DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE CHARACTER THOSE RIGHTS FULLY BELONG TO STEPHANIE MEYER.
AN: This chapter is a bit different is going to flip flop back and forth between Jasper and Bella's POV I hope no one gets lost. Thanks
Chapter 10: She Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
Jasper POV
These last two weeks have been crazy not seeing my Bella. She told me that her and her father were going away for two weeks on a hunting/family trop in Alaska. I couldn't wait till I got to see her again in class on Monday. I was the only Cullen that she was speaking to, but it didn't look like the others wanted to talk to her. They were all scared of what she would say even though they all missed her I was sitting at home after we got back from the Belladonna concert when I heard rapid pounding on the door, someone was eager to get in, but who?
Bella POV
As soon as we hit Forks, I called my dad and let him know where I was going. He was happy that me and Jasper were getting along so well. I drove straight to the Cullen manor and barely had my car in park before I jumped out and ran to the door knocking rapidly on the door waiting on someone, anyone to answer the door.
When Alice opened the door her eyes about popped out of her head when she saw me. I looked down at what I was wearing, a green terry track suit and a red tube top with red converse. My hair still had red and green highlights in it.
Crap, I forgot my Belladonna disguise, oh well jigs up, I thought. "Hello Belladonna, come in. It's a honor to have you here."Alice said.
"Thank you Alice, but I need to see Jasper now." I said walking in past her. As soon as I said that Jasper walked down stairs.
Jasper POV
As soon as the voice reached my ears asking for me I made my way downstairs, I was slightly shocked to see Belladonna standing there asking for me. "Nice to meet you again Belladonna. How can I help you?" I asked her. Its amazing how much this woman reminds me of my Bella, I thought.
"Can I sing a song for you?" she asked pulling her guitar out from behind her back. I really didn't understand why she was asking me this question and confusion must have been written all over my face because she said, "You will understand when I'm all done." Then she walked into the living room like she has been here several times before.
"Okay," I said clearly still not understanding.
Bella POV
"Please sit down, I will explain everything when I am done." I said. "I wrote this song in 2006 when I was still human. I wrote this song for you Jasper. No one has ever heard me sing it till now. It's call Things I'll Never Say (AN: ORIGINAL BY AVRIL LAVIGNE)."
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
Jasper POV
I was so confused, she wrote that song in 2006 for me. The song was great, I was listing to the lyrics and watcher her sing. While she was singing her hair started changing colors. Alice's words from a couple weeks rang through my head, "Her look kept changing, and now I can's see her at all." That means that Belladonna was the girl I'm supposed to be with but I love Isabella. What am I going to do?
When she stopped singing her hair was long and mahogany. Like Bella's hair used to be when she was human. When Belladonna looked up at me her eyes looked almost pleading of me to understand.
Alice was the first one to break the tension in the air. "I don't understand." And none of us did.
"Ugh." Belladonna said, and got up, "give me a second I just need to put up my guitar in my car." She didn't give us time to answer she just ran out. I was about to follow but Alice stopped me.
"Give her a moment." She said, and I sat back down to wait for her to return even though everything told me to run after her.
Bella's POV
I just finished singing my song and I realized that even in my normal human look no one got it. They knew Bella was here in Forks but they still can't put two and two together. I need air, I made an excuse and ran outside. I sat there for almost ten minutes before I felt like I wasn't dying anymore.
I looked up and straight into a pair of honey gold eyes, Jasper. "Bella?" He said sounding more like a question. I just nodded and he closed the space between us. "I love you Bella." With that his lips were on mine. I had imagined this kiss everyday for 150 years, when I realized I cared about him.
When he pulled back I whispered, "I love you too Jasper." I looked around and noticed that we had an audience, they all still looked confused. I whispered in Jasper's ear to low for anyone else to hear, "They still don't get it do they?"
"No," he whispered back in my ear causing me to shiver in delight. I pulled back and smiled, then gave him a wink before I started to kiss him again. We kissed for what felt like forever but was actually five minutes before we broke away panting for much unneeded air. I turned to where the family was once standing and noticed that there were no longer there.
"Come on lets go explain." I said with a smile, leading a very happy Jasper into the house and back into the living room.
Jasper POV
She loves me. She loves me. I couldn't believe it. Bella loves me, and she is also a pop star Belladonna. Wow, my girl really is something special. When she pulled us into the living room I sat down in the chair and pulled her down onto my lap. The room was instantly filled with confusion.
"Who are you?" asked Rose.
"Come on guys you really aren't that slow are you?" Bella said and I couldn't stop from laughing which just caused Rose to turn and glare at me, and Bella. They were all still obviously confused thought. That's when I noticed that my Bella changed and now Izzy was sitting on my lap. They were all very shocked. "I have gone by many different names lately. On stage I am BELLAdonna, in school I am IsaBELLA or Izzy, when we first met I simply went by BELLA. I have been a singer for over 130 years so I have had countless others. Think of a singer that disappeared after four or five years and that was probably me. This is the first time that I have told anyone that, other than my father Charlie and he knows because he is my manager/ body guard." I was surprised no one figured this all out sooner. My Bella was freaking awesome, and I could tell from everyone's emotions I wasn't the only one who believed that.
Bella's POV
I sat there as realization sank in as they took in what I just told them. Alice was the first person to pip in. "Who have you been?"
"Guess." I said.
"Taylor Swift." Alice said.
"Yes, I loved that one. I was so sweet, and more like myself."
"Lady GaGa." Rose said.
"Hehe, yes, that one was well interesting. I wanted a change to try something new." I couldn't believe I did that personality.
"Britney Spears." Emmett said.
"Guilty," I said simply. "I needed more drama in my life."
"Carrie Underwood." asked Jasper. "I was a big fan of hers."
"Yes, I loved singing about cowboys," I said with a wink to him. "One last guess, and I guess its your turn Edward."
"Reba McEntire." He said.
"No, but I did write all of her songs. I was scared to sing and she had the perfect voice, she's the one who convinced me to start singing in the first place." I said.
"Bella," came Rosalie's voice, she almost seemed scared to say what ever it was she wanted to say. "I'm sorry for how I treated you, I was wrong."
"Thank you Rose," I said and got up and gave her a hug.
"I'm sorry too lil sis." said Emmett. I just gave him a hug.
"I forgive you all, Edward and Alice I even forgive you but I'm not the same girl you knew. I'm different and you can't chance that now." I said jumping up. "I need to hunt so I can go to school tomorrow."
"Can I come with you?" asked Jasper. I looked over and smiled at him and took off running out the house.