's hands quickly went to cover his face. He just wanted to curl up in a ball and die, he was so embarrassed. "I'm just going to go sleep on the couch tonight." He mumbled around his fingers as he turned to leave.
"Did I do something wrong?" Roxas asked sounding hurt. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gone through your stuff." Roxas quickly got up to put the manga back. In the movement, he didn't realize his legs getting tangled in his shirt and fell off the bed with a loud thud. "Oooow."
"Shit you okay?" Axel went towards the blond and helped him up. "I keep messing things up. Sorry."
"Do me a favor and stop thinking about messing up. Other wise you really will and you won't be yourself around me. That's all I'm asking." Roxas pecked Axel's cheek the second he was back on his feet. "Try to relax Axel."
Axel wrapped his arms around Roxas' waist and rested his head on his shoulder. "Okay. Let's go to bed now." Axel let go of Roxas and led the blond to the large bed.
The blond crawled up, unknowingly letting Axel get a look at his bum. Once settle in, Roxas watched as Axel gulped and joined him. "So um sleep then?" The blond asked, trying to distract from the obvious feelings and thoughts they were sharing.
Axel nodded and climbed in next to the blond. The minutes ticked by in an awkward silence that Axel wanted to break. He was finally in bed with Roxas, who had just asked him to be his boyfriend. How uncomfortable the atmosphere was should be a crime. "Hey," Axel finally spoke, "It's still pretty early. Are you sure you want to sleep? We can play more games or watch a stupid movie."
"You're right, it is pretty early. I guess that nap made me think it was time to sleep." The blond chuckled, almost giggling like a kid. "A movie sounds nice though. Let's make a game of it and race to the living room." Roxas laughed, quickly sat up and began to climb over Axel's body. However, Roxas froze the very moment his leg went over Axel's lap. The blond gulped as he came to realize the position he was now in.
Axel was just as startled to see Roxas straddling him. It wasn't like it was the first time either, and yet something was different about it. Something he couldn't even begin to explain with Roxas looking just as red as he felt. Maybe it was a change in their relationship or maybe it was the late after noon that changed the atmosphere around them. Whatever it was, Axel liked it.
"I um." Roxas almost whispered, his hands automatically resting over Axel's abdomen.
A large hand came up and caressed Roxas's check. The blond leaned into the touch, a smile gracing his face. "It looks like I'm not the only one who needed a cold shower." Axel said in a lax voice with a lazy smile on his face.
The comment itself was enough to make Roxas face darker in color. It made Axel happy to know that he had such an effect on Roxas. He never imagined the blond would ever get hard for him over something so small. He watched Roxas chew his lip, eyes gazing away shyly before he finally spoke up. "I guess I do. Sorry."
"Don't be." Axel muttered as he leaned up to press his lips into the blond's. The redhead didn't want to take advantage of Roxas or treat him like his usual one night stands; but he knew to get over this awkward hump and progress with his boyfriend, he would have to tap into his sexual aggression that he would normally use on the girls.
The kiss made Roxas fingers curl into Axel's shirt. Axel watched the blond shut his eyes before shutting his own. His hand roamed to the back of the blond's head while the other rested on Roxas' lower back. After a second or two, Roxas pulled an inch back, eyes glazed over with want. "Axel."
"Too much?" Axel tried to play the question off as concern and not self-confidence. "What do you want Roxas?" The hand in blond hair started to rub the smaller teen's scalp in a soothing manner.
"I-I don't know." Roxas practically moaned, his body shivering from the gentle touches. It was easy to tell by the way Roxas almost rolled his hips against Axel's, that he wanted the redhead.
"Hmm...you sure about that?" Both of Axel's hands traveled down to the blond's hips where he held them still, feeling Roxas twitch in anticipation under his touch. "I don't want to do anything you're not comfortable with."
Roxas took a sharp breath, his face inflaming from the simple action. Axel didn't know it, but his words alone made the blond's pulse quicken and skip a beat. "Why don't we see where my comfort zone is. That way, i-if we ever try whatever we do again, then we'll know when to stop."
"I'm okay with that." Axel craned his neck to capture Roxas's lips again. While Axel had the blond distracted his hands moved up Roxas's shirt and started to rub his tight stomach. "This okay?"
Roxas grunted, lowering himself so he could kiss Axel more, his own hands roaming up the redhead's torso. "It's fine." He mumbled against Axel's lips, his body shivered from the touches.
Nimble and experienced hands moved farther up, playing with Roxas's nipples. The blond was practically purring in Axel's mouth. Axel was having a hard time controlling himself. He knew if they kept going like this he might just jump his pretty little boyfriend. "Rox," He panted as he pulled away from an equally flushed teen, "I need to stop."
"Nyah." Roxas moaned, his hands tangling themselves in Axel's red mane while his mouth pressed against Axel's own. It was as if the older teen's words went in one ear and out the other. Roxas continued to kiss Axel, causing him to buck his hips. The redhead was losing it. "Axel." Roxas moaned, thrusting his own hips.
The redhead growled as he rubbed their lower regions together. He clawed at the overly large shirt and pulled away from Roxas just enough to pull the clothing off. Once free, Axel attacked Roxas's lips again. "Ah ha, ha." Roxas panted moving his lips away from Axel's so he could latch onto his neck. The kissing, sucking, and licking drove Axel crazy. He moaned hungrily, calling out Roxas name as the little tease toyed with his neck.
Not being able to control himself anymore, Axel grabbed the blond by the hips and flipped them so he was now on top. Lips and teeth set to work marking Roxas's neck and hands traced spread thighs. Roxas was helpless as he clung to Axel's back, moaning his name as his hips twitched into the touch.
"A-Axel." He moaned, his eyes barely able to stay open. Tears began to leaks free from the blond's eyes as the pleasure was hitting him hard. Axel, not noticing, too lost in his own lust, hadn't noticed anything but the way Roxas cried his name and how the blond felt against his hands; hands that started to slip under Roxas boxers and touch Roxas's length.
"Ahh!" Roxas practically screamed, his toes curling from the sensation. They needed to stop. He should have listened to the redhead. "Oh God, Axel s-sahh stop!"
Axel pulled away a bit too fast to be human. Green eyes wide with shock and regret. "Shit I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me." The redhead climbed off of the bed and just looked at Roxas, seeing if he was fine.
Chest raising and falling, face red and wet, mouth part open and slightly bruised from all the kissing. This was how Axel saw Roxas. He would have started apologizing more if not for Roxas beckoning him to come back to the bed. Axel took a seat, but not to close, next to Roxas. Worried eyes watched the blond sit up and catch his stolen breath. Did he mess up? Had he gone to far? It was all Axel could think of while he stared at Roxas.
"I...Don't be sorry. It's my fault. We just got lost in the moment and I should have listened to you when you said you had to stop." Roxas gazed up at Axel, his big blue eyes showing truth and concern for the redhead. "But I guess, my comfort zone would be up to this point. Do you- do you have one?"
Axel let out a worried breath he was holding. At least Roxas wasn't mad. But the question might change just how Roxas felt about him. Should he lie and say he didn't know? Or proudly state that he didn't have one. He could do anything and not feel ashamed. "I...I don't know. If I did we didn't cross it yet." The redhead said with a weak chuckle.
Roxas eyes widened, his cheeks darkening in color. "Oh." He said, surprised to hear that. "So you could have gone farther than that. Hahaha I guess I'm, I don't know, sensitive. I feel pathetic in comparison, but then again, relationships are more than just getting each other off. And I'm looking forward to finding out more things about you Axel. As cheesy as that sounds, I mean it."
Axel wanted to lean over and capture those lips in another kiss because of those words, but held himself back. He didn't want to make Roxas uncomfortable again. "Don't feel pathetic. It's good to have restraint and know where you stand, my little cheese ball." Axel gave Roxas a goofy grin at the new nick name, unfortunately he didn't see the pillow go flying at his face.
"If I'm a cheese ball, then that makes you a goof ball. Can I have the shirt back please?" Roxas asked, lightly laughing at Axel's pouting face. As soon as the shirt was handed over, Roxas slipped it one and laid himself back on the bed. "I think I can sleep now. You won't mind will you?"
"Course not." Axel wrapped his arms around the blond and pulled him to his side. "Good night Cheese Ball."
"Good night goofball." Roxas giggled, rolling around so he could wrap his own arms around the redhead. The blond shut his eyes, letting Axel tuck his head under the older teen's chin. "Thank you for not asking by the way. And thank you for not saying anything when I came out of the bathroom. I'm sorry if I've been acting down. But I want you to know that I really appreciate you not giving up on today. Thank you."
"No problem. If you ever need someone to talk to, or even someone to hang out with to forget what's going on just give me a call." Axel curled up closer to his boyfriend, hoping the blond didn't see his worried expression. He didn't like that Roxas was upset and would do anything to fix it.
Roxas mumbled something Axel couldn't catch. He was about to ask the blond what it was that he said but the feel of a gentle, innocent kiss to his neck caused his words to get stuck in his throat. The next thing that came out of Roxas' mouth he was able to hear. "My parents are getting a divorce. That's what took me so long to get here. The family thing I mentioned earlier, well it was them fighting over who I would live with. They then tried to bribe me into to choosing and asking who I loved more. If I didn't choose one then they see it as me hating the other. I had had enough so I actually ran off and came here when I was planning on not coming at all. I doubt I would have called you either and I feel like shit for that. I'm sorry Axel, I don't want to put my problems before you." Roxas said, his arms tightening around the redhead.
Axel didn't know what to say. He never knew his father so he doesn't know the struggle of having to pick one parent over another. Not knowing what to do the redhead just pulled the other closer and gently rubbed his back to show Roxas that he was there for him.
"Thank you." He whispered, tears slowly flowing and hitting Axel's neck. Roxas' body started to tremble against Axel's hold. The redhead wanted so badly to comfort him but he didn't know any other comfort besides food. And yet holding Roxas seemed to be doing well so far. The blond wasn't yelling or anything, just silently crying in his arms.
After a few minutes Roxas had calmed down. His breathing was steady and his hold on Axel had loosen. Roxas pulled back, craned his neck, and looked up at the worried redhead with a small genuine smile. "I feel like you're more than a goofball. You're like a giant teddy bear. Thank you for today Axel."
"So I'm a goofball teddy bear now?" Axel joked and pecked the blond on the forehead, "And anytime. Just come over if you ever need somewhere to go. Like if your parents get too over barring for you."
"You're sweet." Roxas whispered, pecking Axel's cheek. "How the hell have you been single for so long?"
"I don't know. Just waiting for the right person I guess." Axel wanted to say it was because he was fat and gross, but that would just ruin the mood.
"Oh? Well don't I feel special." Roxas teased, giving his redhead a chaste kiss. "But no I really do feel lucky, Axel. You're amazing. But I don't think I can," the blond yawned before finishing his statement. "Can stay awake any longer."
Axel smiled at his sleeping angel. Roxas wasn't the lucky one, he was. "Sleep Roxas."