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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"So I was pm'd to finish this story so here it is just for you not finished but at least a chapter I don't have a beta use your imagination and I suck at punctuation sorry /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;" /p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"I paused because I loved the way her warm mouth felt on my skin. I missed her so much I knew that I should tell her stop because she wasn't sober and her bottle was almost half way gone. I hugged her a little tighter and then I pulled my head back. I didn't want to upset her so I just smiled at her. When she looked at me, her brows furrowed. The song changed to an upbeat song and Bella was over it. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I'm going back up" she said. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"As we walked up the stairs she looked down at me. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I don't deserve you" she mumbled with sad frown and a 'v' creasing her forehead. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""When are you going to realize I'm not a good girl?" She said taking a short swig of her bottle I managed to get her to sit down in the comfy chairs the VIP had in our area. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I drink, I love to curse. I'm sarcastic, I hit people, I make a fuss when I'm upset." She was going to start to cry /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""why do you insist on helping me all the time." /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She threw her hands in the air /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""You stay with me all day at school. why don't you talk to anybody else?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She hiccuped and took another gulp /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"I wanted to talk to her and tell her everything but, would she even remember? I shrugged instead and said simply /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Because I love you" I angled my body outward and she leaned in /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""You're waisting your time" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"At that point Jacob and his friends walked up the stairs to where Bella and I where. She smiled and then it went away looked at me /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I really, really don't want to be here anymore." /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Lets go" I wanted nothing more than to wait for her to get sober and maybe talk about us. Jacob and his friends weren't the group of people I wanted to be around and Lindsey was In tow. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Why does he do this to me" Bella said more to herself than anything we stood up/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Hey Bella, Edward!" Jacob said over the music /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Alice invited us" he said Lindsey was half hidden /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""That's cool we were actually leaving" I spoke up /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Right Bella?" Bella's glare was directed to the half hidden body. So I tugged at her sleeve /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She looked at me and nodded. She gave a small wave and pushed past everyone handing Quill her bottle. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Did we do something wrong" Quill said as I walked by. I shook my head and followed Bella. When we got out the wind was chilly on my face and hands. Bella's face was angled up and her hair was flailing around her she gave a small smile. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I'm going to be so hung over" she laughed her beautiful face not matching the words she was saying. I pulled my phone out and took a picture. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Take me home I'm hungry"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Do you want to pick up some food some where?" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She shook her head and we drove to her house I was hoping she wouldn't send me home immediately. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Fuck!, do you know if my dads home?" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""No I'm sure he's down at the Rez" oh fuck that wasn't supposed to come out. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Hmm he seems to be there more and more" she slurred slightly she closed her eyes and giggled again /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Everything is spinning"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"I prayed she wouldn't throw up and hit the gas pedal a little to hard. We got to her house and Charlie wasn't home his gun wasn't in its cabinet so he was working a night shift. I laid her in her bed and she tugged at me /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""please stay with Me" I kicked off my shoes /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""What if your dad comes home." I said second guessing how wise this decision was. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""He won't" she hugged me /span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I love you" I said and she was asleep/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"So I was pm'd to finish this story so here it is just for you not finished but at least a chapter I don't have a beta use your imagination and I suck at punctuation sorry /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"I paused because I loved the way her warm mouth felt on my skin. I missed her so much I knew that I should tell her stop because she wasn't sober and her bottle was almost half way gone. I hugged her a little tighter and then I pulled my head back. I didn't want to upset her so I just smiled at her. When she looked at me, her brows furrowed. The song changed to an upbeat song and Bella was over it. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I'm going back up" she said. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"As we walked up the stairs she looked down at me. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I don't deserve you" she mumbled with sad frown and a 'v' creasing her forehead. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""When are you going to realize I'm not a good girl?" She said taking a short swig of her bottle I managed to get her to sit down in the comfy chairs the VIP had in our area. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I drink, I love to curse. I'm sarcastic, I hit people, I make a fuss when I'm upset." She was going to start to cry /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""why do you insist on helping me all the time." /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She threw her hands in the air /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""You stay with me all day at school. why don't you talk to anybody else?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She hiccuped and took another gulp /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"I wanted to talk to her and tell her everything but, would she even remember? I shrugged instead and said simply /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Because I love you" I angled my body outward and she leaned in /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""You're waisting your time" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"At that point Jacob and his friends walked up the stairs to where Bella and I where. She smiled and then it went away looked at me /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I really, really don't want to be here anymore." /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Lets go" I wanted nothing more than to wait for her to get sober and maybe talk about us. Jacob and his friends weren't the group of people I wanted to be around and Lindsey was In tow. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Why does he do this to me" Bella said more to herself than anything we stood up/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Hey Bella, Edward!" Jacob said over the music /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Alice invited us" he said Lindsey was half hidden /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""That's cool we were actually leaving" I spoke up /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Right Bella?" Bella's glare was directed to the half hidden body. So I tugged at her sleeve /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She looked at me and nodded. She gave a small wave and pushed past everyone handing Quill her bottle. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Did we do something wrong" Quill said as I walked by. I shook my head and followed Bella. When we got out the wind was chilly on my face and hands. Bella's face was angled up and her hair was flailing around her she gave a small smile. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I'm going to be so hung over" she laughed her beautiful face not matching the words she was saying. I pulled my phone out and took a picture. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Take me home I'm hungry"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Do you want to pick up some food some where?" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"She shook her head and we drove to her house I was hoping she wouldn't send me home immediately. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Fuck!, do you know if my dads home?" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""No I'm sure he's down at the Rez" oh fuck that wasn't supposed to come out. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Hmm he seems to be there more and more" she slurred slightly she closed her eyes and giggled again /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""Everything is spinning"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;"I prayed she wouldn't throw up and hit the gas pedal a little to hard. We got to her house and Charlie wasn't home his gun wasn't in its cabinet so he was working a night shift. I laid her in her bed and she tugged at me /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""please stay with Me" I kicked off my shoes /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""What if your dad comes home." I said second guessing how wise this decision was. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""He won't" she hugged me /span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text'; color: #454545; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;""I love you" I said and she was asleep/span/p