*Chapter Ten*

Am I making

myself out to

be a slut?

Hope not.

Cause I'm not one.

Not even in the slightest.

Seth was the

first guy I

made-out with.

Kissing?

That's easy.

Further?

That's not.

I don't want

anyone to

touch me.

To know me

on a physical level.

Too personal.

I'm just good

at flirting.

Maybe that's

why Matt

dubbed me

Tiny Tease.

He wants me.

I can see it.

But I want Seth.

I can't have Seth, though.

If I let him

get that close,

he might hurt me.

And I can't be hurt.

So I retaliate

and create pain for him.

I tell Seth

I made-out

with Matt.

Just to get

a reaction.

Response?

Spontaneously sad.

I tell him

I was only kidding.

And with

a sigh of

relief, he

forgives me.

I can't be mad at my baby,

he says.

Yay.

I win.