Hmmm…. I'm feeling this story as more of an angsty romance than a romantic comedy now. What do you think? Should I change the genre?
What Happened To That Idiot…?
Fai had a dream about a French Kurogane. He frenched him, recited a love poem, and snapped his fingers so he could see Fai naked. Fai tried to cover himself, but couldn't. He woke from the dream with a start, which also woke Kurogane. When Fai told Kurogane about the dream, he began to compete with French Kurogane by using more tongue than usual. Fai had to go potty, so they left the house, Fai went, and they went to the northern shores of the island to meet up with Karolene. She told them to help themselves to the beached items. After they finished collecting and eating, it was Kuro and Fai's job to transport the stuff back to the stream so that Karolene could pick it up and take it into the house. Fai was deep in thought the whole time after asking Kurogane what he did in his country. He protected Princess Tomoyo. That idiot immediately reached the conclusion that Tomoyo must be Kurogane's fifth girlfriend. That made him a cheater because he was kissing Fai all the time, but Fai decided this was the incentive he needed to leave him. He thought about what she would see in him (a lot) and what he saw in her. Then he began to wonder what he saw in Kurogane. He began to almost welcome death again, even though he still wants to see his brother, but he couldn't bear life without both Kurogane and his twin. Kurogane found Fai crying and demanded answers. When no answers came, even after a threat, he resorted to a kiss. Fai couldn't help but body slam Kurogane to get more action. Kurogane concluded that Fai just wanted some attention and was too afraid to ask. He promised to make up for what Fai had been deprived of. That night. When they met back up with Karolene, she told Fai about Sakura and Syaoran's budding innocent relationship. While checking on the potion, Idiot Fai just had to tell Karolene that he didn't think Kurogane really loved him. Karolene called Idiot Fai an idiot, saying of course he did! Idiot Fai didn't believe her. He thought she had been tricked as well. Kuro was in Fai's bed again. And he refused to let Kurogane touch him. Kurogane didn't protest for long, but was very disappointed. It was very hard for Idiot Fai to resist. He cried again. Then carefully reached out to touch his pocket to find what he had been hiding. A ring. Idiot Fai assumed it was for Tomoyo. "How dare he lead me on!" he thought. He punched Kurogane in the jaw.
Oh my Mokona! Holy Syaoran! For Sakura's sake, Fai! Stop being so stupid! I guess you do have to be a little sympathetic though, considering the reasons Fai is doing all these crazy things. Even still… at least we all know better. Let us continue.
Day Eight, Part Two
My fist collided with his face. The anger came immediately.
"AHHHH!" he screamed. "What the hell? What the hell was that for?"
He leaped out of bed and stormed out of the room. I couldn't see him, but I could hear perfectly. He was grabbing a torch from the foyer to relight the one in this room.
"What the hell was that for?" he asked me in an angry tone.
I admit, I was a little intimidated, but not enough to hold back. This had to be said.
"You don't love me," I spat. "I'm just a here and now for you, aren't I? You really just want to get as far away from me as possible as soon as you can to get back to Tomoyo. You've just been leading me on because you knew I was stupid enough to fall for it…." I trailed off. I didn't know what to say next.
"What?" He was in disbelief.
"You heard me! I figured it all out! So why don't you just spare me the pain and stop trying to make me think you love me because I know you don't!" I yelled at him, exasperated.
He stared at me for the longest time before speaking again.
"You… don't think I love you?" he nearly whispered, beginning to walk toward me.
"You don't think I love you?" he repeated, though a lot louder. He was at the side of the bed next to me with his hands on his hips.
I looked up at him, trying to appear angry even though all I felt was sadness knowing that he was about to admit the truth to me.
Instead of admitting anything to me, all I got was a full blown punch to the face. I flew backward across the bed with the right half of my face in pain and the half that could think in shock. I looked up at him, holding my hurting face.
"What the hell, Fai? I risk my life to pull you out of that storm and you don't think I love you? We sleep in the same bed together and you don't think I love you?"
I watched Kurogane carefully, seeing his chest rise and fall as he breathed heavily, awaiting my response. I didn't say anything, letting the silence and my facial expression speak for me. They must not have said much.
"What the hell makes you think I don't love you? Talk, dammit! What the hell have I done?"
I opened my mouth to speak, but I had to pause. That was a very good question he had asked. When I thought about it, he hadn't actually done anything. All of these feelings had come from my own figurings deduced from my observations and unlucky past that there was no way he saw anything but an irritating magician in me.
"Well… it's not you, actually. It's me, I guess…."
"Damn right I haven't done anything to you. What are you thinking, you idiot? Why, Fai?"
He sounded… hurt! And he had said my name!
"I… I can't tell you all the details. But I've never really been lucky, or loved, or wanted. And I was just thinking… why now? And why you? I have no idea what you see in me when half the time you're screaming at me. I just… can't believe it might be real!"
"Pshh! Believe it, Fai," he said, interrupting me. "And why can't you tell me the details? I think you owe me an explanation as to why you're thinking like this, shitwit."
The new nickname actually stung a little, but I suppose couldn't blame him since I never called him by his name.
"I... I can't say," I told him.
"Why the hell not?"
"It's... too painful. Too personal," I said shortly.
"And you don't think this is painful? I mean, look at all I've done for you these past few days. Look at all we've done. And you have the nerve to say that I don't love you? Are you just fucking with me, Fluorite?"
"No..."
"Then what the fuck is the problem?"
"Because almost no one has ever wanted me," I half screamed at him, exasperated. "And look at you! You can get whoever you want! You've had four girlfriends already! But me…? Nobody wants me…."
Wow. I couldn't believe what I had just said. I had just opened up! Somehow, he had cracked me. I also couldn't believe I wasn't crying. Was I out of tears? I hadn't even thought about lying to him. I couldn't tell another lie to that face.
I was struck again. On the same cheek. No, I wasn't out of tears. A couple came, but I wasn't sobbing.
"Stop that!" I yelled, trying to rub the pain away from my face. I couldn't for long because Kurogane had soon pinned me down. Both arms were secured to the bed under Kurogane's grasp and he straddled himself over me so I couldn't get away.
"Listen to me, Fai. You're being an idiot. Just because no one wanted you then doesn't mean that no one wants you now!"
"But-"
"Shut up!" he exploded, still looking hurt. "Maybe you're not used to it, but you're gonna have to learn to be!"
He was breathing heavily. I didn't squirm or try to get away for fear that he would hit me again.
He continued.
"Now cut the bull crap and stop thinking all these idiotic thoughts making you believe that I don't love you!"
Kurogane was breathing heavily from his many outbursts and I was also breathing deeply from what I had just heard. Had he just professed his love for me? This couldn't be some false confession. No way it was.
"You… love me?" I exhaled.
"Duh, Fai!"
"But… why?"
I had to know why.
"Because… I just do, alright? Now cut this shit out right now!"
He had never admitted he loved me before! Granted, it hasn't been that long, but I loved him too. Despite whatever I thought about Tomoyo or anyone else, I still loved Kurogane.
"But what about Tomoyo? Aren't you… cheating on her?"
"No, you freakin' idiot! She isn't my girlfriend! I'm just her protector, like I told you earlier! I'm like her body guard."
Why had I never considered that possibility?
"Just her body guard?"
"Yes!"
"You don't have romantic feelings for her?"
"No!"
"Only… me…?"
"Only you," he said, lowering himself to meet my anxious lips.
There was no way he was faking this. These were Kurogane's genuine feelings.
And he was right, I was an idiot. How could I have ever let anything get in the way of my relationship with Kurogane?
He pulled out of the kiss and met my eyes. He also stopped holding my arms down.
"I'm sorry, Kurogane…. I love you. I love you so much and… I'm so sorry."
As I whispered the last apology, touching his cheek, the second apology nearly got caught in my throat on its way out as I began to sob. I felt horrible for what I had put him through.
I began to imagine how I would feel if Kurogane had done something of this nature to me. It was one of the worst feelings I had yet felt. I couldn't believe I had actually inflicted this pain on another human being, the one I loved and cared for the most in this world.
"I've hurt you," I choked out. "Haven't I?"
"Quit your crying," he told me, wiping a tear from where he had not long ago punched me.
I was hurting him without even meaning to. Just by crying and being sad. Well, now I had no doubt. He really did love me.
"Just as long as you never think anything that stupid again."
"I won't," I sniffled. "I promise."
"Good."
Kurogane got off of me and sat next to me. He pulled me upward into his arms and onto his lap, cradling me there like a small child. Words could not express how happy I was that he had forgiven me and was holding me in his warm, loving embrace. I nuzzled him. And guess what? No tears!
As we sat there, for however long, all I could think about was how stupid I had been for pushing him away. Never would I make that mistake again. Kurogane was mine. And I was his.
"Fai?" he said out of the blue.
"Yes, Kuro-cuddly?"
I slid my hand up his body and neck to the cheek that I hit. I kissed it.
"Sorry I hit you," we both said to each other at right about the same time. We both smiled and gave a small laugh.
"Continue," I told him.
"How long had you been torturing yourself like that?" he inquired. "I only began noticing today, but I feel like it's been going on for longer."
"You're such a Kuro-smartie," I said, a little downcast.
"Hey, look at me," he instructed me. I complied. "How long has this been going on?"
"I had been having these thoughts since yesterday. But I couldn't bring myself to act on them until earlier today."
"Tch. Idiot," he called me for the hundredth time.
"Can I ask you something, Kuro?"
"What?"
"You remember the third day we were here? And we saw those three savages?"
"Yeah…?" he said, curious as to where I was going with this.
"Did you really believe I was afraid of them?"
A smug smile appeared on his face.
"No."
I was surprised. But he explained before I asked him to.
"If they would have come over there, you know as well as I do that we could have taken them down and gotten away before the other three hundred of them showed up. And that was before we even knew about them. I put on my acting skills too that day."
Wow. He knew I was pretending.
"Why did you?" I asked him.
"Well… I didn't want to call you out on it! Then you'd look not only like an idiot, but a liar too."
Haha, if only he knew.
"Sure, but that's not the only reason! You waited for it to get dark on purpose! It was just your excuse to get into the hammock with me!"
"Whatever," he grumbled.
"Wait, I'm not done yet! I have another question!"
I got a little more comfortable. I could tell this was going to be very fun if I kept asking questions like this.
"Remember a couple of days ago when we woke up and you obviously had a really sexy dream and-"
"Stop," he interrupted.
"But you-!"
"No. It's my turn anyway," he said.
"Fine…" I said, giving up. I was really curious about that dream. "What is your question?"
"Did you really think that I would leave you for Karolene?"
Good question, Kuro-puu.
"Ehh… not really, but there was a small little piece of my mind that couldn't help but wonder, especially because she was being flirtatious, if maybe-"
"No," he, again, interrupted. "Not at all, got it? Don't you make me hit you again."
"Okay, okay, Kuro-violence!"
"I might hit you just because of the stupid nickname…."
I laughed a little and shifted my position so that I had one leg on either side of Kurogane and, consequently, my privates right in front of his. I gave a small kiss before asking my next question. Before I did, he announced that he had a question to ask me afterwards.
"Y'know that day you went fishing? Then you went for a walk? I heard you saying some… things. What were those things? Was there something wrong?"
He began to look a little awkward, not looking at me. I tried to get him to look at me, but he wouldn't.
"Come on, Kuro. You can tell me!"
He stayed silent, taking one hand off of me and running it through his hair. I leaned in with a hand on his chest to physically coerce him. It worked.
"I wasn't sure I was… y'know… not straight," he confessed. I gaped as he continued. "I was thinking about past relationships, what I wanted, and if you could give that to me. I was thinking about it all that day, but by the end of the night, I was sure."
I looked at him with the "continue, please" face.
"Well, what do you think the conclusion was?" he said, answered my silent question.
"That you like it when I do this!"
I craned my neck so I could reach his lips. When I came back down, I saw his small smirk had gotten slightly smirkier.
"And while we're on this subject," I began again "I really hate what those savages did to us."
"What do you mean?" Kurogane looked puzzled.
"They delayed our first kiss, Kuro-puu!" I reminded him, twisting and looking down shyly.
"Oh. Yeah. What took you so long to make a move after the first kiss?"
I blinked. The question was a little shocking. Of course I knew he noticed, but I didn't think he might ask about it. I felt a little uncomfortable answering, but it wouldn't be fair for me not to considering how he was opening up to me. I knew this was a once in a blue moon occurrence, so I had to make the best of it.
"Well… it's just that I didn't want to do anything wrong. I mean, you're so much more… experienced than I am."
"Heh. Not that much more."
"Oh?" I was surprised. "Then how much more do you have? With your past… relationships."
"They've all tried to kiss me. I didn't feel right kissing any of them, so I actually never did. So the only thing that has ever happened was my stalker of an ex tried to reach down my pants and spy on me in the shower, that horny bitch. Then the second girl tried to get me in bed the very same day she cheated, that other horny bitch."
I could tell bringing up the old memories was painful and making him angry.
"I wouldn't do that to you, Kuro-tan," I reassured him to calm him down a little.
"Yeah, but you're the only one I've dated who has called me ridiculous nicknames."
I gave him a big grin and a giggle before resting my upper body on his, trying to think of another question to ask. One instantly came into my head when Kurogane's hands travelled below my waist in order to push my lower half forward toward him.
"Oh! Question!" I exclaimed, lifting my chest off of him. "This isn't the first time you've touched my butt, is it, Kuro-puu?"
"No?"
I began to smile a little more. Kurogane was looking curious. His hand was still on my bottom.
"That morning I woke you up, it was because you touched my bum, Kuro-puu!"
"Yeah, and you woke me up!" he said, stressing the second half of the sentence.
"No I didn't," I told him. "You were already awake and rolled on top of me! Then you just pretended that you were asleep! I know it! Am I right?"
Him not answering was enough for me.
"Ha!" I laughed, now knowing for certain. "Well, I've seen your butt, Kuro-tan!"
His eyes widened a tad. I didn't keep him in suspense.
"Hehe! I woke up in the hammock early one morning and you were taking a bath! Then you turned around and I got to see your Kuro-bum-bum!"
"And what else did you see?"
"Oh, nothing! I couldn't bring myself to risk it," I told him truthfully.
Another smirk.
"So you're saying you would, if you could?" Kuro asked me.
"Well…" I looked down bashfully, beginning to blush. "You'd probably make me let you see mine too!" I knew I didn't want that.
"It's only fair!" he reasoned.
I suddenly became incredibly conscious of myself. The way I was sitting on his lap, he would devirginize me if we weren't wearing our boxers.
"You're just like Kuro-Frenchie! Only he only snapped his fingers and my clothes disappeared."
"And what did he do to you?"
"Nothing, really. Except he made sure I couldn't cover myself and then he just… stared!"
More Kuro-snickering.
"You might be an idiot, but I think you know I wouldn't just stare and do nothing."
Still touching my bottom, he put the other hand around my lower back and pulled me as close as I could come so our tongues would be within touching distance. He practically made love to my mouth, he was so sensual with it. His slow, precise movements were an incredible turn on.
I could see the longing in his eyes and feel it with the way he was kissing me. I knew where he was steering the conversation, but I didn't know how to respond to that. I just knew I didn't think I was ready for Kurogane to see me nude yet. He knew he had the body of a male underwear model, but I knew I hated my body and everything about it. I felt like I owed him for the pain I caused him though. After all, we did love each other. I was torn.
Kurogane released his hold on the back of me to focus his hands on the front of me as he began to undo my boxer buttons.
"Woah, woah, wait! What are you doing?"
"What does it look like I'm doing, idiot mage?"
"No, no, don't do that, Kuro-hasty!" I scooted away from him to the other side of the bed. "I don't… think I'm ready for that…."
He crawled after me. On all fours like a dog, he stood over me. I was on my back.
"If I remember correctly, someone was needy earlier and got a little frisky. Now, who was that?" he asked me rhetorically, but perhaps still wanting an answer.
I didn't give him one.
"And if I also remember correctly, another someone promised to make up for what the other person had been depriving himself of all day."
He pecked at my neck and face until I finally decided what I wanted to say.
"It's not that I don't want to… I do!" I started. "It's that… I don't want you to be disappointed."
"Disappointed at what?"
I began choosing my words carefully.
"How my body looks," I timidly told him.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean… look at you, look at me."
"I am looking at you. There isn't very much of you I haven't seen already. Why would you think the little I haven't seen would make me stop loving you? Is this because of another one of your idiotic theories?"
I shook my head, knowing he was right, and trying to shake off the self-doubt.
"Good, so what's the problem?"
When I didn't answer, he assumed that there was no problem and he began undressing me. I bit my lip. Once he saw, there was no turning back.
Now that I was naked, I couldn't help but situate my weenie in between my legs, concealed from view, as I sat on my side in the foetal position. Kurogane was getting impatient as he rolled me like a ball so I sat on my butt, facing him.
"Fluorite, stop thinking you aren't good enough for me!"
"I didn't say that!"
"That's not what your actions are saying. I already told you, Fai. I love you. So you'd better get used it it and get over your insecurities so you can love me back!"
He leaned forward to kiss me into a calmer state. It wasn't too rough, but not exactly soft either. In other words, it was just what I needed to give in. Man, was that tongue of his persuasive. He knew it was time, and now I did too.
Okay, if you're paying attention at all, you know exactly where this is going. They're about to have sex. And if you've ever read any of my other Kurogane/Fai sex scenes (like in Fai's Class, for example) you know exactly how it's gonna go down. Dirty, kinky, and erotic. I told you I would warn you, so here is your warning. If you don't exactly enjoy that sort of thing, please skip ahead to the post-orgasm conversations. There will be a line separating the sex from the… not sex. Alright, here we go!
With his two strong hands between my knees, he pried my legs apart, fully exposing me. I suppose that last kiss had made me pretty happy, because I was not at all limp down there.
I stiffened even more when his hand began sliding up and down the entire thing, stimulating the fast heart beats and sexual gratification. His fingers tapped and stroked the very end, producing an innumerable amount of groans. He continued stroking me until he stopped at the bottom. Kurogane's face got closer as if it was beckoning him forward.
I gasped. He had put me in his mouth, getting me all wet and even harder, as he slid up and down just a little. I didn't know what to do as my mid section began to get heated. A mixture of incredible pleasure and an unknowingness filled me to the brim. I had to close my eyes to try and keep my composure.
I shuddered as his tongue ran up my length. He was really taking his time, not missing a single spot, and also stroking me with the thumb of the one hand he used to hold my body as still he could as I began shaking all over. The other hand dealt with my erection, holding it from behind.
"Oh… nh… Kur… Kuro!"
I felt something escape me and I opened my eyes and was horrified to see Kurogane's tan cheek with a white splotch. He had one eye closed and he had stopped mid-lick.
"I… I'm s-sor-rry!" I whispered with a horrible stutter. I don't think I was supposed to do that… not on his face!
"Idiot," he whispered back, wiping it off. "That's fine!" He licked it up and leaned in close to me. "I guess we know what this means though." He nipped the outside of my ear. "I'm seme."
Kuro was referring to my dream, of course. He was beginning to tease me now with his seme-ness because he knew he could. He knew he could do what he pleased with me, even though this was the first time for both of us. Sure, it was all for both of our benefits, but I wasn't entirely sure I wanted him to take complete control. He could be seme, but I wanted to have a little fun with him too! Although, this would still take a little getting used to…. I wasn't used to being loved, especially not like this. I wasn't sure when it would be my turn, but I was on the lookout for the opportunity to be somewhat in control of the situation. I interjected before Kurogane could kiss me again.
"Your shorts are still on."
He looked down at himself. He too saw the beast within his boxers, itching to be set free.
"Go ahead, Kuro-puu. It's only fair!" I derisively repeated his words from earlier.
Kurogane was off the bed and unbuttoning in a matter of seconds. If my erection had gone down any from the delay, watching Kurogane strip brought it back tenfold. Out of the button's opening sprang the very thing I had been longing for all this time. Much bigger than I expected, like ridiculously bigger, it drew me toward it as if it had some sort of gravitational pull. Here was my chance.
I took him in my hand before beginning to gently lick the end. Not only was I easing my way in, I was getting his motors running without any intention of driving too fast very soon; the perfect two birds with one stone tease. I did have a lot of ground to cover, after all. No way the whole thing was fitting in my mouth at once. I did put a couple inches inside my mouth and rolled my tongue all around it. He was beginning to make noises and I was beginning to taste a little of his minigasm.
I was taking a much longer time on the blow job than he had. He had to stop standing and lay down on the bed on his back, with me between his widely spread legs. I was making sure to even get all the hard to reach places underneath. By the time I was there, wetting his testes with my tongue, a steady flow of pre-cum was running from the top of his erection, a little bit getting in my hair.
"Ah… nyh…. Shit!"
His swearing shocked me and made me spit him out.
"Why the hell did you stop?" he groaned through his teeth.
Ohhh…. During sex, swearing is a good thing!
I couldn't believe I had made Kuro shake and moan too! I must be pretty good at this…. Though, he hadn't had a total orgasm yet. He must have a lot of self control. Or perhaps he didn't want to have his before I did? Most likely.
He was breathing pretty hard by the time I ceased sucking to climb on top of him. I rose and fell with his panting, but not for long before I was forced onto my back once he rolled over on top of me. His heavier body pressed down on my throbbing extension. I think we both felt it. A bombardment of kissing came my way.
"Glad I… could make… you happy… Kuro… puu….!" I pushed out the sentence a little at a time between kisses.
He was dominating right now, and he was making sure I knew it. Once he stopped kissing me, his body heat left me as he pushed himself upward so he was on his hands and knees above me. Since he was no longer compressing me, my erection could stand freely. I stared up at him as we both panted. Then I looked down at the rest of my body when I felt something tap me.
Oooh, you are such a tease….
I frowned when I realized Kurogane's giant penis was dangling right over mine, only tapping it instead of being against it, like it should have been. Lust and longing filled me more and more with every passing second. He wasn't touching me enough. I saw how he handled it when I stopped sucking him and he swore. How long did he expect me to wait? And how long could he wait?
I just knew I wasn't going to wait. I grabbed ahold of his neck, pulling myself up, while my legs maneuvered themselves so they could tie around his lower back. They constricted and unconstricted to pull me against and away from him in little thrusts of my groin against his.
This didn't last for long before Kurogane came back to bed-level with me still underneath him, now unable to move in the same way, because Kurogane decided it was his turn to do the humping. We both moaned as Kurogane's pelvis roughly rocked into mine, back, and into me again. The overflow of pleasure caused me to dig into Kurogane's back, grit my teeth, and my legs to fall from on top of him.
"Ah… hah… K-Kur… ah… can't… I…."
"Nhh… now."
He knew what I was talking about despite me not even being able to finish my sentence.
I thought I had reached the height of this sexual ecstasy before when Kurogane was ramming himself into me, but it practically doubled when I released the orgasm I had been holding in along with my lover. We came together all over each other in a big, sexy mayonnaise and sausage sandwich mess. We were the bread (he was wheat, I was white), our orgasms were the mayo, and the sausages… yeah.
He had collapsed on top of me, sweating and nearly out of breath. I, under his heavy, sexy self, struggled to keep my composure and not scream out his name.
"Oh, Kurogane!"
It didn't work.
"Heh. Yes, Fai?"
Kurogane got off of me and rolled over so that we were both on our backs. It was much easier to get air without him compressing me. I sure had gotten used to the idea of sex quicker than I thought I would. It was most likely a tempting combination of thrills and the simple feel of Kurogane's body. Then there was the teasing. Being the one to tease was quite fun.
"That was… so good…!" I breathed.
"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for that," he told me.
He was right. I really didn't have any idea. I didn't even know he had given this much thought.
"Enlighten me. Just how long?"
After a few breaths, "A very long time."
But that means….
Unless four days was a long time to him, he had been having homosexual thoughts since before he had the internal battle with himself about whether he was gay or not. And unless eight days was a long time, he had been fantasizing about this moment since before we even came to the island. Wow….
"To be honest, me too, Kuro," I revealed. "Was it everything you ever hoped it would be?"
"There's just one other thing that needs to happen…."
What else does this guy have up his invisible sleeve?
"What did you have in mind, Kuro-puu?"
"For starters, you could quit using that stupid name," Kuro-puu said as he sat up. "And next…."
He finished his sentence with body language. He spread his legs to make room for me as I did what I was told.
Revitalizing Kurogane's erection was a very fun (blow) job. Not only did I use my tongue, I also used my hands, fondling whatever wasn't in my mouth. It was gratifying to hear his pleas for more as he nearly came again already. What was more was when I stopped licking him and he swore at me that I needed to continue. Once I had enough of his Kuro-sausage for the moment, I made sure I left him wet like he asked me to.
"Good, now this will hurt less. Stand up," he ordered, getting off the bed himself, dripping with my saliva and his own liquids.
I got off the bed, I also dripping a little on the floor, and went to the wall where he had told me to go. I obeyed my seme, even though I was a little worried about being hurt.
Kurogane's long arms wrapped around my waist as he pulled me closer to him, resulting in his wet erection pressing against my butt crack. He had to let go of me with one hand in order to guide himself to my entrance, but made up for it by now holding me against him with his entire hand on my groin.
"Ready?" he breathed into my ear.
I nodded, unable to speak because I could still not believe what he was suggesting, but not wanting to stop. Stopping was not an option this far in.
"Kuro!"
I found my voice once he penetrated me, uncomfortably situating himself in my opening. My outbursts did not stop him, he "eased" his way farther in little by little so it got more and more painful for me. I tried not to cry out, but his incredible thickness made it difficult. I clenched my teeth and had my fists against the wall. Tears rolled down my cheeks every time he deepened himself by slowly humping against me.
Pain way aside, because the arousal I was getting from this far overtook the discomfort that I was feeling. One hand stayed at my lower stomach with my extension between his fingers so he could push me backward whenever he thrust against me. Kurogane returned his other hand to the front of me, and this one rubbed me down from collar bone to his target. Once there, he rubbed me down there too until he pumped out an orgasm. I came for the second time today into his hand. It was as if I had a second heart down there because it was throbbing so much I was almost certain it was visible.
My knees buckled but he would not allow me to stop just yet, even though I was almost certain I was out of sex juice. The hand with the cum all over it replaced the other as the hand the was over my crotch slammed against my chest to hold me against him as he continued to ram himself into me even harder.
Suddenly, I felt something new. It was as if Kurogane had found the pleasure button inside of me. It nearly eliminated the pain and exchanged it for pure sexual sensation. I suppose he thought he had gone in too far when I screamed out because he didn't go as deep again.
"Ah... far... hah... farther...!" I corrected him.
He responded in the desired manner, thrusting harder than ever before to reach that special spot. Each time, he forced out of me a yelp and a little bit of cum into the hole I had made in the wall. He grunted, getting louder each time.
"Grah! Fai!"
I wasn't out of sex juice. We came together again after a particularly hard, but fulfilling, jab to the prostate. But now I was incredibly exhausted and could no longer stand. The same could be said for Kurogane, whose knees buckled slightly before he sat down with me and his orgasm still inside me.
In the course of the butt sex, I had cried out his name about six times and made countless noises due to the odd combination of discomfort and unimaginable feelings of bliss. But now we were both sitting down, me in his lap laying against his chest, still connected to him, and him on the floor, inhaling all the oxygen in the room.
I was the first to speak, once I had calmed down a little.
"Kuro… that was… it was…"
"Fantastic?" he finished for me.
I nodded, still completely overwhelmed.
"Sorry I came inside of you," Kurogane apologized.
"Sorry? That felt amazing too!"
Since his penis was still inside me, so was his orgasm. He reached down to pull himself out and his Kuro-liquids started coming/cumming out of me into his lap. I was really full of him, but now that he was no longer inside me, I could turn over and see his face. Though, it did hurt to do so.
I hadn't really noticed much before, but we were a complete mess. Both of us were white all over our bodies, with particular concentration on my butt, Kurogane's hand, and both of our stomachs and wieners. Even our hair had a little bit on it. I think I was the messiest though, having both his and some of mine all over me. That didn't stop us though. We wasted no time reconnecting by mouth. I could tell that our activities had taken a lot out of him, but that didn't mean that the kisses lost any feeling, though these weren't very rough to begin with.
Kurogane rubbed me down from my shoulder blades past my lower back. Yeah, he realized just how much there was of him still down there.
"We need to get cleaned up," he told me.
"Mhmm," I agreed, beginning to stand. I didn't get far before pain shot me back down. If I thought it hurt before, this was worse. And not too much pleasure involved.
"What?" he asked.
"I can't stand up, Kuro-puu!" I said, half smiling at him. He understood what I meant right away.
"And we can't exactly take baths in the foyer and contaminate the water…. Karolene will know!" I added. I had just remembered her. I also remembered how loud we had been. Kurogane before he had stripped me and I afterward. I was almost certain we had woken her up. I would have to apologize, but not in my current condition. I was far too dirty.
Kurogane handled me gently, placing me on the floor on my back. He exited the room.
Wow. I couldn't believe what we had just done. I was so thrilled. Not only had he said he loved me, but he had proved it too. Sure, it was painful at times, and it drained all my energy, and it made us both extremely unclean, but I didn't care one bit. I didn't think he did either. The pain would go away, the energy could be restored, and he was about to get us both cleaned up. He would take care of me and all my needs, physical and emotional, and in return I would stop doubting his affection and instead return it so I could be there for him when he needed me.
Kurogane came back in the room carrying some leaves, a shovel-like thing, and a big clay bowl from the storage room. I guessed the bowl was full of water. He set down the water and leaves in a corner while he dug two holes on the far side of the room. I didn't ask any questions because I was certain he knew what he was doing.
The first hole was wide enough to sit in and about a foot deep by the time he finished. The other was the same depth, but smaller.
He also got a few more bowls filled with water before picking me up like a bride and placing me in the hole.
"Eep!" I squeaked when he dumped an entire bowl full of water on top of my head. It wasn't very warm water. My hair got plastered to my face and I began to shiver.
I allowed Kurogane to bathe me, trying to keep my complaints to a minimum. He knew I was uncomfortable. I didn't need to remind him every few seconds.
I could tell, despite the fact that he had probably already been sexually satisfied for the moment, that he was enjoying washing me. He spent an extra careful time on the area between my waist and thighs. He wasn't exactly smiling, but I knew he was beaming on the inside.
By the time I was clean, there was a puddle inside the hole where I sat. He picked me up to put in a drier spot with a torch to keep warm since I was still freezing from the water. I got to watch him clean himself off. Very sexy experience. His back was either facing me me or he didn't make eye contact, so I could watch as much as I wanted to. Sex with Kurogane was a totally different experience from watching him touch himself, wet and naked. Haha, I know, it sounds like a live porno. It basically was.
End sex scene. Begin, the ending scene!
Kurogane dried himself off before putting his boxers back on.
"Can you walk now?" he asked me.
I shook my head before even testing to see if I could yet. I just wanted him to carry me again. He probably knew this, due to the uncontrollable smile on my face. He picked me up anyway. He was still a little cold from his bath, but I would warm him up.
After placing me on the bed, he turned off the torch so it was once again nearly pitch black. I listened to his footsteps nearing the bed and heard the leaf covers rustling as he got underneath them. I joined him at his side, using his chest for a pillow. He used one arm to secure me at his side.
"Kuro?"
"Yeah?"
"I have one more secret to tell you."
"What?"
"I know where Sakura-chan and Syaoran-kun are."
I didn't think it would be quite so easy to let the words leave me like that. But they came out without a bit of hesitation.
"Do you? Where are they?" he asked, a lot calmer than I expected.
"On the other side of the island. Past the mountains," I informed him. I didn't know what to expect next, but I did know I needed to wipe the slate clean of any secrets or lies, within reason, and this was a legitimate thing that he might want to know.
"Correct," I heard.
Huh? Didn't expect that.
"What?"
"You're right. That's where they are."
Wait, how does he know that?
"How do you know that?"
"Probably the same way you know."
We had been hiding this… from each other?
"But why didn't you say anything?"
"I was about to ask you the same question, Fluorite,"
Well, I knew exactly why I hid it. If he had known where they were before we had our little fun time, the Fai from previous days would have been worried that Kurogane would have jumped on the opportunity to get away. And the Fai from more recent previous days would have been concerned about his protective nature. Even though he did his best not to act like it, he also cared for the kids and would have felt obligated to go get them. But no! He had known where they were all this time, and he didn't tell me! And I had done the same to him.
"I think you know why, Kuro-rin! The mystery is why you didn't tell me!" I said with a small laugh.
"Heh. I think you've got it backwards, idiot."
Well, he wasn't about to admit to me any more affection tonight. Especially when I wasn't admitting any to him. I knew that. And we both knew why we had kept this little detail hidden. Ehh, what the hell. Why not give him what he wanted?
"Cause you would have left the island early Kuro-puu! And we wouldn't have got to spend this time together!" I said, smiling at how well this whole island experience had played out for me so far.
"Wrong, idiot."
I was wrong, was I?
"Hehehe! So you're saying you never planned to leave the island without having your way with me?" I asked him, certain that was what he had meant.
"Correct," he admitted.
"You're so Kuro-naughty!" I giggled into his body. "But also very Kuro-sexy!"
He laughed a little at that.
"But you've made me lose all my energy, Kuro-pii!"
"Then go to sleep now, Fluorite," he ordered.
"But Kuro-pii! My bum still hurts!" I whined, using that as an excuse because I did not really want to go to sleep.
"You'll get used to it," he assured me.
That was his final word for the night.
It took me a while to fall asleep against him, due to my excitement, but I eventually became drowsy, due to my physical exhaustion. However, my mind kept filling with thoughts until I was completely asleep.
The majority of my thoughts were about Kurogane and I and our sexy time. But my mind also traced back to before I lost my virginity, when Kurogane yelled his affections at me. I couldn't believe I had been stupid enough to doubt them, but what was done was done, and he certainly forgave me since he had undressed me, then undressed himself for me. I relished in the feeling of his bare body against mine, the contact of our tongues, and his… leadership! He did like to work alone, but that was one activity he needed me (not Tomoyo!) for!
Kurogane was asleep before I, and even then, he stayed in the same position, as my pillow, and also with his arm around me to keep us together. He wasn't a wild sleeper, but I took it as a more symbolic meaning. He definitely wasn't letting me go. I was going to be with him no matter what sort of odd thoughts entered my mind. And that was the end of that.
Goodness, that took a lot longer to get out than I had hoped. Hope it was worth the wait for you guys! It'll probably continue to be a little less fast for a while til I get school under control. Keep your wonderful, encouraging reviews coming so I won't forget you all! ( I'm not forgetting you all anyway, but reviews are still nice! )
WAY LATER EDIT: Kuro-sexy set Fai straight! Yay, Kuro-sexy!