The Secrets We Keep

by aBeautifulLiar

Nobody knows anything about Jennifer Jareau's childhood,not until they are all sent on a case in JJ's hometown. Will they find out the dark secrets of her past? Will she ever tell of her mothers cruelty? Need your help with the pairing, thank you! D

10. Voices

Disclaimer: I don't own Criminal Minds, however I do own Jasper!

Chapter Ten

"I don't know what to do, what do I do? No I can't take her back, I will get in more trouble, they know I did it now.. what will I do? I can't go to prison. I can't do this." JJ woke up to the sound of her brother, pacing back and forth, muttering to himself continuously.

"Jazz?" She whispered, grabbing her head in pain, trying to ignore the voices once more, remembering the first time she had heard them, knowing that something like this would have brought them back.

She cried as she thought about going back into that depressed state when the team found her, remembering her teenage years, glad her dad hadn't told Emily and Hotch the whole truth when they had asked about after the age of fifteen. She knew they would be watching her from now, they probably know, Garcia would have done a background check on both of them, and they would all know..

"Jasper, please..." She cried out, closing her eyes as if it would help her to ignore all of the voices muttering in her head, telling her how much danger she was in,

"Shut up!" He glared at her, walking to the other side of the room, continuing to talk to himself, JJ saw the gun in his hand then, knowing that she may not make it out of this alive.

"Jasper, please don't do this."

"What did I just say?" He ran over to her, his hand raised,

"I thought you loved me..I thought you were different." She shouted at, causing his hand to lower, his eyes filled with confusion,

"I do love you." He muttered, his voice suddenly softer, kneeling down as he brushed a hair out of her face,

"But I want us to be together, I did it all for you baby, now we can have a whole new life together." JJ wanted to scream as he put his lips on hers, instead she closed her eyes again, tears dripping from her closed lids as he slipped his tongue between her mouth, JJ deciding that letting him do what he wanted for now was the only ways he would see her friends again, so she sat there, shaking with fear, listening to the voices that had once comforted her when she was a little girl.