Author's note: Hi everyone! I apologize for not updating in the past two weeks. School has been pretty hectic and I injured my lower back so I've been going to physical therapy a couple times a week. I swear I'm gonna break in half one day with all the crap he makes me do. lol. Well, once again, I apologize for not updating and I've made this chapter a bit longer to (hopefully!) make up for it. Oh and I want to thank everyone for all the reviews and I am proud to annouce that I have over one thousand hits! XD That is totally awesome! Well, thanks everyone and enjoy the chapter! It has been two and a half months since McFly has been on tour and tonight is their last concert. Sadly, I was glad.


Sure I was glad that I met the whole gang but I miss my bed, my apartment even Ashley even though I'm a little mad at her at the moment.

The other day, Ashley called me and said that she and Kenny, her boyfriend, were going to Las Vegas for the weekend and then yesterday, I receive a picture message on my phone of Ashley with a wedding ring on her finger. They got married! They've been dating for almost three months… how can they be in love?

I was lying in my bunk bed, thinking of everything that has happened over the course of these past few months but this time, I was more aware of a bunk bed being less than three feet above me. I don't want another broken nose, it just healed.

"Cara!" I heard Dougie call out, "Cara! Cara! Cara!"

"What?" I replied, peeking out of my bunk bed curtain.

"We're going to McDonalds!" Dougie screamed at the top of his lungs. Suddenly, he appeared right by my bed and began pulling me out of my bunk.

"Dougie!" I yelped as I crashed to the floor with a loud thud.

"We're going to McDonalds!" he exclaimed once again as he pulled me up to my feet, "C'mon!" He grabbed me by the hand and ran of the buss as soon as it came to a stop with the rest of McFly as well as Giovanna and Izzy trailing behind.

The McDonalds was empty except for a pimple faced, male teenager with greasy skin and hair standing behind the cash register.

"Hey dude!" Dougie greeted the kid in an over enthusiastic tone and leaning up against the counter.

"Don't worry! I'm here!" Danny yelled as he slammed the entrance doors open with a loud clang.

I smiled and glanced at the kid who seemed to be bored out of his mind despite having celebrities in his McDonalds.

After some over enthusiastic greetings from McFly, we all ordered our meals and after receiving our trays, we sat down at a large booth when an older woman walked into the restaurant. She was a petite old woman with a crocodile-skinned tote that held two small dogs that looked like blond Pomeranians. The woman must have been in her mid fifties with brown hair that was graying in some spots that went down to her shoulders. Then her green eyes glanced in our direction. She smiled and walked on over.

"Hello McFly!" she greeted happily, "I can't believe I'm seeing you here! This is truly a dream come true!" She then pulled up a chair and sat down at the table. "My name is Flo in case you all forgot and these two cute Pomeranians are Harry Junior and Dougie Junior. I don't know why but my doggies keep getting hit by cars… Anyway, Danny Junior and Tommy Junior are at home still because they kept biting me this morning. I really don't know what's gotten into them lately…" The lady continued to ramble and I just felt confused. What exactly are we supposed to do?

I looked at Dougie, giving him a confused expression and he just shrugged his shoulders in response. Wow… he's a lot of help.

"Well dearies, it's been nice seeing you all again and I'll see you all at the concert tonight," she said, standing up giving us all hugs, "Toodles!" Flo said, placing the chair back at its original table before leaving. Well that was interesting…

"Oh my god that was so creepy!" Giovanna exclaimed, "You guys have had your fair share of stalkers but oh my god!"

Danny laughed, "That was hilarious! She hasn't changed one bit."

"You've seen here before?" I asked as I finished up my meal, "She's completely mental."

"Yeah, she followed us two weeks straight on our last tour. She's really nice, she gave us food and video games," Danny replied.

I looked at him like he was the biggest idiot on the planet. "You guys have a stalker and you guys aren't going to do anything about it?"

"But… she gives us food… and games…" Danny said quietly.

"C'mon Cara, the woman isn't doing any harm, besides if she did do anything, us guys can handle it," Tom commented as she cleaned up his garbage.

I looked down at my trash and nodded slowly. Suddenly, the entrance doors opened and Robert Cliff entered.

"C'mon you lot, we gotta get going," he said, motioning us all to head outside and towards the bus.

I sighed tiredly and picked up my trash before throwing it out and leaving. I couldn't help but feel a little like crap while the guys were acting chipper and excited as always.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Giovanna asked as we sat down at the small kitchen table on the bus.

"I don't know. I'm just feeling tired and moody. And it doesn't help when my best friend just married her boyfriend of three months. What a stupid thing to do," I mumbled as I rubbed my temples tiredly.

"Well maybe she has a good reason to? What if she's preggers or something?" Izzy suggested, sitting down next to me.

"She can't."

"She can't what?"

"She can't get pregnant. She had two epitomic pregnancies and she had to have them both removed," I replied.

Izzy's mouth dropped and formed an 'O' shape but she remained silent.

"Alright, I'm going to bed," I mumbled, sliding out of the booth as Izzy stood up. Just as I reached my bunk, Giovanna appeared by my side.

"Cara?" she whispered.

I turned to face her. "What?"

"Are you?" she asked softly.

"Am I what?"

"Pregnant?" she squeaked.

"What? Why would you think that?" I said, climbing into my bunk.

"Well, you're feeling more tired than usual and your being moody and stuff," Giovanna explained in a rushed and quiet tone.

"I'm not."

"Okay, okay but come to me if you want to talk about anything," Giovanna said softly before making her way back to the small kitchen.

Once she was gone I crawled into bed and pulled up my covers and what seemed like seconds, I was asleep.

I was awakened by gentle nudges on my shoulder and when I opened my eyes expecting to see Dougie but instead I saw Robert Cliff.

"Hey, the concert's about to start," he said quietly as I climbed out of my bed.

"What? Did the guys forget about me?"

"Actually… I think they did and the concert starts in about twenty minutes," he said, checking his watch.

"Aww crap," I groaned loudly as we quickly got off the bus. We walked briskly to the back of the building and entered through the back stage's double doors. That's when I saw Dougie, sitting contently on a speaker while tuning his bass guitar.

I marched on over and I smacked him hard on the arm. Why did he forget me? I'm his girlfriend for Pete's sake!

"Hey! What was that for?" Dougie exclaimed, rubbing his arm, "I play with that arm!"

"Thanks for waking me up!" I snapped.

"Well Gio said that you weren't feeling good so we just left you alone!" Dougie defended, setting his bass down and raising his hands in defeat.

Just then I saw Giovanna leave a small and secluded hallway that led what I believed to be the dressing rooms.

I sighed tiredly, "I'm sorry Dougie," I said quietly, giving him a kiss on the cheek, "Have fun."

"Uhh… okay," he replied, raising an eyebrow and giving me an expression that said that he thought I was insane and mentally unstable.

I walked towards Giovanna and she just gave me a questioning look. "You are having mood swings," She pointed out.

"I know," I admitted, "But then again, I could be PMS-ing, you never know."

"Come with me," Giovanna said, grabbing me by the hand and dragging me down the hallway. She opened a door and pulled me inside the small room, a bathroom.

"Here," she said, rummaging through her purse, "Use this." She handed me the small box and motioned me to go into one of the stalls.

"Why do you even have these?" I asked as I entered the stall to do my business.

"I'm a girl and these things happen," she said simply. I remained silent and finished up doing my business. I pulled up my pants and I couldn't help but notice that my hands were shaking with nerves. I admit I was beyond nervous but totally freaking out. I mean, what if I am pregnant? Dougie and I have only been dating for four months, going on five next week.

"So… what does it say?" Giovanna asked, her voice barely above a whisper. It felt like everything was going in slow motion as I slowly looked down at my test results. And there it was… the small red negative sign.

"Gio…"

"Oh my god you are!" She squeaked.

"No!" I said loudly, "I'm not!" I opened the stall door and smiled at her.

"That's great!" Gio squealed, throwing her arms around me and embracing me in a friendly hug.

I can't believe it though. It was such a scare and even if I was, I'd be terrified. Plus, I don't think Dougie would have taken it very well.

"Hey! What's with all the squealing?" I heard Robert Cliff ask just from the other side of the bathroom door.

"Uhh… Cara's friend Ashley got married!" Gio yelled back.

"Oh okay! Tell your friend I said congrats!" he yelled back before I heard him walk away.

"That was close," I said as I threw away my pee-stick and covering up the evidence with tons of paper towels.

"Yeah it was," Gio agreed as I washed my hands, "He would have gone mental."

"Yeah, I bet he would," I said quietly as we left the bathroom and headed backstage where McFly was currently playing.

I couldn't help but watch Dougie prance around stage with his sparkly, purple bass guitar. He seems so happy and carefree while he was on stage. If I did end up being pregnant, I think it might ruin him.

I sighed tiredly as I watched him play his bass with a smile on his face and praying that he wouldn't make a mistake.

"You know what? Why don't you and Dougie go and have some fun afterwards? I know you just had a scare a few minutes ago but it's gonna be a while before you see him again," Gio suggested as I glanced over the screaming crowd.

"That does sound really nice…" I said, thinking it over and with each passing second, it became even more appealing. "Do you know of any place where we can go?"

"Honey, we'll be on the bus… you guys can literally go anywhere," she replied, "But maybe you guys can go to one of the older dressing rooms. They're in the very back." Gio then pointed to the very same hallway that we just walked down a few minutes ago.

"It's empty?"

"Yup it is," she said, eyeing Tom up and down, "Tom and I had a little make out session earlier in one of those rooms and no one even came down there. Trust me, it's safe."

I laughed. "Okay Gio, I'll go and check it out, but when I do there better not be any scarring evidence of you and Tom's 'make out' session from earlier," I teased. Gio stuck out her tongue and I gave her a cheeky grin.

I chuckled quietly as I headed down the hallway. I passed only a few people before reaching the old dressing rooms. I opened the door and the hinges squeaked loudly. Wow… this reminds me so much of a scary movie… now, where's the monster?

I flicked on the lights and the dark room was finally illuminated. The room was small but good enough for a couple of people to fit easily and comfortably. There were two couches, a small refrigerator as well as a small closet and mirror.

Well I think this will do; small and out of the way. Now I just hope that no one will interrupt or cause any embarrassing mishaps.

I turned off the lights and wandered back to back stage and continued to watch the concert.

When they finished their concert, they wandered backstage and sat down on various speakers and boxes, chugging down their water bottles and breathing heavily.

"Hey Cara… you wanna hug?" Dougie asked in a sing-song voice and grinning from ear to ear with his arms held wide open.

"Yeah… not at the moment Doug," I said, looking at his drenched in sweat clothing and glistening skin.

"Oh I bet you do!" Dougie exclaimed as he jumped off the speaker and ran towards me and engulfing me in a sweaty hug. Okay… I really like Dougie but right now he just smells terrible.

"Dougie… let go. You smell like crap," I groaned as he twirled me around. He laughed loudly and his chest vibrated against my own before he finally put me back down.

"Well thank you," I said as I adjusted my shirt, "Now I smell funky."

"Well, it won't last forever," Robert commented, "Let's all get on the bus to change and we'll just stay here for the night before we head back to London tomorrow morning."

"Alright! Let's go change!" Dougie exclaimed. Then, without completely comprehending what was happening, he grabbed me and threw me onto his shoulder.

"Dougie! Let me go!" I screamed as I felt myself fall.

"Don't worry! I got ya!" Dougie exclaimed just as he steadied me by grabbing my bum. Pervert.

"Dougie! That is something that you're not supposed to be doing in public!" I exclaimed, slamming my fists like an aggravated child against his back, attempting to free myself from his grasp.

"Don't do that Cara! I know you like it!" Danny commented, giving me a cheeky grin. I remained quiet due to all the blood going to my head but instead stuck out my tongue. Then the next thing I knew, we were on the bus and I was clumsily dropped onto the sofa.

"I call shower!" Dougie called out before running into the small bathroom.

"Okay, I'm gonna go change," I mumbled as I got of the sofa. I wandered over to my drawer and took out a pair of jeans and a black tee before going into a small changing room. I changed into my clean clothes and waited for Dougie at the kitchen table.

"I'm squeaked clean!" Dougie exclaimed in high pitched, girly voice. He was dressed in his favorite baggy, cargo shorts and a black Hurley tee and beanie. His blonde hair was damp and curling slightly into little tufts. Oh man did he look hot.

"Hey Doug, let's go out," I said, getting up from the table.

"Oh okay!" he said in the same high pitched and squeaky voice. I laughed and grabbed hold of his hand and led him off the bus.

"So… where are we going?" he asked in his normal voice. Thank god…

"I want to have some fun with you before I leave tomorrow," I said as I led him inside the small venue.

"Oh my god! Yes!" he cheered, picking me up and throwing me onto his shoulder once more. "C'mon, let's go!"

I suddenly began to laugh, feeling happier than I have been in a while.

"Hey, where do you want to? We can always do it on stage… that'll be fun," Dougie asked playfully.

"Hahaha very funny," I said sarcastically, "Why don't we go to the older dressing rooms? I checked on out earlier and they're okay." He nodded and walked down the hallway which was very creepy with the lack of people and noise. Also, I really don't know how he can have so much energy even after a concert. After teaching a block of class at school I'm totally zombie-like without some form of caffeine.

We finally arrived at the old dressing room and he gently put me down. He grasped my hand and opened the door. We walked inside and I turned on the lights before shutting the door behind me.

Suddenly, he spun me around and his lips were immediately on my own. His soft lips massaged my own with urgency and need. I kissed him back with the same amount of urgency. We continued to kiss passionately until the need for air became too much.

We pulled apart, breathing heavily, and that's when I realized that I was flat up against the wall. How come I didn't notice that? Oh that's right… I was snogging Dougie friggin' Poynter!

I looked up at his beautiful face to see him giving me a cheeky grin. Quickly, before I could comprehend, he lifted me up and I immediately wrapped my legs around him. His lips found mine once more, kissing me feverishly.

His hands grabbed my outer thighs as he pushed me closer into him and the wall, but, of course, I didn't mind.

Then I noticed his hands, fumbling with the hem of my shirt and then it was gone, thrown across the room. Then one by one, an article of clothing came off and while I kissed him, I couldn't help but hope that no one would barge in.

Tomorrow finally came and my plane to New York City was leaving in two hours. We arrived at the McFly mansion around five this morning and everyone was zombie-like. Most likely from all the booze and lack of sleep last night.

But all morning long, Dougie never left my side at all. It was cute even though he almost followed me into the shower. That's where I cross the line. The shower is meant to get clean not get dirty.

So by the time I got ready to leave, my plane would be leaving in less than one hour. I was feeling very emotional this morning too. I was excited to go back home; sad to leave; and nervous about the plane ride home.

Oh my god I was turning into this over emotional freak of nature!

"Hey, you okay? Dougie asked as we waited in a private room by the gate.

"Kinda," I mumbled softly, "I'm a wreck."

"Well, I'll come visit you when I get the chance," he said, giving me a comforting hug. I absolutely adore this side of Dougie.

"Aww… they're having a special moment!" Danny gushed. I smiled and I couldn't help but laugh lightly.

Suddenly, the door opened and an airport employee stepped in. "Excuse me, but the plane is ready for you miss," she said, placing a strand of her brown hair behind her ear, nervously.

"Uhh… thank you. I'll be right there," I said quietly. The woman nodded, left and the room remained silent.

Then one by one, each McFly member gave me a hug and Giovanna and Izzy gave me one as well.

"Oh I don't really wanna go, I'll miss you Dougie," I said, embracing him in a hug.

"I'll miss you too but I'll see ya in a few weeks, 'kay?"

"Okay Dougie," I said quietly, "Text me whenever, okay?" He nodded and gave me a soft and gentle kiss that would leave any girl in a euphoric haze. We parted and I gave him a small smile. I sadly let go of him, immediately missing his warmth.

I looked over at everyone else in the room before giving a sad wave good-bye and leaving the room.

It was sad to leave the country I've come to love but I was also happy to be going home. And hopefully, I'll be able to return to England and See Dougie once again.


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