Sorry that I havent updated in a while! Sorry that its so short!
Jacob's POV
I love her so much. Why does it have to be this way?Stupid Sam. But more importantly stupid me for listening to him. For letting her go. I miss her and without her I am depressed. My heart is hollow. If it wasn't for patrol I wouldn't get up at all. I wish I was never a werewolf. Nothing good has come out of it. Im too tall for my age, I look aged, and most importantly I lost the girl I loved. I miss Bella so much. Without her by my side I just didn't feel right. I got out of bed that morning because I had patrol in an hour. My dad was sitting at the table reading his newspaper. These days I was kinda mad at my stupid family for placing this dreadful mythical creature DNA in my body. I sat next to him and sighed as I got my cereal. He looked at me studying my expression.
" What's wrong son?" He asked sighing.
" I honestly don't want to talk about it." I muttered looking at my cereal.
" Son I know you hate this whole werewolf thing but things will get better." He said like he knew it was going to happen.
" I seriously doubt it dad. This whole werewolf thing has taken one of the most important things in my world away from me. I cant get that back." I said my eyes either getting more angry or more depressed then they already were. I walked out of the room before he could say anymore. I ran out in the woods and phased as quick as possible I just wanted to get this over with. Quil was on patrol this morning aswell as Embry.
Hey Jake Embry thought
Dont talk to me right now I growled
Look Jake we know your upset but its not the end of the world Quil said defending Embry
You really dont know what its like to loose someone you love do you? I asked ticked off
Jake, Bella will take you back one day. Embry said trying to calm me down
Do you know how mad she was? She was hurt, betrayed and she will never take me back! I mentally yelled
Talk to Sam maybe he will let you tell her Quil suggested
Its Sam we're talking about here ,Quil I said with a pained laugh
Its worth a try Embry said backing up Quil. I phased and headed to Sam's house. Here goes nothing.
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