It Was Always There
"Lola?" Logan repeated. I nodded my head while still looking down at the ground.
"What are you doing here?" I sighed and looked up at him.
"I teach here now. This really is weird how you're here and I'm here, but I have things to do, and you have people to talk to so bye." I rattled off quickly and tried to make a break for it, sadly Logan grabbed my arm and spun me around.
"Lola we have to talk now!" I could see the determination his eyes, knowing he wouldn't take no for an answer I nodded and he led me down to a bench to sit. Ironically it was the same bench I sat on when I saw him kissing Dana. My heart ached at the memory even now I can't get over it.
"I can't believe you're here Zoey will be so happy." My ears perked up when he said Zoey.
"You still talk to Zoey?" I asked.
"Yes I still talk to everyone."
"How is everyone?"
"Well you would know if you had kept in contact with all of us." I glared at him.
"Fine I will tell you how everyone is if you tell me why you left and then ignored the phone calls we all made to you deal?" He put out his hand and I hesitantly shook it. So for about a half an hour he told me how everyone is doing. Turns out Zoey Chase got married and she is pregnant with their first child. Chase is a writer while Zoey is a designer. They live in New York City. Nicole is engaged to a guy from Kansas who runs his own company so now Nicole doesn't have to work. Michael invented a new kind of chip and lives in Indiana by his mother. Quinn is a scientist who invented a way to cure a certain kind of cancer. I had notice by now that he hadn't mentioned Dana.
"What about Dana?" I asked not really wanting to hear the answer, it would probably be that they are dating, engaged, or married.
"I don't know I don't talk to her much anymore, just sometimes." I sighed a sigh relief.
"So your turn Lola."
"Do I have to?" He looked into my eyes and I knew the answer.
"Fine I left because I saw something that made me want to leave."
"What did you see?" He asked curiously.
"You and Dana kissing." I said while looking anywhere but at Logan. I heard him sigh.
"Lola…"
"No it's fine and it was a long time age, you don't have to explain your self to me." I got with tears in my eyes when I felt him grab my hand and turn me around more gently then the first time though. He put a hand to my face and wiped my tears away.
"Lola you saw it wrong let me explain, please?" He asked with his puppy dog look. Seeing no other way I nodded and we sat down again on the bench.
"When you saw me kissing Dana you probably were already gone when I pulled away from her and told her that I couldn't do that right?" I nodded. So he then explained to me about his and Dana's fling before I came then he explained about when I got there and then about Dana's return.
"See when Dana came back I was all confused about my feelings for her and for you. So we decided to talk and that happened but I need you to know I did pull a way from her and told her I can't. I was planning to tell you what happened but you left."
"Did you have feelings for Dana?"
"I thought I did but during that kiss my stomach didn't sway at all and I didn't feel all warm inside. And once you were gone I was a lot sadder then I had been when Dana left. I'm sorry I put you through all of that."
"It's ok, I probably should have figured things out before I left. Does everyone hate me for leaving?"
"No they were all worried that something bad had happened, Zoey the most. Lola let me make everything up to you how about I take you out to dinner on Friday?" He put his hands on top of mine and I couldn't but help but like that feeling. I looked into his beautiful brown eyes and nodded. He smiled his special Logan smiled that had only been reserved for me. So we made plans and exchanged number and he left leaving me to sit on this bench where a lot of sad things had happened to me, but not anymore.
(Please R and R! I do not own Zoey 101.)