Hello my lovelies! I'm sorry i have been gone for a while I'm currently in South Carolina!(:
I was just reading some random fanfictions on here and you know that feeling when you read a story and something bd happens and your stomach like turns inside out? Well Mines doing that, I do have to say that in my story Christian and Anastasia will have to go through trouble they'll always fin a way around it.
Anyway sorry for blabbing but here you go another chapter in 'Escaping with the summer'
and I loves y'all reviews!(; but here you go another teasing chapter of Ana and Christian.
ANA's POV.
"Christian... Where are you taking me?" I whined
For at least 20 minutes I have been blindfolded and dragged out of the comfort of our balcony. When I asked christian of our arrangement all the did was give me his panty dropping smirk and told me to embrace the acknowledgement of the repeatedly exotic sound of the beating of the waves against the smooth Caribbean sand. I on the other hand scoffed. But here I was putting all my trust in the person who I almost litterly hated who was now closer to me in some ways that no one has the past few weeks progressed me and christian became inseparable. but of course in front of our parents and his siblings you would just thought we were nothing more than friendly gestures. but nobody saw the way we would look at each other every free seconds. Behind blind eyes we grew fonder of each others presence and the nightly sneak outs. As if they were waiting for the other to make a 'more then friendly move' but he never did...she never did, for she was not fond of the idea of losing something she never had.
Instead of answering me in seconds I was not only off the ground but slung over christians shoulders.
"CHRISTIAN" I sqeaked. He chuckled.
"You Ana, I kinda like the way you said my name." I could feel his smirk.
My face instantly turned red, Sure me and christian were playful but that never stopped me from blushing like a fool.
Instead of giving him a snarky remark like as he was waiting for I simple took to my advantage and playfully slaped the delectible bottom of Christian Grey.
Taking off gaurd I could of swore christian jumped a feet or two, which only made me burst into fits of giggles.
"Jesus christ Ana! You trying to kill me?" by the tone of his voice he might have seemed angry but I could feel his smile.
"Why, Christian!" I mocked offended. "Why would I do sucha thing?" I oozed my voice in the most seductive manner I could and by the way christian fidget I knew I gotten somewhere. HA try having sexual thoughts all the damn time! then you would know how I truly feel!
My inner Goddess has awaken.
"okay you ready to have your panties blown away?" Christian exaggerated
well there already soakin wet no thanks to you. I swear my inner goddess gets feistier by the second.
For the past ten minutes I had to deal with the flirty and the blushing that thankfully for being on his shoulders he couldn't see. well I couldn't really see either considering I had on a blind fold. But apparently this was part of the plan or as Christian calls it ' the kidnapping of Anastasia Steele' please you can tie me up and I would double check to make sure those damn robes were on tight enough. Ughh see what I mean? All damn night it's been like this . But I couldn't help but agree . If Christian wanted to really kidnap me i would even put the damn tape over my mouth. But why would he even want to? He was like an Adonis and I was ...well plain Jane .
"who said I was wearing any mr. Grey?" Just because his flirtatious meanings were just what 'close friends do' doesn't mean I couldn't play along .
but I still heard the groan that escape his beautiful lips.
"You are going to be the death of me miss Steele ."
"Aww Christian I wouldn't want you to give in so quickly? We just only got started." I pouted .
i feel his hot breath against my neck and I shivered. and not because it was cold.
" trust me on this Anastasia. I am any where but done with you" I couldn't help but feel e hills run down my spine. that was definitely over friendly !
I quickly shake the thought. Christian and I were like best friends. There was no way christian saw me other then the short plain girl I was, but I couldn't help but dream...
"okay okay. What's this 'bigs surprise ' that you had to blind fold me and throw me over your shoulder like a sack of potatoes ? "
" Steele don't pretend like you didn't like it. So are you ready to be blown away? " I could obviously hear his excitement . If Christian was this happy about what he was about to show me then I couldn't help but feel butterflys in my stomach.
christian finally had me down on my feet with his hands over my eyes. I couldn't help but smell his scent. Strangely he smelt like pomegranate
I felt his hands leave my eyes and the soft velvety fold remove from my eyes. "open" his soft strong voice spoke. I open my eyes and gasp at my surroundings . I walked further into the scenery and I could feel the tears come unto my eyes.
"Oh, Christian ." I breathed
in front of me was a beautiful set out of a picnic on the beach.
There was what look like a smooth red blanket that covered the beachy sand. On the blanket was a woven basket that was set neatly to the side. in front was dishes covered with fruit. Bananas , apples, cherries, pineapple, tangerines, mangos, papaya, coconuts. But what was also breath taking was the waterfall that was cascading down the rocks . Beside our picnic. Also on the side was Christians iPod that was softly playing one of our favorite cold play songs.
"D-Do you like it?" Christians nervous voice asked.
I turn around the get a glimpse at the beautiful boy behind me. But when I did he look like he was scared of something...but what?
" Christian...I " I stopped I walked closer to him and by the look in his eyes it looked as if he was going to start running. I gently soothed him by putting my small hands on his carved face and smiled. By the second I could feel him relax under my touch. But I knew to to dare touch his chest. Christian then smiled back at me. While my hands took things into there own hands my fingers woven within his coppery hair. He smiled and wrapped his arms on my waist. Which wasn't really shard to do other then the fact he was so much taller then me. But through it all we still find a way to fit perfectly into each other. i then stood on my tip toes and my lips found a way to his ear. " I love it." I simply said and without a second thought my lips kissed the corner of his mouth.
i froze horrified at what I just did. To Christian we were just friends. Almost best friends. And I just to the biggest step you could and kissed him. Well...it was the corner of his mouth but that didn't stop the tingling that my lips felt after I did it. But Christian showed no difference he just simply took my hand in his and leaded my to the blanket . That also didn't stop the electricity shock I felt when he grabbed my hand either.
automatically we sat down and enjoyed our surrounding and the company of each other. He laughed, joked and slightly flirted while we feed each other the exotic fruit of the island. Songs of our favorite music played in the back ground that fit rather nicely. Until Christian ask me the most terrifying question he could ask. "Can I have this dance"?
i looked at him dumbfounded. how the hell was I going to dance with him when i basically had two left feet. And plus in his presence I could barely stand strait now he wanted to dance? Apparently he saw the fear in my eyes.
"Come on Steele you don't think I forgot about that little number you did in your bedroom three weeks ago?" he smirked he fucking smirked !
"Christian ... No I can't" I felt my blush cover my face and chest and I looked down into my lap. i couldn't look unto those piercing grey eyes. I then felt his finger underneath my chin and he brought my face to see his. God he truly was beautiful. He then took my hand unto his and gently lifted me from my spot. he smoothly put his hand on my hip while mine went to his shoulder keeping our jointed hand together. Slowly we danced around in the sand with our bare feet and our smiles. I also couldn't help but love the song that played as we made our way around the full moon.
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I couldn't help but blush at the lyrics. Everything I wanted to say to Christian played in this song. I knew then every time I heard this song I would automatically think of Christian.
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
When the song finished out I had my head on Christian shoulder and my arms around his neck while his around my waist. I couldn't help but think how I got here, to this beautiful moment that I would remember by heart.
i didn't realize I was crying until Christian looked down on my with worry.
Within seconds Christian and me are on the ground with me in his lap while I'm crying frantically .
" Shh shh... Ana, baby what's wrong?" Christian said brushing my tears with the pad of his thumb.
"Christian I-I can't lie to you anymore" I sobbed .
i felt Christians lips brush across my face at the tears that had fallen which made me sob eve more.
"Ana" he then kissed my eye lid." What" then the other one " are you" then my cheek " talking about" his lips then were above my own.
Here I was crying like a loonatic with my face burning with his kisses while curled up on his lap. great job steele
then the dam that kept my mouth shut for this long exploded.
" For the past month I have been complete and uncontrollable in love with you, even when you were a first class ass and I was a total bitch. Through that whole time since I saw you I have been complete utterly in love, and then we became friends and I then fell even harder and I know that you will never look at me that way I can't keep lieing to you. " by the time I was done I was a complete utter mess.
Christian didnt say nothing for the longest time. I just keep my face down not daring myself to look at him that I was sure that he was about to laugh. I knew I couldn't handle him making fun of my confession. But as the silence grew I decided that now was the time to leave. Picking my self from his lap it only failed when his arms tightened and he slammed by back unto the soft velvet blanket. without a second thought his lips crashed down on mine.
what felt like hours later when only minutes my body was on fire.
I moaned into Christians mouth which then he snaked his tongue into my mouth. My insides turned to goo while my toes curled and my head exploded. Here I was making out with the person who was my best friend. And also the love of my life..
my legs went around his waist as my hands were bared in his soft hair.
" you stupid stupid girl" he said catching his breath while peppering kisses all over my neck . I moaned like a whore.
" W-what?" I panted while he kissed that tender place behind my ear.
"Damn it Ana I love you!" Christian said biting down on my ear lobe.
"Ahh!" I moaned
He then came to a stop and looked at me, I gasp at what I saw. Christians eyes were almost black. The only thing I Could read was lust... And love.
"Do you know how long I wanted to make you mine? To feel this way I never felt. To feel this vulnerable to you? To telling you my deepest darkest secrets that I could never talk to with no one yet it just slips when I'm around you? To hate myself for tempting someone as innocent as you. God damn it even when I first saw you I wanted to fuck you six ways to Sunday. but yet the way I feel for you is so stronger then a one time fuck. I love you Anastasia . And I know from the bottom of my core I always will. But Ana you can do so much better then me. There's so much still you dont know and if you did you would run for the hills . I'm fifty shades of fucked up Ana . And I can't put you through this. "
i gape at him. There was things I didn't know that scared him so much? I love him... Truly love him. There nothing that could change that .
he started to move away from my but that made me tighten my hold even more.
" don't tell me what I don't and do deserve . No matter what you tell me your still Christian Trevelyan Grey. The boy who became my best friend and stole my heart at the same time. Sure you may have secrets that might scare the shit out of me but no matter what your still Christian. And thats all that matters. "
by the look in his eyes I could tell he was fighting with himself but I decided to take it within my own hands and bring his lips back to mine. I could feel his resistance at first but that just made me want him even more.
I could feel his wall slipping further and further and finally he gave me his all. Kissing me like there was no tomorrow. And hell if there weren't. I would die happy.
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