Bella's Pov

God I never thought I'd hate going to college like I do right now. I mean, damn, it's was the reason I even came up here to Forks.

I'm thinking about Alice, Emily, and Elliott. They've been growing quick fast and were a bit of a challenge to take care of in the beginning. But now we got it controlled, along with the help of Esme of course.

Bless that woman she's a angel sent from the heavens. Now I want nothing more than to get back to my family. I feel sad and lonely being away from them. I've been thinking about going to college some other time. I mean I'm not gonna get any older.

"Bella?" And voice disrupts me from my thoughts. I look up to see a strawberry blonde looking down at me with a small smile.

"Hey Tanya, what's up?"

"Well other than class has been over since ten minutes and you've still just sat there in deep thought?" She smirks at me.

I blush and laugh. "Haha I'm sorry I've been think a lot. I just wanna get home and away from this boring hell." I say smiling.

"Ahh ok. We'll I was wondering if you would like to grab a coffee. I mean if your not busy of anything. I would just love to get to know you better, since we have a lot of classes together." She states shyly.

'Should I? I mean I really want to get home to my family more than ever but I don't wanna come off as a bitch to Tanya. Ahh what the hell a few minutes and coffee won't hurt anybody' I think.

"Yeah sure. Starbucks?" I question her getting my stuff together and heading out the door with her on my right.

"Yes! I absolutely love Starbucks." She smiles brightly at me.

"Ok Starbucks it is." I laugh out.

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We arrive in front of a Starbucks and order our drinks and get a table.

"So Tanya, how have you been?" I ask politely.

"Well I've been pretty good just making sure I study and do all my homework or work for the classes right to get my associates degree in architect." She states proudly.

"Wow that's awesome."

"Haha yeah, well thank you. I'm glad you think so. What are you majoring in?"

"Criminology." I say bluntly.

"Oh wow. Really? That's impressive. She says with a flirty smirk.

'Ahh shit man I hope she don't try anything. I really don't need nor want any more drama. I mean I just started a family with Alice, I really don't need more shit.'

"Uh Tanya, I think I should just let you know I'm already in a relationship." I state quickly, not willing to take a chance.

"Oh, I'm sorry I had no idea." I could see her face fall, and turn into a small frown.

"Yeah I'm sorry, really you seem like a great girl and I'm sure if I weren't in the relationship I'm in I won't hesitate to date you." I say with a smile trying to cheer her up.

Which seemed to work as she was smiling big again. "Really? You would?" She asks not truly sure if I'm telling the truth or not.

I nod my head to her and finish the rest of my coffee. "Yes really Tan. Look I'm sorry but I have to go home now. I had fun, we should do this again some time ok?" I ask gathering my stuff and throwing away my garbage.

"Yeah totally! Any time." She exclaims excitingly. We walk out and turn to say our goodbyes.

"Bye Tanya, I'll see ya in class." I hug her goodbye. She pulls back a little, and I see her eyes shift down to my lips. And before I knew it she kissed me.

I was so shocked I just stood there until I finally got a hold of myself and pushed her away from me.

"What the fuck Tanya? Didn't I just tell you that I'm already in a fucking relationship?" I yell at her.

She looks shocked and a bit scared. "But I thought you wanted me to kiss you! You hugged me and told me that if you weren't already in a relationship you would be dating me!" She yells out crying.

I growl in my chest. "No! I was just trying to be a nice friend and make you feel better. That doesn't mean I want you to kiss me anyways. God damn it Tanya! You can forget about us hanging out or even getting to know each other any better!" I yell before turning around and storming off.


I pull into the drive way still pissed off. I want nothing more than to wash of Tanya's sent off me and cover myself in Alice's sent. But I guess today just ain't my lucky day, I run into the house about to run upstairs to take a shower but I run into Alice instead.

"Whoa, Bella what's the rush? You ok?" She looks up with concern in her eyes.

"Oh nothing babe I just really take a shower it was a long day at school and I just wanna shower up and be with my family. Is that a crime?" I ask playfully and nervously.

She need something was up from the way I was acting. "Don't even try it Bella, what happen? There something off about you today. Did anything happen while you were at school?"

I'm nervous, but I know I should lie to Alice but I also don't want her to get angry as well. "Nothing babe just went to my classes and had coffee with one of my class mates. but that won't happen again so don't worry beautiful."

She know there's something more then to what I'm letting on. "Oh really? And uh who's this class mate?" She asks with her arms crossed and a eyebrow up.

"It's nobody babe, just some girl named Tanya and she asked to get some coffee and I didn't wanna come off as a bitch so I accepted and we drank coffee, talked, then when we were finished we went our separate ways." I say shrugging.

All of a sudden Alice is in my face. I could see she was pissed off and her eyes were pitch black. "If that's all you two did then why do you reek of her sent?" She hissed a me.

"Ali-" She cuts me off. "No Bella tell me the fucking truth are you fucking her behind my back? and don't even try to act like nothing happen between you two because I can smell her sent strong on your body and lipss." She hisses at me grabbing me by the collar of my shirt.

"Alice I swear nothing happened. Look, all that happened was that she kissed me. But I pushed her away and told her off and I'm never going to see her again Ali!" I try to explain. I see pain and anger in her eyes.

"If you didn't do anything only pushed her away when she tried kissing you, then why would you try to lie to me about it. That make me not want to believe you. Do you know how much it hurt not knowing if your telling me the truth or not?" She says in a pained tone.

I feel my heart clench at the sound. I pull her into my arms and begged into her hair. "Ali baby I'm sorry I just didn't want you to get anger and accuse me of cheating on you when that's far from what happened. I love you so much and I need you to trust me and know that I would never cheat on one. Your the love of my life, mate, and mother of my children. Do you really think that I would fuck up every good little thing in my life for a lousy fuck, knowing if I want to have sex I have you to full fill my every need like I would for you?

She pulls her head back and looks at me with those beautiful topaz eyes of hers. "I'm sorry Bella I believe you, but don't ever try to hind something like that or anything from me ever again. do you understand?" She say in a soft but firm tone.

"I nod my head quickly and kiss her hard and I hear her moan. "God Bella I miss this." I groan at the lust in her tone. "I know baby, it's been so long since the last time we made love." I nuzzle her neck and suck on it leaving my mark.

"You know when Ainia had took over our body and was in Lycan form she turned me on so much. I'm sure if Sam hadn't interrupt us she would have fucked my just that way, mmm and hard too." She growls into my neck. I could feel myself reacting to her words. "Oh yeah? You want me to fuck in my Lycan form baby? Huh? I can make that happen if you think you can handle it." I moan grinding my hard cock to her stomach.

"Ohh... Bella. Yessss. I want you not to hold back and fuck me!" She hisses into my ear jumping into my arms and grinding her pussy on my cock making it harder than I thought was possible. "Wait, if we have sex will I get pregnant again?" She asks as she stops grinding.

I groan. "No, we already have our children and your body isn't ready for more kids right now. So we're good for now." She moans,"good because as much as I love Emily and Elliott, I don't want any more kids for a while. Now take me to our meadow and fuck me." She growls thrusting her hips into mine.

"Oh god, hold on." I fish my phone out of my pocket and call Esme.

"Hello?"

"Hey Esme, uh do you think you, and if Rose wants too also, watch Emily and Elliott for a while. Me and Alice really need to do something and we can't take the kids." I say in a husky tone.

"Oh of course Bella me and Rose will be there in five minutes. You guys think you can wait that long?" She says in a playfully and knowing tone.

I blush knowing Esme knew what Alice and I were gonna do. "Haha of course we can Esme see then." I hang up the phone and put Alice up and run upstairs. "Go put some clothes that you don't care about and are easy to take off while I saw hi to the kids and then get my stuff. Hurry. " Growl smacking her ass as she zipped out of the room.

I turn around to see my little angel's in their bed next to each other sleeping peacefully. I can't stop the smile forming on my face as I couldn't help but fall even more in love with them. They are my world along with Alice now. And I'll be damned if I'm going to let anybody take them from me.

I felt someone put their hand on my shoulder. I turn and see it was Rosalie. "You ok Bella?" She ask in concern.

"Yeah I'm alright, just so happy about having my own little family. I don't want anything happen to them Rose. I don't know what I'd do without them." I say softly.

Rose nods her head and hugs me softly. "Don't worry nothing will happen to them, you, Alice, and the rest of us won't let anything happen to those angel's." She pulls back and kisses me on the cheek before turning to the baby's.

I turn and run to the room, but I run into Esme. "Bit in a hurry are we dear?" She asks playfully. I blush and kiss her cheek. "Haha a bit Esme, I really appreciated this. Alice and I will be home soon. Goodbye." I say quickly before heading to the room and throwing some old shorts and shirt that I didn't care about any more.

I run outside think of Alice and feel the love and lust hit me. I run faster towards the meadow.

I break through the bushes and run out on the field to see a very beautiful and naked Alice laying in the middle of the field on the flowers. I growl in pleasure and feel myself getting hot. Alice hears my growling and turn her head to look at me with a sexy seductive smirk on her face.

She motions for me to come over to her with her finger in a 'come-hither' motion. I pull my clothes off as I walk towards her, once I'm standing over her I'm totally stark naked.

"Mmm Bella your beautiful." She purrs as she sits up and pulls me down to sit in front of her. "God Alice, your the most magnificent creature in the world. I love you so much." I whisper in awe as in place a soft kiss on her lips.

"Mm thank you Bella, now make love to me first then fucker me HARD." she growls into my ear as she bite my earlobe before sucking in, than letting in go and trailing kisses down my neck. I moan ad wrap my fingers in her her and pull her face away from my neck softly before trailing kiss from her neck to her lips back to her neck than to her beautiful breast.

"God Bella please make love to me." She whimpers. I take her dust pink nipple into my mouth and suck on it. 'God peppermint, I miss her taste so much.' I bite down on it but not to hard. She moaned and wraps her fingers into my hair and pulls me closer to her chest.

"God Bella yesss." She hiss. I let go of that nipple and move to the other and give it the same amount of attention. I kiss down her toned stomach and swirl my tongue around her bellybutton before dipping it in. She whimpers in pleasure.

I keep kissing down to her mound. I place a kiss on top of it before moving to kiss her were her pussy and thighs meet.

"Damn it Bella enough teasing just fuck me please." She moans out while breathing hard. I love the sound so I quickly plunge my tongue into her sweet wet pussy. She screams and I groan at her taste. I lick her clit and suck on it and bit down softly on it. I lick back down to her tight hole and lick up all her essence.

I stop and pull back. "No! Bella please I need to cum." She begs in a sob. "I know baby, I know. I just want to be in you while I make you cum. I need to be in you Ali." I whimper into her neck as I rub the tip of my rock hard cock at her entrance.

"God yesss." She hiss and I push into her in one thrust. We both moan load at the feeling. I pull back just leaving the tip still in. "Oh god Alice your so tight, warm, and wet." I growl out to her before plunging my cock into her. She screams and wraps her arms around my arms raking her nails down my back. I knew I was going to have scar but I could really care less right now.

I pound into her and move my head to suck on her neck and down to her breast. I could fell her tightening around me. "Are you close baby?" I ask still fucking her like there was no tomorrow. She nods her head fast and answers with a little "uh hu".

I feel myself getting close as well and start going faster and harder hitting her G-spot. Finally we cum at the same time and yell out each others name. We help each other ride out our orgasms.

I pull out of her and lay on my back next to pulling her into my arms. "God that was amazing babe. Thank you, I really needed this." She says looking up at me with love in her eyes.

"Any time Ali, I love you and only you." She smile at me and kisses me softly.

"Ali are you sure you want to have sex with me as a Lycan? Do you know how dangerous that is, even if your a vampire?"

"No I don't know how dangerous it is but Ainia was going to fuck me in her wolf form." She says in a confused tone that matched the confused look on her face.

"Alice when she say she wanted to make love to you as herself means in her Lycan form is because she is the Lycan part of me. She isn't human by any means. No she doesn't want to hurt you but if she had the chance and tried to make love to you that way she would hurt you severely, even kill you." I explain.

"I don't understand you wanted to do the same thing as well when we were at the house." She says in a aggravated tone.

"That's because I was being blinded by lust and Ainia wanted it." I say stroking her cheek trying to calm her down.

"Oh ok." She says with disappointment in her voice. I sigh out a aggravated sigh.

"You can be disappointed all you want Alice but it's not going to happen." I say getting angry.

I stand up and look down at her to see her look shocked and sad. I sigh.

"Alice I love you so much but I need to myself and to hunt since it's been so long since I last did." I say before bending down grabbing my clothes and dressing her in it and kiss her shortly but sweetly. I stand up straight and move away from her before I shift and turn and run into the woods to hunt.

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I finally calm down thanks to hunting. I finished up after feeding on four grizzly bears and five deers. I found a few mountain lions but instead of killing them I grabbed three and carried them to the house alive and moving.

Once I get to the house I tie them up on trees so they wouldn't be able to get away. I run towards and into the house to get her and bring her outside and drink form them.

"Alice! Alice! Baby come here I have a surprise for you!" I yell out as I run into the room. But once I run in I stop dead in my tracks from the site in from of me.

"Ali..?" I whimper in disbelief.


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