Thank you guys for being awesome. Seriously, you guys made me cry. 11 reviews in 2 days on this fanfic. That is absolutely unbelievable. So as a thank you I'm updating early. Shout out to nickrockers2962, guest, yashu, other guest, s, nayaleaamber2013, r5xrauraxrydellingtonxrockliff, jorjor, quack, tmnt2012rocks, and menglain1408 for reviewing.
Also, I had 10 of the 11 people say they were cool with M rated stuff, and so I am going to add more later. Sorry if you don't like that. Honestly though it does make it more realistic. I will post a warning if the chapter's gonna be rated M.
Also, I made a theme song to this fanfic; I wrote it so excuse the sucky singing lol. If you want to give it a listen, the link will be posted on my bio. Thanks everyone!
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I had dreamed about it so long, and it came true. It was unreal. Gosh, Randy was a good friend. I mean, a straight guy going through that for me? It was just unbelievable.
I got out of the bathroom after I was 'finished' and looked at Randy. He was on his phone, presumably on Facebook or something of that sort.
I smiled at him again. "Thanks again, man. You have no idea how much that meant to me."
He shook off his awkwardness and slightly smiled. "Your welcome. Just don't tell anyone at school about it." He chuckled jokingly.
"I'll try to resist." I laughed and closed my eyes. I imagined my dream world. Randy was gay, I was gay. We lived together and no one judged us. Everyone understood us. We could be whoever we wanted to be and no one cared. It would be absolutely amazing, but it was pretty unrealistic.
Randy looked at me. "What are you thinking about?"
"Nothing." I blushed slightly hoping he wouldn't notice.
"It is something. What?"
"I was just thinking about what just happened." I lied, and thankfully he bought it.
"Yeah, well now I have something to bribe you with if I ever want something."
I rolled my eyes at him. "Ha ha." I muttered. He laughed and eventually I joined in.
"Hey man, I gotta go." I nodded towards the door. "Is it okay if I maybe take the car again?" I added weakly, kind of embarrassed that I had ever brought it back.
"Sure." He smiled and I walked out the door. I was considering telling Justin what happened, and eventually decided to. I mean, come on! I had to tell somebody.
I drove to Justin's apartment and walked into it. He looked over at me.
"Where've you been?"
I smiled. "Randy's."
"Oh, what did you do there?" He asked, completely clueless. I had never actually told Justin that I liked Randy, so I guess he had no reason to be suspicious.
"I never told you this," I started. "But I like Randy. Like, as more than friends."
"Oh." Justin took it in. "Okay, but what does that have to do with-"
"He let me have some fun with him." I said and then regretted the word choice. It sounded like we had sex.
"Wait a second. You did it with Randy? And he was okay with that?"
I shook my head quickly. "No, no. I mean he just let me feel him up a little bit."
Justin breathed a sigh of relief. "That still is kind of disturbing, but much better. How was it?"
"Better than I expected." I replied. "And I expected it to be awesome."
"Well that's good, then." He nodded at me. Suddenly his phone rang. Justin picked it up and looked at who it was. He gave a disgusted look and put it back down.
"Wow, who was that person you hate so much?" I chuckled. "An ex girlfriend?" He looked at me.
"No, it was Dad." My eyes widened.
"Dad? Why didn't you answer him?"
"Because he's being stupid and he doesn't deserve my love and support."
"But he's your father!" I protested. "And I know it sucks what he's doing to me but that doesn't have to affect you."
"But I want him to realize that he shouldn't be acting like this."
"And I don't want him to pretend to love me again in order to get you back." I returned. He looked at me sharply and then his eyes softened.
"Okay, I can see that."
"Then call him back!" I pressed.
"Okay." He nodded solemnly. He clicked a button on his phone and it rang once. Then a voice picked up.
"Hello?" I heard Justin say.
I could hear an excited voice through the phone. Justin wasn't the same as he used to be with Dad, but he did answer the questions, or so it sounded like. Justin put the phone on speaker and shushed a finger over his mouth, indicating that I shouldn't talk.
"So how's Max doing?" My dad asked and I couldn't help but let a tear run down my face.
"Do you really care?" Justin returned and I heard Jerry stutter.
"Justin… I don't want him to die or anything. I just can't live with him while he's like this."
"While he's like what? While he's being who he actually is? Because Dad, I guarantee that is not going away."
"Being gay is a choice Justin-"
"No it's not!" I screamed. I immediately placed a hand over my mouth and Justin looked at me in surprise.
"Max?" Dad asked me.
"Hang up! Hang up!" I yelled, tears rushing down my face. Justin did and I sat there sobbing. Justin wrapped me in a hug.
"It's gonna be okay, little guy. It really will."
So there it is. I hope you liked it and please review. Again, here's the link to the song I wrote as a theme song to this story. Please check it out! The link is on my bio!
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