(A/N I own nothing and I feel I have to do a disclaimer some where so here it is. Also sorry for the slow update I've had GCSE exams)

I storm out to the thick of the party only to be hit by the smell of humans. Come on! I've just had four blood bags! Four! How can I still be hungry? I move backwards pushing through a few people, which earns me my fair share of strange looks. This is very, very bad. If I eat someone here I will not be able to get out of this one.

I move as fast as I can without calling upon my vampire ability. I have to get out of here. This is going to get me into so much trouble. I dive for hiding behind the bushes at the side of my garden. I can feel my face change. This is even worse. I wipe at under my eyes feeling the veins that must be lining my face.

Breath. Think about something else. Think about... Uh, anything. Think about how to not lose your twin. Think about what your going to do with your friends. And Klaus. Yes my friends are annoying me. Greatly. But I remember when we sat up all night at sleepovers. I remember having one almost every week. We used to take it in turns to go round each other's houses, me Caroline, Elena and Bonnie. I remember when I had a crush on Jack in the year above and Caroline with Elena's help tried to set us up. It worked though the relationship failed miserably.

We were just like any teenage friend group. Then Elena parents died and I fell out of touch with her and as a consequence Bonnie as well as we were never close on our own accord. Now there's this supernatural thing. And Klaus.

I like Klaus. I actually think I get along with him as a person. But everyone hates him. Even Tyler. Me and Tyler never fight. Never. I think our first fight must if been this one. My only fight with my twin was over Klaus.

But in a unconventional way Klaus saved me. Even if I wasn't asking. Even if he did it for his own reasons.

Suddenly I am strapped out of my thoughts as a couple come falling through the bushes. I'm currently behind. Meaning I'm standing on a flower bed... They are kissing rather viciously. It takes me a second to recognise who it is. Tara. The bitch I personally blame for starting this. If it want for her I would of never of accidentally killed CeCe. My only other friend not connected to the supernatural gang. And if CeCe had not died I would be human when Klaus came and would still be human now.

As awesome as I am. Being human would be simpler.

"Tara." I state.

The couple whirl on me and glare. Which is unreasonable as I was not only here first but it is also my bushes so I have every right to stand in them. "Vera, did they ever find your friend?" Naturally we never reported CeCe's death... Another guilt.

"No," I tell her emptily, "I don't expect they will find you either."

"What-" As she says this I lean in and compel. "Shut up and stay there."

Her friend or whatever he is looks confused and as he almost looks like he is going to make a brake for it. I don't let him. I grab is arm and yank him back. I think I might of broken his arm in the process... Oh, well if he's sucking face with Tara he has at the very least no taste. Probably is a dick to go with her bitch.

"You hurt your arm as you were being very stupid as you were very drunk. You did not talk to Tara tonight. You only saw her from a distance. You never saw me. In fact you don't even know what I look like. I'm just the host. Now your going to go back to the party, try and make a fool of yourself." I compel. He leaves.

Tara looks stunned. Her overly orange-red lips are hanging open and she looks like she wants to run and hide. Shame she can be compelled.

"Well Tara, I'm having a bad night. Or a bad few days. More than that really let's go months. Since I accidentally smashed my friends head in." I tell her she now just looks scared. Terrified. Her overly eyeliner eyes start to water. Not so keen to be a bitch now are we? Not so high and mighty. "You'd think it would be easy to avoid killing someone. The majority of people manage it without trying. I was trying and then I failed. But that's due to you and your bitchy ways."

We're still too close to the party... I compel her again. "Follow me keep your head down and don't make a sound." I take her to the very end of my very long garden and then keep going. I go the long way so no one will see. I don't fancy being questioned about her disappearance.

When I stop she is silently crying. "So Tara as I can only blame you for the trouble I'm in. And believe me, I am in a lot of trouble. A hybrid I'm sired to, vamp friends not liking me anymore, falling apart from my twin... And having to endure a werewolf curse before all that...you don't need to worry your tiny brain with all that. The point is I'm going to kill you for it. I now have this desire to drain someone of their blood. Since it can be tracked back to your actions, it's only fitting you are the person I drain."

She is so frightened now. My face shows as I feel so good about making my desicion. However, "I will probably feel guilty, but I'm just very angry right now..."

She tenses as I bit into her neck and drink. And I don't stop till she has no blood feels so great. This is why Damon does it. Why klaus does.

I do take Tyler's advice and ditch the party. It's just to dispose do a body.

I do take Tyler advice and ditch the party. It's just to dispose of a body.

No one will find her berried in a four foot deep grave in the woods in her slutty red prom dress. I finish my homecoming drinking on the hood of my car, next to a grave I just dug.

(A/N sorry it's short, but I don't have a lot of time and this chapter just fit. A little more on Vera the next chapter will be back to the plot)