This chapter was based off of the song 'The Diary' by Hollywood Undead... (IN LOVE WITH THEM ^.^)

I DON'T OWN KINGDOM HEARTS NOR DO I OWN THIS SONG!

YOU GUYS! I got soo many hits from like all over the world that it almost makes me cry! I love the international stuff! Enjoy this chapter!

Chapter 10: For Too Long Now...

Roxas had so much on his mind. Constantly flipping through channels, he kept clicking the remote, hopelessly searching through the tv. Show by show, he kept scanning each one. Sora was a bit annoyed by his useless antics, standing up to grab the control from his brother's hand.

Even after the remote was taken away, Roxas just sat there, looking out to space. His body was unmoving, not making one single motion. His eyes were almost dead, paused by his train of thought. His brother shoved him, hit him, even spit on him, anything to make him awake from his frozen state. Nothing.

"Dude... wake up...!" He said, throwing the remote in his lap.

In one swift motion, Sora swung a punch towards his face, stopping right in front his left eye. Roxas didn't even flinch. Now Sora was determined to awaken Roxas from his trance, whatever it took to get his brother to end his stupid charade.

"Roxas? Roxas? ROXAS?"

Roxas was standing in the middle of a beach, as the clouds hovered over the water. The sky was gray with depression, making the scene look serene, yet unhappy. They sand was white, blowing hard across the his face, pinching at his skin.

Piece by piece, the sand kept irritating his skin. The water suddenly swept across his feet, sending an icy chill to his legs. He jumped away from the freezing waves. He was befuddled for a bit.

Usually the beach was a happy, sunny experience but now it was like a nightmare. Just as he tried to find a way out, a hand gently grasped his shoulder, turning him around. There, he saw the light blonde hair stand out from the enviroment. The young girl's body was framed with a beautiful white dress. The dress' length was short, not covering her delicious, creamy legs. Her beautiful blue eyes stared down at his soul, as she smirked at his puzzled behavior. "Namine?"

"Hey Roxas..."

"What are you-"

"I wanted to see you..."

"What do y-" His speech was cut off by the feel of soft lips caressing his. His eyes were opened wide with shock from her sudden action, but he finally put himself at ease as he caught up to what was happening. He didn't ask questions, never stepped back, he just went along with it. She was finally kissing him, so there wasn't anything to complain about. He closed his eyes, gently licking her lips. The sweet feeling of her made him overjoyed, warming his heart.

He dared to move farther, brushing her lips with the tip of his tongue. Surely, she gave him entrance to her mouth, opening up a bit. He thrust his tongue inside, battling her's for control. Continuously fighting for dominance, Namine was defeated, feeling his tongue glide of hers. Her lips were covered with his, feeling his rough experienced mouth take over. He didn't hold back, taking every ounce of her that he only dreamed of doing. Just as he was enganging more into the kiss, she slowly pulled away from him. They stayed like that for awhile, just nuzzling together, rubbing their faces together. The warmth of her body felt right to him, but soon left him. Her face pulled back, leaving him cold and alone. Confused, he opened his eyes to see she had suddenly disappeared.

"Namine?" There was no reply. He started to turn, trying to find a glimpse of the blonde girl. She left no footprints, no tracks, and no clues to where she had gone to.

"Namine?" He turned away from the ocean view to suddenly see a forest that almost appeared out of no where. The leafy foliage hung over the shore, hiding the darkness that lied within it's roots. The exotic jungle scared him a bit, hearing the noise of random animals lurking about. It was then he heard the sweet sound of what he hoped was Namine.

"Roxas?"

"NAMINE!" He heard her voice echo inside the forest, breaking through the loud sounds of the crashing waves and screeching animals.

"Find me," Her voice was calm, almost at peace. Even when she was lost, she was relaxed. Roxas couldn't say the same thing, scared out of his wits about her well being. He started searching through the thick woods, hoping to find her.

"Namine! Keep talking I'll find you!"

"Find me,"

It was like a broken record replaying over and over. Repeating the same phrase, Roxas was on a quest to find her. Mud clung to his pants as he rushed through puddles and puddles, running through the earthy dirt. He swept through large leaves, thick branches, everything to be with her. He had to find her, he couldn't be alone again. His expedition was tireless, still looking for her beautiful face.

"Namine?"

"Roxas? ROXAS?" No answer, Roxas was still in la la land. Sora grabbed an empty bag of chips, throwing the leftover crumbs at his motionless brother. Piece by piece, it was useless. Roxas still just sat there, blankly staring at a wall. Now Sora was mad.

Outraged and annoyed, Sora stomped over to the kitchen, to the fridge to get his cooler for marching band. Checking the contents, he swirled it around feeling the cold water cascade inside the big jug. A smirk grew across his face as his plan went into action. He walked over to his brother to prepare for a splash. As he picked up the water cooler, a bit of water fell to Roxas' feet, making him jump a bit before returning to his frozen position. "This'll wake you up..."

Swinging the jug downwards, he watched as the water poured down his brother's hair and spine, waking him up instantly. The shivering water sprinkled across the room as his brother leaped up from his chair. He suddenly fell over, flat on his back, drenched in the freezing liquid.

"Wake up asshole!"

"MAN! WHAT THE HELL?" Sora laughed his ass off on the damp, wet floor. He was rolling around laughing, grabbing his hurting sides from laughing so hard. The same cackle kept going on and on, fueled by the angered look of his twin. Just a mere look would make Sora tear up in laughter.

"What the fuck was that for?"

"Y- you- were!" Sora couldn't even talk, still uncontrollably laughing. The more he chuckled, the more Roxas just got angry. Before he could even argue with his brother, there was a sudden bang at the door. SLAM!

The two of them looked past the room to see there father, angered by who knows what. His eyes furiously glared at his two sons, as his yellow eyes glared them both down. His white hair was crazier than normal, messied from what they could only assume was a fight. Blood dripped from the corner of his mouth, painting his chin red. His stance was unsteady, obviously due to the fact that he had been drinking.

Sora and Roxas felt fear overtake them, scared for what was to happen next. It was like a game of chance, never knowing what will happen. The only problem was that this game always ended up with a negative and painful outcome.

"D-dad?"

Their father screamed, roaring towards their direction. He dashed toward them, bringing his fists up.

Sora closed his eyes, bringing his hands and arms over his face. Roxas held his ground, ready to fight for him and his own brother. He knew he had no chance, but it was better that he defend Sora rather than both of them getting seriously injured.

Finally reaching them, his footing was lost in the slippery wet floor. Xemnas fell to the ground, smacking his head on the surface. The twins only stood their, scared to make any movement. The man just laid there on the wet ground. He made no motion, just laid there unconcious. Roxas was anxious to leave, knowing what would happen if their father was awake.

"C'mon let's go!"

"No wait..." Sora said, approaching the unmoving body. He brought his face closer and closer, examining the old man. His breathing was irregular, but moving. "He's still breathing..."

"Good to know! Now let's go!" He loudly whispered, prepared to dash to his room. Sora was still looking at their drunk dad, making sure he wasn't hurt.

"NOT SO FAST!" The man grabbed Sora's neck in a tight grip, squeezing his hands around his small throat. He pushed Sora against the nearest wall, tightening his hold on the young boy's neck. All Sora could do was gag and beg, scared for his own life. His father lifted up higher against the wall, making him dangle over the ground. Sora kicked around, trying to make his father release him from his deathly grip.

"D-dad... please..."

"Shut up! You're not my son!" He said roughly, still under the whiskey's spell. Her squeezed tighter and tighter, making Sora yelp. He tried his best to loosen the old man's grasp, but it was no use. Their father was too strong. Squeak by squeak, his voice was leaving him, but his father kept choking him, staring at his son's useless pleas.

It was almost like entertainment to him. Watching his own son beg for mercy and grovel at his feet. The more he saw his sons hurt, the better he felt. His sadistic grin grew wilder as Sora's eyes rolled back from the loss of air. He was only a few a few tight squeezes away from possible death. What his father did forget was that he had another son.

Roxas suddenly jumped on his father's back, trying to help free his brother. "Let him go! Bastard!"

Scratching his face, kicking his legs, Roxas did anything to get Sora out of the hands of the drunken father. He hung on to his father's shoulders, trying to reach for Sora. Xemnas chuckled evily, watching the pathetic attempts of his sons.

Xemnas released Sora, dropping him to the ground. He turned around, Roxas still clinging on his back. Before Roxas could do anything, Xemnas slammed him against the wall, pressing his back harder and harder on his son's ribs. He continued to crush him against the flat wall, hoping to hear the sounds of melodious cracks.

"Dad stop!" He pleaded, feeling the weight of his father push him further and further against the wall. He kept squishing his son even more, feeling him whimper in excrutiating pain. The agony of his sons made him smirk even more. 'This is punishment...'

His dad suddenly pulled back away from the wall, looking back to see his two sons on the ground. Sora was gasping for air, still queezy from the lack of oxygen. Roxas was holding his abdomen, trying to rid the pain his father inflicted on him.

The father knelt down to Roxas' level, looking him straight in the eyes. Roxas coward at his father's stare, backing up a bit. "Where did I go wrong?" Those were the last words Roxas heard before seeing a fist smack against his left eye. That was it.

'I won't be in pain...'

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Next chapter wil fo SURE have a lemon as an apology for my absence (or maybe just a lime depends how lazy I am...)

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