Generating Lightning

by Icewhisker21

After Azula's four year stay at the asylum she has finally returned home. With Zuko's help she was able to recover and finish her therapy. However, things between the Fire Siblings have never been that simple. Tension grows and feelings collide in ways they never would have predicted. Discovering secrets was half the battle. Pairings: Zucest/Maiko triangle.

10. Chapter 10

Author's Note: Hey everyone! I know it's been a few months since I have last updated. I apologize for being MIA. Ever since I posted Chapter 9 there have been many responsibilities that have come up that prevented me from writing. It's been very stressful. I also had major writer's block, hence why the last chapter was kind of half assed. I knew how I wanted this story to go from chapters 1-8. After that I wasn't entirely sure. It was frustrating. This fanfic was originally supposed to be a one-shot but you guys wanted to know what happened next and honestly I did too! lol. I love this pairing as you can tell and I hope you have been enjoying Azula and Zuko's journey so far, from the flashbacks explaining how they got to that point on the training courtyard to everything else that followed after. I have a new Beta reader who is very dependable and without her I would not have been able to continue this story. We plan out the chapters and we have a plot that will take this story from a simple romance. I have no idea how long I want this story to be. As of right now I see no ending in sight. I do however, know how I want it to end. To be truthful this story writes itself. Azula and Zuko are the ones guiding where this story is going to go.

I just want to thank all those who have liked and followed "Generating Lighting" while I have been gone. Your reviews really give me the energy to keep writing. Hell, I would still keep writing this story even if only a few followed. This is the longest chapter I have written yet. 26 pages to be exact. I wrote it this long for my readers who have been so loyal and patient in my absence. I really hope you enjoy this chapter. It was a lot of fun for me to write.

-Icewhisker

[Flashback]

Zuko's mind was in a fog, distracting him from the one person whom he should be placing his attention on. His beautiful girlfriend was talking to him about her recent trip to see her friend Ty lee. She had started with describing how different it was to be on Kyoshi Island. She was not used to feeling so welcome in a territory in which the Fire Nation had been shamed from. The acrobat had given her a tour, wanting her to relay all the good news about the revival of the island to Zuko. Ty lee had even given a list. Mai may have found it tedious and unnecessary but still she would fulfill her friend's wishes, making sure that everything on the checklist had been accounted for.

Zuko had been listening from the start but soon his mind started drifting to someone who had taken up all his thoughts lately: Azula. His eyes had grown distant, fixating themselves on a patterned curtain just across the room, following the gold embroidery. It was not that Mai's story was boring. No. He loved hearing about her trips and day to day activities. It was more so that it had been almost two months since Azula had forbid him to come back. Far longer than what he had imagined it would be. He had the urge to just disobey his sister's wishes and return to see her. Find some excuse…all of which he could come up with none. Several times he would make the preparations to go to her but then the thought of going against what she wanted had held him back. He didn't want to worsen their trust.

Then again he hadn't a clue how she was doing other than what was relayed to him from her Doctors and Therapist. At first she had been fine: behaving as normal, sarcasm and all, attending her sessions on time. Nothing had shown her to be any different. Then after three weeks she started to change. Her behaviors becoming more erratic…the hallucinations which had all but disappeared with his visits had started to creep back. She was becoming more irritable and recently they had to sedate her because she had suffered a mental break. He was told that she was sobbing about him not coming back. How he betrayed her. How she pushed him away. How it was her fault. The only person she could be talking about was himself. Day by day it was getting worse and the Doctor's begged him to come back. How could he though when she didn't want him too?

What am I supposed to do…?

"Zuko…?" A gentle hand on his arm made him jump back to reality. Mai's concerned gaze rested upon his making him smile a little. He sighed running his hands through his tussled hair, his meal before him had grown cold. His appetite had been next to none with all his worrying.

Azula was going to be the death of him.

"What's the matter?" Mai had noticed from the start of their dinner how distracted he was. His mind was on something else entirely. She debated whether or not to let him come out right and talk to her when he felt comfortable. Then she was reminded of how he kept things that bothered him most inside, unwilling to share his burden with anyone. Idiot…

She watched as he put on his best fake smile, an attempt to throw her off topic of what was burdening him. "I'm fine Mai. Really. I am just tired from a long meeting with my council members."

Mai blinked slowly "It's too bad that I am not as naïve as you think I may be. With a poor smile like that you wouldn't even be able to convince Aang." She beckoned the servants over with a wave of her hand, telling them their meal was done. Zuko looked ready to protest "You haven't touched your food for a half hour. If you didn't start eating then you won't now" This seemed to quiet whatever he was about to say only nodding his consent.

Once their meal was cleared and the room empty, did she take his hand. She led him out into his private chamber where they could talk alone. Another thing she learned a long time ago was that the walls of the palace had ears. Rumors had the habit of growing from nothing…like when they all thought she had been pregnant. Shaking her head from the memory, she sat him down on the couch, making sure the doors had been shut first.

She turned her focus back on him, noticing the distress that had built from leaving the dining room. Only now did she notice the dark bags under his panic filled gaze, letting her know that this topic was going to be a serious matter. Bracing herself she placed her hand on his shoulder, rubbing it gently "Zuko what's going on? You can talk to me about it."

Zuko shook his head slowly, letting his face fall to his hands "It's about Azula."

I should have seen that one coming.

"It's been two months since I last saw her! She said she would contact me but she hasn't! I have no clue as to how she's doing other than what the Doctors tell me." At this point he had gotten to his feet pacing the room franticly, throwing his hands around to further emphasis how much this meant to him. "She's getting worse Mai! My sister is returning to how she was when she first arrived at the institution!"

Mai winced, remembering all too well how her former best friend had looked. Her bangs had been jaggedly cut at an angle; her eyes alight with both anguish and anger. She had been muttering nonsense as she left through the underground tunnels, leading to the docks in which she would be transported safely with no indication that she had left in the first place. Zuko had made sure to keep her illness a secret from the Fire Nation and where she now was. No one dared ask anyway. It was none of their business. Mai was not fond of the memory, for as much as she disliked Azula, there was still a part of her that cared and somewhat even hoped that one day she would get better. She hadn't felt that in a while, now it had returned.

She sighed "Then why don't you just go there to check up on her…?" She honestly didn't see how hard it was to just go there even if it was just a quick trip. There was something more as to why Azula had banned him from returning. She knew he had the power to oppose such a request. If Zuko wanted to he could go against her wishes. Whatever happened that night had certainly hurt the trust they had built together…the thought made her sick for whatever unknown reason.

Zuko turned sharply to her "She doesn't want me there Mai! That's the problem! If I go she won't trust me anymore. If I stay away she thinks I abandoned her! What am I supposed to do with that?" He found it hard to breathe, the words tumbling from his mouth in rapid succession. The stress of this whole situation was getting to him. Why couldn't his sister just be normal? Why couldn't their relationship just be normal…?

Her voice remained calm, serving to be the strength he so desperately needed. He clung to her words, trying to stay afloat amongst the stress he was drowning in. "What did you exactly do to her the last time you were there? I know you spent the night…did something happen?"

Never mind. Those words just worsened his anxiety.

Zuko struggled not to flinch under her dark gaze. Mai had been furious with him for staying the night, finding it odd that he would so willingly. He had kept secret from her that he had slept with Azula in his arms, telling her what had happened when he got there to the decision to stay. Leaving out such confusing elements to his story only hid more secrets from his girlfriend. Mai had questioned what had happened then of what he could have done for his sister to go so far as telling him to not come back. Azula knew that if he left then the deal was off. She wouldn't return home, which was another reason why this worried him so much. All she ever wanted was to come back to live in the palace. They had to see this through to the end together.

The suffocation of this situation was getting to him "Nothing happened …other than that we got into a fight over mother. I don't want to get into it." He could tell that she didn't believe him but there was no way he was going to indulge her on his shared kiss with Azula. It never happened just like his sister had said, although now it was becoming more apparent to him that that kiss might have something to do with why she had pushed him away. What else could it be?

He sighed heavily, sitting down on the opposite side of the couch from his girlfriend, the guilt of his lie weighing heavy on his shoulders among other misgivings of his poor choices lately. "What am I going to do? I have to know how she's doing…"

Mai was silent for a long time before answering "You're the Fire Lord. Technically you can go there with or without her permission" She held up her hand to stop his repetitive cycle of words before he got going again "Or you can send someone else in your place to figure out what is wrong with your sister."

Zuko felt like a small weight had been removed from his body. That idea just might work…to send someone in place of himself in order to find out how she has been doing would be an ideal plan. They need only to find out what was wrong with his sister. The task to convince her to get him to come back would be a feat in itself. It would have to be someone they both knew personally. Yet who…?

He looked back into Mai's eyes. She answered his unspoken question "I won't be the volunteer. We would just kill each other on sight. Azula still hasn't forgiven me for my betrayal and neither have I for her trying to kill you."

Zuko's eyes looked downcast "That's true…we don't need to create more problems." Sending Mai would only prove to worsen his situation. It would have to be someone who can read people easily and is able to get on Azula's good side. The realization dawned on him a moment later. "I can send Ty lee."

Mai nodded her head in approval, a small smile gracing her face "There we go. Now all you have to do is ask Ty lee if she would be willing to do it. She did talk about wanting to make amends with Azula someday. Now may be the best time."

Zuko smiled in response. He hadn't felt this relieved or happy for a while. This plan was perfect. If anyone else could get through to his sister, then Ty lee was the next best thing. "Thank you Mai. What would I do without you?" He leaned in to kiss her softly on the lips, deepening it briefly, leaving her breathless by the time he broke contact.

She recovered rather quickly, the smile now wider on her face. "You would probably start losing the rest of your honor that you hold so dear." His scowl made her laugh "I'm kidding…kind of. Why don't you go send a messenger Hawk now? The sooner it gets to Ty lee the better."

His grin soon returned to his face, the jab about his honor easily forgotten. His sister was the most important person to him besides Mai. He had to do whatever it took to make sure she got better. He had to go back there. Unfortunately, he had to take the long road around. In the end it would be worth it though. He had faith that Ty lee could get to his sister and possibly find out what had been the reason for sending him away. "I'll go do that now. Hopefully she'll respond back quickly."

With that, he got to his feet, leaving the room in just seconds. Mai's smile soon grew weary on her face. It had been genuine before but now it formed into a grimace. She had a feeling like she was guiding fate on a path to which she had no clue as to how much it would destroy her. She had a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, one that always appeared when Azula and Zuko were in the same picture. She hadn't any clue as to why she should fear them getting together so much but now there was no going back.

What have I done?

[End Flashback]

"Hey Zuko!"

Katara's voice rang with happiness as the Bison descended onto the courtyard. She waved down to him, noticing that he had been sitting under a blossom tree, the petals covering the ground. His smile reassured her that he was in good spirits. They hadn't seen him for months. The last time they had visited had been just before Azula's release from the institution. It had been a very stressful and yet oddly exciting time for Zuko. He had always expressed how much she had changed, Ty lee even confirming his own words for she had gone to visit the Princess as well.

Still, it did not change how much she still did not trust the Prodigy. There last fight had not been pleasant, the water bender not appreciating the near death experience with lightning. She was lucky enough that Zuko had redirected it and still survived himself! How horrible it must be to not only carry a scar from his father but now his sister. Each had left their mark on his life. She shook her head mentally as Appa touched ground, Suki and her brother jumping off to go greet the Fire Lord. Toph leapt off of the Bison confidently, making her way towards Zuko. Aang staying behind briefly to make sure his animal companion was all set first before going to see his best friend. Ty lee had joined them in their travels seeing as how her destination was to the same place to see Azula.

Aang stopped for a moment to glance back at his girlfriend, noticing how she had not approached their friend, not yet leaving her place beside Appa. He sighed, jogging back to her "Katara, what's the matter?"

His concerned gaze made her smile "Just bracing myself…" And indeed she was for an encounter she was not too eager for.

"For Azula." It wasn't a question. He knew how much she didn't particularly like Zuko's sister. He had tried his best to calm her doubts on the way here. It had helped somewhat but his girlfriend needed solid proof that the Prodigy had changed. They had discussed about Katara using her healing water to determine where Azula's mental stability was. Doing that would reassure her. While Zuko believed it a good idea, Azula wasn't too enthusiastic of Katara probing her mind with water bending, she did comply with a little convincing from Zuko. That had to count for something. Aang placed his hand on her shoulder "Don't worry Katara. Zuko sent us many messages about how she has been doing since arriving back home. All of them were good. I trust his judgment. You should too."

Katara sighed "I know I should…I just can't get that nagging thought out of my mind that she hasn't."

"Well, we won't know unless we go over to greet Zuko right?" He took her hand in his. "Come on, have some faith." Katara nodded reluctantly with new determination. No matter what the Princess's past may have brought, she would still try her best to get along with her. She didn't expect friendship but the least she hoped for was a mutual understanding.

As they approached, Katara noticed that Zuko seemed a bit uneasy but the smile never left his face as he greeted the others. "How's it going pal?" Sokka slapped Zuko on the shoulder, making the Fire Lord grunt in pain but his friends goofy grin kept any harsh words from coming forth "Has Azula snapped yet or has she really been doing as good as you say?"

"She's been doing great actually." Zuko tried to keep his temper in check at his friend's doubt upon the Princess's mental state. "Azula has been helping me out with meetings. Her different views are valuable in order to make the right decisions for our Nation."

"So, you trust her that much huh?" Sokka's face filled with doubt. "I wouldn't go that far in trusting her. Who knows if she's waiting for your guard to go down so that she can assassinate-" The warrior stopped, seeing the look on his friend's face. He blundered on trying to make up for the words spoken "I-I mean I'm sure she's changed and all but ya know…crazy sister shooting lightning at people…supporting Ozai…"

"Sokka" Katara's stern voice shut him up. His apologetic grin made her roll her eyes. Facing Zuko she added "I'm glad to hear that things are mending between you two. Her helping out with restoring the Fire Nation is a good thing."

Zuko exhaled slowly, refraining himself from clocking his close friend in the face. He knew that Azula had a lot of ground to cover for from her past choices but even still, that was all in the past. As Aang had once said, people change, Azula was not exempt from that. Even though he himself had doubted her will to change, he had gladly been proven wrong. In time he knew that they would all come to see who his sister truly was underneath the mask she frequently wore. "So aren't I…trust me it's been one hell of a ride but worth it." He smiled remembering the way he held her in his arms just last night.

Yes, it was worth it.

"Speaking of the Royal Jewel, where is she?" Toph's voice sounded just behind Katara, snapping Zuko out of his thoughts. "I don't sense her around here. Is she hiding from us?" She smirked "I wouldn't be surprised if she was."

"No, she's actually waiting for me in the palace." Ty lee walked up to stand beside Suki. "I'm going off to see her now. Hopefully we'll be there for dinner. Knowing Azula though, she won't be late." Ty lee laughed. Turning to Zuko she jumped to give him a hug, making him blush lightly "It's so good to see you! I can't wait to catch up tonight!" Waving to everyone else, she headed towards the palace doors.

"She's a nice girl and all but man does her upbeat attitude get annoying sometimes." Toph's voice was filled with irritation as she crossed her arms "I don't know how someone as level headed as Azula can take that."

"They've been friends for years. Azula knows how to deal with it." Zuko smiled, thinking of how his sister now had to deal with him. He wondered himself how she was able to put up with his short temper all those years growing up. Thinking of her made his heart swell with affection. It would be too long before he was actually able to have time alone with her again. They had to keep this secret though until they could figure out how to proceed with their future.

"And what are you so chipper about?" He suddenly became aware of Toph staring at him. It always made him uneasy when she did that as if she could actually see.

His face shaded a light pink, bringing his hand behind his head "Nothing. I'm just glad that my sister and Ty lee have stayed friends all these years."

Toph scoffed, crossing her arms "Not with the way your heart rate changed at the mention of your sister."

"What are you talking about Toph?" Katara questioned.

Zuko froze, unable to bring words in his defense. They had been here for no longer than ten minutes and already he was giving himself away to the Blind Earth Bender. Azula would surely reprimand him for being so careless. He held his breath. Toph was silent before shrugging "Don't worry about it Sugar Queen. I must be imagining things."

"What kind of things?" Sokka inquired, his eye brow raised. He poked at Zuko's shoulder "Is our Lord of Fire hiding things from us?"

"Nothing you need to worry about." Toph's voice had lost all suspicion making Zuko feel on edge. He knew that she never misread people through her senses. Why was she covering for him? "So, anything else going on besides that Azula hasn't lost it yet?"

"No not really." Zuko thanked Agni that Toph had not questioned him further. That could have been bad… "How have you guys been? Anything new?"

"Great. We've been taking care of some Avatar responsibilities here and there but nothing out of the ordinary." Aang's smile turned to a concerned frown in seconds "Actually, we have heard of riots going on in the Fire Nation lately. We were wondering what you knew of it."

"Yeah, my Kyoshi Warriors and I have been getting news that it's not looking too good. We'll be up here in a heartbeat to help you out if that's what you require." Suki added, looking worried "I know it's been four years but there is still a threat to your life."

Zuko sighed. This group had been eluding any kind of spies he sent out to search for them. No matter how skilled his men were or how much he dug around, hardly any information was found. They still remained in the shadows. No attempts had been made on his life so far but he knew that it was only a matter of time. He had managed to keep Azula well away from that in fear that she would hunt them down herself. "I know as much about them as you do to be honest Aang. I have been trying to search for any clue as to their whereabouts but nothing has come up yet. I was actually hoping you guys would be able to help me out."

"Of course we'll help. What are friends for?"Aang grinned "We'll have to make a plan on how we want to search for them though."

"Leave it to me. I'll think up on how to track this group down." Sokka's voice rang with confidence. Turning towards Zuko he questioned "The riots have been going on in the Capital mostly correct?" Zuko nodded. "Then we know from that they are located somewhere here. All we have to do is figure out where the riots have been occurring and look for any witnesses. We'll track these guys down in no time."

"I'll send word for my warriors to come here, that way we have more security." Suki's tone became serious "They won't be able to infiltrate the palace then."

"Don't worry Zuko we'll make sure this group is stopped at once." Katara placed her hand on Zuko's shoulder in comfort.

"Awesome! This trip may not be so boring after all if I get to kick some ass." Toph punched her right fist into her open palm, grinning with eagerness "When do we get started?"

"Tomorrow…" Zuko sighed, feeling exhaustion weigh him down from sleeping outside last night "I need just one day to relax. I made sure not to schedule any meetings this week so we could catch up. I have been swamped with Fire Lord Responsibilities."

"That's no problem. I get where you're coming from. I love being the Avatar but it takes time away from family and friends." Aang turned towards Katara who came back to stand beside him, taking her hand in his he continued "Let's go have some fun."

Zuko smiled as they all started heading towards the palace, remembering that he would have to inform Azula of the mysterious group eventually. Keeping this a secret wasn't easy. Should she find out without him telling her then she would surely be furious. For now it was a day to be with his friends. Azula had Ty lee today and would meet up with them later. After all they have gone through, they both deserved this.

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Ty lee walked down the long hallway towards Azula's private chambers, her once upbeat attitude gradually mellowing down. It had been months since she had last seen the Prodigy. When they last talked, Azula confessed to not having truly gotten over her brother. She had tried many times to get rid of those forbidden feelings but each time had been futile. The acrobat felt helpless in what she could do to help her friend. Harboring more than just sibling love was wrong on many levels, yet she had pushed past the nausea at what this meant and tried to understand her instead.

Azula had never known true love until her brother had come along to help her. It was only understandable that she would start to reciprocate those emotions towards him even though it was unhealthy. Keeping this a secret hadn't been easy for the Princess but there was no way that she could confess to him. It would surely damage their relationship beyond repair…right? They had kissed according to Azula but…Zuko had kept a safe distance from her after that. Yet, why did he…?

The acrobat shook her head to dislodge the swarm of confliction going on inside. There was no way Zuko would have the same feelings. He was in love with Mai. They had been together for four years. He surely wouldn't leave her for his sister…if he had then Mai would have told her. She was sure of that, although it would be embarrassing to be dumped because your boyfriend was in love with his sister. ..

The acrobat took a deep breath as she came to the double doors where her friend waited on the other side. Being supportive of Azula was the only thing she could do. That much was obvious, besides there was nothing to worry about. They were going to have a day of relaxation at the royal spa after training. Ty lee loved when she was able to get professional treatment in the palace. She could talk to Azula and catch up. She made it top priority to keep their friendship alive since they repaired it. She would never betray her best friend again.

Ty lee knocked on the door, hearing a soft 'come in' before entering. Inside it was completely quiet, except for the constant but steady breathing of her friend who sat cross legged in the center of the room. There were three candles placed on a small table in front, glowing a faint blue in the already sun lit room. The windows had been opened, letting in a warm breeze from the summer air outside. Azula's meditation came to a halt when she opened her eyes to lay them upon her friend. "It's about time you got here. You're a bit late."

"Sorry Azula" Ty lee grinned "Aang wanted to let Appa fly at his leisure coming here. They have been traveling a lot lately to help the other nations." The acrobat made her way over to sit across from her friend. "So, how have you been doing? Any exciting news to report? There's not much going on with me except that I have an admirer back home. I don't know who he is but he sends really beautiful flowers and writes me poetry. It's so sweet!"

Azula unfolded her legs, drawing one knee up while she leaned back on her hands. A smirk played on her face "Don't you have a lot of boys chasing after you all the time? That's not really anything new Ty. You are a tease after all."

"Hey! I've gotten a lot better since that night on Ember Island! I've been hanging back ignoring them. They all just keep chasing me!" Ty lee huffed, crossing her arms.

"Do you talk to them, accept their gifts and help but never reciprocate?"

"Yes…?"

"That's playing hard to get. It still counts." Azula's voice was light, not filled with the usual sarcasm she had become used to from her friend. Her aura was a calm light blue with specks of light red. It let her know that she was truly relaxed and happy, when usually it was always a dark blue which meant she was serious and well guarded. What had changed?

She let her gaze travel over the painting of the red and blue dragon on the left wall Azula had commissioned a long time ago. It was truly a beautiful art piece to behold. It always reminded Ty lee of Azula and Zuko with their clashing colors. With that in mind she casually asked "So…how are you and Zuko doing? He seemed to be in a really good mood when I saw him." she glanced sideways noticing the immediate change in the Princess's aura. It was an odd mixture of pink and purple with dark blue mixed in. Usually the first two colors meant love and romantic feelings, the latter color just let her know that she was self-conscious and guarded once more. No longer was she relaxed. So, she still is in love with Zuko huh?

Azula took a deep breath, knowing this was bound to come up today at one point or another. There was no reason to avoid it. You were going to tell her anyways… She looked to the painting as her friend settled her gaze back on her "We're doing great actually." Azula couldn't stop the smile she was becoming accustomed to, grow on her face. It wasn't normal for her to have this much happiness for this long. Hopefully it wouldn't end. "In fact…you could say that we are more than just siblings now." She took a risk and glanced to see Ty lee's reaction.

As predicted, her grey eyes grew wide with shocked surprise. "W-what do you mean? I-your aura says it all but-it can't be that-"

"We fucked Ty lee. It doesn't get much clearer than that." Azula's matter-of-fact tone sent sudden chills down Ty lee's spine. They really had-? Which would mean- What had she missed these past few months!

Azula tried not to cringe as the acrobat's voice rose to a shrill tone. "You guys had sex?!" Her friend's hands rose to her head, as if it might explode with all the news received. She couldn't blame her. It was a lot to take in so suddenly. Perhaps a cup of tea would have made it bearable. "Th-then Zuko and Mai are-"

"Broken up? Not completely but yes they are." Azula swallowed her anger with the nagging fact of Zuko's loose ends he had yet to tie up in order for them to proceed with their unpredictable future.

"Wait…how can they not be?" Ty lee lowered her hands "Does Mai not know that you and Zuko are…together?"

"Oh…she knows." Azula smirked cruelly, remembering the looks Mai had given her and Zuko at dinner two months ago. "I made that obvious the same night we had sex in the training court yard at our usual dinner. Zuko is the one that spilled our little secret. She never stood a chance against me."

"You guys did it on the training courtyard outside?" Ty lee's mouth opened in shock. This was a tale she would never forget "How in Agni's name did you not get caught? It's wide open with no place to hide!"

"Except for behind the pillars surrounding it and the plants from the garden…there was also the throne room too. That was fun…" Azula's sly grin made Ty lee want to cringe at the thought of her having sex with Zuko "But yes…we have been together for a month now. Zuko has been giving Mai space before he would officially break it off."

Ty lee hesitated. "That doesn't bother you at all…?"

"Of course it does…" Azula frowned slightly, not wanting to be reminded of her doubts towards her brother "I have to trust him though. I have no choice."

Although this was all wrong, Ty lee could tell how much this meant to Azula. Yet, she couldn't help but bring up one crucial fact, or rather two "I am happy for you. I never expected Zuko to be in love with you actually or for this to even happen but this type of love…" Azula's gaze hardened, causing Ty lee to swallow nervously "It can't end well. Have you asked yourself how this would be received from the Fire Nation, let alone how you are going to create heirs to the throne? The chances are slim with the first generation from what I have heard but…even still."

"Yes, I have thought about all this!" Azula snapped. Seeing how her friend flinched she managed to control the frustration boiling beneath the surface. Ty lee was only voicing the truth that she would rather hide from entirely "I always cover any potential threats to my plans. It hasn't been unknown for royalty to inbreed. It was wildly accepted back then. Today however, it is taboo and for good reason. Things have a way of changing and I'll die trying to find a solution if I have to. Creating a family though…" Azula paused, not wanting to engage in a topic she never imagined herself discussing "I haven't thought that far. For now it's just getting the public to accept what they cannot change."

Ty lee's voice quieted "You really think it will be that simple…?" She knew Azula was no fool, heading into any serious situation blindly but she had to be sure what her friend knew she was getting herself into. The Fire Nation surely wouldn't accept their relationship without any complaints. How would this reflect on Zuko's part? Would the people he worked so hard to gain respect from turn their backs on him? Would the friends he came to love as his family abandon him? There were riots now surfacing on Zuko's reign already. Should this get out then all hell would break loose. Zuko's life would be even more in danger and not just him but Azula's as well.

The Princess sighed, leaning forward to sit up as she crossed her arms "It never is." How foolish had she been to ignore all of this? Would it really work out between her and Zuko with all that was against their forbidden relationship? The truth had yet to be revealed but it was only a matter of time, especially with Mai having that knowledge which meant leverage over them. If she really wanted to, she could cause a lot of damage. Perhaps Mai's love for Zuko would be stronger than any vengeance that could come forth.

Azula wasn't even sure of that.

Ty lee's voice grasped her attention "Besides convincing the whole of the Fire Nation, do you even want children…?" The acrobat's honest question made her cringe. Memories of her child hood crept back unwanted into her mind. Her heart rate increased along with her anxiety. The relationship with her mother was broken at best and had never had the chance to repair once Ursa disappeared. Azula felt responsible for her mother leaving, believing she was the cause. Zuko told her otherwise but what other reason could there have been? She was a monster after all…one she had accepted to be a long time ago. Could a monster truly raise children, never mind one of impure blood? Her curse would be that her child be born deformed or she miscarried. Above all that though, Azula had no knowledge of how to be a mother. It made her uncomfortable just thinking about it.

"We all know I am not fit to be a mother." The Prodigy could not help the bitterness from creeping into her voice. "Zuko would have to fill in for me should that even be in our future on top of everything else…"

"That's not what I asked." Azula looked up into her best friend's face, seeing the gentle gleam in her stone colored eyes "Do you want children?"

The Princess hesitated to answer, her body temperature increasing from her own embarrassment and self-conscious attitude. A secret she never really explored until now. The turmoil she felt inside spoke for itself. Speaking those words out loud would make that idea a reality. It scared her. She was fearful of her own answer and the revelation it meant. What are you afraid of…? She clenched her jaw, letting the blue flamed candles burn bright with her ever increasing emotions. She couldn't hold eye contact as she lowered her gaze "Yes…of course…" her voice was no louder than a whisper. It was filled with pain and longing: A desire to re-write her own childhood through a new life.

It was silent before Ty lee decided to speak. "Then why are you so scared…?" It was surprising to her that Azula would admit to her innermost secrets. She had an idea of how much Azula held back and this was one she expected. For her to admit to wanting to be a mother made her heart twist in the most unusual way. She felt a twinge of affection for her best friend who tried to hide who she truly was to the world. This admission let her know of just how right she was to not judge too quickly when it came to Azula's actions verses her heart.

"Isn't it obvious…?" Azula scoffed "How can I be a mother when my own relationship with Ursa was broken? I have no good example to follow Ty lee…" The Prodigy felt her throat constrict, causing her words to halt. Above everything she forbade herself to think of, Ursa was at the top of that list and for good reason. There was no point in dwelling over what could have been should circumstances have been different and yet…she couldn't…no…wouldn't let it go. It was a part of her life that left a hole in her heart, never having that chance to mend.

Azula felt a hand on her shoulder. She looked up to see Ty lee kneeling beside her now- when had she moved?-her smile reminded her just how lucky she was to have her friend back. "Azula that's just it: you do have an example to follow. What you went through, I know you would never put your own children through that. I know you would be an excellent mother if you gave yourself the chance. I'm sure Zuko thinks the same way. Let that be the source of your strength through all this. Don't hold yourself back from what will truly make you happy." Her arms wrapped around her in a hug. Azula must have expressed a multitude of times how much she did not like to be touched but right now she felt a need to be reassured.

You have really gone soft haven't you…?

Azula hesitantly hugged her back, savoring the moment. "Thank you Ty lee…" Once again, Ty lee had proved her loyalty even though her true beliefs on this situation were not positive. Azula was no fool. She knew Ty lee believed her feelings for her brother were unhealthy and perhaps she was right. To fall in love with your own sibling was wrong but she had pushed past those overwhelming doubts and conflictions a long time ago. She had taken a chance, putting herself out there in the line of fire. Zuko could have ended it and she wouldn't have tried again…but he had. That choice had only made her resolve easier to make. Ty lee's non-judgmental nature was what she needed right now above all else and she was glad to have it.

Standing up, Azula shook off her own weird vibes from this topic, a future that would never come to pass. Becoming a parent was not going to happen anytime soon. Right now the focus was on her relationship with Zuko and how to proceed. Nothing was more important. "Alright, enough of this, let's go train." Her voice gained back its usual crisp tone. Her cool demeanor replaced any weakness that she had briefly let past her wall. "Last time I checked, I have a lot to show you on how much I have improved with my Chi Blocking."

Ty lee grinned back happily, getting to her feet. Her upbeat energy gave Azula the boost of excitement she needed for this challenge. "Yup! I beat you last time didn't I?" She narrowed her eyes in mock smugness. Oh, she would regret gaining such confidence before it had even begun. "Are you ready to be beaten again or can you outwit the master?"

Azula smirked, placing a hand on her hip "Trust me. This won't be much of a match."

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This won't be much of a match.

What a joke.

Ty lee skillfully dodged all of Azula's attempts at getting even within a few feet of her body. She spun and twisted with grace around her sharp, almost accurate, jabs at trying to hit the precise pressure points that would render the Acrobat helpless on the ground. The Prodigy was not giving any leeway either although she found it harder to be as flexible as the women before her. They had been at this for about half an hour. Already, sweat was beading on her forehead, her bangs brushing against her face uncomfortably as a few strands stuck. Disgusting. The only person who could make Azula frustrated beyond belief was also her best friend. Even Zuko had never pushed her past her limits.

The rules were simple: no bending. Easy enough, except when your opponent could read your movements clearly. This was Ty lee's area of expertise. She knew this art form by heart just like Azula's prodigious talent at Fire Bending. It was wise to cover all areas of fighting. She had picked up knife throwing from Mai a long time ago and some acrobatics from Ty lee. Now, trying to integrate a new type of defensive yet offensive style that was Chi Blocking, proved to be more difficult than she had originally imagined. She had her ass handed to her at the beginning when she first started learning months ago, the Acrobat apologizing non-stop for outwitting her. What Azula hated most was pity and it had fueled her desire at perfecting this clever use of taking the opponent down from the inside out.

If she could beat Ty lee at least just once-

Azula's eyes widened in a momentary panic, adrenaline coursing through her, as she back flipped out of the way to a safe distance. Ty lee's hand just grazed her arm, sending a buzzing sensation through that part of her body. Too close had that been to its mark. Should she have hit her accurately, the match was over. Having one limb to work with was going to be even more trouble against a master like Ty lee.

Now I know how Zuko feels when he goes up against me…

Azula ran towards her again, aiming for her right arm but then at the last second changing her target. Ty lee almost fell for it. Almost was the key word for she had pulled back at the last second, leaving Azula's body fully exposed to her opponents attack. Thinking quickly, Azula rolled to the ground, avoiding Ty lee's hand again. She got to her feet quickly enough, jumping back a few paces, trying to catch her breath.

They stood there for a moment several feet apart, staring each other down. Ty lee's gaze held a serious look that baffled Azula. She was so used to her bubbly attitude that she forgot how dangerous her friend could be when she was focused. The acrobat smirked, her eyes lighting up. "You've improved a lot since we last trained! I'm impressed."

Azula smiled grimly "Not enough to outwit you clearly." She straightened up as her friend did, relaxing but staying alert in case their training resumed. "Zuzu is fun to toy with and makes for some decent practice but he's not a challenge. He may be agile but he's not as fast as I am or flexible. The only good thing he is useful for is keeping my Fire Bending sharp. " She crossed her arms "You should be proud of yourself. You're the only one who has ever pushed me into a corner like this."

Ty lee grinned "Trust me. I am finding myself more on the defensive than I usually am with the other Kyoshi Warriors. You're quick on picking things up and I expected no less from you. I have to keep my guard up." She looked over at the sun rising high in the sky. It was just past noon. "Do you want to keep going or should we stop…?"

"Let's keep at it for a while longer. I have to at least render some part of you immobile." With that said she took her stance waiting. Ty lee stood still then ran forward. Azula prepared herself seeing how Ty lee was aiming for her left arm again, knowing that was her strong point. The Prodigy twisted away, having a clear aim for her side. Azula felt pride surge through her at her opportunity. She struck forward but was blindsided, as the Acrobat twirled around low to the ground, to kick her legs out from underneath. Before she knew it, Azula lay stunned on the ground staring up at the blue sky before a fist came into view. Not willing to give up yet, and despite the sensation of nausea, she kicked herself up off the ground surprising her friend, striking forward, Ty lee blocking her moves. Each counter she did was met by defense. Being this close was asking to lose but she wouldn't give up. A small twinge in her stomach made her flinch but she ignored it. Ty lee managed to, in the momentary distraction, grab her arm to twist her around but before the acrobat could strike her down, Azula used Ty lee's momentum against her, allowing the Princess to get behind her exposed body to strike her hard in the back and right arm. Ty lee fell to her knees gasping for breath, as Azula stood there processing her triumph.

Ty lee stayed where she was for a few moments, the numbing sensation and feeling of emptiness in her arm left her speechless. This was the first time anyone had got the better of her with Chi Blocking. It left her feeling annoyed but then she felt pride sweep through her. Her student had outwitted her in her own form. Azula was a prodigy for a reason and Ty lee expected nothing less than the best from her friend.

She took a deep breath, noticing how Azula didn't say anything from behind her. She expected at least gloating but there was silence. Struggling, she was able to get to her feet once more, placing her left hand over her right arm as the tingling sensation continued. "That was an excellent move Azula. I never saw it coming! You were truly a-"

Her eyes widened in alarm as she stared at her friend. Azula was on her hands and knees, her body visibly shaking. "Azula!" She shortened the distance between them placing her left hand on the Prodigy's back. "What's wrong? Did I manage to hit you or did you hurt yourself?" The only thing she was greeted with was silence causing panic to spread through Ty lee's body. Was this training session too much for her? Doubt at that thought only made her worry more. Azula was physically fit and healthy, not including how she was used to the Fire Nation's warm climate. There was no way that she was about to pass out from the heat.

A horrible retching sound then escaped passed the Princess's lips as her left hand quickly covered her mouth. Ty lee pulled back as her friend puked on the ground before her, nothing but this morning's breakfast to be seen or what was left of it. "Azula! Why didn't you tell me you were sick!?" She quickly rubbed her friend's back, the sight before her making her feel anxious. Never before had she seen Azula so much as sneeze. She never got sick.

"I'm not sick!" Azula bit out, wiping her mouth of what was left of the bile. She sat back on her knees, placing a hand on her stomach, wincing in pain. This was not right. First she almost passed out this morning now she was getting sick? She had no fever and felt fine otherwise. Maybe I shouldn't have ignored this morning's little mishap… A wave of nausea hit her again. Agni, please no more…

"I'm getting help! You stay here and rest. Don't move!" Before Azula could protest, Ty lee ran off to the palace entrance. Great…now everyone will be flocking to her side, fussing over her: she did not need Zuko finding out. The last thing he needed was to panic and that was also the last thing Azula wanted. Whenever he freaked out over her, there was more drama put into it than was necessary. She loved her brother but this was a part of him she could do without or he at least could try and tone it down. Her throat burned hot as more stomach acid rose up demanding to be released.

Fuck me…

Ty lee ran down the hall before noticing the Water Bender, Katara, turning a corner. "Katara!" Her voice managed to stop the girl in her tracks, turning around to give her a questioning look. The feeling of her right arm had returned making it easier to run now. "Please, I need your help! Or rather Azula does!"

Katara's eyes gleamed with alarm "What's wrong with her?" She was just on her way to find Aang so that they could meet up with Zuko and them to head out to the town. Even the Fire Lord needed to get out of the palace sometimes. Thinking of that, he should be noted of his sister and whatever was wrong with her.

"We were training and Azula got sick after she knocked me down. She threw up on the ground. She never gets sick!" She tugged at the Water Tribe girl's arm "Come on! We have to get back to her."

"Wait! Shouldn't we let Zuko know of his sister?" The thought of facing Azula made her want to cringe but the instinct to take care of those in need drove her to follow regardless. This encounter was happening sooner than expected…

"There's no time. Zuko can wait. We just need you to use your Water Healing abilities." Ty lee's tone became serious as they ran down the hall and out into the training court yard. Azula was still sitting down but there was more liquid on the ground suggesting that she had thrown up once more. Thankfully it didn't look like she was about to get sick again. She fell to her knees placing a hand on her shoulder, feeling as the Princess shuddered beneath her "Azula I got Katara. She'll be able to-

"I don't need her help!" Azula's gaze burned with irritation as she stared up at the girl whom had defeated her four years ago. Why had she gotten the Water Tribe Peasant out of all the physicians whom knew her history of health? "No, the last thing I want is for her to use Water Bending on me. If you so much as touch me I will not hesitate to set you on fire."

Katara's eyes narrowed "That's an awful lot of talk for someone who's clearly not feeling well." She crossed her arms, glancing down at the pile of partially digested food beside them. Staring back at the fire in the Princess's amber eyes she bit out "Get over your ego and let me help. You obviously need it!"

"Azula…" Ty lee's voice was gentle although it was filled with worry at bringing the worst possible person to help. There was nothing wrong with Katara but she foolishly forgot their history. "She can help you. Just let her look over-"

"I said no." Azula grit her teeth as she felt her stomach twist in pain. She no longer felt nauseous but her muscles had constricted painfully. "Why should I let this Peasant help me when she encased me with ice and chained me down?" The memory of feeling completely powerless and not being able to breathe sent unwanted fear through her. "I will not let her touch me. Get lost!"

Katara's fists tightened on either side of her body. She tried to contain her anger but she couldn't stand this women. What a brat! "Excuse me for having no choice but to take you down before you could kill your brother!" This silenced the Princess, and what Katara could only describe as guilt flashed through the Prodigy's eyes. No wiseass comeback? Good. "You should feel grateful that I did that. Without him you wouldn't have left that asylum at all. No one would have come for you."

Azula looked away, gritting her teeth. She hated reliving that memory and what her actions could have caused. She had to live with herself every day. The last thing she needed was her mistakes thrown back in her face. The worst part was that Katara was right. If she had not chained her down and stopped her, she would have surely killed them and harmed herself. There would have been no coming back from that path she had freed herself from. Zuko would not have been there to save her… She felt her throat constrict as tears pricked at the corners of her eyes. Swallowing her pride she turned back to the Water Tribe girl before her. "Fine…do what you must." Ty lee looked as if she wanted to say something but kept silent. Even she knew that what Katara had said was true. That made it worse.

The Water Bender let out a harsh sigh. She hated being blunt like that but sometimes it was necessary. She knew she had struck an emotional cord within Azula but how else was she going to get past this women's stubbornness? "Alright, lay down over here." She pointed to a spot several feet away from the mess on the ground. Azula obeyed silently, getting up with Ty lee's help to the spot indicated for her. Once she was in position, Katara knelt down before her. "Relax and close your eyes. This shouldn't take too long."

With a smooth flick of her wrist, she bent the water out of the bag she always carried with her. Bending it so that both hands were encased, she brought them over the Princess's body just an inch or so above. The water in her hands glowed bright blue as she moved them over her stomach. "Has there been anything else that happened today that is unusual?"

Azula hesitated "I almost passed out earlier when I stood up too fast. I felt as if I had no energy at all within me but other than that, nothing out of the ordinary." Despite always being rude, Azula was noticeably quiet, betraying the uneasiness she felt of the water before her. She closed her eyes a moment later, taking a deep breath to relax. Ty lee was knelt on the other side of her friend, her hands placed on her lap following Katara's movements with concern.

So far, Katara could detect nothing strange. There was no hint of illness, not even a fever to be found. It puzzled her. There had to be a reason for Azula to have suddenly gotten sick as she did. She worked her way from the top of her body, making sure to go slow as not to miss any possible signs of infection that could have caused this. As she reached her lower stomach, she stopped. She narrowed her eyes as she stilled her hand movements. What was that…? She picked through her mind at all the info she had gathered from the Princess. Memories of her training in the Northern Water Tribe flooded back to her. The sensation she felt underneath her hands from Azula's body made everything click into place. Her eyes suddenly widened as she pulled her hands away.

It couldn't be...

Azula noticed her fast movement. She sat up glaring at Katara. What had made her pull back so quickly? Was there something seriously wrong with her? "What is it? Did you find anything?" The Water Tribe girl was silent prompting her to continue. Was she deaf? "If there is anything that is concerning to my health then I demand that you tell me immediately before my patience grows thin."

"Katara?" Ty lee's confused gaze met the Water Bender's. "Is there something wrong with her?"

Finally, she seemed to regain back her composure, changing her attitude way too fast for Azula's liking. "No, nothing bad. It seems like you may have eaten something that didn't agree with your stomach. What did you have for breakfast?"

Her sharp blue gaze spoke volumes to Azula but she decided to play along. She would find out the truth eventually. She knew she couldn't trust this Peasant to help her. "I ate some Dragon Fruit with toast."

"Then maybe the fruit didn't agree with you. You're also training in the heat so that could have also done it. I know you're well adapted to the climate here but if not hydrated enough it can affect you immensely causing you to be sick." Katara got up as did the other two. Azula crossed her arms, distrust for the women before her making her irritated with every word she said. "I suggest that you go relax before dinner. I'll tell Zuko you may be late."

Azula scoffed "Like that's going to happen. I'm never-"

"Late? I know but just this once you may have to be. Trust me on this Azula…" Katara put the cap back on her bag after she bent the water back inside "You're going to want to. I'll check back on you later after dinner to make sure you're doing better." She started to walk away, not giving Azula any choice but to obey her words. She knew more than she was letting on. It was not something as simple as heat stroke or eating bad food when it was always fresh. "I have to go. I'll see you guys tonight!"

"Thanks Katara!" Ty lee called after, waving her hands even though the Water Bender was turned away from them. "Good thing she was here! I'm glad it wasn't anything too serious." She turned to her friend noticing the frustration gleaming in her amber gaze. Her aura glowed with dark red and orange, the first indicating her anger the later speaking of distrust "Azula what's wrong?"

"She's hiding something from me…" Azula spoke quietly, her voice holding concealed rage "and I'm going to find out what that is. She can't hide from me forever. I'll ask her tonight when she comes to check up on me…"

"Katara lied…? Are you sure?" Ty lee's voice filled with doubt. "She doesn't seem the type to lie."

"The innocent ones never do." With that she walked away towards the palace entrance, weariness making her body heavy. She could not help the nervousness that crept forth to her mind. Something had alarmed the Water Bender and it was number one priority that she finds out what that is. "Come Ty lee. We can go to the Spa for a bit. After that I am going to go rest as the Doctor advised I should do…" Despite how she didn't trust Katara, she could tell that the orders to relax were nothing to scoff at. Whatever had made her sick was nothing to take lightly.

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Zuko smiled as he sipped his Fire Wine, listening to Sokka's story of how his latest invention ended up with him catching one of their campsites on fire while traveling here. Apparently, creating a bomb next to a fire pit was not the smartest idea. He smirked at his friend's cluelessness he could display from time to time. The Warrior was very smart, more than many gave him credit for but sometimes his excitement for new ideas could get away with him. Gods did he miss his friends.

He also missed Azula. According to Katara, she was most likely going to be late this evening. He had asked what was wrong with her but she simply stated that she was not feeling well and that she needed to go rest. He was going to make sure she was alright but Katara had managed to convince him otherwise. The Princess had Ty lee to look after her so there was no reason to worry. Zuko believed differently, not being able to get his sister out of his mind. His anxiety only worsened over time, especially since she was indeed late by at least twenty minutes. He pushed himself to drink some wine to calm his nerves. It had helped, along with his friends cheering him up. Even still, he found his gaze shifting to the dining room entrance hoping to catch a glimpse of raven colored hair and amber eyes. It frustrated him that he couldn't be open about Azula with the Gaang around but they couldn't know, at least not yet. The Water Bender's voice dragged him out of his thoughts.

"What did you think was going to happen when you were sitting right next to a fire? You're lucky Aang's reflexes are sharp enough to have contained the bombs explosion with his Air Bending!" Katara reprimanded sharply while rolling her eyes. "Even then the camp site caught on fire! It's a good thing there was a river right next to us…"

"Yeah, yeah…the Universe hates me." Sokka took a bite out of his roast cow-pig beef, completely disregarding the seriousness the story withheld "What else is new?"

"Trying to be a little more careful next time would be nice." Suki chided as she ate her meal beside him, although her eyes gleamed with affection.

"Hates you?" Toph laughed "It's more like the Universe is out to erase you from existence. Anyone caught in the aftermath asked for it. Why do you think I sleep on the opposite side of the camp?" She took a bite of a bread roll she stole from his plate "I'm telling ya, it's only a matter of time…"

Sokka glared at her but before he could throw a snide remark Aang spoke up "So, Zuko." The Fire Lord turned his attention on his friend "How are you and Mai getting along? I expected to see her at least once today. Is she on a trip or something with her parents?"

Zuko almost choked on his meal. You knew this was going to come up eventually… He sighed heavily, setting his drink down on the table. He avoided meeting Aang's gaze "No…her and I broke up a month ago." The thought brought the usual twist of guilt. This whole situation has not been easy…he loves Azula. There is no doubt upon those thoughts. On the other hand, he had been together with Mai for four years. They had talked about starting a family…his heart constricted painfully. He still loved Mai. His choice had been made and he had not regretted it since but he could not help the memories from replaying.

"Oh…I'm sorry to hear that." Aang spoke sympathetically, his appetite gone. He wouldn't know what to do with himself should he and Katara ever break up. That couldn't be easy. Just thinking about it made his heart break.

"I'm surprised you broke up. The last time we visited you both looked so happy." Katara frowned. There was more going on with this family than she originally thought. "Why did you two break up?"

"Why are you surprised? They were way too opposite to each other in my opinion. It was bound to crumble eventually." Toph leaned back on her chair, arms behind her head as she stared blankly to the ceiling. "How many times have they broken up now? Ten?"

"Toph!" Katara glared at her "You could be a little more sympathetic!"

"Eh…it's not really my thing." Toph shrugged off Katara's motherly discipline.

Sokka grimaced beside her, knowing full well what it was like to lose someone close. He was lucky to have Suki. He grasped her hand in his, "Ouch…way to be blunt Toph."

"I'm sure Zuko has a good reason as to why they didn't work out. Who's to say they won't get back together?" Suki put in, catching Zuko's attention. The thing was though…there was no coming back from this even if he wanted to. He was in love with his sister and Mai couldn't even come close.

"I've gotta wonder though if perhaps there is another lady in Zuko's life now." It wasn't a question. Toph's direct statement made Zuko cringe. Did the Blind Earth Bender know more than what she was letting on?

"What made you think of that Toph?" Suki questioned. Yeah, what made her think of that? Zuko wanted to know and at the same time shied away from the answer.

"Just a hunch…so am I right Fire Boy? Is there another woman in your life?"

Zuko hesitated to answer. How much should he say? He had to be careful around Toph. He shifted in his chair self consciously "Yes…there is."

"Wow…good guess Toph!" Aang praised, clearly still amazed with how his blind friend always seemed to know more about people through her Earth Bending.

"Who's this other girl…? Do we know her? How long have you had these feelings for her?" Katara's immediate throw of questions made him stumble to keep up.

"You've never met her. We started talking several months ago, so since you guys last saw me." Zuko fought to keep any unease from surfacing as all his friend's eyes were trained on him. "Mai and I's relationship was falling apart for a while now…the girl I am dating just happened to be there at the right time. It just fell into place…we connected instantly." He swallowed nervously. Maybe they could help him. It was a shot in the dark but possibly by talking to them they could help sort out his thoughts. "I should add that Mai and I haven't officially broken up yet. I still love her but…"

"But what Zuzu?"

Her voice sent chills down his spin, making his skin crawl with recognizable fear. The vibe he got from her was not good. She had overheard their conversation walking in. Her tone was like velvet but held a veiled threat underneath for only he could hear it while the others stayed oblivious "Do tell us of this woman you are so in love with."

"Good evening Azula! It's good to see you again." Aang greeted her whole heartedly. Zuko had to give the boy some credit. Despite having been killed by Azula once, he still maintained his morals from his teachings as a monk.

Azula's voice was cool yet polite as she took her seat on Zuko's right side. "Likewise Avatar, I hope the scar I gave you is still there?" She smirked, as she held out her wine glass to be filled by a servant she had summoned with a wave of her hand. She was irritated that she had been late to dinner. She had managed to lie down to take a nap, her body exhausted from today's training and little mishap. Usually her naps only lasted an hour. This one had lasted nearly two. If Ty lee hadn't come to wake her up, she'd still be asleep. Now, here was her brother seeking relationship advice from his gang of misfits. This should prove interesting...

Ty lee sat down beside Azula looking at all the food. "Oh this looks so good!" She ignored the Elephant-Rhino in the room. This was not something she wanted to get involved in. Staying silent would be her best option.

"Of course it's still there. Katara's Spirit Water didn't manage to remove the mark." Aang responded as if their past fight was just an old story being re-told by friends.

"Good. I like to know that my work was a job well done." The Prodigy knew how much she was riling up the Water Bender. She could practically taste her mistrust.

"I'd advise not to have any alcohol…" Katara's voice held anger towards her but a warning that should not be passed up "You were sick earlier today. I wouldn't go around eating and drinking whatever you wanted."

Azula was silent for a moment, weighing her options. She could outright refuse to obey or she could agree to her demand. Katara did know more about what was going on with her body and she still had yet to tell her of what that is. The Princess placed the glass back on the table, reaching for a cup of water instead. "Is this more suitable Doctor?" She questioned sarcastically.

"Yes…" Katara turned her attention back to Zuko not having the patience for the Fire Bender "So, you're not officially broken up with Mai? Yet, you are seeing this other girl? Did you cheat on Mai?" The thought in itself made her angry. How could Zuko do this to the woman he supposedly still loved after four years?

Zuko was highly aware of Azula waiting for his answer, her stare made his heart beat faster. "Y-yes…I did. It was a mistake of course…I should have handled it better" His sister made no visible signs as to how this made her feel. "But it happened the way it did. I don't regret my decision to be with her but…I need to know how to break it off with Mai on good terms."

"Well, how did she find out you were cheating in the first place? If I were her I wouldn't keep contact at all." Suki chimed in, the food before her forgotten in this new development.

Zuko's face turned red as he remembered all too clearly how Mai had found out. It could only be the worst possible way to find that your boyfriend had been cheating on you.

"Yes…I don't recall that you ever told me how Mai found out dear brother. It must be pretty embarrassing for your face to get as red as it did just now." Azula smirked, cornering her Fire Lord. She had wanted to know but had never asked. This was the perfect opportunity.

"I…" For Agni's sake! "I moaned out the wrong name while having sex…" He placed a hand over his face grimacing as Toph's voice rang loud with laughter.

Azula slowly clapped "Bravo. I don't think I could have done that any better myself." Oh, she was not going to let this go anytime soon. Before she could add on to this the Water Tribe Warrior cut in.

"Hold up!" Sokka raised his hand to stop Zuko from saying anything back to his sister "You cheated on your girlfriend for this girl. You knew her for a less amount of time to already be thinking of her in the wrong situations. She has apparently made you happier than Mai ever could have in four years…is this girl special or something?"

"Yes she is. She's more important to me than anyone else in the world." Zuko's voice rose in defense of Azula. "I would do anything for her."

Azula smiled, happy that those words he spoke rang true. She knew she could depend on him and happy that he would voice it out loud, even though no one knew it was she they were talking about. The Avatar's words served to break that moment of affection for her brother.

"But you are still in love with Mai…?" Aang asked, looking at his friend with sympathy. Azula held her breath, waiting for an answer she knew. She tried to maintain the anger coming to surface, but it proved impossible as Zuko hesitated to respond.

"Yes I am... I haven't forgotten her." His voice was subdued, speaking of the pain he still felt. "It's why I have been struggling to break it off completely...part of me doesn't want to let go." He wanted to run. Azula visibly stiffened this time around, her grip on the cup noticeably tighter. He took a risk and glanced at her. He wished he hadn't.

"Zuko my friend…" Toph finally spoke as she sat back up taking a dumpling from the plate before her. She had been silent until now "You have just fucked yourself into a corner."

Aang looked at his friend with a confused expression "What do you mean by-"

A chair shifted loudly, screeching across the ground, tearing silence through the room as Azula suddenly stood up. The Prodigy struggled to maintain her anger but this was too much. She knew…she knew that Zuko was still in love with Mai. Hearing him confirm that was a blow to her heart. She didn't realize how much this actually bothered her until now. The Princess was aware of everyone staring at her. She cursed silently that she had reacted so impulsively. Zuko's sister should not be bothered about how he was in love with two women…it just so happened she was the other one.

"Azula" Zuko reached for her but she pulled back sharply, managing not to burn his hand even though every part of her desired to.

"Azula is everything alright?" Ty lee's voice held a warning to stop whatever she believed her friend was about to do. What could she do? Yell at her brother for betraying her feelings which would only give them away? No. She was no fool. It's a good thing Azula could think of a lie on the spot.

"I'm still not feeling well from earlier. Excuse me." Without looking at anyone else but her best friend, she turned walking away towards the hall, not really having a destination in mind. Anywhere was better than staying there a moment longer.

Zuko got to his feet about to go pursue her when Katara stopped him "I'll go Zuko. You stay here."

He looked at her baffled. Why should he stay behind and let her go? They both hated each other. The last person Azula would want to talk to was her…or maybe he should step back. He knew that she needed space but what could Katara hope to accomplish? "What do you think you can do that I can't?"

"She still hasn't recovered from earlier. I need to go make sure she is alright." Plus maybe I can get her to tell me what is bothering her…it's strange that this would upset her so much. Katara kept those thoughts to herself. Zuko looked ready to protest when Ty lee cut in.

"Trust Katara. She knows what is wrong with Azula and can help her." Her smile made Zuko sigh with defeat. Once again he was held back from going to Azula's side to make her feel better. You're the one that upset her…and they can't know why. He had to play along.

"Fine…but I am going to check up on her later."

Zuko's protectiveness made Katara smile. It was good to know that Azula had a family member who would do anything to make sure she was safe and happy. Their relationship really had improved. "I wouldn't expect anything less from you." With that she turned to follow the Fire Bender in the direction she disappeared into. It wasn't long before she found the Princess walking down the hall, Azula's fast strides made her jog to catch up. "Azula wait!"

The Princess froze, turning around. Whatever Azula was bothered by at their conversation really had riled her up. The Water Bender braced herself. Even though she would rather stay away from Azula her instinct to help shadowed her misgivings. "Azula what's wrong? We both know you didn't leave because you're not feeling well."

"First of all it's none of your business." Azula was not going to dance around the problem by making excuses. "Second we both know that you know more of what is going on with my body than you're willing to admit." Guilt flashed through the girl's eyes making Azula's skin crawl with irritation. "You have no right prying into problems that don't concern you."

"It does concern me when it's your health that is involved. You shouldn't get so worked up!" Katara snapped at her, unwilling to voice the truth. "The conversation really bothered you and it seems Zuko knows why. What's going on?"

Azula crossed her arms. They stood a good ten feet away from one another. The open windows let in the moon light followed by a breeze that stirred the draperies till it was the only thing that could be heard. The shadows crawled at the Prodigy's feet, making her look more menacing. "Why should I confide in someone who lies about another's health?"

Katara flinched "I didn't want to lie but-"

"But what?" Azula shut her off from any more words she was about to say. If this Peasant knew what was good for her she should back off now. Why was she even worried? "Is this some sort of virus that will claim my life? Oh, but let me guess, you won't tell me because you have some sort of spite towards me. You're not as angelic as many believe you to be." Katara's mouth opened but no words came out "Nothing to say? I thought so." She turned to walk away when the Water Bender spoke.

"Azula there is something wrong with you, however it's not going to kill you, I know that much." Her voice was unusually calm. Katara couldn't even begin to figure out how to tell the Princess of what was wrong with her or rather the complications this could bring up in her life should she not be prepared for it. It's your job to help people…even those like Azula.

"Oh, well it's good to know that I won't be dying anytime soon." Azula let out a short laugh. This was ridiculous. She had no patience for games.

"Azula…"

"No. We are done having this conversation. Stop butting into other people's business and learn to do your job." She continued down the hall.

"Azula…Azula! Please listen to me!" Katara panicked. Azula was right. She should do her job better. The Princess didn't turn around to even acknowledge her. Katara ran to catch up but the Fire Bender turned around instinctively to throw a wave of her azure flames at her. They stopped just short of a few inches from her face as Katara reacted by whipping out her water to block it.

"I don't want to hear another word come out of your mouth!" Azula's voice was laced with venom. Even though she could see the ice in the Water Bender's eyes, Katara still did not retaliate or fight back. Maybe now she would start taking her threats seriously. "I will not put up with you. We are not friends. We are not even acquaintances. You have no right to pry into my life."

"Stop being childish and just listen to me!" Katara's voice rose to match the Fire Bender's.

"If you don't back off I will not hesitate to bring you down and trust me, this time I will not lose." Azula's eyes narrowed.

"Azula you're not thinking rationally! I won't fight you! Not because I can't but because…"

"Because why?"

"It's because you're pregnant!"

[Flashback]

Ty lee was finishing up her class as Suki entered. The Acrobat blocked her student coming forward. Before her opponent could hit, Ty lee brought up her forearm sharply to hit the warrior in the neck, knocking the girl back before she struck to hit pressure points, bringing the girl down. That had been too easy once again. Her students were learning fast but no one had been able to best her yet on the mat. She wondered briefly if anyone would be able to challenge her at her own expertise with this fighting style. "Alright class, you guys did really well today but you have to remember to read your opponents body movements. Chi Blocking requires you to be close up, so you must be able to defend yourself as well as be able to quickly bring them down. You also can't be predictable" She reached down to grab the warrior's arm that she had just beaten, helping them up "You did great but you made it too obvious that you were aiming for my right arm. Now if you had the intention of switching at the last second, I would have been caught off guard. Even then you have to be quicker than the enemy and always think of how to get away when it doesn't look good."

She noticed Suki standing in the doorway with a letter in her hand most likely for her. Was that boy still trying to get her attention? She must have received at least one letter a day from him. "You guys are dismissed. We'll pick back up tomorrow morning."

As the Kyoshi Warriors filed out, Suki finally approached "You never cease to amaze me with your Chi Blocking. It's always entertaining to watch you teach it yourself."

"Thanks but sometimes I wish I had someone just as skilled as I am with this style of fighting. A challenge would be nice once in a while. When I find the perfect student who can bring me down for the first time then I'll know my job is completed." She glanced at the letter in her leader's hand "Is that for me? Is it from that same kid who keeps on writing me poetry?"

Suki laughed "No, it actually came from a Fire Nation messenger hawk. There's a royal seal on it so it must be from Zuko." Her voice became serious "It was sent with the highest urgency." With that she handed the letter over to Ty lee.

Ty lee felt a small wave of panic run through her. What could be so important for the Fire Lord to contact her? She broke the seal, unraveling the scroll. Her eyes quickly scanned through the words written. She tensed at the mention of Azula.

"What does he want? Is he ok?" Suki's voice was worried.

"He's ok…it's his sister that's not." Ty lee's spoke gravely as she continued "Zuko says here that Azula forbid him to continue visiting her for unknown reasons. He thinks their last fight may have revealed something that Azula is keeping secret. She is regressing in her mental health and he needs me to go in his place to try and help her through what is wrong, while also convincing her to let him resume his weekly visits." Ty lee felt numb. She had wanted for so long to rekindle her friendship with the Fire Princess. Now here was her opportunity but she was scared to take it.

"That's not good…" Suki noticed the change in her friend's demeanor. She placed her hand on her the Acrobat's shoulder "Are you comfortable with doing this?"

Ty lee sighed "I want to but it's been so long since I last saw Azula. If she is as bad as he says she is in this letter, what makes him believe I can accomplish what he failed?"

"I don't think you give yourself enough credit. You and Azula were once really close friends. I know you both had a fall out but if she is truly your friend then she will forgive you." Suki smiled, knowing how much this meant to Ty lee "I think u should go, it would be good for you both, and don't worry about your classes, I'll do them."

"You're right. Even if we don't become friends again, the least I can do is be there for her like I should have been." It had been two years since Azula was put in the institution. The more time that she let pass by the less likely it would be for them to recover their friendship. Azula was not a very forgiving person. She also does not trust many people and for good reason. If what Suki said was true then Azula would be able to forgive her even though Ty lee had betrayed her. "I'm going to go. Are you sure that you can take over? I know you're the best student I have had. You're almost at my level but there is still a lot you have to learn."

"I think I can handle it. I won't go into the advanced forms but I can teach all the basics. Who knows, I may teach myself a thing or two along the way. Take as much time as you feel you need to in the Fire Nation." Suki smiled reassuringly "You'd better let Zuko know of your decision. If Azula is regressing that badly then she needs help soon."

"Thanks Suki." With that said the Kyoshi Warrior left the building, leaving Ty lee alone with her thoughts. She gazed around the room, taking in all the familiar scenery. This had become her home but she knew she had used this place to hide from her mistakes. She was able to forge a new life here to make up for what she had done during the war but now was the time to revisit the past to try and pull her best friend from the darkness she had lost herself in.

As Ty lee made her way back to her home by the beach, she felt a new determination run through her causing her pace to quicken. "Don't worry Azula. I'll be there soon."

[End Flashback]