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Paul's POV

I dragged Collin by the arm along side the road, today would have been a good day to bring my car with me. The again, people wouldn't have been able to see the giant sign I made and stuck on him. It said "STUPID AS CAN BE"; I found a pen in my pocket and some old cardboard on the side of the road and decided I might as well get a laugh out of this.

He deserved to have people laugh at him; I mean who in their right mind agrees to fill in for a drug dealer? As if that wasn't bad enough on its own, then he goes and sells drugs to Embry! Those two are getting to good at blocking their own thoughts because I was on patrol with both of them yesterday and none of this even came up! I still can't believe Embry, how long has he been doing this without anyone knowing?

Besides my wondering about him, I am mad at him! He should have told Jessica to leave the minute she got there; I don't want her anywhere near drugs! Though I am proud of my little angel, for trying to stop him, she does have a soft side even though she doesn't let it out often.

"Paul can you please take this sign off of me now?" Collins whiny voice burst into my thought. That is like the 20th time he has asked me that since I stuck it on him!

"No! You were stupid enough to do what you did, so now the world gets to know! And for god sakes stop asking, because the answer is not going to change!" I had stopped yelling at him a little while ago, he seemed too responded to talking more then anything.

"Fine… good thing we are almost to Emily's." He was right, in about 5 more minutes we'll get there.

It took about 30 minutes there and back. I had walked there the first time just to clear my head, but I caught his scent and followed it to find him in all of his stupid glory. I yelled at him for a good 5 minutes before walking off to phase and tell Sam about what just happened, Sam ran here as fast as he could he was so mad! When Sam and I went we found Jessica standing next to a very shocked Embry, who happened to be holding a pretty big bag of weed. Embry had told me that he was one who had bought the weed from the ever stupid Collin, so turns out we have two stupid werewolves today, all in one place.

As we walk up the steps to Sam's house, I can already smell the muffins Emily made; to bad she will be too pissed to let me eat any. I opened the door and called for Emily to come over, I pushed Collin down on the nearest couch and waited. Emily came in only a minute after I called her in. Collin wouldn't look up from the floor as she walked in, her happy face soon faded as she sensed something was wrong.

"Is everyone ok? Is Sam ok? Are you Ok? What is going on?" She started to fire questions at me. I had to walk over and put a finger on her lips.

"Shh… Emily everyone is fine, at least for now. Collin here has done something pretty stupid though and I think he would like to share with you." She looked confused, but turned to look at Collin, who was still looking at the floor. She walked over and sat down next to him.

"Collin, what's wrong?" She asked as she placed a hand on his shoulder. As mean as it may sound; I couldn't wait to see what she did to him when he told her.

He never looked up but I heard him let out a long sigh, "Wellthisguyaskedmetofllinforhimsellingdrudsandisaidyesbutduringthedealpaulcameandtoldsamandtheyyelledatme!" he said that really fast, I didn't even catch half of that.

Emily didn't either, "Collin what? Please say it again but slower." She was watching him with careful eyes now, not sure what to think about what she was about to hear.

"Okay fine, this guy I know asked me to fill in for him and I said yes." That is not the whole story but it is a start.

"I don't see the problem with that?" She looked over at me now, her eyebrows pushed together in a look of confusing.

"Collin isn't telling you the job he filled in for." I looked over him; he just glared at me, and then resumed looking at the carpet.

"Fine ok well the guy is kinda… well he…you see he gives people…he…" He took a huge breathe and looked more nervous then before, "Well… he deals weed" He said it faster then normal but by the look on Emily's face she caught it that time. She was beyond shocked, she just sat there motionless, her mouth open but no words coming out.

After a good five minutes she shook her, "Collin...." she used one of those disbelieving and disapproving voices. "Why in the world would you do that?" The sadness in her eyes was plain to see, she was hurt by what he did.

"I don't know." He voice was low and barley above a whisper, "I guess I was just… I wanted to know what it was like…I was tried of being me…" He sounded really low, and Emily looked as if her heart was breaking.

"Collin, sweetheart, if that is how you felt you could have just talked to me or someone, rather then doing something stupid like you did! What if a police officer had found you instead of Paul? You would be in more trouble than you are now, and that would be heart breaking." She was rubbing his back now, and his face seemed to harden, he was not one to take people's sympathy, "Collin, I feel bad for not noticing any of this before! I should have known!"

Collin stood up; he was shaking now and was backing up towards the door. "Emily it is NOT your fault!" He yelled as he headed out the door.

Emily just looked at me with tears in her eyes, "You should go after him, try and calm him down." Seeing the tears fall over her scared face was creating a lump in my throat, stupid Collin. I nodded and headed out the door, I stripped quickly and phased.

Collin was thinking though the day and he was on the part about him dealing, just after I finished yelling at him and had walked away. Some one walked up to him and made a buy but when they turned, I almost passed out.

It wasn't Embry's face I saw in his mind…
It was Jessica…!

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