Soul-yeah another chapter ^.^ please review when you finch reading T.T im begging you. -gets on knees- plea...when was the last time somebody clean the floors? .'

Kikyo sign as she looked up at the cloudy sky, she shiver abit as the cold breeze hit her human body.

'where could he be?' she thought as she keep on walking along the path, the miko has been looking for the demon lord for over 3 days now.

'Sesshomaru' she thought sadly as she remember he's name, she could remember everything about him, the way he's long silver hair blew when it was windy, or how it moved when he moved, the way he would look at her with he's golden eyes that she got so used to, the way he fought in battle, he never even left out a singel emotion when he was about anybody...only when he was with her.

The miko sign once again as she started to get sader by just remembering the simple things he would do, he ment so much to her, he was enough for her to even stop loving Inuyasha and let him be.

~flashback~

"kikyo,please stop tearing" said the younger silver hair demon as he still had Kikyo in he's arms, but the miko didn't say a word to him.

"if that baster brother of mine harm you, tell me and i would kill him, i would go and kill him right now" said Inuyasha in a serious tone.

Kikyo rose her head slightly as she looked at he's golden eyes, she couldnt believe what she saw for a moment, those was the way Sesshomaru would look at her, it was seroius with a deeper meaning.

"I'll be...fine" she said as she laid her head on he's chest.

"Kikyo...i want you to be my mate" said Inuyasha as completely forgetting of the other villagers that were there.

The miko looked up at him again, "Inuyasha..." she said softly as she started but he shook he's head.

"you dont have to answer me now, I'll give you time to think about it" he said as he looked into her dark brown eyes.

The raven hair miko shook her head slightly, "i dont need time to answer this" she said as she started to get out of he's embrace.

He looked at her, she seem different from before.

"Inuyasha...I can't be your mate, I'm sorry" she said as she got out of he's embrace, it wasn't like it used to be, before they seem so warm and now they felt somewhat empty.

"I dont understand, isnt this what you always wanted...isnt this what WE always wanted" he said confuse and abit hurt.

"it was, but that was back then" said Kikyo as she looked at the man she once love.

"dont tell me that their is somebody else" he plead as he grab her hands in he's own.

"Im sorry to say but their is" Kikyo said as she saw the hurt expression on the half demons face.

"can't you stop caring about him, and be with me" he said, as he felt he's heart break.

"I can't...maybe if you asked me two months ago...i would have, but I'm in love with this person" she said.

Inuyasha looked down, 'is this how they felt when they saw me with the other' thought the silver hair half demon.

Kikyo slip her hands away from him slowly.

"do..do i know him?" Inuyasha asked as he still looked at the floor.

Kikyo nodded abit, "yes" was all she said.

"who is he" Inuyasha said as he looked at her, tears started to form.

"Sesshomaru" said Kikyo as she saw him flitch.

"my brother?" said Inuyasha in disbelieve, as he saw Kikyo nod.

"why" was all Inuyasha was about to ask, why he's brother of all people.

"i can't explain it" said the human miko as she looked at where she and the great demon lord just agru, hours ago.

Inuyasha looked at her as tears rolled down he's face.

"I'll do whatever it takes for you to love me again, ask anything of me" Inuyasha plead.

Kikyo shook her head, " i cant ask you to do that Inuyasha" she said.

"ask it's ok, really i dont mind" he said as tears keep coming out of he's eyes, "please be with me, you dont even have to love me, just please dont leave me, i love you so much"

"Inuyasha...i cant, Im sorry" Kikyo said and turn to walk away, leaving a crying silver hair demon.

~end of flashback~

rain started to hit Kikyo's body as she keep looking for the demon that she loves.

'Sesshomaru, please come back to me' she thought as she left the woods she was in and enter a open feild, to find only flowers and herbs.

She sign as she walked throught the feild, memories keep popping up on her head, of when she would be in feilds with Sesshomaru, Rin and Jaken.

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