Jeff let Chris lead him into his hotel room. He didn't know what to think at the moment. The fact that his brother and his ex-boyfriend had sex at all was really bothering him. He didn't understand why; he had Adam now, which was what he wanted. Besides, he and Chris had been over for a few months now. Why the hell should it even matter what Chris did at this point?
Chris shut the door and looked at Jeff. "I have no idea where to start," he confessed.
Jeff folded his arms over his chest. "Why don't you start with telling me how long you've been wanting to fuck my brother for?"
Chris bit his lip. "Awhile," he replied meekly.
"How long?" Jeff asked. He was surprised by the fact that he nearly snarled that last question.
"Since about the last month of our relationship."
Jeff just stood there. It took several minutes for his brain to even begin to process that information. When it started to, he remembered his conversation with Chris from awhile ago. "You left me because you wanted my brother?" he whispered.
Chris sighed. "I was afraid I was going to hurt you Jeff. Every time I was around Matt, I just--"
"Just stop, okay?" Jeff interrupted. He did not want to hear anymore. Hell, he didn't think he could handle hearing anymore. He took a deep breath and tried to compose himself.
Chris stopped for a moment. He looked like he didn't know what to say or do. "I'm sorry," he finally said.
Jeff knew Chris wasn't lying about that. The older man really was sorry. But honestly, that wasn't really making him feel better at the moment. Being sorry didn't change the fact that his heart had been broken in the first place, and now he basically felt as bad as he did when Chris first broke up with him.
"Jeff, can you please say something?" Chris asked. "You're really starting to freak me out."
"I have to go," Jeff muttered. He started heading to the door as fast as he could, nearly shoving Chris away from him when the blonde man tried to stop him. He opened the door so fast that the two people listening on the other side lost their balance and fell down.
"Oh shit," Adam cursed. "Owie, floor is hard. Floor is way too hard."
Matt got back up to his feet first, making sure to stop and elbow Adam in the back as he did. "Jeff, listen I--"
"Not now Matt," Jeff growled. He pushed his brother out of the way and ran all the way back to Adam's room. He tried to open the door when he remembered that he left his key sitting on the table in there. "Ugh! I hate doors!" He stepped back and kicked at it as hard as he could. It didn't come open though. In fact, the force of his own kick sent him backwards and he ended up losing his balance and falling directly on his ass.
"Okay, that's it. I am going to give you lessons on how to deal with doors. This is getting ridiculous."
Jeff looked up and saw Adam standing beside him. "Can you not joke right now? I am not in the mood."
Adam frowned and helped Jeff to his feet. "Fine. Whatever."
Jeff sighed as Adam unlocked the door and they went into the room. The fact that he was even caring about the Chris and Matt situation was bothering Adam. "Adam--"
"We should probably get our stuff packed," Adam interrupted. He was refusing to look at Jeff. "We've got to drive to the next town so we're not late for tonight's show."
"Adam can you please stop for a minute and listen to me?" Jeff pleaded.
Adam finally looked up at him. "I get it Jeff, okay? You still love Chris. I should have known that you--"
Jeff interrupted him with a kiss. "It hurts," he whispered when they broke apart. "What he did with Matt hurts because he didn't want me as badly as he did him. He stopped loving me."
"I don't think it's as simple as that," Adam said slowly.
Jeff snorted and moved away from him. "It is that simple. Chris found something better than I was." He began to pace around the room. "God, I was so stupid thinking it was going to be different with him. Every relationship I've ever been in has ended up with the other person leaving me because I'm not worth loving."
Adam shook his head. "Don't talk like that Jeff. That's the stupidest thing I have ever heard in my life."
Jeff glared at him. "Have you ever found out one of your exes left you because he had feelings for your own brother?"
"Well no, but that's only because I don't have a brother." Adam knelt down in front of Jeff. "Look, screw Chris. If he wants Matt, let him have Matt. He was too stupid to realize he had the better Hardy in the first place."
Jeff shook his head. "You're only saying that because you hate Matt."
"No I am not. I don't know why you've got the absolutely insane idea of you not being worthy of love in your head, but you better get it out of there. Lots of people have tons of failed relationships in their past. Fuck, look at my past for example. Two divorces, an affair that almost got me killed by your own brother, and too many other fucked up messes to even name. The point I'm trying to make here Jeff is that shit happens. Humans fucking make mistakes and Chris fucked up big time. But that's no fucking reason to start thinking you're not worth loving."
Jeff managed to grin a little. "Wow, I've never heard you make a speech quite like that before."
Adam grinned back at him. "That's because I usually don't make speeches. I'm usually not that good at them."
"Well you did pretty good with that one."
"Ha, they're probably going to have sex now," a voice from outside the room said.
"What? Then why are we sitting here and listening then? This is so wrong and perverted!"
"Actually, it makes me feel kind of sexy."
"That's because you're an idiot and a freak."
"Don't talk about my Champ like that!"
Jeff frowned as Adam got up and opened the door. Hunter, Shawn, Phil and John just grinned sheepishly. "Hi guys," Hunter said as cheerfully as he could.
"What the hell are you four doing?" Adam asked.
"Eavesdropping," Phil replied honestly.
Jeff sighed and shook his head. All of his friends were so nosy sometimes. "Do you guys mine giving us some alone time?"
"Do you mind not getting all snotty with us?" Hunter asked.
"Do you mind getting my foot up your ass if you don't get the hell out?" Adam growled.
"Okay, okay, we're going!" Hunter said. He motioned for the others to start moving. "The boys need some alone time to have consolation sex."
"Well I'm not even in the mood to have sex, so you're not missing out on anything!" Jeff yelled at Hunter as Adam shut the door.
Adam froze in his tracks. "Oh….so we will not be having consolation sex?"
Jeff raised his eyebrows. "Is that a problem?"
"No…we can just watch TV I guess." Adam turned on the television and tried to act like he wasn't horny.
After a minute, Jeff couldn't help himself. He started to giggle uncontrollably. "You're cute when you pout."
"Yeah, well you're not cute when you hold out."
Jeff grinned and licked his lips. "Who said I was serious when I said we weren't having sex?"
Adam had to think for a second to realize what Jeff was saying. "Oh, so you were just saying that to get rid of Hunter?"
"Yup." He kissed Adam deeply, moaning as the older man's tongue slipped into his mouth.
The door was kicked open at that moment. Hunter came running in and he took a picture of what Adam and Jeff were doing. "Ha! I win!" He cackled before running out of the room.
Adam and Jeff just stared at where the Game had been for a long time. Finally, Jeff had to speak. "Dude! How come he could kick open that door and I couldn't? That is so unfair!"