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Jade's POV

Beck wasn't too happy with me. I'd been rolling methods of revenge off my tongue for hours in between kisses in his RV. He was lying with his head propped up on a pillow with a small ball in his hands, his ankles were crossed and he was rhythmically throwing the ball up and down. I lay next to him with my head near his feet. I had my left knee up and my right leg draped across it. There was a bowl of liquorice conveniently positioned on my lap and I had a piece hanging out of my mouth at present.

"What if we took a surprise trip up to the Hollywood sign and she accidentally fell down the hill to her death?" I suggested, the speech grossly distorted from my mouth full of liquorice. He groaned and threw the ball up in a perfect arch so it came soaring down right toward my face. It bounced off my nose, onto the floor and across under the small caravan table. "Beck!" I shouted, hitting his leg and rubbing my throbbing nose. "That hurt."

"Sorry, it was an accident." He retorted and I bit my lip, somewhat offended.

"Okay, what's up?" I asked, sitting up and crossing my legs, he turned his gaze to the ceiling. "You're never this depressed."

"I feel really bad about what happened with Paige." He confessed, his cheeks turning a deep red, he quickly jumped off the bed and walked over to the mini fridge, grabbing a soda.

"How can you feel bad? She tried to eat you, Beck." I was confused but nonetheless humourous; he didn't have feelings for her did he? Worry filled my stomach and an ache the size of the Grand Canyon developed in my chest, he couldn't like her, I couldn't lose Beck, my Beck.

"You don't understand, you didn't hear what she said to me." He shook his head and sat down on the floor, with his back to the small kitchenette counter.

"Then tell me." I said.

"I can't."

"You can."

"I can't Jade… you don't get -."

"Then let me try!" I shouted and he jumped, I don't know what had come over me, I was demanding but not this demanding. I got my own way, but I wasn't usually so blunt. I took a deep breath and put a hand to my forehead. "I'm sorry; I didn't mean it like that. I just feel like I have a right to know. After all she kissed you, MY boyfriend."

"I'd prefer to be left alone right now, Jade." He said and my stomach dropped. He'd never said that before, in the whole time we'd been together, he'd never told me to leave. I felt demolished, chewed up and spat out onto a plate for someone else to eat. I was speechless. Instead of arguing, I got up, collected my things and headed to the door. "Jade…Jade…Jade!" I heard Beck call as I slammed the door to his RV. It was pitch black dark, freezing cold and I had no ride. With that I began to walk, unaware of where I was headed.

Paige's POV

Everyone had left soon after Jade and Beck and I was now sitting in my room in the comfortable leather arm-chair. My legs were curled up and I held my toes in my hand, my chin resting on my knees. I felt physically ill, even though I knew I was not sick. What have you done Paige? If Jade had of saw that…imagine what would have happened. Beck will tell her, how could you be so stupid? Thoughts swirled through my mind and I crinkled my forehead in frustration. I wanted to go and die in a hole, my stomach churned and I felt lightheaded. I got up dizzily and walked over to my bed, plopping down onto the soft covers with force and groaned. How could I have been so stupid, kissing Beck was practically a death wish, if Jade found out that I'd kissed him, I was literally dead meat. I knew how much he meant to her and also how much she meant to him, how could I have been so cruel? I couldn't even begin to imagine how bad Beck was feeling right now; I'd forced myself on him for nothing but my own satisfaction. He's lips had felt so soft, so perfect and in that moment, nothing in my surroundings registered. I had held onto him so firmly, scared almost of how he would react. However, I'd briefly felt him relax and I'd fell succumb to his beauty, it was then that he had pulled away and everything had turned to a nightmare, a stark, horrifying reality that I was now unable to escape.

I couldn't get the thought out of my head, my only of the touch of his face against mine but the smell of his hair, the taste of his lips. It was like a drug. Now I knew how Edward felt around Bella. My consciences were clashing, they were fighting against each other and I could almost feel the presence of two angels on my shoulders. The seemingly good angel was telling me that I was stupid and that I had to make the situation right, whereas the dark, devilish angel was telling me that I wanted more, that I had to get him, I needed Beck, I wanted him. And I couldn't help but lean on the dark angel for guidance.

Before I realised, I was down the stairs and out the front door without a backward glance.

Beck's POV

I felt so bad, not only about the situation with Paige but over how I'd just told Jade to leave, in the middle of the night, in the freezing cold. It wasn't that she couldn't take care of herself, it was more because she's my girlfriend and I was wrong at snapping at her like that, she was right, she did have a right to know.

But how was I to tell the girl I love that another girl said that she loves me? That the first girl I fell in love with, still isn't over me? And that the new girl in town wants me back? I couldn't bring myself to do it, that would have just made the situation worse.

I was laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking everything over, my mind racing when suddenly a knock came at the door of the RV. I jumped up and half ran over to it, I knew Jade would come back. I swung it open with a smile on my face.

"Jade, I'm so-." I stopped dead in my tracks, it wasn't Jade, instead it was the last person I wanted to see. "Paige, what do you want now?"

She looked up at me through her glasses, her blue eyes shining. "I thought maybe we could talk?" she glanced in through the doorway. "Jade's not here?"

"No, she went home." I stated bluntly. "Why on earth would you think for a second that I'd want to talk to you?"

"We can't just go on pretending that this never happened." She said, crossing her arms. "Can I at least come in? It's freezing."

"No you can't." Ouch, Beck, that was harsh.

"Okay, well lets get this over with…Does she know?" She asked and I stopped in my tracks, what was I supposed to say?

"Does who know?" I questioned, playing dumb.

"Jade, your girlfriend." Paige said raising an eyebrow. "Did you tell her?"

"No, I didn't tell her."

"Oh thank goodness, now things will be a little easier-."

"She saw it." I said and Paige's mouth dropped open.

"She…she…what?" She stuttered.

"She saw you kiss me."

"Oh no, oh god, this is terrible she's going to kill me, Beck, you have to stop her!" She pleaded.

"Why should I? You're the stupid idiot who thought it was perfectly acceptable to kiss someone else's boyfriend!" I shouted in annoyance.

"Don't you understand, Beck?" She began, looking right into my eyes. "We're meant to be together, I only want you and deep down, you know you want me. You know, they say that when two people have sex together for the first time, they have an eternal connection. We're perfect for each other Beck, we're meant to be together forever, its destiny."

"Alright, I'm not going to lie, I think I'm going to throw up."

"That's a good sign, you've been keeping your thoughts in all along and want to let them out, go ahead, puke it up." She egged on.

"No, Paige. I don't like you, I don't want to be with you, I don't know what I ever saw in you! You're disgusting!" I exclaimed and her face fell, her eyes filling with tears. "I'd appreciate it if you left now."

"You'll see, Beck. We'll be together soon enough." She pulled her coat close to her body and retreated down my drive-way. I slammed the door shut and collapsed on my bed.

What are you going to do now Beck?

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