Okay today is my b-day and i'm not in the best mood and that's cuz i'm bored out of my mind and nobody has updated!!!!!!!!! I wanted to update today cuz i didnt wait to leave everyone hanging so here it is hope you enjoy! thank you all for the reviews!
please excuse any mis-spelling, any grammer problem
Still My Savior
chapter 10
" Marry me." he said simply
" WHAT?!"
" Marry me"
" Sesshomaru I-I…huh?" maybe I understood wrong
" Rin marry me!"
" What about your fam-"
" Don't worry about them just marry me"
" Oh my god…" I looked into his eyes and I knew then and there that I wanted to be 'Mrs.Tashio' "…yes" I said I was speechless I smiled and laughed merrily he smiled back which of course was sexy!
SESSHOMARU POV
I asked rin to marry me…I know that it's sudden and all but I feel as though no other women could make me feel the way rin makes me feel about my family to hell with them all if they don't except our marriage. I was so thrilled when rin agreed my proposal I smiled and I haven't smiled in a long time. Afterwards we decide to head over to my place
" Here it is"
" Whoa" was all rin said "people live here?"
" Yes rin this is an apartment building"
" What?! This looks like an office or something"
" No it's pent house apartments…I own a floor"
" You own a floor?!" rin said amazed
" Yes rin I could own much more then that though"
" Holy in Japan Sesshomaru!" she said smiling at me
We entered my home and she started to look around excitingly
" Wow it's so…white" she said spinning in circles
" I never got around to decorating…but when we get married and move to our house you can decorate
" House?"
" Yes rin…a house"
" Sesshomaru I haven't had a house in a very long time" she said she walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me sweetly.
2 Months later
Rin POV
" OW, OW, OW, Sesshomaru your crushing me!" I said Sesshomaru was sitting on me and crushing my little legs
" Oh yes I think we need to get this couch" Sesshomaru said pretending that I was the actually couch and not the one I was sitting on. He got up and started chuckling
" Your so immature…gosh" I said getting up and crossing my arms across my chest letting out a 'humph'. Then I felt strong muscular arms embrace me from behind I turned my head to the side and faced Sesshomaru
" The only immature one here is you" he said kissing the back of my neck
" gasp how dare you speak such words!" I said acting shocked and then let out a small giggle "no but on a serious note do you like the couch?"
"I don't know it's just a couch…why should It matter?"
I pulled away from his grasp to face him " Well it should matter to you cause you might be sleeping on it some nights"
" Oh is that a threat Mrs. Future-Tashio" he said raising an eyebrow
" I don't know is it Mr.… already-Tashio" I said not really coming up with anything better to say
" Can we just purchase the damn couch?" he said obviously getting bored at the furniture store
" Fine" I said walking ahead but then I felt him grasp at my hand and hold it tight.
It had been two months since Sesshomaru proposed and I had quit my job at the diner (yes!) and moved in with Sesshomaru; in separate rooms of course and now we were just furniture shopping for our new house that Sesshomaru bought a little more than 5 miles of Tashio co. (Sesshomaru didn't want to be to far) it was a beautiful house with 4 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms it was a very cozy place and private. The property is about 10 acres and it has a wonderful balcony in the master room. my room, our room.
Sometimes I'm a little nervous to marry Sesshomaru I don't know weather I would be a good wife and I think about his family not liking me and the biggest one of all…sex
I'm terrified I've never had sex willingly before and in my experience I don't enjoy it really, I love Sesshomaru and I know that married couples have sex but I cant help but be afraid. Very time I think about sex I think about my memories; my father and Naraku the worst piece of memory I can have. I want to forget about all of that and give myself fully to Sesshomaru but I feel as though something is left undone, their's something I gotta do.
Okay hope you liked i hope everyone understands what rin is feeling. comminment is somthing rin is having trouble with, she feels like she cant give her self fully to sesshomaru. So next chapter you'll see what she gotta do!
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-slayprincess