SO MUCH FOR THE HAPPY ENDING
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Chapter 10
Magic
" It's the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them :( "
"Mikan,"
I heard a voice said. I looked around to find that voice but I cannot. All I can see is trees and beautiful flowers. Birds and butterflies are flying freely in the sky. A strong wind blew and it made my hair flew a little. I smiled this nice scenery.
"Mikan."
The voice called again. It was a male but it sound so gentle. It was like telling me that I'm safe with him. Voice. Who's the owner of that voice? Who is he? Why can't I see him?
"Who are you?" I shouted to no one.
Then a light appeared. An attractive white light. The light became brighter then a hand came out in the light. I gasp a little when I saw it. Afterwards, I notice something all the beautiful things disappeared. They were lost in just a blink of an eye.
"Mikan" the voice called again.
I walk backwards but there is something in that hand that made me come closer to the light. I walk slowly and silently. When I was now close to the light and the hand, I heard a voice.
"Mikan, NO!" another husky voice said. It was a familiar voice but I can't recognize who owns that voice.
"Mikan." the gentle voice called me again. "Come with me," he gently said. He reach his hand further for me to easily grab it. I slowly tried to reach my hand but something is stopping me.
"No Mikan! Don't do it! Don't leave me!" the familiar voice said again.
My head started to ache. I can't understand what's happening. Who is that voice? Who's the owner of this hand? Where am I? What's happening?
"Come Mikan."
"No Mikan! Don't!"
"Come."
"Don't"
Those voice. Those voice.
"STOP IT!" I screamed in pain but they didn't stop.
"Listen to me. You have to go." The gentle voice said.
"Mikan, don't do this. Please, stay." The familiar voice started to became soft.
The hand reach a little more further that it was now in front of my face. The light became more brighter. I was so attract by that hand, so I slowly again reached it. My hand and the hand that came from the light were just inches away. I was about to reach it when…
"Mikan, don't leave me. I love you so much."
That statement made me stop on reaching the hand. I was frozen there and I don't know what to do. To move back or to reach that hand? I was so confused. Who is that voice? He loves me? Who is he?
"Natsume." I unconsciously said.
Natsume. Yes, that person is Natsume Hyuuga. My voice screams for, every beat of my heart. The one I love, the most.
The light disappeared and the hand was gone. Every thing was black and I can feel dizziness on my body. What's happening? I can feel my body starting to fall and with that, dimness enclosed my eyes.
Every person in the room is sleeping peacefully. Kitsunume and Nonoko in the other sofa, sleeping quietly while Kitsunume's arms are in Nonoko's shoulders. Koko and Sumire are beside Kitsunume and Nonoko, they're also sleeping but Sumire was leaning in the sofa and Koko also. Tsubasa and Misaki are in the second sofa. Tsubasa is hugging Misaki while sleeping and Misaki is holding Tusbasa's arms. Yuu and Anna are beside the wedded couple. Anna is leaning Yuu's lap while Yuu's hand are in Anna's hair.
Ruka and Hotaru were sleeping as well. They're both sleeping in the chaise longue beside the bed of Mikan. They weren't having any physical contact with each other because Hotaru don't like someone touching her while sleeping.
Natsume? He's sleeping beside Mikan. At first, Hotaru and Tsubasa didn't allow that but being the stubborn one, Tsubasa gave up on insisting and let Natsume sleep their, but Hotaru didn't give up, it was Ruka's magic made her agree.
He was hugging Mikan's waist possessively but carefully not to wake her up. Mikan haven't yet woke up. Her fever haven't go down and still her body isn't responding yet, and because of that everyone is starting to be very worried especially, our Kuro Neko.
He stayed in the hospital since Hotaru declared it 2 days ago. He was their to take care Mikan and he was always telling her how he feel for her even though she won't hear it but he's hoping she will. He didn't gave up on praying that she'll be well and the illness will fade away.
But life is unfair.
As days go by, her fever became worst. Sometimes, she'll shiver in coldness or sometimes, sweat will just appear in her pale face. Natsume was really dead worried of that.
And today will make their worried ness develop into worst.
BEEEEEP ! BEEEEEP ! BEEEEEP !
All of them were awaken by that sound. The machines sound. All eyes fell on the machine and the confuse face turned into a horror one. The machine's curve line (I forgot what that machine is called, sorry :]) turned into a straight line. And that means one thing.
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Dead.
"Crap!" Tsubasa shouted. "Call Subaru, Koko! Hurry!" Tsubasa frantically shouted.
Koko flung his self outside the room and ran fast to Subaru's room. He has to hurry up, or it'll be too late.
Natsume got down to the bed and held Mikan's hand.
"Mikan, hold on. He'll be here." He muttered silently.
Then he felt a figure beside him. He looked up and he saw Hotaru. Still emotionless but tears are in the tip in her eyes. She held Mikan's hand.
"Baka," she whispered. "Hold on." She cannot take it anymore so she went to Ruka and hugged him.
Natsume was hugging Mikan right now.
"Mikan." he muttered softly and sadly.
BANG.
Subaru opened the door and his calmed face turned into a horrified one. He run to Mikan's side and the nurses followed him. Natsume moved a little but still he was beside Mikan.
Everyone was in the back, the girls are crying, even the Ice Queen. They were all worried and scared. They can't afford to loose her. They can't.
"Prepare for shock," Subaru calmly said.
The nurse handed him the paddles and Subaru grab it, his eyes still in Mikan's almost lifeless body. He started to use the paddle and Mikan's body is jumping up and down.
"Mikan, NO!" he whispered loudly in her ears.
He really want to save Mikan now. Even if he's the on who's going to die. He just can't loose Mikan like this. He had lost her without doing anything, he doesn't one that to happen again, but what can he do? His father was right he was useless.
"No Mikan! Don't do it! Don't leave me.," he whispered again.
No one can hear his whispers to Mikan, only he and Mikan can hear it.
Subaru stop on paddling. All of them look at him in confuse face.
He shook his head slowly. "Sorry,"
There was a minute of silence then Natsume stood up and went to Subaru. He punch him and grab his collar.
"What the fuck to do you mean?" he furiously asked him.
Subaru remained calmed. "She hasn't the will on being alive again. She can't be alive if she wants to die."
He glared hard to him "Take it back!" he screamed.
"I'm telling the—"he was cut off by Natsume's punch again. Natsume let go of his collar and went to Mikan's side. He caressed her cheek and held her hand.
The girls are now sobbing so hard and the guys where calming them down. Ruka and Hotaru were hugging tightly. Ruka can feel wetness on her shirt. Even though he can't see it. He knows she was crying, so hard.
"Don't" Natsume said.
He hugged Mikan tight and kissed her in the cheek.
"Mikan," he said her named with love and sorrow. "don't do this. Please stay."
His tears were ready to fall but he was stopping it. He wants to shed tears but I know Mikan wont' let him cry. But his tears where betraying him. A small tear drop in his eyes and went to Mikan's cheek.
"Mikan, don't leave me. I love you so much."
He hugged her tight. He pressed his body to her body. He let her left again without doing anything. After all the efforts he has done, she was gone again. Leaving him alone in the dark. Once again, his little love story was destroyed by another witch.
When he thought they were meant to be again, they can be together forever in each other arms, but once again, he lost it.
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"Natsume."
A soft voice was heard. The sobs and the 'shhs' where stop. Hyuuga's hug to our dear brunette was loosen a bit. They all look at Mikan.
She was trying to open her eyes. The first thing she saw was Natsume's gorgeous face. Her face turned into a puzzle one when she saw everything was white and Natsume's face has a tear stained in his pale face.
"Natsume."
She whispered while she reach her hand to touch his face. She drop her hand and looked at her surrounding in puzzled expression.
"What…happened?" she asked.
"You're blessed, you know." A cold voice said.
She jerked her head on her right side and saw someone who looks like Hotaru just in a male version.
"You were supposed to die right now. No will to stay alive and has a body who doesn't respond in medicines." He stated.
"I had a fever, I remember now. But why did death involve here?' she asked him.
"Your body isn't responding on any medication we do. So, your fever became worst until it reach on the point that you have the chance on dying." He explained. "And well, a minute ago, you were dead. I'm sure of that."
"Dead?" Mikan mimicked. She was frightened at the thought that she was a dead a minute ago.
Subaru nodded. "Yes, but something made you alive." Then he shifted his stare on Natsume who was looking at Mikan. Mikan followed his gaze and looked at Natsume who was looking at her.
"Love and it's magic, huh?" Subaru said while smirking.
"Love?" Mikan asked, and then he looked at Natsume again. A blushed form in her cheeks.
"I'm going to leave you right now to have time with her. So, if you'll excuse me." Subaru said then went out to Mikan's room.
Once Subaru left, everyone started to go near Mikan and Natsume move back. He sat in the sofa when someone sat beside him.
"Andou." He coldly greeted him.
"Can I talk to you?" he asked.
He nodded and they left.
Natsume and Tsubasa were having their coffee in a coffee shop near in the hospital.
"What do you want to talk about?" he asked him.
"Mikan." was only Tsubasa's reply.
Natsume didn't respond but he nodded urging Tsubasa to continue.
"Tell me, are you the Hyuuga Natsume that was Mikan's ex lover while she was still in the Academy." Tsubasa said while sipping his coffee.
Natsume remained silent. He sipped his coffee then looked at Tsubasa.
"What if I am? What will you do?" he asked him, impassively.
"Why are you here?" he asked.
"Mikan." he quoted him.
"Aren't you satisfied of hurting her, Hyuuga? Aren't you contented in all the damage and pain and sadness you've done to her?" Tsubasa blurted out while glaring at him.
"You don't understand."
"Understand!? I know every detail about the thing you've done to her."
"You don't know anything so don't act like you know every thing, Andou!" he glared hard to him. "I hurt her, I know that. And I regretted everything I've done to her. It pained me also on hurting her and my damn pride won't let me apologize to her and asked her back! I was also hurt, Andou. She's not the only one who is hurt right now. I am also." Natsume hissed in anger.
"But you don't know what pain she felt that time, Hyuuga. You were never there when she was in depress, when she can't find her self. And you weren't there to success how she almost killed herself because of the love and pain she felt for you" Andou hissed back.
Natsume was taken a back by what Tsubasa said. Mikan, killed her self? What the hell was that?
"What?" was Natsume's answer.
Tsuabasa shook his head. "Nothing."
Natsume banged his hand and glared harder to Tsubasa. "Tell me!" he hissed as if he was a vampire.
"Find it out. So you can know how, animal you are." Tsubasa coldly said and walked out.
Natsume was frozen their on the spot. There is something he doesn't know and he will find out that.
After he paid the bill in the coffee shop, Natsume arrived back in the hospital. He went directly to Mikan's room.
He opened the door slowly so he won't startle Mikan. When he opened it, he saw her, staring at the window and spacing out. What caught his eyes are tears that flowing freely in her brown eyes.
He walk inside the room and Mikan still doesn't notice it yet. He went close to her.
"Polka," he called her.
She jumped a little when he called her name. She look at him then gasp. She look away immediately and started to wipe the tears in her eyes.
"Hi," she whispered without looking at him.
"Why are you crying?" he asked.
She shook her head. "Nothing."
"Hotaru has left?"
She just nodded still not looking at Natsume. Natsume sighed in frustration. He sat down in the bed beside Mikan and that makes her look at him.
"Natsume?"
"I'm not allowed?" he smirked.
She smiled then shook her head. "No,"
There was a moment of silence. Mikan's smiled disappear and she look away from Natsume. She can fell hot tears again in her eyes. Why can't she not cry in front of him? Every time he is close to her, she cannot help but remember those painful days
The day he cheated on him.
The day she was depressed every time she thinks of him when she was still moving on.
The day she almost killed herself just to let go of the pain.
The day she saw him again.
Those were just some of the days that made her cry. But why can't she just move on and forget him after all the pain the he let her felt?
Love and it's magic, huh?
She remembered what Subaru said. Yes, it was true. She had never the will to live again when she felt the numbness on her body. She never want to respond on the medicines that they were given to her. She never want to live again and feel the pain over and over again.
But love keeps making her betrayed those wants.
"What are you thinking?" Natsume interrupted her thoughts.
She look at him then smiled "Some things,"
"What things?"
She looked at him then to the window. She sighed loud. "Second chances."
Natsume diverted his stare to Mikan. Second chances? Does she mean she gives him second chances?
"What do you mean?" he asked her.
"Every one deserves second chances, right?"
"Right."
She just sighed and leaned her head to Natsume's lean chest.
"Thank you, Nastume."
"For what?"
"For taking care of me while I was still unconscious here. For staying here...in my side." She trailed off while smiling.
He kissed her in the head and that made her blush. "Only for you,"
Her face became like a ripe tomato and he just laughed.
"Jerk." She muttered then laughed.
He made her look at him then stared into her chocolate orbs and she did the same. They were both lost in their own crimson and chocolate pools. The eyes were they could always stare without getting bored.
"So can we start all over again?" he asked him. The question she's been afraid to answer but their somewhat that made her thought of an answer.
Love and it's magic.
She sighed. "Natsume, I'm not ready to.."
Natsume smiled at her, the smiled that was only for the girl he loves so much. "I know, I can wait, we can be friends, right?"
She sighed again and smiled. "Friends."
Natsume hugged her and kissed her on the cheek.
"Thank you," he said.
"Thank you," she answered.
Maybe those people who are deserving to be love can't really help to love those people who destroyed them. Even though how many times he will hurt her, she will still love him all over again.
They've started all over now. They start all over as friends or maybe something else.
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