AN: You guys are completely and utterly amazing!! I was so floored with the reviews last chapter! I had planned on posting this later, but being as you all inspired me greatly, you're getting it sooner. A bunch of sexiness is what you're about to get. At least, I hope so!

I have to say, to my amazing friend Lindsey, who told me I had a 'dark & dirty' side I love her! Lol. I hope I've been able to addict you all to my addicts!

Enjoy. Oh man, I really wish I owned Edward and Jasper in this chapter. Sweet Jesus!

Chapter 10: Tear You Apart

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
Wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Bella

You know those guys in high school? The ones who are smart, hot and fucking unattainable?

Well, Edward was two of those things. First thing I got out of him was that he was very single. I couldn't understand why though. Whatever, it was my gain.

All day, it had been non stop flirting between the two of us. Everywhere from the small café we had lunch at to the hanging around the beach for hours. All the while though, I was well aware of the fact that Jasper was watching my every move. Every time Edward made me laugh, he smirked. Every time he touched me gently, Jasper's eyes narrowed with anger.

At the beach, when I 'accidently' tripped and Edward caught me, Jasper walked away.

You know what though? I fucking loved every second of it.

On top of him being insanely gorgeous, he was extremely smart and witty. He even got my odd sense of humor. He told me all kinds of things and I listened with attentive ears. He asked me things here and there, but avoided anything mention of my mother. Either he had been schooled before arriving here or merely knew of her death, I wasn't sure. At any rate, I was thankful for it.

Returning back to the house around seven, everyone was still out and I knew that it was now and never.

Looping my arm through Edward's, I started pulling him towards the stairs, a small smile on my face. Not only did he understand, but he eagerly came with me, a smile of his own gracing those full lips.

Lips that, as soon as I closed the door behind me were attacking my own. Squeaking in surprise, I clumsily kicked my shoes off and he did the same before finding our way to each other.

Pressed against the wall, I allowed him to have a bit of fun. I had spent all day working him and now I just wanted to enjoy it. Thank GOD for guys and their raging hormones.

Edward was a fucking fabulous kisser. Those lips, like I had imagined them, were perfection. This was no innocent kiss either. No, the second I felt him tracing my bottom lip, silently asking for entry, I gave it to him. Mingling, his taste was incredible and it made me wonder what other parts of him would taste like.

Note to self: I would find out.

Lips weren't the only things being kissed and sucked. After a few minutes, they ventured lower, skimming over my throat and eventually that spot right around my collarbone. The second I felt him there, my hands immediately shot up into his hair, pressing him as tightly as I could against the spot. Yea, it felt that fucking good.

"Bella," He pulled away from me quickly, lifting his head to meet my gaze again "can I ask you something?"

What the hell? "Mhm." Was I all I could manage.

"There's always been this...shit, this fantasy of mine where...well, biting a girl...with those marks you have...well, I thought...yea, you know..." he stammered and when I finally pieced it together, my eyes widened and my hands dropped from those tousuled locks.

Did he just ask...was he saying he wanted to fucking play out this fantasy of his with me? Oh dear God please let that be what he meant.

My silence, however, threw him off. "Shit, Bella I'm so sorry!" He took my face in his hands, kissing my forehead. "I shouldn't have asked you that…god, I'm an idiot!" He shook his head, disgusted with himself.

"Edward," I finally found my voice "don't apologize. It's just no one's ever asked me something like that before." God, this guy had impeccable manners!

"But…"

Pressing a finger to his lips, I stopped him. " No buts because that is quite possibly the hottest fucking thing I have ever heard." Smiling I removed my finger, grabbed his shirt and pulled him back against me. "do it." Leaning down he kissed my cheek quickly, smiling against my skin before picking me up. My legs wrapped around his waist when he re-pinned me against the wall. Pushing the hem of my dress up, his hands ran up and down my legs, creating such amazing friction in other parts of my body. The growing need for this guy to be inside of me grew with each second, but first things first.

I had a fantasy to fulfill.

His hands traveled back up over my stomach and chest, grabbing my hands along the way. With my legs around him tightly, he was able to pin our hands up on either side of my face. Oh, fuck I didn't picture Edward being the dominant one in this fantasy.

Lips moved against mine for another minute before then ghosted back down towards my neck. No one had ever bitten me before so I didn't know exactly what was to come, but shit when I felt his teeth graze lightly over my skin, I moaned so loudly that I felt the vibration in my chest and I'm sure he felt it too.

And then he fucking did it. It was fast, but it felt so damn good. It reminded me somewhat of how when I seared myself with the cigerattes. It was painful, but pleasureable as hell.

"Fuck me" I laughed breathlessly when he released my hands, pressing his own lightly against my neck, licking the spot he had just bitten. It stung a bit, but I knew it was going to leave a fucking beautiful mark.

He laughed against my skin, his breath sending excitement all throughout my body. I wanted, no I needed him now. "Of course dear Bella." Almost as if he had read my mind, he pulled us away from the wall, carrying me straight towards my bed and laying me gently on the middle of the mattress. Shoes long gone, he quickly pulled my dress over my head and I silently thanked Esme for making me buy this black lacy bra and matching boy shorts to go with it. Though, I doubt she thought I'd be wearing them when I fucked her nephew.

His eyes took me in eagerly, lingering on every curve as well as burn mark. He didn't say anything though nor did he look disgusted. Either they didn't bother him or his mother had raised him right. Sitting back, he started undoing the buttons of his shirt. I quickly sat up and stopped him.

"Let me." I swatted his hands away, undoing them as quickly as I could without just ripping it off of him. Truth be told, guys in button down shirts were such a fucking turn on. With every inch of exposed skin I discovered, I kissed it until his shirt was off and tossed somewhere behind him. Taking in his upper half, I kissed and touched whatever I could. Reaching for the clasp of his jeans with one hand, my other trailed down to press agaisnt the denim clothed bulge he was sporting for me. The moment I did, he stood quickly off the bed, pants and boxers dropping in one swift movement.

Kneeling on the bed, I twirled my hair and cocked my head to the side as I took him in. Batting my lashes and licking my lips, I silently let him know that I was liking what was in front of me. He rejoined me quickly on the bed, hands expertly removing my bra. He kissed and toyed with the newly exposed flesh for a couple minutes, but it was clear that he was eager to do more. Pushing me back, he hooked his fingers before removing the last piece of clothing I was wearing. Lifting my hips for him, he slid them off effortlessly. Taking in my naked form, it was his turn to lick his lips. Lowering his head, he skimmed his nose over my hipbone, traveling across my stomach to repeat his action. His hair tickled me and I bit back my giggles.

He moved lower and as desperately as I wanted him to do it, I had a sudden change of heart. No, if I wanted revenge, I wanted Jasper to hear what he would could never have.

"Babe," I grabbed his face, lifting it so he could see me "let me return the favor from earlier okay?"

Lifting an eyebrow, he allowed me to wiggle out from under him. We switched, him laying on his back, hands behind his head as he watched me. Kissing my way down his chest, I noted that he was flawless. There was no scar or anything adoring that perfect chest of his. Why I cared was beyond me, but it just caught my attention. It still didn't take away from the fucking hotness factor though. Especially when I reached my destination, my prize if you will. If I was being honest, I didn't exactly have much experience when it came to this, but I knew enough. I was just hoping that'd be enough to make it work.

Lowering my head slowly, I peered up at him through my eyelashes before just as slowly taking him in. I was no pro, but I was able to take him all. A fact that didn't do underappreciated.

"Bella." He groaned loudly as soon as my tongue swirled around the tip before reaching a rhythm and movement that I was comfortable with. When I felt something grip my hair, I knew I was doing a good job. I had purposely fanned my hair out around him, knowing that it'd turn him on. It did and he soon was tugging on my hair roughly. Though it should've hurt, it only made me go faster.

"Fuck!" He moved his hips, pushing himself closer. I took him. Fuck yea, I need to make this guy scream. I knew he was close, but needed one more push. I had seen enough movies and heard enough talk to know. Parting my lips a bit wider, I let my teeth graze the underside of him and that's when I felt it.

"Bella!…oh, fuck me." My name sounded so sweet coming from him. Twitching, it wasn't long before he let go. He gave, and swallowed every last bit he offered me. Fuck I was right. He did taste good. Sick, twisted…I got turned on even more. Crawling back up at him I kissed him hard and he returned it by sucking on my top lip, his hands gripping my ass as he pulled me closer.

"Fuck me Edward." I purred in his ear and he nodded.

Lust filled eyes stared at me. "Top or bottom?" What! Such the fucking gentleman. God this guy was unreal!!

"Bottom," I answered quickly "fucking take me Edward." If that sounded completely desperate or not I didn't care because truthfully, I wanted him to take me….and take me hard. Wanted him to do things that Jasper could never even dream of getting.

Flipping us quickly, he pushed my legs apart with his knee. "Ready?"

Nodding quickly, he pushed himself fully into me in one swift movement.

"Shit!" I hissed, throwing my head back at the feel of him merely inside of me. I didn't waste any time, I moved my hips against him and he started moving in and out, up and down at a rate that I was almost unable to keep up with. The pleasure this guy was making me feel was unreal. "Harder Edward." I wound my arms around his neck, biting his bottom lip. Groaning, he hitched one of his legs around his waist and began hitting me from a completely different angle. Gasping for air, the only sound in the room after that were the slew of 'oh fucks' and moaning. Okay, I might have gone overboard with the moaning, but they weren't far off. He was hitting every spot in a woman's body that sent them into complete overdrive.

"Please, oh god!" I screamed, feeling my entire body beginning to tremble. Still pushing in and out, I felt myself clenching around him. Oh fuck, so much better than doing this alone!

I let go, screaming incoherent words and sounds. He came soon after, pulling my body up tightly to his as his release coursed through his body. His second release by the way. Take that you cocky bastard down the hall…

We collapsed, the two of us breathing erratically and heavily. I had my eyes closed, coming down from everything when I felt him running his hand over my cheek.

Pushing some of my matted hair off my face, my eyes fluttered open to look at him. He was staring right back at me with a ridiculously cute crooked smile. "That was fucking amazing." Leaning down, I kissed him softly. "I couldn't agree more." I wasn't lying. It was amazing, beyond words actually.

Not wanting there to be a chance of the awkward after sex talk, I ran my hands through his hair. "I should get dressed." When he eyed me funny, I smiled. "What if your parents show up?"

"Good point." He pursed his lips "Can I at least stay in here with you? I'm not ready to leave quite yet." With a curve of his lips, I couldn't deny him anything really. Nodding, he allowed me to slip out form under him and I hopped off the bed. Reaching for my dress, he cleared his throat.

"Another fantasy moment?" He eyed the discarded button down on the ground.

Sauntering over to the shirt, I slipped it on and buttoned half the buttons, leaving enough for him to enjoy the view. "These things are such a turn on aren't they?" Fixing the sleeves, I grabbed my underwear while he slipped his boxers back on. Once somewhat resettled, he pulled me into his arms and held me tightly there for a bit. It felt amazing, it was almost like he cared about me.

He was a nice guy and it pained me a bit to know that I had just used him. I just hoped he would never know that. I wanted him to like me, not think I was this heartless bitch. Which okay maybe I was, but for this moment I didn't want to be that Bella. If only for just a minute, I wanted to feel wanted and whole.

So much for wishful fucking thinking right? Not even five minutes of standing there with this seemingly perfect man, did my door swing open and slam against the wall. Jumping slightly, I turned around slowly.

Jasper was in the doorway, hands across his chest and lips pressed in a tight line. He was pissed and damn he looked sexy as fuck.

"A word?" His voice was detached. My feet moving on their own accord, I followed him outside after kissing Edward quickly. Shutting the door softly behind me I stood and waited.

"Have fun?"

I remembered my plan as soon as that smirk graced his face. "Yes."

"He make you feel good?"

Wasn't expecting that one. "I…what's it to you?"

He laughed. Cold, emotionless he stepped closer to me. "Did you honestly think that fucking my cousin would make me jealous?"

"It's working isn't it?" I could see it in his eyes. He was seething with hatred and jealously.

"Why would it? Edward was just desperate to get laid and you were practically throwing yourself at him. I fail to see how that would make me jealous."

"If it didn't, you wouldn't be out here." That cut him short. I knew his games, I wasn't stupid. "It's alright Jasper. To know that you can never get what he just did. I know, it's rough isn't it?" I plastered an innocent smile on my face. "To know how he made me scream, something you could never do."

That sent him over the brink. In a second, my back was coming in contact with the wall, the two of us only inches apart. I didn't break his gaze as he stared at me. "You bitch." he seethed.

"I told you," I shrugged, watching him "you fucked with the wrong girl. And now it looks like your cousin fucked the right one."

Anger swelled in his eyes and I saw his fist clench at his side, trembling slightly. It slightly scared and exhilarated me.

I decided to play with him some more. "Hit me," I hissed "I know you fucking want to."

He shut his eyes. "No."

"You're weak." I spat and his eyes snapped open.

"Listen Bella," My name laced with venom "I'm not weak. Do you fucking understand me!" He raised his voice, but I didn't flinch.

"You sure look like you're losing it to me. Now if you excuse me, I have someone waiting for me." Ducking out away from him, I made my way towards the bedroom, the corners of my lips twisting into a sly smile. Closing the door behind me, I spotted Edward sitting on the edge of my bed. A peculir look on his face, I felt my stomach drop before he even opened his mouth.

"You…slept with me out of revenge?" Oh, fucking hell. He seemed confused and hurt. I didn't want to lie to Edward, he was a good guy who got sucked into this twisted game.

"Edward, I..." I what, can explain? That shit isn't going to work here Bella.

"Just tell me Bella." He stood, coming to me, his voice soft.

"I…fuck, yes." I caved, biting my lip as I fought the lump in my throat. God damn it! I had hurt him. I could see it.

He ran a hand through his hair. "Well, I guess there's only one thing left to do now." Stepping around me, he opened my door and closed it behind him.

Wait where the hell was he going??

Fuck me what had I just done?

Teaser for Ch 11: I laughed. "All is fair in hatred and fucking."

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