AN: Thank you everyone for all the great reviews and loving my story :) love you all. And thank you for the great ideas. I would like to thank to SaoThwee for the idea for this chapter.

Ok so for Lissa she is with Christian but she is not Rose best friend like the original books; I just changed it to Mia. Lissa is still a spirit user and her family is still alive. I would start having all the characters in the story after Rose and Dimitri figure out everything.

Lemons I am not sure if I would put them because I am not good at them but I would try and would also mark it. But not right now because they are just starting their relationship.

So here is another chapter for all you great readers. I hope you guys enjoy it.

Disclaimers I don't own Vampire Academy or the characters, Richelle Mead does.

Chapter 10

I was hearing someone saying "Roza please get up." with concern and worry in there voice. I recognized that voice very well. I could recognize that even in a crowd of million people. It belonged to the guy who I am deeply in love with.

"I know Roza you can hear me, please wake up" his voice was really sad. Why was he sad? I mean he hated me so much. Then it clicked everything that happened before the darkness took me.

He pissed me of and I was yelling at him and he kissed me. WOW! Was that a kiss it was just pure pleasure and then the bond opened and everything was revealed. All the answers I was dying to get were all out.

How dare he hide stuff from me? We had double bond he kept that away from me. He knows all about my secrets even the ones that were so embracing. He had these feelings for me before we bonded and never told me about his when he knew all about my feelings. He tortured me every night by being with some whore. How dare he decide what was good for me? I could make my own decisions!

I just found out about all his powers. With spirit he holds all the other elements and he is pretty good at all of them. He can go invisible and have been stalking me when I am asleep and stay in my room till he wants to. He can take away life by concentrating with his eyes and make the person beg for death. He can also dream walk and can feel everyone emotions, can see auras, he can transform himself into anything and he can make the time go back or bring people back in time to show memories.

So many powers for a Moroi, which have never been heard about. I guess it all comes with spirit. I have been guessing everything right that he was blocking me, and all the time I was with Adrian he interrupted, his anger out of jealousy.

I can't believe he hid his feeling from me. I have always thought that he did not wanted me or even he did it was for just to play with me but no he wanted me just as much as I wanted him. How can think he wasn't good for me? It was my decision not his.

All the heartache he caused me. All the pain that I had go through and when I was giving my self to someone else he wanted me. I am never going to forgive this bastard. What does he think of him self? And on top he made me his guardian for the field experience an also after graduation. How the fuck could he just be so overprotective of me, I did not wanted another person added on the list to protect me.

Anger was boiling in me again and now I just wanted to kill him. He took away my privacy every little secret of mine that I would never wanted to share with him and yet he blocked all of his. Help me god when I wake up I don't end up killing him.

"I am so sorry baby, I thought it was all good for you open your eyes, I love you more then anything." he said with sorrow filled voice

Oh yeah he can hear me I forget about that. I fucking need to learn how to block this asshole. He loves me yeah right. If he did he wouldn't have caused me all that pain.

"Please Roza forgive me. You don't know how much it hurt me to stay away from you, it killed me everyday knowing I couldn't be with you. I did not wanted to risk your future being a guardian. It killed me when you kissed Adrian. I just couldn't take it. I just realized I couldn't bare to see you with someone else I am so sorry please wake up." he pleaded

Like he'll I was going to forgive this dickhead. He cannot just make decisions and hide stuff from me that concerns me; I am not willing to forgive him. Did he forget I was dating Adrian?

"No my Roza don't say that I can't live without your forgiveness and without you. Adrian doesn't love you he did it piss me of." he said as if he was almost going to cry.

Roza! He is calling me Roza and I love that nickname. No I can't love it, I hate him.

"No Roza, don't say that it's killing me please forgive me. I would do anything for you to forgive me even if it means my life I would give it you happily." begging me for my forgiveness.

I tried to check the bond and it was open. He was not hiding anything. I sensed that everything he was saying was true. Even Adrian, not in love with me just obsession and to piss Dimitri off because in the family everyone just loves Dimitri and no cares about him, even all the girls are crazy after Dimitri and Adrian wanted to be the next king but everyone thought he was not good for the throne.

That asshole I am going to him. All the fucking Ivashkov's are totally bastards. No wonder he have stopped stalking be because he was sacred for his life. What a wimp! Just want to go running to his mommy.

Can I forgive Dimitri? I love him more than anything even saying I hate him does not come out of my heart. My heart is screaming at me to be with him. I can't believe his fantasies about us being together having kids and growing old together as if that can ever happen. I am being a Dhapmir and him a royal Moroi on top the next ruler.

"Believe me baby it will and I will make it happen. Once I am king I would change everything even if I was not going to be the next ruler I still would have found a way for us to be together." he replied to my thoughts.

Ugh! this is so not fun. I think I can forgive him but I have conditions that he would have to agree in order to get my forgiveness.

"Baby anything for you anything." said Dimitri

Him calling me baby was so sexy I just love it. I love everything about him even when he is being an ass. I love him with every fiber in my body. I just do!

"Could you please wake up and tell me all that from your mouth." pleaded Dimitri.

How could I say no to him? I open my eyes and close them back again Ugh! I hate this bright light. I heard Dimitri chucked. I will handle him and beat the shit out of him when I get up.

"Sure you would" he replied to my thought. I so fucking hate him. "Yeah you do, now get up and let me see your beautiful eyes," he said with his royal tone. I open my eyes slowly and meat with his beautiful eyes.

I get up and slap him hard on the face. Which brings a huge smile on my face and shock on his. I have wanted to that for so long now and this was the perfect moment to do it.

He looks at me and all I do is grab his face in my small hands and kiss him hard on the lips. He kisses me back as hard as I was kissing him, passion, hunger, lust, anger, hurt and pain was going through. His tough swept over my bottom lip and I open my mouth to grant him access. Our tongs were fighting to win and we couldn't get enough if it.

My stomach was doing flu flops in weird ways. Electricity shout through my body again and my whole body was on fire.

He brought his big hands at back on resting one on my lower back and one going may hair pulling me even closer to him.

We were lost in own world and it was he and I, no one else. It was our moment and no one can rune it. It was just he and nothing mattered right now that entire matter was that we were together. And there is no one to stop us.

AN: So what do you guys think? Please comment so I can start next chapter. Also tell me if any one wants Adrian POV.