AN: Hey guys thanks for waiting! I hope you like this. Next up will be K huhu I'm gunna have fun with that one.

-angel cry018-: Hey thanks for the review. Yea I didn't really get to all of them but I have jade, jacket, jackpot, and jack-o-lantern. Thanks a bunch.

RiseofaRebellion: OMG I'm sooo sorry I really thought I got both of yours in. I guess not. But I made sure to put in yours this time so I have jade, joker, and jam. Thank you so much.

J is for

Juice

A small brunette girl squealed with glee as her father caught the energetic child. Her emerald green eyes gleamed with laughter as her father picked her up and spun her around. She smiled and pinched her father's nose.

"I got ur nose!" She cried happily. Lelouch laughed and hugged the sweet girl.

"Yes you did Sweetie. Now give it back to Daddy." She giggled and pinched her father's nose a second time.

"Kay it's back on now." Lelouch laughed. Out of the corner of his eye he saw his 'wife' come towards them holding a tray of drinks.

"Mommy!" The small brunette hurriedly ran to her 'mother' and hugged her 'mother's' legs. Suzaku smiled at his little girl.

"I got your favorite juice Rin-chan." He said, handing the cup to the excited girl.

"Hehe thank you Mommy." Suzaku turned to her husband and handed him his ice tea. Rin looked at her father curiously.

"Daddy why don't you dwink juice? You no likey?" Lelouch laughed and wrapped an arm around Suzaku's waist making the brunette blush.

"No Daddy loves juice, but he only likes on flavor." Rin tilted her head and Suzaku gave him a horrified look.

"What is it?" He smiled slyly.

"Mommy's special juice."

Jack-o-Lantern

Suzaku whipped the sweat from his forehead. Carving jack-o-lanterns was harder then it looked. He smiled down at his pumpkin.

"What are you looking at?" Suzaku jumped and turned to the owner of the voice. Lelouch had snuck into the room and watched Suzaku toiling away at something. The brunette sighed.

"It's the jack-o-lantern I made." He said smiling. Lelouch looked at it and scrunched his nose.

"What is that monstrosity?! You're creating a plain bore of an artwork that holds no creativity!" Suzaku flinched it wasn't that bad it had triangle eyes and a semi-circle mouth to make it smile.

"It's not that bad Lu." He protested. Unfortunately, Lelouch thought otherwise.

"Are you kidding me?! Pumpkin carving is a sacred art that involves one creativity and art skills along with elegance and beauty. This…this is something even a kindergartener can beat!" Suzaku huffed at his boyfriend.

"Well what did you do?" Lelouch shrugged and took out his pumpkin from the shelf.

"Same thing as you."

Jack-off

Suzaku sighed. His two-year old daughter had a very strange speech problem; her "b's" end up sounding like "j's". Suzaku sighed again. Everything else was perfect. She was a genius just like her father and hand undoubtedly taken on his looks, but it still worried him to no end. He didn't want any problems for his little girl. He sighed again.

"You sound like an old man when you sigh." Suzaku gave a pointed glare at the black-haired prince.

"Well maybe if you'd help me fix Rin-chan's small problem then I wouldn't be sighing so damned much!" Lelouch shrugged his shoulders.

"She'll get over it." Just then the doorbell rang Suzaku jumped up and quickly let his little girl in. The girl came shooting in crying to her mother. Suzaku gently hugged the distraught girl.

"It's okay Rin-chan mommy's here what happened sweetie? Lu drop the chainsaw!" Lelouch reluctantly put down the chainsaw and crossed his arms. Rin started crying and told her story.

"Some big boys came up to Rin-chan and started bullying me." Suzaku sighed and rubbed her back giving a warning glance to Lelouch who was already itching for the chainsaw.

"Then what happened?" Suzaku asked, Rin sniffled. "Rin-chan w-wanted them to get away and so I said 'jack off'" Suzaku paled. Oh dear Lord.

"T-then they took off their PANTS and told Rin-chan to touch their their….WAHHH!" Suzaku comforted the distraught girl and turned to Lulu.

"Now you can unleash the chainsaw."

Jacket

A brunette shivered and rubbed his arms to gain some sort of warmth. Perfect the one day he forgot his coat was the very same day it was windy cold and rainy. He was walking to his home when two hands covered his shoulders with a warm heavy jacket. He looked up to see amused amethyst eyes smiling at him. The other man's jet black hair gently brushed his cheeks.

"Lulu?" He started, until his lover placed a finger on his lips tracing it softly.

"You're freezing cold Suzu." It was that damned voice of his. That damned baritone voice that never ceased to send shivers down his back. Lelouch smiled and wrapped the jacket around the shorter boy.

"C'mon, I wouldn't want you to freeze to death." Suzaku, not trusting his own voice let himself be lead to his home. All the way, he only felt a warm feeling surrounding him as Lelouch led him home. When he got to the front steps he turned around and shyly kissed Lelouch's lips. The other boy smiled at him lovingly and bent down to give him a longer kiss that left the two of them panting. Suzaku blushed and quickly slipped off the jacket and handed it to Lelouch.

"You'll catch a cold if you walk home like that." Lelouch smiled and kissed the other's forehead.

"Yes, but I know you'll take care of me right?" Suzaku smiled and gently bopped his head.

"Of course I will silly." Lelouch laughed and reluctantly turned around to make his way home. It wasn't until he was quite a way that he let out a pent up sneeze.

Justice

"NO stop Zero they have nothing to do with this!" the only thing that was heard was the agonized screams of the woman and children that were set ablaze in the flame.

"STOP Zero! What have I done to you? I took that nuisance Suzaku Kururugi for you! What more do you want me to do to his already tarnished name?!" Anger surged through him. He never asked for him to take care of Suzaku.

"Suzaku Kururugi you say?"

A bright smile and beautiful emerald eyes looked his way.

"Lulu c'mon."

"Yes t-tha-that no-no good E-Eleven of course…" Eleven, the very word made him feel sick.

"We took care of the problematic Eleven for you Zero."

Lelouch looked at the condemned man. He was a part of it, a part of the assassination, one of the ringleaders. They had attacked the school in order to get rid of him.

Gunshots and screams were heard throughout the halls. Lelouch looked around frantically for a green-eyed brunette when he felt a shove followed by warm liquid that seeped into his uniform.

He made the flames go higher intensifying the cries and screams. The man begged and pleaded.

"What are you doing Zero?! STOP IT! Please!" The man tried to get the flames, but Lelouch blocked his path aiming the gun skillfully between the man's eyes.

"Why? Why are you doing this!?" Lelouch looked at the man coldly.

"Justice." He said.

His heart stopped. Suzaku had…Suzaku had protected him from it. He rushed over to him and held his head up.

"Suzaku, Suzaku." Brilliant emerald eyes looked up at him and a soft smile formed.

"Of course I am idiot why did you have to be a stupid hero?"

"What justice is this?! You're taking everything away from me!" he screamed. Lelouch laughed bitterly. An eye for an eye right?

"No, it was you who took everything away from me."

"Lu." Lelouch held on to him.

"What is it Suzu?" Suzaku smiled and gently placed a hand onto Lelouch's cheek.

"I really wanted to see that Japan again, the one we lived in when we were children." Lelouch started crying harder and Suzaku smiled at him. "I'm sorry…for going against you."

"Hamarabi's code of justice was an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth." Zero said coldly. "You saw your loved ones die as helplessly as I did." The man's eyes widened.

"It can't be Kururugi he was…" Lelouch laughed bitterly.

"Yes." And he dumped another can of oil onto the man's head. The man yelled.

"What-What…"

"The fire will soon spread to you." he turned to the bodies in the pyre. "It seems that they have all but burned and now it's your turn." The man cowered and Lelouch lifted the gun and shot him in the leg. He went out the door and bolted it tight relishing the agonized screams in the room as the man burned to his death. He withdrew a locket from his pocket.

"Suzaku, soon I'll make that Japan you dreamed of."

Emerald eyes dulled and slowly closed. With a last gasp he said softly,

"I love you Lulu."

Jam

Suzaku was currently in a jam. He was in a puddle soaked with the unknown jam. Suzaku glared at the sweet substance with contempt. Damn Milly! This was all her fault. Just then the door opened…

"Suzaku where have you been, and why are you in jam?" Lelouch asked without missing a beat. Suzaku glared at him. Damn his coolness.

"Milly did it. Now help me!" Lelouch seemed to be giving it deep thought.

"I dunno Suzu, I kinda like the view and you do look delicious." Suzaku glared at his smirking face.

"Lulu do you know what kind of jam I'm in?! This is no time to be thinking of sex!" Lelouch sighed and slowly made his way to Suzaku and bent down to meet his eyes. The brunette couldn't help blush at the closeness. Lelouch slowly licked the other's cheek and smirked.

"By the taste of it it's peach," the smirk grew, "which automatically lets me think of hot kinky sex with you anytime I want."

Jesus

"His name is Jesus? Who names their child Jesus?" Suzaku asked. Lelouch sighed.

"It's 'Haysus'." Lelouch explained, however it seemed to have gone over Suzaku's head, like many other things he'd explained.

"No Lu I'm pretty sure it says Jesus." Lelouch slapped his forehead.

"No Suzu the Spanish pronounce it 'Haysus.'" Suzaku nodded and Lelouch heaved a sigh of relief.

"Then is it a typo?"

Jacuzzi

Warm bubbles surrounded the two naked bodies as they interlocked. The brunette gasped as the black haired prince sucked on his neck.

"Lulu~" Suzaku moaned. The prince smirked and slowly moved his fingertips up the brunette's chest and—

BRRRRIIIIIIIINNNNGGGG

"DAMN IT!" Lelouch shot up from his bed awakening Suzaku with a start. The brunette looked at his lover worriedly.

"Lulu is something wrong." Lelouch shook his head with a sigh and said,

"We really need to get a Jacuzzi."

Joy

It was that time of year again, the Independence Day festival. It was a day where everyone is filled with merriment and joy because it was on this day that the masked hero Zero defeated their 'evil' king.

Laughter followed him like a plague. Everywhere he went he was bombarded with smiles and congratulations, praise and adoration. Those people looking at him with respect and ration. Heh if only they knew the real man behind that mask. Oh the irony. His green eyes scanned the happy faces of the people, he knew, Kallen knew, and Nunnally knew. Just three people in a sea of joyous celebration knew the truth, the ironic truth of his death. Suzaku laughed sardonically, but it was overlooked, after all this was a place of mirth, for it was the fifth anniversary of Lelouch vi Britannia 98th emperor's death. He was supposed to be happy to be rid of that bastard. There would be no more pain, no more tears, no more embarrassing gropes, no more stolen kisses, no more 'I love you's', no more of Lelouch's love…He should be joyous for he had fulfilled his dream, but as he stares at the endless laughter of the people he can't bring himself to feel this merriment, this joy. Just a cold lonely feeling inside of him.

Joker

"Hey Suzaku, I wanted to introduce you to my new girlfriend, Kallen." Suzaku smiled at them, "That's great Lu, you finally found someone for you."

Lelouch never knew how much it hurt because he kept a smile on his face. He smiled like a joker, already knowing that the jokes on him.

"She broke up with me Suzu." Suzaku hugged his depressed friend. Lelouch smiled at him.

"It's nice to have you as a friend." Suzaku smiled again.

Just a friend he'd always be just a friend. But it's okay, he'll keep that smile on, like a joker, a jester, so he can keep his beloved smiling and happy.

"I think C.C's the one Suzu." Lelouch smiled. Suzaku smiled back, holding back the tears in his eyes.

"That's great Lulu! I'm so happy for you."

It was a lie, but at the same time it wasn't. He loved him so much, that he didn't mind letting go. He was Lulu's joker, always smiling.

Tangled bodies and loud moans met his eyes and ears. Lelouch looked up to see him and Suzaku blushed and ran out. The next day Lelouch apologized.

"I'm so sorry Suzu I didn't mean for you to…" Suzaku laughed and shrugged it off.

"It's okay Lu, now I know you're the top." Lelouch laughed and gave him a playful punch.

He didn't know how much he longed to be the one Lelouch entered, but he kept it a secret. He would laugh and shrug it off like a good joker.

"We're getting married." Lelouch announced. Suzaku smiled brightly and congratulated him.

"That's great Lulu."

"Yea and I want you to be the best man."

His heart broke then and there, but he kept it hidden because his job was to make his beloved smile and laugh.

A glass cup clinked and Suzaku stood up to make the toast

"A toast for my good friend Lulu, who finally got married and to his poor wife who must tolerate him for the rest of her life." The audience laughed and he smiled through the pain.

It was alright. He would love him at a distance and he would remain the jester, the joker. The one who would smile and laugh for them, the one who would hide all his pain. He would be the joker, forever smiling and laughing in spite of the pain.

Jade

"You're worthless!" CRASH.

Her hands were so cold when he held them. Lelouch looked at her with worried eyes.

"Suzaku you're so cold. Here have my jacket." He quickly covered her up with his coat, when he spotted a red spot on her arm. He shoved the sleeve aside and looked at her wound, knowing exactly who made it.

"Suzaku…" Suzaku hastily covered it up and gave a smile at Lelouch.

"It's fine it's just a cut." Lelouch felt hot anger surge through him. That bastard Gino, her so called husband was in a drunken rage that night, again. He knew the story before she told him. He always knew because he was the first one she told. If it was him…if it was him... He scoffed, but he it wasn't him, it was Gino Wienburg who was bonded to her. His father suggested to Genbu that Suzaku would be happier if she married him right before he died. Lelouch gritted his teeth. That damned old man he had separated them because he didn't want a "distinguished" family line to be "tarnished" by the blood of another race.

"Why don't you leave him?" How many times had he suggested that? Suzaku smiled her gentle smile at him.

"You already know why." Was it because of her father's wish? Was it because of his father's wish? Was it because of that damned Japanese pride? He clenched his hand into a fist. He gently stroked her soft cheeks. He laughed they were cold. Just like a jade when they are in cold hands.

"But you're only hurting yourself." Suzaku, again gave him a smile and gently touched his cheek.

"It's alright. Because Lulu will always be there for me and he keeps me strong and takes that pain away." Lelouch almost cried. If only Gino knew what kind o treasure he received. If it were him he would hold her tight and never let her go. He would give her all the love in the world and make sure she's always happy. He embraced her tightly afraid to let her go to that demon.

"I can't protect you forever though." He whispered she smiled into him and wrapped her arms around him. Strange she wasn't cold anymore.

Crashes could be heard throughout the room as a man raised the bottle and struck the woman hard beating her with all his might. Suddenly, the door flew open and a figure came and punched the man away screaming at him whilst holding the unconscious woman in his arms. Soon after, a set of uniformed men entered, some in black others in white. The black engulfed the demon while the woman and the other were gently covered in white. Tears and blood had stained the white floor and the man's heart forever.

Lelouch looked at his precious jade, his Suzaku, lying on the bed helpless and broken. The tubes entering her were so unnatural. Her body was ice cold, like a jade that was in cold hands. Tears slide down his face. What did his sweet sweet angel deserve to be like this? He held her hands tightly in his, as if he was afraid to let go and he cried into them.

I'm afraid that she won't make it. Her internal injuries are too great.

"Lulu?" That sweet voice called him back and he looked up to see her beautiful face smiling back at him. His tears streamed down even faster, she's okay, she'll live and he'll…he'll help her he'll love her.

"Lulu don't cry for me." She said weakly placing a cold hand on his cheek. Lelouch held on to it and smiled weakly at her.

"I wasn't crying I just had something in my eye." Suzaku laughed.

"You're so cheesy Lulu." Lelouch's heart almost broke. Suzaku was quite for a while as she looked up to the ceiling. Then she said,

"How much time do I have?" Lelouch's eyes widened.

"What are you talking about Suzu, you'll be fine." He lied. Suzaku only smiled.

"I'm not stupid Lu, I can already feel myself shutting down." Lelouch grasped the hand even tighter.

"What are you talking about stupid, you'll be fine, you'll get better and then I…I'll take care of you…I'll…I'll…" Suzaku placed her warming fingers on his lips and gave him a weak smile.

"It's gunna be okay Lu, I don't mind because," the machines started to change drastically, and she took in a short hard breath.

"Because I was able to love you till the end." Lelouch's grip tightened as he felt her slipping away.

"No…no…please Suzaku hang on…please…" He banged on the doctor button and held on to her even tighter.

"Suzaku I love you…so much, so please…don't go…" Suzaku only smiled at him.

"It'll be okay Lu, I'm all warm now." Tears slipped down both their cheeks. The line started to straighten.

"I feel sleepy Lu, is okay if I sleep." Lelouch cried and put on a smile.

"Yea…yea, its alright." She smiled at him and her hand slipped, the line formed a long endless beep. Lelouch buried his head in her hands as the doctors came in. A small smile formed on his lips. She was warm.

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AN: And that's a wrap! I hope you liked it. Thank you to those who reviewed and well please review -^-^-

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