Too Many Things Unsaid
Chapter 10
Sorry for not updating I went on holiday.
Could be triggering
Don't own criminal minds
Breakfast, Movies, Kissing, Talking
The next morning Penelope woke up to the smell of coffee and pancakes Derek had laid the table and put syrup, jam, honey, sugar and chocolate spread. She didn't remember having that in her house he must have gone to the shops she thought to herself.
She walked up to him and hugged him from behind. He grinned and turned around. 'good morning baby girl' he said to her 'I'll show you a good morning hot stuff.' She said back. He leaned down and kissed her softly and she returned the kiss.
'Breakfast. Is. Ready. Now. Baby. Girl' he told her between kisses. They kissed one last time before going to have breakfast. 'Thanks for breakfast baby it was really nice' Penelope told him with a smile. 'Its alright baby'
After breakfast they decided to go back to bed and watch movies. They missed most of the movie because they were making out like teenagers. They gave up on watching movies.
They spent the next 3½ hours making love. 'OMG I'm completely breathless. I've been to heaven and beyond and now I'm back in heaven.' She said getting her breath back. Derek laughed and said 'good baby girl cause I am also in heaven now. I'm also lying with the girl of my dreams so I am extremely happy right now' he kissed her cheek. She looked at him and said 'aw your cute love bug I am lying right next to the man of my dreams.' She snuggled up against him and they both fell asleep with peaceful smiles on their faces.
A few hours later Penelope woke up with a smile on her face. She had the best life ever. She got out of bed and put her pink fluffy gown on and went into the kitchen to get a glass of water. She felt her tummy rumble and decided to order pizza for lunch. She called the pizza place and got their favorites. She went back to the bedroom and saw Derek was awake. She smiled and went to sit on the bed next to Derek. 'I ordered pizza for us' he grinned and said 'you're the best' she laughed and said 'tell me something I don't know' he smirked and answered ' but you know everything you are the oracle of all-knowing aren't you?' she laughed and replied 'good answer'. After a few minutes of silence he asked 'when did you wake up anyway?' she looked up at him and said 'like 5 minutes before I came in here why?' he shrugged and said 'just wondering. I thought the bed had gone cold.' He said with a smile. She smiled back and kissed him.
10 minutes later the doorbell rang for the pizza. Derek looked at Penelope and she groaned 'do I have to get up. I'm so comfortable here.' He chuckled and said 'yup cause I don't have clothes on.' She sighed and got up. She gave the pizza man the money and a tip and when back to the bedroom. ' I got our favorites' she smiled and he smiled back 'mmm thank you baby girl.' She sat back down on the bed and handed him his pizza. He kissed her once and started eating his pizza.
When they finished their pizza they got in the shower.
A few hours later they were sitting in her living room playing card games. 'So handsome want to tell me about Buford? What you told me yesterday. You said you would tell me.' He looked up at her and nodded his head. He took a deep breath and asked her. 'What do you want to know?' she thought about it for a few seconds before answering 'ok how about what he did?'
He sighed and kissed her 'well he did a lot of things to me. He hugged me tightly and put his hands on my butt. He kissed my cheek. He was just very affectionate. It felt wrong, weird and I didn't like it. This is only at the beginning. It was bad but not that bad. I wanted and missed my dad a lot at that time so it was difficult. I didn't want to tell my mum either. I just stayed in my room when I was at home. I didn't tell anyone because I didn't want them to judge me or think differently of me. I had to be strong for my whole family as well since my dad wasn't there.' He sighed and took a deep breath. It was hard for him to talk about since he never spoke about it to anyone but he felt at peace and felt it was easier to talk to Penelope about it since he trusted her so much. He knew she wouldn't judge him and think any different of him.
'I'm so sorry baby. It must have been awful to feel so alone like that and not having anyone to talk to. How old were you?' she asked with emotion in her voice and he knew she was talking of her own experience. Looked at her and said ' nearly 13 so it's not easy' she nodded her head and said ' that's understandable. What did he do when it got worse?' she asked carefully not wanting him to shut down.
'He started getting worse. A lot worse. He sometimes recorded me. He made me say bad things. Really bad things about my dad sometimes or my family and when I said no he would burn me, kick me, punch me whatever he could think of. He told me to say something really bad about my mum and I refused so he beat me. He also tried to kick me down the stairs once. And then he told me to beat a little kid up really bad and if I didn't he would do something to my sisters so I did and I got in trouble by the police. I never told my mum what happened because then she would tell me not to see Buford anymore which sounds really good but I didn't want that which sounds really bad I know but he made me who I am today and he was also like a father figure to me before he started.' He sighed. 'That's really bad' she didn't know what else to say. He only nodded and gave her a quick kiss which she returned.