Make sure you listen to song as you read.

Disclaimer: I am currently female, so I don't think I own anything that belongs to Skillet, which is all-male. I wish I owned Ouran High School Host Club, but I don't.

Skillet

If I wasn't here tomorrow

Would anybody care

If my time was up

I'd wanna know

You were happy I was there

If I wasn't here tomorrow

Would anyone lose sleep

If I wasn't hard and hollow

Then maybe you would miss me

Little sister, if I disappeared, would you care? You never acknowledged me as your brother, after all. You're looking for a blond prince out of a fairytale, not me, a prince of the dark.

I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone

Someone that I like better I can never forget

So don't remind me of it forever (forever)

I can't handle the light, so I drove myself into the darkness. The Black Magic Club, partly, but, I ignored you, too.

What if I just pulled myself together

Would it matter at all

What if I just try not to remember

Would it matter at all

All the chances that have passed me by

Would it matter if I gave it one more try

Would it matter at all

The Black Magic Club was a way for me to vent—no find—a way to try and become immune to light. I think that it just did the opposite, though.

If I wasn't here tomorrow

Would anybody care

Still stuck inside this sorrow

I've got nothing and going nowhere

You're looking for someone like Tamaki-kun, a princely type, a blond –haired, blue-eyed, boy-angel.

I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone

Someone that I like better

I can never forget

So don't remind me of it forever

Every time you run away from me, you just remind me that I'm not the same, not as normal, as everyone else.

What if I just pulled myself together

Would it matter at all

What if I just try not to remember

Would it matter at all

All the chances that have passed me by

Would it matter if I gave it one more try

Would it matter at all

If I just went out into the light, would you see me as your brother, the prince that you want to see?

I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone

Someone that I like better

Can you help me forget

Don't wanna feel like this forever, forever

I want you to know that I'm not that "cloaked monster" you think of me as every time I try and go meet you.

What if I just pulled myself together

Would it matter at all

What if I just try not to remember

Would it matter at all

All the chances that have passed me by

Would it matter if I gave it one more try

The Host Club has this idea to try and "train" me to bear the light after you thought that flamboyant fool was your brother, but it's steadily failing. That Tamaki-kun has a good heart, and is smart, but, honestly, he needs a good dose of common sense.

If I left tomorrow

Would anybody care

Stuck in this sorrow

Going nowhere

If I left the school, how many people would notice?

All the chances that have passed me by

Would it matter if I gave it one more try

Would it matter at all

Even if I did go out into the light, would it matter?

Would It Matter

Thanks for suggesting this song, Starwolf Magic. Also, thank you for telling me that Umehito Nekozawa needed a part in this. You were right. I mean it sincerely.

This chapter, the tenth chapter of my first fanfiction, is a big landmark for me. I would like to thank 1andOnlyJanae, Starwolf Magic, BittersweetChocolates09, ardx, and Mrs. MewSayuriLawlietHitachiin, my followers, for going through to this point with me, even if they haven't been with me for very long.

Just so anybody who cares knows, it's up to you guys to decide for me to continue this as an assortment of songfics. I'll be putting up a poll on my profile. I've got some ideas ready, and if I see a lot of enthusiasm in the reviews and maybe a PM, I'll continue it, but at a slower rate so I can work on other stories.