Hetalia - My R S P A M A N O

by PaytonElizabeth1

NOW ON WATTPAD AND ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN (AO3) Human AU Lovino Vargas is a singer known for his deep songs about depression, anxiety, and suicide, sung in a multitude of languages. During a concert, he sings a never-before heard song called "My R" featuring his boyfriend, Antonio Fernandez Carriedo. It's about his suicide attempt, and how he met and saved his future boyfriend.

10. E I G H T

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