know this chapter is a little short sorry about that a lot going on at the moment
I'm also having trouble picking between the two was I want this to go...
Is it Max's family that is hurting her or is it really Tyler...
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
I'm thinking about making it end one way then writing out the other one...hmm that sounds like a good idea but which one should I write first?
Jade
"Little girl
You like it loud
Come alive in the middle of a crowd
You wanna scream
You wanna shout
Get excited when the lights go down"
I start the song low and let it build as i go. I look at Tori and can't help but smile as I sing the words.
"At the rock show
You'll be right in the front row
Heart and soul, they both know
It's where you gotta be"
I never look away from Tori as I sing and she's now jumping up and down and shaking her head like crazy. My heart skips a beat as her hair flys around her face.
"Little girl, there you are
All the lighters looking just like stars
Sing along, feel the sound
Take a ride on the hands of the crowd
Here it comes, the moment when
You know you'll never be the same again
Power chord, see the light
You found your place in the world tonight"
I point at her as I sing little girl and even though no one else knows she does.
"At the rock show
You'll be right in the front row
Heart and soul, they both know
It's where we gotta be
Yeah at the rock show
Getting high on the solo
So what if it's crazy?
That's gonna be me"
I give a smirk and turn my back on the crowd breaking my look at Tori for the first time.
"This goes out to anyone one
Whose heart beats like a kick drum
When a bitchin' riff comes
Knows the words to every line, every time
And you know you gotta go get some, get pumped
Find yourself and lose it"
I stomp my foot at the start of the line and then turn and sing out loudly throwing my arms in the air.
"At the rock show
I'm looking at the front row
Heart and soul, we both know
It's where we gotta be
Yeah at the rock show
We're reaching for the high notes
So what if we're crazy?
You're coming with me
You're coming with me
You're coming with me
So what if it's crazy?
It's where we gotta be
At the rock show"
As I sing your coming with me my eyes connect with Tori's again and she's still jumping up and down with the crowd. The song finishes and I'm panting out at the crowd as they cheer. It's not as amazing as Max's reaction but it's still amazing.
I stalk of stage and as I'm opening my water Tori throws herself against me.
"That was amazing HotStuff,"she says kissing me. I put one arm around her and use the other to take a drink of my water as she goes on about my performance.
"Mine was no where as good as your babe,"I say as we walk back to the dressing room and start changing. Max walks in a moment later and I see her studying my body but when i catch her eyes she turns away blushing.
"We still going to go hang out?"she asks walking over to Tori who's already in regular jeans and a tee shirt. I pull on a black shirt with a little cartoon skull on it and tight black jeans before pulling on my black boots.
"Yep,"Tori says kissing my cheek, and she says I'm the jealous one. I smirk as I follow them out to the parking lot not interested in the least about the rest of the people performing.
"So max that was incredible,"Tori says as we get to the car,"the way you put your heart into that song,was just wow,"
"It was good,"I say trying to think of what to say,"you know most people say to sing a song like that you've had to experience what your singing about first hand,"
I look over and try to catch Max's eye but she's looking at the ground but before I can say anything else she's pulled into a hug. Tyler has found us and is smiling from ear to ear.
"That was in-fucking-credible Hun!"she says causing the poor girl to blush even more.
"Thanks,"she says pulling away and turning to us.
"This is Tori and her girlfriend Jade,"she says, Tori gives a smile and I glare at the girl.
"We've met,"I say pulling Tori a little closer to me. The girl frowns and the puts on a smile.
"Yes I think we got off on the wrong foot,"she says as I glare at her.
"Max talks about you all the time,"Tori says and I want to turn my stare on her but I don't, I can't break eye contact with Tyler it's some sort of odd pride thing. She finally glances away for a second and I see her smile slip as I smirk.
"It's so nice of you to come to see Max,"Tori says and Tyler looks at her with what I think is a real smile.
"I wouldn't have missed it for anything,"she says kissing the girl and causing her to turn bright red.
"So I don't really know any places around here you all can pick where we go,"Tyler says looking at me.
"Nuzo," max and Tori say together which makes me and Tyler laugh but I quickly cover it up and send another glare.
"We can leave your car here and take mine,"I say pointing my car and max run off toward it and leave me and Tyler walking together.
"Look,"she says softly so the others won't hear,"you caught us at a weird time...id never hurt Max..it was just an accident, she said something that it just freaked me out so bad I reacted and it was the wrong reaction,"
"It's never okay to hit people your suppose to love,"I growl looking at her
"No it's not but...when that's all you've ever know sometimes it's hard to push it away,"Tyler walks off after that and I'm left feeling slightly annoyed and confused.