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Four Months

I am four months pregnant and Tamaki still hasn't returned. I have nearly lost all of my hope. I don't want to raise this baby by myself. I want him or her to know their father. I want to be with my one and only love.

Life in our little city has gotten a little easier. We have been able to rid of the zombies in the official city. We have made life safer for the rest of the people in the town. Things are a little more relaxed around here. Everyone one is eating on a regular basis and bathing also.

Our next project is to restore balance to this town. Kyoya has taken leader ship of this entire project. He is always so busy, but he still finds time to visit me and talk with me at least once a week. He has told me several times that he will always take care of me and the baby. I know that Kyoya will stay true to his world, but I think that my heart has left with Tamaki.

Six Months

He still hasn't returned. On a side note the baby has started to kick. The baby is very active. It makes me a little side every time he or she kicks it makes me cry a little because it reminds me that Tamaki isn't here with me to witness this.

A soft voice interrupts my thoughts. "Haruhi, are you ok?" Kyoya asks with a concerned tone. He looks at me as I look down towards my pregnant belly. I have my arms warped around my belly, I fell the rhythmic kicks of my baby.

Getting misty eyed I turn back towards Kyoya and nod. "Yeah, of course," I say as I wipe away tears. "Here come and feel." I usher him over towards me. Awkwardly he walks to me and hesitantly places a hand on my swollen belly. Once again the baby kicks. Kyoya feels this several times.

He looks down with his hand to his eyes. Then he engulfs me in a hug. I feel warm droplets touch my shoulder as Kyoya holds me.

"Haruhi, I will always take care of you," He whispers into my ear.

I wrap my arms around Kyoya and cry into his shoulder. His saying that has made me so happy and so sad. I want Tamaki to be the one to take care of me, but for the babies sake it is now Kyoya who will be taking care of me.

As I cried into her shoulder I felt guilt and remorse of everything that I had done while he was gone. The fact that I was trying to replace him to get close to Haruhi, I felt guilty that I used her sadness to my advantage. I know that she is still in love with him, but that can't last forever right?

I look over at Haruhi as she strokes her pregnant belly. Her hair covers her face; she gives a small sigh and whispers something that I didn't quite catch. "What did you say?" I asked.

"The baby's name, I have chosen the babies name." She repeats with tears in her eyes.

"What is the name?"

"René will be the baby's name." She smiles when she says René. Looking at her I smile and nod. René, Tamaki's French name, I guess that I shouldn't be surprised when she picked that name. It is a fitting name I suppose. The baby will be Japanese and French.

"Is the baby going to have your last name?" I ask forcing the words from my lips.

"What did you say?" Haruhi asks seeming confused on what I had asked.

"The baby is the baby going to have your last name, because I can give the baby my last name." I regretted those last words as soon as I said them. Glancing over at Haruhi I saw that she was silently crying.

"Haruhi, I apologize for saying that. I understand where I stepped out of line. Just forget that I said anything."

"No, no," she sobbed as she wiped the corners of her eyes, "I am just so touched that you would offer that even though the baby isn't yours."

"Haruhi, that doesn't matter to me. You know that I love you and that baby regardless of everything."

"Oh Kyoya, "she sighs, "I am so sorry for leading you on like this. I am still in love with Tamaki."

"Don't apologize, I can wait. You are worth that much." I say as I walk over gently kiss her forehead and walk out of the room with hands in pockets.

Nine Months

Any day now I am due to give birth to my baby. I will finally see René's face. I am so scared; I am worried that things will go wrong. I am worried that Kyoya will get scared and leave me. Giving a sigh I glance over to Kyoya and he looks over at me and gives me a sly smile.

"Any day and you will see René face, are you scared?"

"Terrified," say as I give a worried smile.