OH WOW, LOOK, THE AUTHOR HAS DECIDED TO TREAT YOU GUYS WITH A NEW CHAPTER.

I had... so much inspiration, I just couldn't wait and wrote the longest chapter in my life in an hour.

We finally have it. The best part of this whole fic, HECK YEAH.

To anyone, who would get sad at the end - don't WORRY, i'm not leaving this fic with only this scene. It's way better to continue this and see how their relationship goes. I know it might be strange to you that I just jumped into a conclusion, that they have to end up like this in this chapter, but I have something planned for later, so don't worry.

It was pretty hard writing a scene like this, I mean, it was my first time writing a fic, and especially a M rated one. ;_;

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Disclaimer: NO, I don't own AnE, for the last time, dude.

"What do you want from me? Just let me breathe a little."

I was running, leaving my thoughts away. Away at that stupid corridor.

"What do you want to see? Me ni mieru mono?"

I shouldn't have been there at all. It was all clear to me now.

"What do you want to believe? Still nothing can be settled Hold on to your words you say, It's no good."

He was using me. I was only the target. Those two fooled me. I felt a stabbering pain in my chest. I stopped for a second, and fell on my knees. The ground was cold, but I didn't care. The pain was taking over my whole body. How could I be this stupid... To fall for him, to dream of him. The kiss was my hope, and now it's gone. I put my both hands on my chest and rocked back and forth, holding on to those few seconds with him. Tears started flowing down my cheeks. I let out a single cry, finally understanding what it feels like to be betrayed by the one you love.

I have to get a grip of myself. I've got to go back home. I have to forget about everything, live my own way again. Get used to being a loner, for the second time in a row.
I stood up, gathering the last pieces of myself and walked towards my dorm. I didn't have time to wipe off my tears, nor did I care about what others would think if they saw me in this state.
All I wanted now is to somehow crawl up my room and drown myself in my shower. As I reached my dorm, I didn't see the open doors, a little burned, but still okay. I didn't even bother closing them. Stairs, a lot of stairs.

One..
Two..
Three..

I was counting them to chase my thoughts away, but hey, it helped.
Pushing my bedrooms door was hard. Somehow, I didn't have the strength in me. I struggled for a few moments, until rage boiled up inside. I almost crashed my door, but held myself at the moment it was about to collapse. Threw my clothes off so quickly, I didn't even think. Something tells me i'm in a mood for some loud music. Well, doesn't shit happen to me all the time? That's how it feels to be heartbroken. I can't feel a thing. Only a hole in my heart so big, I could fit Kuro in it, and there would still be enough place for something more.
I found a CD that had "One Ok Rock" written on it. Pushed it into the music player and clicked "Play".

Koko wa kaimu KAIMU Dare mo ga kuchisaki dake de jibun no koto de seiippai Sore ja nani o iedo Nani mo kawari wa shinai sa kodomo asobi wa yamero yo.

[ENG: This is the nothingness that we exist in Where people are all talk and only concerned about themselves If that's the case then no matter what is said Nothing will ever change; let's stop these children's games]

The song washed my brains away. Something about One Ok Rock always made me feel comfortable. I could be myself. I gave a few stiff jumps before shaking my head to the beat. Now fully listening to the true words of the song, I walked to my bathroom, so I could endure the hot water boiling my skin. I wanted to feel alive. And all of this was making me feel the sad exitement of what was going to be tomorrow. No, I could not be over him. I doubt I would ever be over him. That was impossible, I thought to myself. Shima was in my heart. I love him. Even though I've never felt this way before, now I knew perfectly. I was devoted to him, clinged to his reactions with my whole heart. And he threw everything away like trash.
He and Bon? What a laugh. He was obviously more skilled than me, they reached levels I never reached before, so how could I battle with him? Of course Shima would choose Bon. That's what I would do if I was that sexually frustrated. Water was flowing down my body, making my cells run wild, and I felt a sudden wish to touch myself. Man, why is this happening to me? I ran my hand down my stomach and touched a slight bit of my crotch, which was suddenly feeling exited. I bit my lip thinking about the slow extasy I was about to reach, forgetting about all my probelms, enduring the hot water on my now hot skin. I began stroking myself as slowly as I can. I had to hold on to the wall, while I was satisfying myself in an embarassing way, but I didn't care at that way.
A slight moan escaped my lips, and now I was going faster, more eager, more mouthwatering... and then someone crashed the door of my bathroom.

"RIN."

I quickly turned my head around and hid my pumping manhood with my hands, and saw Shima panting really fast in the middle of the doorway.

"OH MY GOD, RIN, I thought you might do something to yourself, you left the door unlocked, so I came in." He gulped. I stared at him with anger and embarassment. "I saw your clothes scattered on the floor, and your music was playing so loud. And I heard you kinda scream or something? I don't know what that sound was, so I crashed your door, and..." He went silent.

Renzou stared at me being butt-naked and blushed. I didn't care that I was naked, nothing seemed to make me be scared of showing my body to him, now that he betrayed me in such a way.

"Get out." I told him.

He fell out of his trance and looked straight into my eyes.

"Nothing is going on between me and Bon."

"Tell that to someone who cares."

"I'm serious, Okumura. We we're going out for a while, but then I dumped him. And I was pissed off, so I didn't know what I was doing."

A slice down my heart.

"Oh, so now I can listen to your explanations, while you didn't even bother listening to me?" I released my hands and pointed at him.

Shit, did I really do that? Now I revealed all of myself to him.

His face blushed like fire.

"So now you're at loss of words, huh? My naked body distracts you, right? YOU'RE A PERVERT, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE, SHIMA RENZOU. I TOLD YOU TO NOT COME NEAR ME AGAIN. AND LOOK WHAT YOU DID." I shouted with tears of anger in my eyes. "I TRUSTED YOU. I EVEN FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND YOU JUST GAVE IT AWAY FOR A BLOODY KISS WITH YOUR EX."

I was breathing in and out, every inhale hurt my lungs. He was silent, and looked at his feet now.

Kangaedashitara tomaranai kedo Moshi sou da to shitara...

[ENG: Once I start thinking about that, I can't seem to stop But if that was really the truth then...]

The strongest point of the song reached my ears. Apparently, the whole album started playing again, and my song was on.

Kaimu...

Shima raised his head and leaped inside my bathtub with his clothes on. I couldn't seem to react, all I could see was his eyes, full of fury and hunger. I wasn't thinking what I was doing.

I grabbed his face with both of my hands and pulled him into a kiss. He wrapped his arms around me, and slightly licked my lips with his tongue, praying silently for a single "Go further" from me. I parted my lips and let him in with lust filled my mind.
Even though I wasn't really good at this, I seemed to know what I had to do. My tongue started playing with his own, tasting everything he had within him. His sour, bittersweet taste blew my mind away. Everything about him made me crazy. I couldn't dream that it would be as pleasant as this, everything seemed to be blurry, the only thing that mattered to me was to touch him, feel him, have him, know his whole essence and his taste.
Hot water ran down on both of us, his soaked clothes brushed agaist my skin. He pushed me to the wall and answered with an even deeper kiss than before. Our saliva mixed, I stopped for a few seconds to catch some air, and breathe. But he was impatient. He attacked me with his strength, put his hands on the wall, so he could kiss me without hesitation. He ignored the uncomfortable pose, while I grabbed his clothes and clung to him like there was no tomorrow.
Man, his skills were unbelievable. I got used to kissing, and now I was experimenting with my lips and fangs. I bit his underlip, and he moaned in pleasure. I couldn't help noticing, that my now bigger manhood was sticking into his leg, but it didn't seem to bother him at all. He broke our kiss apart and looked straight into my eyes.

"I love you." He told me as if it meant the world to him.

And I believed him.

He leaned his head towards my neck.

"I can't stop now." He whispered into my ear.

"Then don't." I told him full of confidence. Hormones rushed into my head, I didn't think about the consequences due to be happening after this night. I wanted to feel all the pleasure he could give me, and knowing he was the so-called PORN KING, made me think he will do it with all his skills.
I felt a giggle on my neck.

"I never said I'm going to."

He licked my neck and I shuddered from the feeling it caused me to grow even bigger to the point of pain. Shima noticed my little problem, and I blushed. Renzou smiled and ran his hand down my chest to my stomach and touched the tip of my now really big friend. It made my whole body shiver, including the tail, which was now stiff from the exitement. It lay there, in the bathtub, too wet to get up.

Shima took me in his hands and stroked it.

"Aah.." I moaned. I never knew it could be so different from pleasing myself... This was way, way better.

He raised my chin with his free hand and looked at me, dead serious.

"I. Love. You."

And started stroking with more tension, touching all my sensitive places and took my nipple in his mouth to make me even more horny than I was before.

An idea strucked my head.

Why am I the only one fully naked?

I couldn't get the words out, while he was making such pleasure to me. I was embarrassed from the loud moans I made with every stroke, with every bite on my skin.
I stopped his hand when I was about to feel the biggest ecstasy in my life, and made him look at me.

"It's not fair." I panted it out.

"What?" He answered in a very arousing voice. God, why does he have to be such a dominant bitch?

"Not..naked." I still couldn't get the words out normally.

He laughed and kissed me.

I pushed him away and started unclothing him. He helped me out with his shirt, and then I struggled with his zipper, which, THANKFULLY, wasn't crooked, so I slowly removed his pants. Man, he was hard.

"It should be... uncomfortable..." I told him without thinking, and squeezed my mouth shut.

"I'll take care of it later. Now let me enjoy you."

I shushed him and pulled his underwear down.

The size of him shocked me. The beautiful shape just mesmerised me, so Shima had to pull me up to steal a kiss. I bit his tongue playfully and he answered me with a deeper kiss. I wanted to beg for more. For more action.

"PLAYTIME'S UP." Suddenly Shima leaned back and took my hand to pull me out of the bathtub.

He took a clean towel and brushed me and himself off. After that he throwed it away and made me stare at him again. I opened my mouth but he closed it with his finger.

"Get this. I'm going to be the only one to hear your moans and screams. Forever. I'll have you, take everything from you. I'll make you feel so much pleasure, that you've never dreamed of it. And you're going to shout my name at the end of your climax."

I breathed out a bit to think about his words. Does that mean he's mine from now on?

He kissed my forehead and took me to our bedroom. I stood there, plainly embarassed by the things going on between us right now. Shima pulled down our bed sheets on the ground, grabbed some pillows and threw them on the ground, then quickly pushed me down, straight on the pillows. I couldn't feel more confortable.

Without a warning, he got down and kissed the most sensitive part of my body. My head blew with stars, I couldn't even begin explaining what kind of a feeling it was. I felt the tip of his tongue on my hard manhood, licking everything in it's way. And when he took the whole me in his mouth, the pleasure of it was almost excrusiating... I loved him. I loved him so much, my heart would burst out.

He sucked me patiently, trying not to choke when I bucked my hips up with every lustful part. But hey, I ain't no pro, I couldn't do anything to make my body react like this. I was about to burst out, when Shima stopped sucking and came back to me.

"Not yet, love, you're going to cum with me. And only with me."

I nodded, now enduring the pain in my dick, which was as hard as a rock.

"Shima...i beg you..." He seemed surprised that I talked. And then he smiled.

"I can't wait any longer. I need to have you now." He sighed. "I'll prepare you, get ready. Shame that we don't have any lube, this would hurt much less."

Hurt? What?

He parted my legs and looked at my crotch to find it unpleasantly hard.

And then I felt something enter me.

Hurts... a bit...

"Is this okay?" He asked me.

I nodded, and then he made me get used to it. Then he entered one more, and I bit my lip from the pain.

"We're halfway there. Don't worry, i'll take care of you." Shima said, sounding very caring.

After a few fingers more, I got used to the pain and now I was feeling something better... I moaned a bit when the last finger entered me, and Shima panted, taking them all out.

"You are ready."

"Stick it in to me.." I wasn't lying. I wanted him inside of me. Now. "Shima, I want you. Take me." I struggled, fighting the wish to shout at him, to make him do it faster. Shima didn't hesitate for a moment. He saw the silent plea in my eyes.

And then he entered me.

The pain was... it wasn't the best thing in my life. He gave a little thrust, doing it as slow as possible. My insides started getting used to his big manhood. Shima was so patient, it made me even more aroused by him at the same second. It came as soon as I felt another pain down my butt. The full pleasure I was hoping for. Shima noticed that I felt what he needed at that time and gave a faster thrust to see what happens. After I moaned, he understood it all.

I collided with his movements. My tail wrapped around his torso, squeezing his skin, trying to feel the same thing as he felt. He moved faster, slower, he reacted to all my moans and little screams, figuring out all the sensitive spots inside of me, making me melt below him.

"I can feel it coming."

And he was right. I knew the tingling feeling down my stomach, it was so close... The best climax I've ever had in my entire life...

"Scream out my name, Rin." He stared into my eyes, still thrusting in, and moaning with every movement.

"Renzou.." I whispered, grabbing his hair. "Renzou..."

He bit his lip, but didn't look away. His body, lit by the moon. Just like in the dream. Soft, soft skin...

An orgasm crushed me with all it's might. I shouted his name all the way, cumming and it shook my body with such ecstasy, with such power, I didn't have words for.

Renzou, who was looking at me, blushing from the whole work, moaned and came inside of me. We both ended up having a climax none of us thought existed.

We were as one. Our souls were one. Our bond was stronger than ever.

And he collapsed on me, pulling his now finished manhood out. We both panted, with the aftermath of a great feeling. I couldn't help smelling his hair, his skin. Everything about him made me go crazy...

I found his hand and squeezed it to catch his attention. Still breathing in and out heavily, I gulped some air in.

"I love you too, Shima Renzou."

He pushed off of me with his both hands and leaned over again to kiss me on my lips.

SHIMA P.O.V.

He slept on my chest, without a care in the world.

He was finally mine.

I've never felt this way before, having sex with someone was just a childish game to me.. But he made it all different.

I looked at his sleeping face and smiled to myself.

Something washed my smile away.

Shit, Yukio is going to come back in two days. Along with Shura. How are we supposed to be together then? God knows when will a stupid chance to make him mine again fall into my hands.

I've got to tell him, we're not going to have such intimacies for his own sake. I couldn't risk losing him. And even though it meant I couldn't see him naked in front of me, it didn't matter.

For the first time in my life, I felt the need to only be with him. Right by his side. To feel everything he's feeling, be it despair or happiness.

I was ready for this...
I think.

Revieeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.

Oh, this chapter was AGAIN written while being inspired by two great songs from One Ok Rock: Kaimu and Liar. I hope you guys liked this chapter. D: It's my first fic ever, don't forget. . I'm trying my best to make as less mistakes as possible.