"You're worthless," Lissa says.
"You're not worth my love, I never loved you anyways," Dimitri says.
"You killed him and you'll pay for it," a voice I know says. Two guardians come over; one gets on top of me and the other one holds me down. Adrian is there, along with my mother and Eddie.
"STOP! Please stop," I beg them and they all laugh. I trash and kick. I fight but I'm not strong enough. I never will.
"Rose wake up! Rosie wake up, it's a dream!" Chris yells. Wait, Chris? Oh, god it was all a dream. All the events from last night come back. I open my eyes to see Kelly, Sonya, and Chris. I throw myself at Chris and sob. He rubs his hands up and down my back. Soothing me, telling me it's ok. And in his arms I feel like it is. I pull myself back and he kisses my forehead. I nod and go take a shower.
I put on some black sweats, with a white muscle-shirt with a black rose on the front. I put on black Vans, tie my hair in a ponytail. I go to the kids rooms to wake them up. They all inherited something from me; they don't like mornings. After half an hour of begging them, they wake up. I shower them, dress them, and head downstairs for breakfast.
Breakfast is really awkward. No one is really talking, the events from the night before still hanging in the air. I notice Scarlet is nowhere around, weird. I put on the radio and "Never Again" by Kelly Clarkson comes on. Perfect. I start singing along.
"Does it hurt, to know I'll never be there?"
"I got a pocket full of sunshine!" I say all of the sudden. Everyone turns around to look at me. Chris groans and says, "Don't you dare." I raise an eyebrow because I finally learned how. "Oh but I am!" the song comes on.
"I got a pocket, pocket full of sunshine I've got love and I know it's all mine. Oh oh oh. Do what you want, but you never going to break me. Sticks and stones are never going to shake me. Oh, oh, oh. Take me away, a secret place, a sweet escape. Take me away!" I'm singing really loud when Chris comes behind me and puts his hands over my mouth.
"Hey! What was that for?"
"Don't ever sing that song again!" he has on a horrified voice that makes me giggle. Soon enough everyone is laughing, and the awkwardness fades somewhat.
I'm staring out the window. I love Dimitri so much; Sonya always said he was my soul mate. I know I can forgive them the question is: Can I forget what he did? The answer is no. There is no way I can go back with him, not now, not ever, not anymore. It pains me but it's the truth, now all I need to do is tell him that and tell him about the kids. But first Adrian.
Oooh she's going over to Adrian, hows he going to take it! Well I know but you don't ha! Lol