This sticks more to uh shall I say some I/Ka fluff and what not. Also gives you more reasons to hate and wish to kill Kouga. So enjoy this chapter!
Warning: This chapter starts out as humor and again starts out repetitive, I'm sorry, but I couldn't resist giving Inu's reaction to Kouga making her lose her memory. I thought it would be very sweet, in my own twisted way. Another reason I start off with humor is because this gets kinda dark and citursy slightly. There are mentions of Kagome's rape from chapter 3 in great detail and in small detail. I warn you of this now, so you can't be mad when you see it.
Thank you Jessie K-I, RK-128, splotch-chan and atlas-86 for reviewing.

atlas-86: We all just wish to kill Kouga. This will want you to kill him more too, it's fun to do that.
Chapter 10 -I think something is going on don't you hentai?-
I'm going to kill that sick fuck! Kagome screeched on the phone.

AH! Hanyou hearing here. You don't need to shout, Inuyasha said holding the phone away from his ear, I've always wondered how Inu would hold a telephone. now who are you going to kill?

Who else? Kouga! He fucking made me lose my goddamn memory! He knocked me off of the shrine steps! Kikyo even fucking warned me about him! I should have just stayed with her that night instead of going home! Kagome berated herself.

Woah! Back up, rewind! Kouga did what? Inuyasha asked genuinely curious.

Kagome took three deep breaths and started again, I remembered that I was talking to Kikyo, we were talking about guys we liked. Back in 8th grade, I had the biggest crush on Kouga.

Hence why I called you Kouga's bitch, Inuyasha muttered.

And Kikyo was your's, wait what the hell did you call me dog boy? Kagome screamed over the phone.

Hey, hey! Sensitive ears here! Inuyasha repeated.

I'll just ignore you and talk to the air about my memory. Anyway, we were talking and I told her I liked Kouga. She told me that he was really dangerous and what not. That you and Miroku both told her to stay away from him and I should too. She also said you hated him.

I do.

I know, but that I shouldn't take her word or your's. So I went off the next day to confront Kouga about what I had heard.

You didn't, did you. Please tell me you did not do what I think you did.

Stop mumbling, I found him at the park, beating up a kid with a black pony tail and then this white haired boy came up and told Kouga to back off. Ring a bell?

That was me and Miroku. I thought I had smelled someone else that day, Inuyasha said to himself.

I didn't know that at the time. Can I finish with out anymore interruptions?



I'll just ignore you now. I asked Kouga why he was beating up Miroku and he told me something like he was bothering him. I said that he shouldn't do that and then what I had heard. By the end of it he was fuming and exploded, demanding who had told me that. He was really scaring me. He ran off to find you and Miroku, and I went to Kikyo. I told her about what had happened and how I would never talk to Kouga again. We agreed to meet at the front steps at school and she would introduce me to you and Miroku.

That didn't happen obviously. When I was walking home, I fell down the steps to the shrine and hit my head. Kouga picked me up and took me home. When I came to I remembered him, Sango and everything except Kikyo and what had happened to her. I never even had those stupid shadow things, like something was missing.

Kouga walked me to school and Kikyo came up to me wanting to know why I was walking with him. I didn't know who she was and Kouga went right along with it. Then summer came and well the next summer she died. I just can't believe it! I'm going to kill Kouga next time I see him.

Not if I don't first. Listen Kagome, let me be a point of reason here big surprise there, no sarcasm as long as you don't have him in any of your classes this year you can avoid him and be rid of him in 10 months, never have to see him again.

I, guess you're right, just what if we do have the same classes?

Inuyasha sighed and flopped onto his back, Kagome, we start school in how many days?

Nine Inuyasha. Don't you remember anything?

Yes I do. I remembered your number and I remember Kikyo, he was cut off by Kagome's growl.

Baka I got thrown on my head! Of course I couldn't remember her, but guess what I remember now and she told me a lot of dirt on you.

Oh yeah, like what?

Where to start, where to start. In 8th grade a rumor went around that you were sweet on a teacher..



She said that you were caught flirting with a substitute teacher.

That's a lie! Inuyasha protest, we were not flirting, the teacher was like 51 I swear to Kami! Why would I flirt with that thing?

Fine then all great Inuyasha, what really happened?

The truth was I ate some paint in art class and she had to help me get it out of me, so she took me to the nurse.

Kagome let out a laugh, and why were you eating paint?

Miroku throw it into my mouth! How stupid rumors happen! I mean the teacher just held my hand so I wouldn't trip then it's all of a sudden, that boy is fucking the teacher! Inuyasha griped.

It's called high school Inu-chan, Kagome muttered and immediately clamped her hand over her mouth, where in the seven hells did that come from?'

Inuyasha too had paused, more like froze and two thoughts ran through his head. I can play this off like I didn't just hear that, or I could make her feel really uncomfortable and call her on it. Hm, why the hell am I thinking about this?' So uh school in nine days right? Smooth Inu no baka, real smooth.'
*~*~*~*~*~*
School started with the last nine days not really happening. You know the times where the day just seems to fly on by? Yeah well that was what last week and a half of summer was like for Inuyasha and Kagome.

Kagome had spent the time trying to figure out how she was going to go about the Kouga issue as well as the parties. She could easily skip the parties and lose all of her... friends. Who was she kidding, she'd rather hang out with Inuyasha and watch Miroku grope Sango while Shippo made cruel jokes about it. Those four seemed to be her true friends. I mean, those three since Inuyasha was just there for sex. He was just there to make the pain go away.

Who the hell am I kidding? I mean, I want to be friends with him, but Kikyo held first claim on him and I'm going to respect that. Wait, being friends with him is alright, no Kagome, bad, bad Kagome! Do not think about the way he can manipulate you with his hands. Nope bad thoughts, she muttered hitting her head repetitively.

Hey wench, why you walking to school? Inuyasha asked from a treetop.

Because I don't want to see Miroku and Sango make out this early in the morning, she shuttered as the image of her best friend doing that with anyone played in her mind.

Yeah I guess I understand. Here I'll give you a ride, hop on. Kagome complied and they were at the front steps in about oh 30 seconds. Yo runt, where's the lecher?

Shippo looked up from the manga he was reading to stare at Inuyasha, I dunno. I haven't seen him at all yet.

Inuyasha you can put Kagome down you know. Unless you plan on keeping her on your back all day, a familiar perverted voice said.

Inuyasha blushed remembering that Kagome still was attached to her back. He let her down and moved away from her before she grabbed his shirt sleeve, could you ah, walk me to homeroom? Kagome muttered looking away.

Inuyasha looked at the girl and smiled mentally, you're really scared of him aren't you?

Kagome looked up shocked but nodded slowly, you don't know what happened that night. He merely nodded and held her protectively to his chest. He knew Kouga was determined and would stop at nothing to get at Kagome. He even went so far as to try and claim her against her will in broad daylight.

Don't worry koishii, he won't touch you,' Inuyasha thought. His mind stopped, did I, did I just call her, what I think I just called her? No way I did not, stupid brain. What are you thinking?' The other side of his brain, the more intelligent side some would say, answered you're thinking about how much you have come to respect and honor her. Just admit that you are falling for her.' But being stubborn, Inuyasha wouldn't give up, nope, you lie.'

I can't lie. I'm you. I'm what you're to cowardly to admit.' I promised no emotions! Kagome will slip away just as fast as my parents and Kikyo.' Did you love Kikyo? Is it love if you want to die just because that person left? She told you to live. She wanted you to live, to survive. She said it in that letter that you would cut yourself to so many times.' Shut up!' You love Kagome. You do, you just need to admit it to yourself.'

Caught up in his own thoughts he failed to see that he had reached Kagome's homeroom, the one she was in with Sango. Inuyasha we're here, Kagome said looking at him.

Oh we are? Guess I kinda lost my thoughts there didn't I? he answered still contemplating what had transpired in his head.

Kagome answered with a giggle and kissed his cheek, before turning into her classroom.

Meanwhile, admist the heat that was Miroku and Sango's relationship they had noticed the way Inuyasha and Kagome had acted. Since they both shared homerooms with Inuyasha and Kagome, Sango with Kagome and Miroku with Inuyasha they both decided to investigate. Shippo was a junior so he couldn't be in on their plot until lunch time, if it took that long.

Sango passed a note to Kagome saying to meet her in the bathroom in 10 minutes. Kagome asked for a pass as did Sango and they went to the bathroom. wow I'm just going into so much detail. Forgive me, it's only 12:30 a.m. I can keep going.

Kagome I have to talk to you about something, Sango said.

Go figure mother, Kagome muttered looking into the mirror.

What's your relationship with Inuyasha? Sango asked sitting up on the sink.

Kagome paused for a second and looked at Sango before turning her head back to the mirror, well I don't know really. We aren't really friends.

Aren't friends?! Sango cried, hello you two spend so much time together it's sickening! I wonder what you guys do together that doesn't make you sick in the stomach with the mere thought of one another.

Kagome stilled but didn't betray her secret. How could she explain their relationship, I mean to get at it she would have to tell Sango about Kouga and she didn't want to worry her friend like that.

Hello, earth to Kagome, Kag hey. You alright? Sango asked looking into Kagome's eyes.

She snapped back to reality and shook her head then smiled at Sango, Inuyasha merely watches out for me.

I'll say. When Kouga came up to you he was there and took care of you. Why do you hate Kouga though? Sango asked.
~This is where it gets a little freaky kiddies.~
Kagome froze remembering the night two months ago. Kouga's hands around her mouth as he forcefully pushed himself inside her. The pure joy on his face as he ripped her of everything that she held sacred.

She didn't know how it happened but she was under the sink with silent tears coming down her cheeks. That night was anything but silent. The cries of pain as he clawed her skin, and tore at her thighs with his claws. Rape was given a new meaning that day.

Sango noticed Kagome going still and sat down next to her wiping the tears away. Kagome pulled her head away and looked at Sango, but she didn't see Sango, instead she saw Kouga. Everywhere he was. SHe couldn't escape him, not that night. Not later on. Nothing would stop him from doing that to her again.

He would find her in an empty hallway. His hands would be like acid as the were last time. Nothing warm came from him. Just acid and ice. He would touch her again, as he did that night. Claw at her treasure as he did everything but give her pleasure.

She felt his hands at her waist dragging her back and forth roughly, shaking her around. Kagome! Kagome! He called out as he spilled into her. No, get off me Kouga, she begged weakly.

he slapped her roughly across the face when she begged that.

It's happening again. Inuyasha, please save me, Kagome sobbed pushing against him.

Inuyasha isn't here Kagome. What's going on with you? Sango whispered shaking her back and forth.

Kagome stared into her eyes before blotting out of the bathroom.
~*~*~*~*~*~* this scene is happening about the same time Kag and Sango enter the bathroom
Miroku sat with Inuyasha in the back of homeroom, so Inuyasha how far have you and Kagome you know gone. Inuyasha shot him a glare and turned back to the class. You really care about her don't you? Again Inuyasha merely turned his head back to the teacher who was talking to someone about a class change. Me and Sango want to know what's going on with you guys. We do have a right to know don't we?

So I suppose Kagome and Sango are having this same conversation? Inuyasha asked only half paying attention.

Well partially, Miroku answered half afraid.

This caught Inuyasha's attention. He turned back to Miroku with a glare, what does that mean?

She just was going to ask some other things, Miroku muttered looking away.

he prodded.

What about Kouga? He seemed pretty mad.

Inuyasha sat for a second and took three deep breaths before hoisting Miroku up by the collar of his shirt, That is none of your business. Kagome doesn't want to tell you then fine. Now tell me where are they having this?

Miroku stared down at his best friend to gage his chance of getting out of this unscathed, the answer was very small, I don't know.

You're a fucking hentai, you should know where.

I'm ashamed that you would, his back met the wall and he caught that everyone was staring at them but Inuyasha didn't seem to notice or care, I, I think it might the bathroom.

Inuyasha dropped him on his pride and blotted out the door at a dead run. Mr. Inuyasha, get back here now, the teacher called after no one that was there.

Inuyasha caught Kagome running out of the bathroom. She wrapped her arms around him muffling her tears into his chest. He rubbed her back and kissed her temple, what happen?

Take me home, onegai, her tears coming down harder. He looked up to see Sango open the bathroom door, with a concerned look on her face.

she called at the girl in the hanyou's hard but reassuring grip, are you ok?

Does she look alright? Inuyasha growled nuzzling her neck to make sure that the talk about Kouga wasn't all that shook her up. She had started to relax under his nuzzling and purring. Wait purring. ya'll knew that one was coming

She pulled up to look at him, are you purring? He blushed and looked away.

Uh, soft growling. Inu-youkai do it soothe their young. And their mates but I shouldn't tell her that.'

Kagome nodded and laid against him again, it's a nice sound, she muttered still shuddering from the images of Kougas' claws ripping her thighs.

Inuyasha lifted her up and walked to the door. He didn't turn around to Sango's question as Miroku ran up to her.

Inuyasha set her on his bed and traced her face with a claw, get some sleep alright? he asked.

She stopped him holding his hand slightly, can't you stay?

I have Miroku to rip apart, he muttered brushing her hair aside. She moved her head towards his hand and smiled at him. He knelt down beside her and looked her in the eye, beautiful. I love her eyes.' What do I get out of this deal? he asked playfully.

Besides me? she asked.

You are very tempting, much more so than that substitute in art class, he growled before pouncing above her, straddling her waist, so very tempting.

Kagome closed her eyes and fell into the feeling of his tongue running along her throat. His hands rested on her waist moved up slowly, pulling her shirt with it.

Inuyasha tossed the removed article of clothing over his head to land undecided and kissed her lips, taking advantage of them being slightly parted. Her hands found the button to his pants and pulled them down. She bit back a moan as his finger rubbed her through the thin fabric of her underwear. Inu- yas- ha, she muttered as he pulled his head away to land his kiss elsewhere on her body.

Both of them couldn't speak afrais that they would, subconsciously, call out something they were too afraid to admit to themselves, much less one another. They settled for moans of pleasure, and in Kagome's case a strangled cry when she climaxed sending Inuyasha over as well.

Kagome lay her head on on Inuyasha's chest smiling. He's so warm. I wish life could always be like this. I think I'm starting to fall in love with him, wait a second. Why do I feel that way? He was Kikyo's and we both promised each other,' she was stopped when she noticed a light touch on her back.

Inuyasha was drawing a pattern on the small of her back with his claw while thinking along the same thoughts, she's so beautiful. So, so beautiful. How can someone treat her so poorly? Even a hanyou like me, knows just how to treat her, and I'm not exactly the most established character,' he let out a chuckle at that thought getting a questioning glance from Kagome. He smiled and leaned down, whispering in her ear, you do know we missed the first day off school.

Oh shoot, she muttered lazily, one day won't hurt.

He threw his head back laughing, guess you're right. He watched as she moved her head into the crock of his neck while holding his hand lightly. Still think I'll leave?

She shook her head,

Good, cause your right. I won't leave your side, he muttered brushing his lips against her shoulder.

Mmm, good. I'd miss you too much, she muttered in her half sleep daze.

Someone is wanting to cuddle today, I wonder why? he asked out loud.

Kagome giggled, why want me to stop?

Not really, he muttered turning her head up to kiss her lips, then preceding downwards.

I was reminded of what happened with Kouga, she breathed out. Inuyasha stopped at her shoulder and shifted his hold on her.

Still haunted by that?

Kagome laid her head on his outstretched chest,

What, what happened? What did he do?

You know what.

No Kagome. What did he do? Where did he touch you? Hurt you?

Kagome closed her eyes and let a tear trickle down her cheek to land on his chest, he took me upstairs after most of the sane people had left. Claiming I was too, I was too drunk to walk, and that I could stay with him. When we got upstairs he sat me on his bed and started to edge his, his hands were so cold. They burned me like a bad mix of acid and ice.

I, I told him he didn't want to do this because we were both drunk, but then he points out that, that he hadn't had anything to drink. I then realized somewhere that he wanted to this as he started to rip off my tank top. I think I started crying out when, his pants started coming undone. He ran his hands up and down my thighs, letting his nails drag, breaking my skin. Inuyasha would have commented that he had noticed that night, but thought against it.

He, he ripped at my, my and tore into me, the pain was so much. I was in so much pain. He would just keep ripping into me over and over and, she was cut off by a kiss that shut off all her senses. She pulled back from the kiss and gave him a warm smile,

He wrapped his arm around her looking at the clock, it's 12:00, go to sleep.

12:00 in the afternoon Inuyasha. I don't have to sleep, she said yawning.

I do so you defiantly do, he said shutting his eyes ending the discussion.

She smiled and kissed his cheek, why do I stand a baka like you?

Cause I'm cute, was his lazy reply.

She thought for a moment then smiled running her hand up his chest, yeah, but you're sexy as all hell too.

He grinned and held her closer, yes I am.
~*~*~*~*~*~*Ain't done yet, I still have ideas to put on the table, more In/Ka fluff.
Nature called to Kagome at 5:00 that night and she looked around. She tried to pull out of Inuyasha's grip but couldn't so she had to wake him from his pleasant sleep, Inuyasha. Let go! she muttered.

He opened his eye and smiled, finally going to wake me up? Kami you take forever to ask don't you?

She blushed and stood up grabbing the two closest articles of clothing to her. They happened to be his boxers and his shirt. She hurried out his door and into the bathroom. Inuyasha had just watched her do all that and grinned, she looks pretty good after sleep. Wouldn't mind that every morning.

When Kagome got back into his room her eyes had to adjust to the dimness. She went over to his desk, trying to avoid tripping on the clothes. She reached his desk and turned the light on. She was about to turn around when she caught sight of an envelope. She didn't want to snoop, but it was in Kikyo's handwriting, so curiosity got the better of her.

Inuyasha watched her open the letter and he stood up, shuffled around for an extra set of boxers before wrapping his arms around Kagome's waist. She laid back against him as she continued to read her friend's silent rant and final words.

Inu, Inuyasha was this her? Kagome asked looking at the letter as tears dripped down her cheeks. Inuyasha sighed and took the letter away, laid it back on his desk and turned her around so she could face him. He wiped her tears away before giving her a chaste kiss and leading her back to his bed.

Don't you think you've cried enough today? Inuyasha muttered kissing her cheek while sitting next to her.

She hated me. She protected me, was my best friend, but in the end she hated me, she said hiding in his chest.

And how do you think I felt? I would her rather tell me she hated me then say she loved me, but didn't tell me in fears I wouldn't love her back, he said sternly looking Kagome straight in the eye.

Kagome turned her eyes in guilt of being so selfish, that would have hurt much worse. But why didn't you? I mean you told me.

Inuyasha sighed and looked up, I was too afraid. I told people she was my girlfriend, I'm surprised that that never got back to her. I said it at first to protect her from guys like Kouga, since not a lot of people messed with me and I did care for her deeply. If you just knew how hard it was to tell someone that you might love them, when you don't know how they will react, you keep it in too.

Kagome nodded and laid down on his pillow, him and Kikyo never dated, which means she never had a claim on him but she still loved him. I want so badly to be with him, but how will he react? Is this still for just sex, or revenge on Kouga? I hate that he always way too much sense, and the last person I trusted so badly used my feelings against me. I'll just see where this leads to and what comes from it.'

Inuyasha wrapped himself around her and breathed in her scent, reassuring him that she was still there. Those words are for her too. I'm so afraid of how she will react. When I get an idea I'll let my guard down, just for her. He kissed the top of her head and shut off the light.

End Chapter

Kaye: Do you like? I hope you did, and you aren't confused. Did you like the In/Ka fluff and feelings going around?
Kouga: I didn't.
Kaye: *Ignoring Kouga for the moment* Did you even get down to this part before cringing in terror at how bad this was? Or how like angsty it got atleast? The next chapter will yet again give you more reason, or atleast make you want his death to happen faster. Kouga is back after an absent of two chapters. And he ain't very happy when he sees how close Inu and Kag are. That's your preview, hope you like it. The next chapter may not be up for awhile because I have class and even though I have a lot of free time, I also have a TON of homework.
Kouga: *Jumping up and down with a sign that says look at me* Hey! Kaye, paying attention to me?
Kaye: Uh no Kouga dear, whatever did you want. *Sickly sweet teacher voice*
Kouga: Uh what do I do next chapter?
Kaye: Get more people mad at you, a lot of my reviewers want you dead.
Kouga: You really don't help that fact. Making me the bad guy.
Kaye: You're a scapegoat. I love you for your scapegoatisness.
Kouga: What the hell does that word mean?
Kaye: Scapegoatisness? I dunno, it's like the adj. of scapegoat.
Kouga: I hate you.
Kaye: I'm proud. R&R no flames. I'll try to update as soon as my life allows me.