"Bella come on Answer me please let me explain." I said softly waiting for her to reply again she couldn't have left.

"Forget it Edward just leave my body and let me die." Her voice boomed threw the room echoing threw the room.

"I told him that because when I turn you you cant be around him until you have your blood lust under control." I whispered.

"why Alaska?"

"It was the first place I thought of that we have family there......."

"will I get to see them again?"

"when your blood lust is under control yes."

"how long will that take?"

"It depends on you."

"Edward"

"yes Bella."

"you have to now."

"Why are you fading again?"

"please Edward I can't.......... I i"

"BELLA???" I said she faded I looked at the machine as her heart beat was lower.

"EDWARD You have to now" I heard her voice very faintly

"Son it's time........ or we will lose her." I heard Carlisle.

"If I cant stop?"

"I'll be here."

I nodded and took a deep breath. I moved her neck a little and took a deep breath and sank my teeth into her neck, the blood ran into my mouth and I felt like it was pure heaven the taste of it was better then I could ever have thought it would be.

"Edward"

I couldn't stop I just kept taking more in.

"EDWARD"

I heard someone call my name but I was lost in the moment.

"Edward your killing you you need to stop."

I heard him loud and clear I pulled away and looked at her.

"she'll be ok in three days."

"Can I stay with her?"

"We are moving her to our house tonight while she changes."

"and her father? What do we tell him.?"

"that she is gone."

"she wants to see them again.......when she is"

"it is dangerous."

"she wants to."

"very well.... then its to you and jasper to control her."

I waited by her side for three days, never leaving her side and I smiled when she opened her eyes and looked at me. "Bella."

"Edward........" She said softly

"yes.."

"did you save me?"

"yes Bella I did."

"Thank you."

"Your Welcome."

"why are you looking at me like that?"

"your beautiful, the most beautiful Vampire I have ever seen....."

"your going to make me blush."

"we can't blush Bella."

"oh..."

"Bella......"

"Yes?"

"Will you stay? I mean with me?"

"why would I leave you?"

"i don't know."

"I love you."

"you do?"

"yes Edward I do."

"I love you too Bella."

"thank you for saving me"

"Marry me"

"huh?"

"be mine forever.......... marry me."

"ok Edward I will."

"you have no idea how long I waited for you."

"really?"

"you are my life now."

"and your mine."

"Forever"

"yes forever.... I am yours"

"my heart, body and soul are yours."

"likewise Bella."