"When do you think they'll find out

I groggily opened my eyes to see a mop of white hair, illuminated by a full moon outside the window.
Huh, I don't remember falling asleep. Especially not in Nears bed...
Looking to the dimly lit alarm clock by the bedside table, I was safe to say it was around one in the morning. I decided not to get up and go back to my room. I didn't want to wake the small pale boy that was curled against me - who knows how much sleep he actually gets - plus, I knew that once I walked into the empty room with the empty closet and dresser, I would break down and cry. Which was what I was fighting to keep myself from doing in that same instant.
Under the white covers of Nears bed, I allowed my hand to slowly make its way up to his without a sound. Nears thumb subconsciously overlapped mine, and I smiled softly at the sleeping boy.
/Yeah... It'll hurt for a while, but things should be okay.../

Nudge.
"Go away, Mello."
Nudge.
"I said fuck off."
Shake.
My eyes shot open and I jumped up.
"I said, sto-" my breath hitched in my throat when I saw Near staring at me, my memory flooding back to me.
"Oh... right. Sorry about last night, Near." I let my gaze drift out the window.
"It's okay. You have classes in about an hour, right?"
Silence.
"Shit!" I jumped up and headed for the door, stumbling once. "SorryNeargottago!" I yelled quickly, running out the door, leaving Near to stare blankly after me.