Unwanted
Ch.10
Uryu's P.o.V
The warm water soothed my marred skin as I stood there in the shower, dazed off my ass. I have been in here for at least 30 minutes, just thinking of what I witnessed just now. The way Ichigo was furious with the menos, and how he changed from his normal self to Hollow Ichigo without even changing into his shinigami mode. It was confusing to say the least, and I swear it wasn't normal for that kind of thing to happen. Also, I am dazed by what he said to me, and how he said them. Those beautiful words…
Flashback from 1 hour ago:
"You are… were my everything, and I am so sorry I wasn't here to protect you. I have done nothing but caused you heartache, and I'd give anything to take all of this back. I love you, Uryu. I- I…" he says those words so intently; I just can't help but believe every word he says. I… I love him.
Now:
I walked out of the shower, a towel wrapped slightly around my waist. As I walked over to the room Urahara had set me up in, Ichigo sat there on my bed, waiting intently for my return. "Ichigo? Are you alright?" I asked, afraid that he was angry because Urahara and I had tricked him so callously. He stared up at me for a second, before looking away.
"No, I'm not angry." He stated, allowing a small amount of bitterness to dribble in his voice.
"Really? Then, tell me why you're not looking at me." I smiled lightheartedly as I walked right in front of him, bending down to look at his face. The tears in his eyes made my heart break more and more each moment I looked into them.
"I… Ichigo, I'm really sorry for what I did, I just wanted to get the truth from you."
"Well, you could have come to me to get the truth." He shook a little when he continued on. "It's not like I have anything to lie to you about. I would never do that, because I lo-"he paused, a deep blush forming on his face.
"You what?" I asked a little too excitedly for my taste. My own blush burned my cheeks; I could feel them defining my ugly face to him. He looked up at me, his tears starting to roll down his face and falling in heavy heaps onto his jeans. He grabbed a hold of my face in his large hands, pulling me closer to him. As soon as our lips met each other, I melted into the kiss. His lips moved slowly against mine, each kiss filled with passion and longing for one another. We moved as if we were listening to a melody, going with the flow of the song. As we broke apart, we were gasping for a long needed breathe.
"I love you." He whispered, pulling me into his arms, wrapping them tightly around my shoulders. It reminded me of a child, who is holding on to their favorite stuffed animal. This is the happiest moment in my life; in fact, all of my happiest memories lie with him. It could only have been him, no one else would have done, just him. I smiled in pure contentment, and I was like jello in his arms, just sitting there as he had his way with me. He kissed all along my neck and collar bone, leaving sloppy kisses here and there. I was in pure bliss, and I think that by every touch he had made in my body, I felt even more relaxed.
"I-chigo…" I moaned as he went lower and lower down my neck. "Pl-ohh…"
"You what?" he smiled, grabbing a hold of my member through my towel, squeezing and enjoying every moment of my joyful agony.
"Please… I can't take it anymore!" I almost moaned as I said this, to my dismay, as he would continue teasing me until I had collapsed from too much pleasure. "Please…" I moaned, feeling a hot blush creep onto my cheeks as he grabbed at it even harder.
"Sounds like you like it too much for me to stop." He smiled sweetly, a deep vermillion blush painting his own features. I smiled up at him, grabbing a hold of his neck as tight as I could manage. "I love you more…" I whispered into his ear, kissing the shell of his ear. That rewarded me a small shiver of joy.
"Uryu…" he called out to me, a small amount of concern tinting his voice, as he began to pull away, I only held on tighter. I never want to let go again. He was almost taken away from me once, never again shall I be as naïve as to lose him again. Too much pain went to the both of us, and think for the best, I believe that we should be happy. That is all I ever wanted, and being with him just sweetens the deal.
He pried himself away from me, grabbing a hold of my now tear streaked face as he looked deeply into my eyes, definatly scanning my soul over and over again with those damned beautiful eyes of his. As he held me closer, he whispered, "What's wrong, babe?" His smiling face caused me to waver slightly, and I replied, "You stopped touching me." I was just kidding, but he took it literally, grabbing me into another hug and kissing me tenderly and passionately, while at the same time capturing me 'downstairs'. As he was just about to dive into my towel, a large bang came from where the door was, showing Urahara and Tessai, gaping at us as if we were their favorite television program.
"Hey, if you guys are gonna do the nasty, go to your own home. Oh, and Uryu, don't ever make me do that to Ichigo again. He is my best worker after all." He winked at Ichigo, who was now off of me and helping me off of the bed. As he looked at me heatedly, (what is up with this guy anyways?), and Tessais' eyes fell.
"What the… I thought that I was your best worker!" Tessai whined, going right up to Urahara's face.
"Calm down dude, I was kidding." He giggled, wrapping a small arm around Tessais' shoulder. Tessai blushed, and then Urahara laughed even more… flirtatiously? I don't know what's going on right now!?
"Anyways, I believe you two should be on your way now, and don't go too rough, Uryu is still quite injured." He inquired, giving us a skeptical look. We looked at each other, blushes still covering our faces as we practically sprinted out of the room, but I had to go back and grab my clothes.
We walked home together, seeing as how it was now dark out, we went on hand in hand. "You know..." he started, squeezing my hand in his.
"What is it, babe?" I asked, smiling as I made Ichigo smile at the nickname.
"I was so scared when I saw that today." He whispered, grasping my hand tighter. "When I saw that mess, well, I don't think I'll ever forget that image for as long as I live. It was…" he couldn't even finish his sentence; it was too painful for him.
"I'm really sorry Ichigo, but I didn't plan that, I swear. He told me that if I wanted to get an honest reaction out of you, then I would have to do that, and I'm… I'm so sorry." I felt terrible about what we had gone through and done, but I couldn't find it in myself to refuse his offer. I just needed to know the truth. Desperately.
"I am just so happy I got to see you again. I love you so much, and I missed you sweetheart. And, I think… we need to talk…"
(Authors Note: PLEASE READ! I am soooooo sorry it has been forever for me to post, I haven't even been able to look at any reviews or messages, because I've been off at a relative's place until today! I hated almost every second of it xP, this was my week…
Monday: 8 hour drive, got sick, and threw up
Tuesday: still sick, didn't move from couch until 5 to try and go walking
Wednesday: still sick… -_-
Thursday: not sick, but it is that time of the month ladies x.X
Friday: Went home (8 more hour driving), hugged bed, and threw up some more…
Saturday and Sunday: HOMEORK! TT_TT WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?
Thank you, and review and write me xD
P.S, I made this one extra good for you guys for an apology! Love you ALL!)
-OtakutheDearest