Regretful scars Chapter 10: You Are My Love, a super robot monkey team fanfic

Me: Hello I am happy to introduce Chapter 9

Jess: Yay... finally

Me: And I'm very excited to announce that the first page of the comic will be up as soon as I post chapter ten maybe even sooner. Most of you might know this website but if not it will be on Dieviatart and my username is SPOVA4EVA lol. Anywayyyyyyyyy yup I'm really excited Damn I used excited twice GAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *slaps self* phew. I'm good, but so yeah I couldn't think of a title for this chapter but I fell in love with this song so I chose it it might not fit and might be from Tsubasa Resovier Chronicles but oh wah!!! So bite me XP.....O,o no wait don't bite me.... just read....You are my love by Yui Makino you can also listen to the english version.

Me: Oh also at the begining we're gonna go back a little might be confusing but you'll get it.

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Chapter 9 You are my love

On the other side of the door Chiro could hear Jessica's scream and a loud clank followed by a thunk falling into complete silence. Well except for the team banging against the door, Chiro realized that everyone was freaking out so bad they forgot Antauri could phase and that they could unlock the door with their weapons, it seemed pretty stupid all of them seeming useless, pathetic, and sad.

"Stand back!" Chiro demanded and kicked the door with all his might. The metal easily buckled under the force, and fell to the ground. He ran over to Jess, picking her up and carrying her to Med bay.
He laid her on the table and let Gibson examine her.

"Is she gonna be alright?" He asked. Gibson sighed deeply and shook his head.

"She's bleeding to heavily. She'll need a blood transfusion to even get her back to normal." Filled with doubt te team looked at the dieing girl, that they'd all come to love.

"I'll do it!"
Gibson looked at Chiro who held up his bleeding arm. It was bandaged but blood still flowed freely through it. "Give her my blood. If she needs it she can have it all!" Chiro chocked clearly upset.

Gibson nodded. "If that's what you want then unbandage your arm." Chiro nodded and unbandaged his arm the blood falling faster. Gibson grabbed a towel and whiped most of the blood to find the opening. There was a long gash from where Jess had pierced her sword in. "Keep that towel tight." He warned walking to the lifless girl. The blue medic kept looking for a vein that hadn't been thrashed or that healed. She broke into a cold sweat. Luckily Gibson found one, small, but still working. He glanced back at Chiro. "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yeah. My blood's just dripping all over the floor, I might as well use it." The boy grinned. Gibson grinned slightly but only slightly and nodded carefully placing the needle into the small vein.

"Will this really work, is Jess gonna be all right?" Otto asked teears burning at the corner of his eyes. They stayed silent as the blood started to drip into the toob. Plup. Plup. Plup. Blood scented through the room everyone flinching at the horrid smell from the pool of blood all over the floor. When, if she woke up, they wouldn't be mad at her. It wasn't her fault from the mess. Not at all. Gibson would most likely clean it all up after Jess got to a normal state. Everyone knew that Jess didn't want to die, she was just scared.

"Like Gibson said, she lost a lot of blood, we might already be too late...but...we can't give up on her so quickly. She is a strong person." Nova choked trying to be reasuring for Ottos sake, for her sake. She didn't have any hope left it was hard to even think about hope it hurt to much. After two testubes were filled Gibson closed the needle stopping the bleeding. He injected the testube into the needle and it flowed into her blood stream.

"Jessica... stay with me. Don't leave me, Damn it!" Chiro thought as another testube was connected to his ivy. After three more testubes he started to get light headed but clenched onto the table trying to stay up. Antauri saw this and took out the ivy and bandaged his arm. Chiro gave Antauri a hard tired stare.

"Chiro you were about to lose consciousness if you gave her anymore blood. Jessica should be okat at the moment." Antauri sighed as Gibson took out the ivy that was in Jess. There was another long agonizing minutes of silence in the room until Chiro sighed holding his head.

"This is all my fault." He murmured bitterly, his arms trembling in fury.

"It's not your fault kid, you had to do what you did. There was no other choice." Sparx sympothized placing a hand on his shoulder.

"Yes it is! Look at her, that's not Jessica. She use to be happy and alive. Then I left her for two years and she changed into a sad, lonely, depressed, ghost. Well not ghost, but you know what I mean!" Chiro snapped clenching his fists. Once he thought about it he realized what he said wasn't completely true. She was never happy, but compared to now she seemed the happiest girl on Shoogazoom back then. Always wanting to help each other, smiling, and not trying to kill herself. Sure she lost some dear people but this was different, right? Or was Jess really showing her true self.

"But that hasn't stopped you from loving her?" Nova wondered seeming to sound like she had heard his thoughts. He looked at them all. Slowly he got up and sat on the table holding Jess in his lap.

"Of course not. I'll love her no matter what, and I won't let her die." He promised kissing her forehead holding her tighter. That much was true.

"What about that anchor woman and Veronica? They pushed this too far, exagerating about everything. Grrrr, I'm gonna pound that old woman into the ground." Nova snarled suddenly becoming pissed.

"We can worry about them later. We need to focus on Jess right now." Chiro sighed stroking her hair.

They all nodded and within minutes...Jess opened her eyes.

"Chiro?" She asked softly. He smiled and started to cry.

"Oh thank god Jess! I thought I lost you." He said hoarsely. Jess lifted her metal hand to touch his cheek. She could smell the blood mixing with clorine, Gibson was cleaning her mess. It burned her nose and gave her a headache.

"I-I'm sorry I worried you, I won't do it again." She tried to smile but couldn't and hugged him. He hugged her back and smiled a little as the team sighed in relief. "Heh, quit cryingeverything'll be okay." She reassured whiping his tears away. Chiro cradeled her face in his hands staring into each other's eyes, until he passionetlly kissed her. The team even though they wanted to talk to Jessica left med bay leaving the two alone. Tears started brimming at the corners of her eyes.

"I know it will...because your still with me. And I'll stay with you no matter what." Chiro choked a few tears still falling down. Her hands started to shake and she cried in Chiros chest, everything finally crashing into her heart. Her self mutilating episodes, the spiraling depression of Chiros absence, and now her grieving secret spread out all over Shoogazoom. She was already an orphan, suspected murderer, and emo freak to all the citizens. The last thing they needed to know is her relation to Skeleton King.

"Chiro...I'm scared to go face everyone, they wouldn't believe me! They'll throw me into an insane instetute." Jess sobbed hiding her face in his chest. Chiro held her closer, sighing.

"Things will work out in the end. It always does." he whispered. Jess eased downand looked up at him, slowly nodding.

"I promise you, Chiro I'll get better and I won't ever cut myself again."

(Jess's Pov)

The words spill right out of my dry mough ending with a cough. Once again the Damn "P" word is used, for us it's an assurance of decietfullness. Which means I might get better and that I might slip up again. But I don't tell him that and that's just fine. The smell of clorine is still in the air and I feel like I'm gonna get sick but I won't, but I won't be suprised if I pass out but once again, I don't tell him this. He smiled softly and kisses my forehead sighing

"I'll be right by your side through it all. You won't be alone." Chiro rested his bandaged hand on my cheek. His empty, tired eyes forced me to look down at his communicator, for if I stayed looking into Chiros sorrowful eyes I would've cried again. It was annoying, Chiro knew just the right words to make me emotional. Finally I'm exhausted even though I just woke up. He see's my eyelids slowly fall down and lays me on the bed, Chiro laid next to me continuing to hold me close.

(Normal Pov)

"I'm scared to fall asleep." Jess admitted hoarsly. Chiro moved the locks of hair covering her face, tucking it behind her ear. "I'm scared I'll wake up and you'll still be gone. Or I'll go back to sleep and I'll never wake up again." It felt like swallowing broken glass when she spoke but she continued. Jess felt like a small child being held by a parent, keeping her safe. But, there was little cracks sliding the darkness inside her protective shell. Suddenly she felt...guilty. For not looking at him in the eye. For just thinking about her pain and not his. But, who would blame her? Noone, noone blamed her but herself. "I-I'm sorry... for what my mom's been doing to you." Jess sttutered looking back up at his face. She fought back the tears as she saw him get confused.

"Jessica, it's not your fault. I just want you to have your memory back, and I know you want it back to." He smiled kissing her forehead. It certainly didn't make her feel better but it was true. There was a knock on the door and both sat up. "Come in." Chiro said as Sparx entered the room.

"Jessica, there's someone outside for you." He said seeming a little uneasy. She looked at him not concerned or curious, just emotionless.

"Who?"

Me: Well hows that for a chapter? My username on Deviantart is SPOVA4EVA as I already told you and I have at least the title page up. I will have a few pages of the comic up once chapter ten is posted. I hope you had a great thanksgiving and a Great Chrisstmas if I do not post anything up before then. coment me on how you like the title page and WARNING! The comic will not be totally the same as the story!!!!!!! I'm sorry but I can't draw formless very well so the beginings a little different but I will learn how to draw them....and Mr. Gackslaper as well.

Jess: Just don't draw me horribly

Me: I won't but you are in a dress for a while.

Jess: WHAT!?

Me: anyway comment please and thanx!