Bad Deed

I tried hard not to think about Mark on the way to Kane's place. It was almost as if I had been run over by a truck every time it crossed my mind. Kane was pretty much quiet during the drive. I guess he was at a loss of what to do to make me feel better. At this point I didn't think anything could make me happy. I felt like my world had only gotten worse after Mark rescued me.

"He should have left me there…" I said quietly.

Kane glanced at me, "Who?"

"Mark…when he rescued me from those guys…I feel like I should have stayed there."

Kane sighed and then pulled the truck over. I looked at him in confusion as he put the car in park and then turned to me.

"Don't you think that way Carmen. Mark rescued you because he loved you and he still does."

"Yes but he's turning that love into complete anger for others…Kane he's killing these guys because of what they did to me." I said as a tear slipped from my eye.

He sighed, "You don't know that for sure Carmen, and tell me this, wouldn't you kill someone if they hurt Mark the way those men hurt you?"

I looked at him, "Would you?"

He froze and stared at me with a baffled look. "I don't know what I would do Carmen. I mean I love you but-"

"-You what?" I said.

He got silent again and just stared at me softly, "I'm sorry Carmen, that shouldn't have slipped out."

I smiled slightly, "Kane you have feelings for me?"

He squeezed the wheel and then sighed, "Yes."

I looked away from him and stared out of the window, "How long have you had these feelings?"

"For awhile…I think it started back when you first got with Mark. I didn't know you that well then, but I always thought you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen."

I smiled to myself, "That's so sweet. Why didn't you say anything before?"

"That's simple…Mark would have killed me." He said. "Besides I have no problem just being your friend Carmen. I can be around you as much as I want this way."

I nodded, "That's true…well we better get to your place."

He agreed and started up the truck. I wasn't sure what to say about Kane's true feelings for me. I mean I had an idea about it before but I never once thought he had liked me for so long. If only I had met him first…

When we got to Glenn's house he walked me up to a private room so I could rest.

"let me know if you need anything ok?" he told me.

I nodded and sat down on the bed. I looked up at him as he looked down at me. "Thanks for telling me the truth Kane. I really appreciate it."

He smiled, "It's no problem Carmen. I just want to see you happy that's all."

I smiled at him and then opened my arms so he could hug me. I always loved his hugs, they reminded me a lot of Mark's strong arms that I felt so secure in. I started crying as I thought about it. Goodness I missed Mark…well…the one I fell in love with.

"Why are you crying?" he asked as he sat down next to me and put his arm around me.

I sniffled, "Because I don't know what to think anymore. Mark is so much more different than he use to be. It's like they killed the side of him I fell in love with."

Kane nodded and rubbed my back, "Don't worry Carmen, he's still there. He's just...I don't know."

I looked up at him. "Kane I know you feel this too…please don't shut me out…."

He looked at me and then rubbed my cheek with the tips of his fingers. We held each other's gaze for a few moments before he did something I wasn't too sure how to react to. Slowly he brought his head close to mine and then pressed his lips against mine. I was going to push him away, but he hooked me in when is tongue slipped into my mouth….a big weakness of mine. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck as his smooth lips caressed mine. I couldn't believe what a great kisser he was. I was in complete heaven…

When I felt him start to push me backwards I fought against him, bringing myself out of the slight trance I was in.

"Kane! We can't do this." I said.

He looked at me with disappointment but, he knew I was right. "I'm sorry Carmen."

I licked my lips, "it's alright…I wanted you to."

He smiled slightly and then decided to leave me in peace. I spent the entire night thinking to myself about what had just happened. I loved the kiss, but I knew Mark would be furious if he knew about it. Just the thought of his reaction scared me. I ended up getting up a few times to splash water in my face in the bathroom.

When I got up the fourth time, Glenn was in the hallway heading towards the bathroom. We looked at each other in silence both thinking about what had almost happened a few hours before.

"Are you ok?" he asked me.

I shrugged and backed against the wall, "I'm not too sure…are you?"

He shrugged too looking at me with those cute yet lustful eyes. "Well…I better get back to bed." I told him as I turned to head back to my room.

Before I could get too far, he reached out and grabbed my arm, backing me against the wall and kissing me, this time a little more rough. I couldn't help but to kiss him back, pressing myself up against him. He moved down to my neck making me even weaker than I was before. I closed my eyes as his lips explored my neck and then slowly began to move down to my breast.

"Kane…I don't think we should-"

"Shh," he said as he placed a finger on my lips and then kissed me again. "Let it go Carmen. I can see how much you miss Mark…but you're in need of a man's touch."

"Yes but-"

"Don't fight me…please. Just let this happen. Mark won't know about this."

I chuckled, "If he found out about what those guys did to me then-"

"I'm the one who told him Carmen."

I looked at him blankly, "You were?"

He nodded, "Yes. I knew if anyone could save you…he could. So I told him everything."

I bit my bottom lip and looked away from him. "Kane-"

"-Carmen I love you. I can't go another night without you next to me." He said.

I smiled slightly and then shook my head, "Kane I can't. I love Mark ok?"

He chuckled, "How can you love a man who is willing to kill other men over you."

I sighed, "That's just it Kane. He loves me…and he was my first, the father of my unborn child, and-"

"-he hasn't been here for you. I've been here for you almost every day after you got out of the hospital. Where has he been?"

I sighed knowing he was right, "Kane, I want to…I really do…but I can't risk my relationship."

"Mark has already risked it…trust me on that." He said before kissing me again. I didn't know what it was, but Kane was so attractive to me that night. I felt tears rising in my eyes as I finally gave in and kissed him deeply. He scooped me up into his arms and carried me down to his bedroom. He sat me down on the bed and then lifted my nightdress up to my thighs. He then told me to lie back as he got down on his knees and pulled off my panties. I was scared but I knew I really needed this. Once he got my panties off, he spread my legs and then started eating me out. I gasped as his tongue gently circled my clit. My body trembled as pleasure surged through my body. I reached down and grabbed his hair as I moaned his name. Right before I reached my climax, he stopped and whipped out his penis. Slowly he slid it inside of me, making me cry out even louder.

Don't get me wrong, he wasn't better than Mark at this, but he did know what he was doing. His dick felt so damn good sliding in and out of my tight walls. I kept moaning with my eyes closed no wanting him to stop. After a few minutes, he pulled out and told me to stand up and bend over…something I had never tried before. I did as he said and stood up and bent over facing the bed. He got behind me and gently pushed his penis back inside of me. He held onto my sides and roughly pounded my pussy. I wanted to moan his name so bad but Mark's name was planted into my mind. To keep myself from making that mistake, I buried my face in the sheets and moaned as tears fell from my eyes. This felt so good…he felt so good. When we finally reached our climax, he pulled out of me and then we got dressed. I waited for him to fall asleep before I got up and left the house. I needed to get away from this place…away from both of them…