I look down at her sleeping form, 'good riddance" I think, she's been nothing but a distraction from my work,' i laugh lightly 'im gonna paint the walls red with her blood ' but even as i laugh, even as i imagine her face as i stick my knife in her chest, as i see the life go out of her eyes, but even as i imagine it, i don't see a fearful face, i see a face of someone who either doesn't care or expects it. I angers me, 'how DARE she give me that face?! She thinks that just because she's not that scared of me means that she can gave me that stupid face! I'm gonna kill her even if it's the last thing i do! I will TORTURE, and END IN A WAY THAT MAKES EVERYONE ELSE LOOK LIKE CHILD'S PLAY!' and i laugh again low and menacing, i'm going to listen to her scream, i'm gonna make her pay for all those people i could have killed within this time span, i'm going to have LOTS of fun with her' but even as i say it, i feel a slight flutter in my chest, i slight shiver in my stomach as i imagine her cut,bleeding, and mutilated body underneath me as i deliver the last and final blow, three days, i have three days to decide, before i either turn her, or kill her, Vanessa killing alongside me? Not that sound fun, but at the same time…she has such a fragile spirit.i don't think she could ever kill along side me and still be able to live with herself, but even if we go with slendy plan ,what if she goes so insane we HAVE to get rid of her, but even so, it will hurt me a lot more to see her completely insane and have to kill her, than to kill her now, if she goes completely insane like most of us here, will she still be able to go to heaven? I kind of doubt, will i do that to her? No, i can't. I Sigh.I take off my mask, and drag my hands down my face, then i look down at her again. I lean down ,and kiss her softly on the lips, before putting my mask on, and getting into bed. No, i think as i fall asleep,there's no way i can do something like that to her, i will kill her, not turn her. And my decision is made up, i want her to die other that go insane and never be happy in heaven, how do i know she'll go there? Because she nothing like me, that why.
Three Days, just Three Days, and then, she'll be gone forever.